Summary: Set in S8. Based on the song “Not Meant To Be.” Katherine comes back to life after escaping the 1994 prison world and Kai. Will Damon save her or not?484Please respect copyright.PENANAB6uPPVDoTT
It’s never enough to say I’m sorry484Please respect copyright.PENANAyR3Z4HtPBf
It’s never enough to say I care484Please respect copyright.PENANAeLZIBScspO
But I’m caught between what you wanted from me484Please respect copyright.PENANAP4qh5hfPH9
And knowing that if I give that to you484Please respect copyright.PENANATTxD9V9g1O
I might just disappear484Please respect copyright.PENANA9z1TemVDY4
Nobody wins when everyone’s losing
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It was a nebulous night, as Damon drove through Mystic Falls, on the way out of town. A few weeks ago, he and Enzo had been saved from the siren, Sybil, when they’d destroyed it. Just last week he’d gotten his humanity back on. Now he was on his way out of town for a break from Mystic Falls and everything that came with it.484Please respect copyright.PENANAes7mNEl77A
Suddenly, on a road, close to the edge of town, he stopped the car, seeing someone on the road. Deciding to see who it was and if he could help, he got out and walked towards the shoulder of the road.484Please respect copyright.PENANApdzMLvKJF1
Once there, he immediately knew who it was. She wasn’t Elena, but he’d know her anywhere.484Please respect copyright.PENANAhDNpF7kAL7
“Katherine?”484Please respect copyright.PENANANxCYZSCQR9
He knelt by her to assess her condition and wounds with his eyes. When he did and saw the arrow in her lower stomach and the ascendant not far from her, he knew where she’d come from.484Please respect copyright.PENANACsCCYv8cIQ
“I’m so sorry. You didn’t deserve this,” he said, knowing she’d just escaped Kai and it was partly his fault. He was the one that killed Kai to save Bonnie, and Stefan was the one that had killed her. Damon had just watched instead of trying to keep her alive, because he’d loved Elena. He couldn’t deny that there was still connection between them, though. She’d taught him everything he knew.
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*As I Lay Dying*
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It’s like one step forward and two steps back484Please respect copyright.PENANAPHRUMqnmC2
No matter what I do you’re always mad484Please respect copyright.PENANApToyMhSV2s
And I, I can’t change your mind484Please respect copyright.PENANAhT214z6ejz
I know it’s like trying to turn around on a one way street484Please respect copyright.PENANAW8wHYsRdUg
I can’t give you what you want484Please respect copyright.PENANAJG8hHZZDwk
And it’s killing me484Please respect copyright.PENANAvkrJHOGzX2
And I, I’m starting to see484Please respect copyright.PENANA9XkPTEOJ4J
Maybe we’re not meant to be484Please respect copyright.PENANAxAaHfeglBP
It’s never enough to say I love you
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It was a dismal night in the Mystic Falls woods in 1864, as human Damon stood in front of her, her standing against a tree.484Please respect copyright.PENANA1vWfbaIqz8
“Why must you run from me?”484Please respect copyright.PENANAGlYZvxxFik
“Because I know that you will chase,” she answered with a smile.484Please respect copyright.PENANA0rDycFjGrI
“Then let me chase you forever,” he replied.484Please respect copyright.PENANAXUWTKliMh4
She used a fingernail to make a cut by her collarbone.484Please respect copyright.PENANAmjoINw20Vf
“I’m not going to feed you, Damon. If you want it, take it. Choose.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAzLOmU5VXnf
“I choose you, Katherine,” he said, before he began to drink from the cut. That was the first lesson she taught him; take what you want without consequences.
