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As you get older you realize that somethings;unlike others, are easier to forget unless they are constant or have a strong emotion tied to them.
I, for one have always been the type of person to feel strongly, no matter what the case or people, maybe due to which l store more memory compared to others. Its not really as helpful as it sounds . Often times I find myself feeling too much when it doesn't count and feeling to little when it does. Its a shift of planetary judgement when I find my seriousness towards one matter isn't received the same way.
Some sentiments are tougher to wave, to the point of artificial interference because my confidence lies in the ability to yield these sensations.
With out control over my being I find it hard to carry on with my 'Life'
'You only live once.'
I've heard this and so have you, at home its more in the words
"ایک ہی تو زندگی ہے یار"
But my perception is a bit more flawed then just that.
I give credence to the fact that a man lives many 'Lives'.
Rebirth is a concept completely altered for me, because it takes place before death
Your first words
Your first day in school
Your first fall
The first time you scrapped your knee
Your first fight
Your first achievement
I believe with every new person, you learn to become a new 'Self'. You become another consciences except you share the same body but not the same notion.
Your Eyes only see what your mind shows it and what you see is what fuels your soul to grow and heal the shell that fills your body.
The destitutions put holes in that shell but the process of overcoming them is what allows that scar to heal and grow. The inability to cure these destitutions steal the future of growth, leaving you immature, lost and scattered.
This the grueling process of the "Lives" we have in our little time here, on this rock afloat in absolute nothingness that we call home.
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