Summary: Set in S8. Based on the song “Not Meant To Be.” Katherine comes back to life after escaping the 1994 prison world and Kai. Will Damon save her or not?485Please respect copyright.PENANAIKkWLOZFYj
It’s never enough to say I’m sorry485Please respect copyright.PENANAHbjNXM4BbD
It’s never enough to say I care485Please respect copyright.PENANArkdW7zUJuG
But I’m caught between what you wanted from me485Please respect copyright.PENANAmxPvZe7Xxp
And knowing that if I give that to you485Please respect copyright.PENANAzbMGEDux1b
I might just disappear485Please respect copyright.PENANA7U1LQCsTKc
Nobody wins when everyone’s losing
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It was a nebulous night, as Damon drove through Mystic Falls, on the way out of town. A few weeks ago, he and Enzo had been saved from the siren, Sybil, when they’d destroyed it. Just last week he’d gotten his humanity back on. Now he was on his way out of town for a break from Mystic Falls and everything that came with it.485Please respect copyright.PENANAbwoaUUEXGf
Suddenly, on a road, close to the edge of town, he stopped the car, seeing someone on the road. Deciding to see who it was and if he could help, he got out and walked towards the shoulder of the road.485Please respect copyright.PENANAhYH8vbmNyu
Once there, he immediately knew who it was. She wasn’t Elena, but he’d know her anywhere.485Please respect copyright.PENANAaBl30bvER9
“Katherine?”485Please respect copyright.PENANASQ7dBbLaSG
He knelt by her to assess her condition and wounds with his eyes. When he did and saw the arrow in her lower stomach and the ascendant not far from her, he knew where she’d come from.485Please respect copyright.PENANAvtsSD6DAVZ
“I’m so sorry. You didn’t deserve this,” he said, knowing she’d just escaped Kai and it was partly his fault. He was the one that killed Kai to save Bonnie, and Stefan was the one that had killed her. Damon had just watched instead of trying to keep her alive, because he’d loved Elena. He couldn’t deny that there was still connection between them, though. She’d taught him everything he knew.
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*As I Lay Dying*
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It’s like one step forward and two steps back485Please respect copyright.PENANAbc7IdfuHR2
No matter what I do you’re always mad485Please respect copyright.PENANA1yweDHsoj1
And I, I can’t change your mind485Please respect copyright.PENANAUsWnju8oPU
I know it’s like trying to turn around on a one way street485Please respect copyright.PENANAg2rlJQ5lXn
I can’t give you what you want485Please respect copyright.PENANAwaaGuqLf9q
And it’s killing me485Please respect copyright.PENANApPFCcTsOCy
And I, I’m starting to see485Please respect copyright.PENANALrZHmrlhrp
Maybe we’re not meant to be485Please respect copyright.PENANAlZNTyBASmv
It’s never enough to say I love you
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It was a dismal night in the Mystic Falls woods in 1864, as human Damon stood in front of her, her standing against a tree.485Please respect copyright.PENANAY2MJfe7LAI
“Why must you run from me?”485Please respect copyright.PENANAOwVbN0uhPd
“Because I know that you will chase,” she answered with a smile.485Please respect copyright.PENANAuFUvhciS5c
“Then let me chase you forever,” he replied.485Please respect copyright.PENANAU979cwoSH8
She used a fingernail to make a cut by her collarbone.485Please respect copyright.PENANAbNYxwH2yOV
“I’m not going to feed you, Damon. If you want it, take it. Choose.”485Please respect copyright.PENANAhPbOxIsScc
“I choose you, Katherine,” he said, before he began to drink from the cut. That was the first lesson she taught him; take what you want without consequences.
