Obsession a very stupid reason but lets be honest here anything dealing with me isn't normal. So lets be honest. Obsession, I'm obsessed with you in not such a good way but hey... This is the side you want open and honest. So... First off, you are my favorite person basically you are the most important thing in my life and occasionally I'll go extreme with emotions towards or with you, secondly lets cover the obsession topic. You're like a drug to me. I crave you I need a daily fix or I cannot breathe. Its like a vampire needing to feed on blood, like a heroine addict needing a fix every minute, like an alcoholic drinking until they are dead, like an abuser beating their victim to death craving the blood, like a hunter searching for its prey.238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztbb0ELgsE
And you say I don't love you ina great way but the truth is I had answers but I couldn't say them. If I had said I want your blood painted on my hands, spread on a canvas for all to display but only I could keep it near and dear or I want my writings to be written in your blood or I'd rather die than never touch you. You'd run wouldn't you? Manic obsession. I have never felt a thing like that for anyone. I want you to have friends but at the same time if someone directly asked me how you were like as a person my first instinct would be to lie and drive them away so I can only have you. Sometimes my thoughts hated being near friends they shouldn't have you you're mine and only mine I don't care who they are. In honesty they won sometimes. I'd start fights to get you alone or piss you off just like it pissed me off.
And I know it's sick and twisted but that is my mind and I didn't mean a word I said it was a desperate cry for help put into the wrong wordings. I needed you and still do but a switch flipped and I lost control.. And before I could stop it the damage was done..
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(This was written to someone via messaging somewhere else, still written by me but now published for the world to view!)
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