第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢128Please respect copyright.PENANAKhMZeiEqmN
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記128Please respect copyright.PENANAtclAIB4rcG
發現李湘渝這幾個月來128Please respect copyright.PENANAxpRG61vk9u
都過度積極的控制情緒128Please respect copyright.PENANA8Lg4izk0AE
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少128Please respect copyright.PENANAb7AxLhensS
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂128Please respect copyright.PENANAsPXtgueHeI
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」128Please respect copyright.PENANAtOY6KKSNVY
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「每天都有…」128Please respect copyright.PENANAg2IZ1Zbr09
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「比起剛出院128Please respect copyright.PENANAik6HTcJWD2
或上個月128Please respect copyright.PENANAiUsR6b4Kqu
有好轉嗎?」128Please respect copyright.PENANAOonXQsOZG2
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「好像…差不多…」128Please respect copyright.PENANAkwkmnDDeCC
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「十級的話128Please respect copyright.PENANAt9TmMBgRXr
有多少級痛?」128Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4xRqmJXwN
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右128Please respect copyright.PENANAtnOi75Eewr
試過幾次真的很痛…」128Please respect copyright.PENANAPoorCXmzks
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容128Please respect copyright.PENANANYsO9GMkyH
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神128Please respect copyright.PENANAc6yGy2mWb6
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「已持續兩個月了128Please respect copyright.PENANAQm3qxhHomf
是吧?」128Please respect copyright.PENANA9wpknII0oh
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「嗯…」128Please respect copyright.PENANA6C55cn0P7H
李湘渝點點頭128Please respect copyright.PENANATilahi8pua
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小時候的事128Please respect copyright.PENANAyIPnygLPcQ
實在記得太清楚128Please respect copyright.PENANAVJBOP7JU6r
印象太深刻128Please respect copyright.PENANAlq3283r5pA
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候128Please respect copyright.PENANASFkLA9uUUV
彷彿提醒著自己128Please respect copyright.PENANArH699kPt2G
不斷的重溫事發經過128Please respect copyright.PENANArEcObJwShh
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇128Please respect copyright.PENANAtWh0kZPodE
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態128Please respect copyright.PENANAvE1RdiLgfU
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來128Please respect copyright.PENANACDy6JceqIU
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著128Please respect copyright.PENANA2pFmOvE9Fh
自從幻聽出現後的日記128Please respect copyright.PENANAnqUoqauMMk
看得出李湘渝心裡128Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7ky34SJoj
是極度的恐慌128Please respect copyright.PENANAx6gwA731YX
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從字裡行間裡128Please respect copyright.PENANA6QQmwMR6ST
李湘渝透露出的是128Please respect copyright.PENANAi9VtbxSDtc
逃避現實128Please respect copyright.PENANAeHwwqXBqxc
置之不理128Please respect copyright.PENANACEfjxqcJRI
過份抑壓情緒128Please respect copyright.PENANANTTfx0CUWq
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「湘渝128Please respect copyright.PENANAvKmm5u1DCe
欺騙誰也可以128Please respect copyright.PENANApTwop0ZT37
但就是不能欺騙自己128Please respect copyright.PENANAPJPCm5EokS
要對自己誠實」128Please respect copyright.PENANAslY7oqMryn
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「嗯…」128Please respect copyright.PENANA9gKH9YjXEX
李湘渝低著頭128Please respect copyright.PENANACYVyXKvABL
點了一下頭128Please respect copyright.PENANASTfZbgOAXC
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?128Please respect copyright.PENANA8bVmdfd2nE
在逃避嗎?」128Please respect copyright.PENANAvg3E9YCZhw
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李湘渝沉默著128Please respect copyright.PENANAwZw2xVN2HC
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情128Please respect copyright.PENANA71KDqKAhHC
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李湘渝思考了一會128Please respect copyright.PENANAKKG8yivv0w
點了點頭128Please respect copyright.PENANAQLjalNtx4A
「嗯…」128Please respect copyright.PENANAo0DxAjhqnA
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「有什麼原因128Please respect copyright.PENANA2UH4EEx7dF
令你想逃避?」128Please respect copyright.PENANAVg22YEuaRD
鍾媽媽溫柔的說128Please respect copyright.PENANA6ESt3Ncquj
「或者128Please respect copyright.PENANAjOCa8716w6
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」128Please respect copyright.PENANAKfgPqIpsFr
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李湘渝低著頭128Please respect copyright.PENANAVm6HLT5kJX
手按在昨天傷口的位置上128Please respect copyright.PENANAM9K2vqW2MH
「我…」128Please respect copyright.PENANApdVtTZlHnO
突然低壓情緒湧了上來128Please respect copyright.PENANAS6PUbLSy93
「很…128Please respect copyright.PENANAVFPVYwkyqr
累了…」128Please respect copyright.PENANACX0FQL2lZI
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「所以昨天128Please respect copyright.PENANAlsqJqTPmqa