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*500 Years of Solitude*
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No it’s never enough to say I try485Please respect copyright.PENANANJRYp5ngV5
It’s hard to believe485Please respect copyright.PENANAJVEKCdlwzt
That there’s no way out for you and me485Please respect copyright.PENANAoBtPYY4Z2Q
And it seems to be the story of our lives485Please respect copyright.PENANAN4auZo3qkz
Nobody wins when everyone’s losing485Please respect copyright.PENANAFjOsWcsod5
There’s still time to turn this around485Please respect copyright.PENANA0kjCut7SOY
You could be building this up instead of tearing it down485Please respect copyright.PENANApXDF3icZXT
But I keep thinking485Please respect copyright.PENANAwd6cgK6MCF
Maybe it’s too late
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As Katherine lay in bed, resting, stuck in the memory of her parents slaughtered, Damon appeared in her memory, ready to torment her about it.485Please respect copyright.PENANA2jgNDaSxkl
“You know, your family’s death was all your fault,” he told her.485Please respect copyright.PENANAwcgpeGUuGM
“Get. Out. Of. My. Head,” she said angrily, mad at him for being inside her head and trying to torment her.485Please respect copyright.PENANAowfzp1YwzM
He didn’t heed, but instead, went on to comment about the style that Klaus used, saying that he admired how he’d put the sword through her father and made him hang on the wall.485Please respect copyright.PENANAuJ5iBSIH2D
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*The Return*
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Katherine stood in front of him in the living room.485Please respect copyright.PENANA1OLxlpt7JQ
“Kiss me or kill me. Which will it be, Damon? We both know you’re only capable of one.”485Please respect copyright.PENANAvOPYYzQ6oL
He pinned her to the floor with a hand around her throat. He thought about the latter, but then a moment later, he let go of her and kissed her.485Please respect copyright.PENANAAZlPADQayx
She kissed back with a smile and they blurred towards a wall, her against it, and they continued kissing.485Please respect copyright.PENANA1OdB9CyUMY
He pulled away five minutes later.485Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3bqYY4JbX
“Wait. Time out.”485Please respect copyright.PENANApIiqoJfKAz
She pushed him away and stepped back, waiting for him to continue.485Please respect copyright.PENANA5qfzkH21OO
“I have a question. Answer it and it’s back to rockets and red glare. Answer it right and I’ll forget the last 145 years I spent missing you. I’ll forget everything and we can start over. That’s the beauty of eternity. See, we have time. I need the truth just this once.”485Please respect copyright.PENANAtLTH8bzHa4
She stood in front of him.485Please respect copyright.PENANAzQLMJj1XWd
“Stop. I already know the question and its answer.”485Please respect copyright.PENANAuvO7YcvvBm
He rested gentle hands on either side of her face.485Please respect copyright.PENANAInKn98zsUf
“The truth is…I’ve never loved you.”485Please respect copyright.PENANAJ42TIdmw6S
She took his hands and put them down, before walking off.485Please respect copyright.PENANAnuojMx3o1m
As she walked off, everything she said sunk in and he grabbed a shot glass, chucking it at the fireplace. As a result, it shattered into a million pieces, just as he felt like right now.
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*Present*
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It’s like one step forward and two steps back485Please respect copyright.PENANABvAqEp2muF
No matter what I do you’re always mad485Please respect copyright.PENANAlrhFdMM7xG
And I, baby, I’m starting to see485Please respect copyright.PENANAEtPBlO4PlK
Maybe we’re not meant to be
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As he scanned her, he saw a dagger in her thigh and her lower stomach and side were bleeding. To top it off, there was blood on either side of her head and she was pale from blood loss.485Please respect copyright.PENANAJsfZfv0cns
After another moment of looking her over, he pulled the arrow out and gently picked her up in his arms, taking her to his car.485Please respect copyright.PENANArCXJqTPbOY
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As he drove out of town to the nearest town and hospital, he hoped that she’d make it. All he could do was hope. He’d hated her for so long and now he cared for her. He didn’t hate her anymore. He just wanted her to live. His hatred had died when she had died. Besides, no one deserved to be treated the way Kai liked to treat others.485Please respect copyright.PENANAYWCQEWfImy
He looked over at her.485Please respect copyright.PENANA8K27KScoB5
“Katherine, can you hear me? I need you to open your eyes. I know I was an ass before you died and I’m sorry for that.”485Please respect copyright.PENANA6lJrxNr234
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When he got parked in the hospital parking lot and opened her side of the car, she began to wake up and he went to her side. He could see that though she was awake, she was fighting as to not go under again.485Please respect copyright.PENANAWo3G5HA4hV
“Hey. You’re finally awake.” He gently picked her up in his arms and walked to the hospital building. “Stay with me. You’re going to be okay. Just stay with me.”485Please respect copyright.PENANAWga7kl1eNa
She was barely awake, as he entered and got some help for her.485Please respect copyright.PENANAoG28GlhRra
A few minutes later, she was rushed down the hallway with a breathing mask on her.485Please respect copyright.PENANASx7KMV5RB7
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A few hours later, he entered her hospital room after she’d survived the surgery, and sat on her bedside, his hands in hers.485Please respect copyright.PENANAcF9zjZMKgO
“You’re lucky. You know that? You’ve been through hell and back and survived.”485Please respect copyright.PENANA9cnq0H7a99
He gave a smile, though she wasn’t awake yet.485Please respect copyright.PENANAtWdmcjK81C
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An hour later, she woke up and he gave a smile, which she returned.485Please respect copyright.PENANATvk2W3VfKT
“Thanks,” she said.485Please respect copyright.PENANA21LDfBAsQI
“Well, you didn’t deserve that and I don’t hate you anymore,” he replied.485Please respect copyright.PENANAs6k69Kf6FA
“Well, thanks for the save anyway.” She smiled. “If it’s any consolation, thinking about you kept me going.”485Please respect copyright.PENANAtfMWN6nAiK
She slowly sat up in bed and gave him a kiss, which he lustfully returned. After her death and near death experience, he realized that he loved her.485Please respect copyright.PENANAK7FWZH5cCe
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A month later, they were a couple again.