第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢135Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ni0f8hWBV
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記135Please respect copyright.PENANAVJ5bSqLnl2
發現李湘渝這幾個月來135Please respect copyright.PENANAIknOyyZZER
都過度積極的控制情緒135Please respect copyright.PENANAZnv8Wh3dPP
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少135Please respect copyright.PENANAuRszjNSpJG
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂135Please respect copyright.PENANAs3f8troRbs
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」135Please respect copyright.PENANAXJz3KC7PLP
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「每天都有…」135Please respect copyright.PENANA3Duugx3ZtI
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「比起剛出院135Please respect copyright.PENANAIjpTQ07iuX
或上個月135Please respect copyright.PENANAX6QtGxyxFP
有好轉嗎?」135Please respect copyright.PENANAbgR88eHTUA
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「好像…差不多…」135Please respect copyright.PENANA2qzizt2xd9
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「十級的話135Please respect copyright.PENANARl2eyUyHDX
有多少級痛?」135Please respect copyright.PENANANrcbljkxPy
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右135Please respect copyright.PENANAP9lBXn21f4
試過幾次真的很痛…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAGPszNmtbyG
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容135Please respect copyright.PENANAsq9JMYZOEs
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神135Please respect copyright.PENANA4Q1ynjAKKP
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「已持續兩個月了135Please respect copyright.PENANARL7HnW463x
是吧?」135Please respect copyright.PENANA0ue1YmuBL3
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「嗯…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAzkE4AOavdq
李湘渝點點頭135Please respect copyright.PENANAaMTCeTlwVd
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小時候的事135Please respect copyright.PENANAgDNkzsfer8
實在記得太清楚135Please respect copyright.PENANACIRJbraDRT
印象太深刻135Please respect copyright.PENANAFde3LW1aFI
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候135Please respect copyright.PENANAhiaUDpku0J
彷彿提醒著自己135Please respect copyright.PENANA0HIupCHVFR
不斷的重溫事發經過135Please respect copyright.PENANA15vvzirXsF
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇135Please respect copyright.PENANASTGNvlxWfP
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態135Please respect copyright.PENANAXTnI0HhR35
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來135Please respect copyright.PENANAY71976DW93
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著135Please respect copyright.PENANAt2YFYWg4T7
自從幻聽出現後的日記135Please respect copyright.PENANA27pi4JyNOE
看得出李湘渝心裡135Please respect copyright.PENANA9cQ3zsCthn
是極度的恐慌135Please respect copyright.PENANA5JqizdnMl9
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從字裡行間裡135Please respect copyright.PENANAAnpJbMtXlQ
李湘渝透露出的是135Please respect copyright.PENANAHIi9GbJ2eF
逃避現實135Please respect copyright.PENANAlIg8kQQdOw
置之不理135Please respect copyright.PENANAv5ZQFHAynL
過份抑壓情緒135Please respect copyright.PENANAzNhnSau3Nc
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「湘渝135Please respect copyright.PENANA1RkFIdGSsh
欺騙誰也可以135Please respect copyright.PENANAIQMO3hkXou
但就是不能欺騙自己135Please respect copyright.PENANAWEX827chfJ
要對自己誠實」135Please respect copyright.PENANASGDTcaqFhG
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「嗯…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAab7RYKoL6a
李湘渝低著頭135Please respect copyright.PENANA7IAlKUw4CD
點了一下頭135Please respect copyright.PENANAd6TNrZCXUS
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?135Please respect copyright.PENANA9PryxPzDMa
在逃避嗎?」135Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3m05SrGKu
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李湘渝沉默著135Please respect copyright.PENANAPt99uHmVn3
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情135Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5adRfqsRW
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李湘渝思考了一會135Please respect copyright.PENANA8nNNEx0PwW
點了點頭135Please respect copyright.PENANALFu9EI0zqH
「嗯…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAj7ziIbZ16J
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「有什麼原因135Please respect copyright.PENANAtQaefadzq2
令你想逃避?」135Please respect copyright.PENANA2CIsAOD4Py
鍾媽媽溫柔的說135Please respect copyright.PENANAnqj47lFJ8N
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最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」135Please respect copyright.PENANAuzUDoFEwJK
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李湘渝低著頭135Please respect copyright.PENANA96ZtddGlri
手按在昨天傷口的位置上135Please respect copyright.PENANAjaCzddrh7E
「我…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAk2AkSW6lZG
突然低壓情緒湧了上來135Please respect copyright.PENANAHuh0oxhSwA
「很…135Please respect copyright.PENANAdOGe0CXFk8
累了…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAFP6mp9qmzT
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「所以昨天135Please respect copyright.PENANApNsX2xUABE
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」135Please respect copyright.PENANA1FSQsqJuLh
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李湘渝點了點頭135Please respect copyright.PENANAgtUFvb1W1L
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」135Please respect copyright.PENANAloOuxvmGOd
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了135Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZLZ5soZlM
