Sometimes don't you think that it's not bad to burn,fall,drown or vanish but at times you are reminded again of how much you actually love life and it makes me wonder what made you think this? How can you call this place heaven? Life a blessing? 262Please respect copyright.PENANAjEyoUcEMVJ
This place where nobody thinks twice before hurting you, where someone will stoop down to any level to get what they want without thinking of the misery they caused someone else.
At times like this I wonder what do you see in this world? Where even the people who you trusted the most, loved the most will betray you without sparing a thought of how you would feel and you think what did I do wrong? What can I do so that person will return? But you never think about yourself and think about the things in which you are wrong and like that you fall in a rabbit hole from which you can't escape yet you fall because of how much you loved that person because in the comparison of that person leaving you this rabbit hole is not that terrible262Please respect copyright.PENANA0biVB9eqVS
Maybe you are right this isn't hell.
Hell is in us and we the demon inside us but the difference between this hell and the hell you believe in is that you can leave this hell. In this hell we are our own demon we torture our own self and instead of fire we have our thoughts which cut us like blades and slowly you start to believe the demons whispers and hope you can vanish and you fall prey to your own demon and just like that you vanish your whole existence till that point becomes a forgotten page in a history book.
People are mirages of what they used to be. Their dreams now broken. Acting like how they once used to be. I look towards the girl sitting in front of me. The girl who once never stopped laughing and smiling now always crying and I wonder what did she go through that made her like this? And I ask myself
If this is not hell then what is?
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