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*500 Years of Solitude*
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No it’s never enough to say I try484Please respect copyright.PENANAyDuJsiTzkC
It’s hard to believe484Please respect copyright.PENANA7xv6s4EW9X
That there’s no way out for you and me484Please respect copyright.PENANAfWReek282S
And it seems to be the story of our lives484Please respect copyright.PENANAdgrjv1A3qU
Nobody wins when everyone’s losing484Please respect copyright.PENANAzcqUOgASLX
There’s still time to turn this around484Please respect copyright.PENANAX53FdxFLPB
You could be building this up instead of tearing it down484Please respect copyright.PENANA4IKIClxTW0
But I keep thinking484Please respect copyright.PENANAuYXHCcYTZG
Maybe it’s too late
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As Katherine lay in bed, resting, stuck in the memory of her parents slaughtered, Damon appeared in her memory, ready to torment her about it.484Please respect copyright.PENANAeQANwEk9TT
“You know, your family’s death was all your fault,” he told her.484Please respect copyright.PENANARk6hv8dNg1
“Get. Out. Of. My. Head,” she said angrily, mad at him for being inside her head and trying to torment her.484Please respect copyright.PENANAlpSmAKtjWF
He didn’t heed, but instead, went on to comment about the style that Klaus used, saying that he admired how he’d put the sword through her father and made him hang on the wall.484Please respect copyright.PENANAT93c45qsUz
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*The Return*
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Katherine stood in front of him in the living room.484Please respect copyright.PENANAhOIjdgGmdR
“Kiss me or kill me. Which will it be, Damon? We both know you’re only capable of one.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAXFMiybX5Cy
He pinned her to the floor with a hand around her throat. He thought about the latter, but then a moment later, he let go of her and kissed her.484Please respect copyright.PENANAu0bSpIqieh
She kissed back with a smile and they blurred towards a wall, her against it, and they continued kissing.484Please respect copyright.PENANASCvHbNpbos
He pulled away five minutes later.484Please respect copyright.PENANA2DTcx0bkJt
“Wait. Time out.”484Please respect copyright.PENANA7R1ORr4Kgx
She pushed him away and stepped back, waiting for him to continue.484Please respect copyright.PENANAPfa53g2DOl
“I have a question. Answer it and it’s back to rockets and red glare. Answer it right and I’ll forget the last 145 years I spent missing you. I’ll forget everything and we can start over. That’s the beauty of eternity. See, we have time. I need the truth just this once.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAXY0y3a0yf0
She stood in front of him.484Please respect copyright.PENANArDQcNrwDhS
“Stop. I already know the question and its answer.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAszAXXN0Qjc
He rested gentle hands on either side of her face.484Please respect copyright.PENANAZZufuDfBgx
“The truth is…I’ve never loved you.”484Please respect copyright.PENANALtSPLpdA55
She took his hands and put them down, before walking off.484Please respect copyright.PENANATucwuU02Tr
As she walked off, everything she said sunk in and he grabbed a shot glass, chucking it at the fireplace. As a result, it shattered into a million pieces, just as he felt like right now.
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*Present*
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It’s like one step forward and two steps back484Please respect copyright.PENANAuJ6Jyewp5W
No matter what I do you’re always mad484Please respect copyright.PENANAFmBKazLKTE
And I, baby, I’m starting to see484Please respect copyright.PENANAu8fYgWCv0z
Maybe we’re not meant to be
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As he scanned her, he saw a dagger in her thigh and her lower stomach and side were bleeding. To top it off, there was blood on either side of her head and she was pale from blood loss.484Please respect copyright.PENANA9loWf2KwHZ
After another moment of looking her over, he pulled the arrow out and gently picked her up in his arms, taking her to his car.484Please respect copyright.PENANAdJP4DLgThE
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As he drove out of town to the nearest town and hospital, he hoped that she’d make it. All he could do was hope. He’d hated her for so long and now he cared for her. He didn’t hate her anymore. He just wanted her to live. His hatred had died when she had died. Besides, no one deserved to be treated the way Kai liked to treat others.484Please respect copyright.PENANAXKM47mmHLk
He looked over at her.484Please respect copyright.PENANAYiw0CVaQs5
“Katherine, can you hear me? I need you to open your eyes. I know I was an ass before you died and I’m sorry for that.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAs1gnPvXdK0
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When he got parked in the hospital parking lot and opened her side of the car, she began to wake up and he went to her side. He could see that though she was awake, she was fighting as to not go under again.484Please respect copyright.PENANAVlgTCn6HS2
“Hey. You’re finally awake.” He gently picked her up in his arms and walked to the hospital building. “Stay with me. You’re going to be okay. Just stay with me.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAY6SMKifPhT
She was barely awake, as he entered and got some help for her.484Please respect copyright.PENANAUd52gVIuzq
A few minutes later, she was rushed down the hallway with a breathing mask on her.484Please respect copyright.PENANAUCcPgltGIO
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A few hours later, he entered her hospital room after she’d survived the surgery, and sat on her bedside, his hands in hers.484Please respect copyright.PENANAeTspaQuQj2
“You’re lucky. You know that? You’ve been through hell and back and survived.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAJuGg978Vcb
He gave a smile, though she wasn’t awake yet.484Please respect copyright.PENANA2Q2Zt2zPMW
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An hour later, she woke up and he gave a smile, which she returned.484Please respect copyright.PENANA6pEZJ9ClL5
“Thanks,” she said.484Please respect copyright.PENANAmr36FRLX1j
“Well, you didn’t deserve that and I don’t hate you anymore,” he replied.484Please respect copyright.PENANA6wZrmAJvu9
“Well, thanks for the save anyway.” She smiled. “If it’s any consolation, thinking about you kept me going.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAo7cpgnQw8o
She slowly sat up in bed and gave him a kiss, which he lustfully returned. After her death and near death experience, he realized that he loved her.484Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6UvRLa8Ou
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A month later, they were a couple again.