Dear diary,
Thank gosh I found you. I lost you after my first entry about a week ago now. I thought for sure my whore of a mom had found you and hidden you from me. Thankfully she’s too drunk and high to notice I’m even around right now, means I don’t have to eat anything tonight.
So, I bought a new knife with some money I found on the street last week when I was walking down the street. The blade is super sharp and shiny right now, I’m hoping I can keep it that way for a while yet but I don’t know. It depends how the kids at school treat me tomorrow. It’s a Thursday which means one more day of hell before the weekend.
I’m supposed to work tonight but I think I’ll call in. I don’t trust myself to drive right now, and honestly I don’t trust myself at work either. I hope my boss understands…
I called my boss, according to him “being sad” doesn’t warrant not coming in to work. Now I get to get ready for work and drive myself there, joy. Guess I’ll bring you and my new knife with me so I know both you and the knife are nearby in case I need you.
Well, I’m on break now. I decided to spend it in my car with you and my knife because if I were to spend another minute inside right now I may end up hurting myself… my boss is such an asshat. I don’t understand what I’m doing wrong but apparently the answer to that is everything. Journal, am I a bad person for hating him for how he treats me? I gotta get back to work now, my break is over and if I don’t get back in there fast my boss will have a conniption.352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd5eGUbogP
Works over for the night now and I’m back home. I am so tempted to use my new knife but at the same time I don’t want to taint it. I want buying it to mark something new but who knows if that will even happen. I have a ton of homework to do but I don’t want to do anything but sleep, can I just forget the homework and go to sleep only to never wake up? No? Okay, time to start on homework before I pass out from exhaustion. I’m taking you to school with me in the morning, I don’t care if anyone comments you are my getaway to sanity and I have a feeling I am totally going to need that tomorrow.
Later bitches! Peace out! Amanda
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