抹著眼淚135Please respect copyright.PENANAFb6E2uTE8J
搖著頭否認135Please respect copyright.PENANAbPsObveE0L
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應135Please respect copyright.PENANAkEHZWAFYTw
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎135Please respect copyright.PENANAaLANuauZfp
只不過在鍾天程面前135Please respect copyright.PENANAPGaZwCLwFQ
不適宜直接問他135Please respect copyright.PENANA8GC7ADF6O2
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「在這裡說的話135Please respect copyright.PENANAJw0uLf6xlS
我是不會跟天程說的」135Please respect copyright.PENANA8gikeg8tto
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題135Please respect copyright.PENANAoUDYsjgiOp
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞135Please respect copyright.PENANAQrHKfdbLoA
「你可以放心的告訴我135Please respect copyright.PENANAAobx2gFIA2
我有責任保障你的私隱135Please respect copyright.PENANA7CQjKY7dkY
就算他是我的兒子135Please respect copyright.PENANA3RatmsKUJr
我也不可以告訴他135Please respect copyright.PENANAfJI6sm6jlr
這是我的專業操守」135Please respect copyright.PENANAJfvSIttiPj
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李湘渝繼續低著頭135Please respect copyright.PENANAmQjPJc5sLp
「對不起…」135Please respect copyright.PENANApQz1efFHRq
為自己的撒謊而道歉135Please respect copyright.PENANALlbXVyUT3Q
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「乖孩子135Please respect copyright.PENANAlXvG6aYpOZ
不要怕去面對135Please respect copyright.PENANAG7eqLxaWeB
要坦誠接受自己的情緒135Please respect copyright.PENANAqzsEDGBbui
知道嗎?」135Please respect copyright.PENANAtx252SC4hI
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李湘渝沉默了一會135Please respect copyright.PENANAytvR4rIrpw
緩緩的說著135Please respect copyright.PENANA1vYcpBErtJ
「我…很怕…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAGs0myh8lBd
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「你在怕什麼?」135Please respect copyright.PENANA2ySW1z5bHc
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂135Please respect copyright.PENANAwy72OSWvv0
「不…不知道…135Please respect copyright.PENANAmF2LqlCp2w
就是…很怕…」135Please respect copyright.PENANA0pI4QMVIZl
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說135Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ck28iaEBP
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「真的…很討厭自己…135Please respect copyright.PENANAZM7RpBBNdd
很麻煩…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAvmc7D0fHR1
李湘渝忍哭著說135Please respect copyright.PENANAyH2Po9AtnT
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來135Please respect copyright.PENANAk1yZbBqw4z
「我真的…135Please respect copyright.PENANAGxtYApzOAP
一點用處也沒有…135Please respect copyright.PENANAqj8gkFLJFL
我是…一個負累…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAvocHbUw8d3
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來135Please respect copyright.PENANA9o5iRvf6ap
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…135Please respect copyright.PENANAlrIKYiGQ34
我也想…拋棄這個想法…135Please respect copyright.PENANASexlgoSo65
可是…我…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAjuTAt3YDQX
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽135Please respect copyright.PENANAHmO4rPC3By
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白135Please respect copyright.PENANAyTZ4RtKUXn
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「我…真的…135Please respect copyright.PENANASxC1GZKm90
很累…了啊…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAM4GV2lsYOh
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昨天的經過是怎樣的?」135Please respect copyright.PENANAjjAMOeoGLW
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李湘渝愣了一下135Please respect copyright.PENANAZBHxkH2yuZ
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他135Please respect copyright.PENANAonhz8fpioP
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」135Please respect copyright.PENANADZqE1BvlXU
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「昨天…傷口很痛…135Please respect copyright.PENANAVrmlrHQOyE
痛了很久…135Please respect copyright.PENANAjcBYFHEHsP
整個下午都在痛…135Please respect copyright.PENANAFgb80hesH8
痛得…135Please respect copyright.PENANAiov3n4dNX9
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAjqsSiGaDOJ
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哽咽著135Please respect copyright.PENANA0ulvjepnZE
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忍受不了…135Please respect copyright.PENANAFsiecnPoHo
不想再忍受下去了…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAWGaecoU7Wy
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」135Please respect copyright.PENANAVbG4l7ErYK
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「我在書枱上135Please respect copyright.PENANA2Oo435Uv9f
隨便拿起了鐵尺135Please respect copyright.PENANANGspY49I7r
便開始…弄痛自己…」135Please respect copyright.PENANA7r7aInC07O
李湘渝回想著昨晚135Please respect copyright.PENANAomgONLNlIq
那種痛好像又要開始了135Please respect copyright.PENANAwV3rQ1bgaH
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」135Please respect copyright.PENANA6fzq9onxSD
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鍾媽媽坐近一點135Please respect copyright.PENANAjhJOz9SgQX
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「然後…又變得很痛…135Please respect copyright.PENANAilME1JEheP
全身也在痛…135Please respect copyright.PENANAHC9NlNRsBs
很辛苦…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAesvlsTMnfz
李湘渝握緊了拳頭135Please respect copyright.PENANAHFbphFPe73
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「嗯」135Please respect copyright.PENANAQc0Th4gCSI
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「我想…用鎅刀…135Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZtkxqN7TS
