Im still currently questioning my sexuality, this is making things more confusing. I have always felt an attraction to men but mine to Rachel is so much more then the usual ones. I see Rachel's eyes start to open. I watch her, it makes me realise how beautiful she is. Her perfect blonde hair, and you could just get lost in those hazel eyes.
"Rachel, you awake?" I say to her, my voice was cracking like a boy going through puberty. She brushed some hair off her face, I guess she was awake. My mind was going fuzzy, I managed to say something to her though. "Have you ever questioned you sexuality?" After it went through my mind what I had said, I regretted it.
"yeah, I used to. Right now, I think I know.." She whispered softly into my ear. Man I had butterflies.. I think I'm in love with Rachel. "What is your sexuality then..?" I yawned quietly, I couldn't let my mother hear me talking or she would have came in. If she had came in, she would have saw me and Rachel in bed together and get the wrong idea. Rachel's phone dinged repeatedly, I told her to look at the messages so she did that. They were all from her friend, Alexia. She was asking where she was and saying she was worried. "Callie" Rachel whispered in my ear, it made a shock shoot down my spine. She had said it so seductively that I was definitely catching feelings for her and man I had a good fishing rod. "I need to go home now, my mom will be worried" Rachel stroked my cheek. "I'll be back in a couple hours, okay?"
"Okay Rachel." I whispered back to her, she started to button up her top as she got out of the bed. I still hadn't got the answer to my question, I still didn't know her sexuality. But maybe not knowing her sexuality will make it more of a adventure to find out. Rachel was now starting to open my window as we couldn't take any chances of getting caught by my mother. "Bye sweetie" she mouthed to me as she climbed out the window. I started to fall back asleep.
The next morning
I woke up feeling average, my mother had burst into my room all excited and woke me up. "Honey, I have a surprise!" My mother looked at me happily. "I just found the perfect guy for you."
The perfect guy. I didn't want a guy even if they were perfect, I wanted Rachel and no one else. "Oh, when do I meet him?" I asked using my best acting skills I'd learned to make it look like I was excited. "Today!" She yelled, "get dressed,he'll be here soon!" My mother left excitedly.
Rachel's POV
I was stood outside Callie's house, well I was climbing up the tree to my bedroom window. It wasn't a long climb and I was at the actual window shortly. I looked through the window to check who was in there. I saw Callie. She was striping down and I couldn't look away. Something had come over me and at least she didn't see me.
It took all my courage to knock on the window, I was worried she would ask if I saw her change, I break under pressure. Luckily, she just walked over to the window and unlocked it for me, I breathed heavily.
Callie's POV
I hadn't even invited Rachel over but I needed to talk to her, I didnt want her to know I saw her watch me change in my mirror. "I need to tell you something Rachel.." I said shyly to her. She took her jacket off and threw it on my bed. "What did you need to tell me?" She asked me cautiously, I guess she could feel my emotion, that she might not like what I'm about to say. "I.. I.. I" I was obviously nervous, she gave me a hug, it felt like an electric shock to me. Her body's warmth against me. "I.. I want you and no one else" I said quickly, her mouth was slightly opened like she was an shocked but not too shocked. "What.. Do you mean?" She asked, I could see her slightly blushing. "I.. I.. Love you.. Rachel" I blurted out. I was so embarrassed, I'm pretty sure Rachel is straighter then a road and I just said I'm gay for her. "Callie.." She said. She sounded serious. I could see the rejection coming.
"I.. Love you too.." She smiled at me. I couldn't believe that she had turned out to me gay for me aswell. I bit my lip and had completely forgot about my new boyfriends my mother had found for me. I wasn't thinking at that moment.
i smashed my lips against hers, they were soft and warm. Her arms wrapped around my shoulders, her body warmth still on me. I didn't hear my door to my bedroom open and my mother walked into my bedroom unaware what was going on. "CALLIE!" I heard my mother yell, Rachel pulled away from me. I saw my mother stood there, there with my new boyfriend she had found me. He looked average but kind of like the perfect guy, which is rare. That made me realise how much my mother had tried when finding the perfect guy for me.
My mother is what I call, Anti-homosexual. It means she is against homosexuality and thinks everyone should be straight. I don't believe her, maybe it's because I'm gay.. "Mother, I'm sorry to tell you this, Im gay"
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