在手腕上…割一下…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAlCDN31kADi
李湘渝哭了出來135Please respect copyright.PENANA9IoPp32zY4
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都不用再痛了…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAXWiMi3GlIm
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜135Please respect copyright.PENANAuRcZruVffK
停頓一下135Please respect copyright.PENANAMpd7JsdwwQ
再續問135Please respect copyright.PENANAvhG2DKhGYM
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讓你停下來嗎?」135Please respect copyright.PENANAxz52r15axQ
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師兄…寫給我的信…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAgGDoVvZx5O
李湘渝激動的哭著135Please respect copyright.PENANAAz5SUX8vpL
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛135Please respect copyright.PENANAbG3fU6JW9A
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾135Please respect copyright.PENANAMoCIVIgzBi
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「你看到了天程給你的信135Please respect copyright.PENANAbOKxoiGZJh
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對嗎?」135Please respect copyright.PENANA5rgDmkXjIq
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李湘渝接過紙巾135Please respect copyright.PENANAJOAl1M4PTi
點著頭135Please respect copyright.PENANAqBpmcKdVAT
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令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」135Please respect copyright.PENANAC6o5c2xFA6
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「我記得…135Please respect copyright.PENANAPj0Jl79a2u
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他都會…在我的身邊…135Please respect copyright.PENANAYEegF1fi1z
不會離棄我…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAcMH9bXCwxj
李湘渝痛哭著說135Please respect copyright.PENANAKwrSnVavGa
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…135Please respect copyright.PENANAKZgVbEhUkb
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明明知道了…看到了…135Please respect copyright.PENANA0Tu8sC8YgT
不能什麼也不做…135Please respect copyright.PENANAY9OZtCf21p
便讓我回家去…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAQn2au6D7EH
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩135Please respect copyright.PENANA5F51Jo9ihM
感歎著愛情的力量135Please respect copyright.PENANAzpBjk2xqIw
影響力實在很大135Please respect copyright.PENANAMU5Jw7dnOb
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幸而鍾天程的愛135Please respect copyright.PENANAX2HDX6GVU4
能夠承載著這個重擔135Please respect copyright.PENANAACYW6kkecO
分擔著李湘渝的壓力135Please respect copyright.PENANAHP8V1yuejA
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡135Please respect copyright.PENANA7r1Hgq8PgI
得到了很強的力量135Please respect copyright.PENANASLXWd67cwW
有了寄託135Please respect copyright.PENANAHE3JKUCqtX
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要不然135Please respect copyright.PENANADYYoruYs3d
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前135Please respect copyright.PENANAgVTj6Eu4mT
已經離開了這個世界135Please respect copyright.PENANAHSn2sx3Whg
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「我知道…如果那個時候…135Please respect copyright.PENANAQGnnQp9SJp
他在我的旁邊的話…135Please respect copyright.PENANAlZ2WfdYC9w
他會毫不猶豫的…135Please respect copyright.PENANARVplOqoD7M
抱著我…135Please respect copyright.PENANATTE1fN12iC
不讓我傷害自己…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAy5W6jwZmOC
李湘渝仍在痛哭著135Please respect copyright.PENANAVwz14Ltnjh
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊135Please respect copyright.PENANA1DeZaFUSnk
握著他的手135Please respect copyright.PENANAfVcMF9fm0S
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「我還記得…135Please respect copyright.PENANA5irHECYlQN
在天台那時…135Please respect copyright.PENANA2o3ecXoELW
他…135Please respect copyright.PENANAhmktFoTodZ
他……」135Please respect copyright.PENANA6sQRaaaJYC
李湘渝泣不成聲135Please respect copyright.PENANA9iKMD2yGlZ
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程135Please respect copyright.PENANAyUYWcktIwW
不斷的哭著135Please respect copyright.PENANAV6I27fHSxC
哭得難以呼吸135Please respect copyright.PENANAiMbHvnLwOY
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛135Please respect copyright.PENANAtO70klG7TV
輕掃著他的背135Please respect copyright.PENANA8mDSHORYPr
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一會135Please respect copyright.PENANA2MU6qoDpmm
待李湘渝情緒平伏後135Please respect copyright.PENANAW3jsrTkTR8
鍾媽媽溫柔的說135Please respect copyright.PENANAcoDBiQwtpT
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亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」135Please respect copyright.PENANAdCz9eBFnFd
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李湘渝低著頭135Please respect copyright.PENANAEJkdUbXAbh
擦著眼睛135Please respect copyright.PENANARmVPvT4Bhq
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很沒用…」135Please respect copyright.PENANAKidz5cRMaC
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「湘渝135Please respect copyright.PENANA9fyLSOcUe9
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你也有很堅強的信念135Please respect copyright.PENANAg3ubEse0mO
只是一時有點迷失135Please respect copyright.PENANAtOjy97o0r7
加上幻覺痛135Please respect copyright.PENANAGJhWHWDDki
令你軟弱了」135Please respect copyright.PENANAKBQtKFuEEY
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭135Please respect copyright.PENANA2Fpr9oHoHK
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因為這是真的不容易啊」135Please respect copyright.PENANAtcbWnV75Bt
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣135Please respect copyright.PENANAcpgL84gTny
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