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」128Please respect copyright.PENANAKG2dXq3E0s
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李湘渝點了點頭128Please respect copyright.PENANAIgeARsbTUd
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」128Please respect copyright.PENANA5l2apBfPie
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了128Please respect copyright.PENANASz7B0lgx1q
抹著眼淚128Please respect copyright.PENANAYDAnkozoQT
搖著頭否認128Please respect copyright.PENANA9uEaKFc0vn
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應128Please respect copyright.PENANAe821C007sI
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎128Please respect copyright.PENANABzC8lp8MxG
只不過在鍾天程面前128Please respect copyright.PENANA4HXmoHJdDU
不適宜直接問他128Please respect copyright.PENANAXKcdM35WAa
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「在這裡說的話128Please respect copyright.PENANAyvbaMLhxEU
我是不會跟天程說的」128Please respect copyright.PENANAn7wdCkK1IX
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題128Please respect copyright.PENANAzgxuGOK54i
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞128Please respect copyright.PENANAlaSoPSszJf
「你可以放心的告訴我128Please respect copyright.PENANAd4C2FZsmFE
我有責任保障你的私隱128Please respect copyright.PENANA66HjBuzPtN
就算他是我的兒子128Please respect copyright.PENANA5UcsKoST6v
我也不可以告訴他128Please respect copyright.PENANA7It1vzT63t
這是我的專業操守」128Please respect copyright.PENANAxqBUMP0PN2
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李湘渝繼續低著頭128Please respect copyright.PENANAoqYqdVhly1
「對不起…」128Please respect copyright.PENANAmSIyRf7K6l
為自己的撒謊而道歉128Please respect copyright.PENANA3VOYEyUWYl
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「乖孩子128Please respect copyright.PENANANHUgGiPEBG
不要怕去面對128Please respect copyright.PENANAvRL9xzDK8b
要坦誠接受自己的情緒128Please respect copyright.PENANAPFBQTd6yuS
知道嗎?」128Please respect copyright.PENANAuZeATy0oJf
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李湘渝沉默了一會128Please respect copyright.PENANAH4jh2hna4b
緩緩的說著128Please respect copyright.PENANAeFyrAWlyBT
「我…很怕…」128Please respect copyright.PENANAoViuksrESg
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「你在怕什麼?」128Please respect copyright.PENANAYERdMNKRri
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂128Please respect copyright.PENANAkKfqAHa7YA
「不…不知道…128Please respect copyright.PENANAQlmpN2qoWk
就是…很怕…」128Please respect copyright.PENANAnyUkCIxLWe
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說128Please respect copyright.PENANALXx7JdRtH5
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「真的…很討厭自己…128Please respect copyright.PENANAq8U0VVCJLo
很麻煩…」128Please respect copyright.PENANALtZSvgshrI
李湘渝忍哭著說128Please respect copyright.PENANA1VqhGYMrxm
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來128Please respect copyright.PENANAuwyeQAFKfx
「我真的…128Please respect copyright.PENANAsNoIftFOtN
一點用處也沒有…128Please respect copyright.PENANAPgltxpyVGM
我是…一個負累…」128Please respect copyright.PENANA4h1v0f0bUW
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來128Please respect copyright.PENANAPrpSZm1GdN
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…128Please respect copyright.PENANAmIb6fCY0Ss
我也想…拋棄這個想法…128Please respect copyright.PENANA4Z3WKcsTbu
可是…我…」128Please respect copyright.PENANAzuvUCIzJJu
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽128Please respect copyright.PENANAL92wKJAUx2
「我…做不到…」128Please respect copyright.PENANABjIeKwdo32
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白128Please respect copyright.PENANANcjIUvFQzY
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「我…真的…128Please respect copyright.PENANAwT4Ig6IHW0
很累…了啊…」128Please respect copyright.PENANA4r1ROjgxAV
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「可以告訴我嗎?128Please respect copyright.PENANATnIj1nOwNK
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」128Please respect copyright.PENANASzgIeCWhyK
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李湘渝愣了一下128Please respect copyright.PENANA2H3pY4AmCh
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他128Please respect copyright.PENANAdkblx1IGO3
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」128Please respect copyright.PENANAgd0TRSEGst
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「昨天…傷口很痛…128Please respect copyright.PENANALLgg1vR65v
痛了很久…128Please respect copyright.PENANAP7mqpCxXwu
整個下午都在痛…128Please respect copyright.PENANA1kjCzRCmxy
痛得…128Please respect copyright.PENANAq4CTeDUeAu
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」128Please respect copyright.PENANAqNlbGCZpkG
李湘渝慢慢的說出來128Please respect copyright.PENANA9dy4OWiGUA
哽咽著128Please respect copyright.PENANAa6PUEBIVJa
「我…真的…128Please respect copyright.PENANAvZdJBh5qDE
忍受不了…128Please respect copyright.PENANASMhQ2uokz0
不想再忍受下去了…」128Please respect copyright.PENANAJJVHtwjOz4
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」128Please respect copyright.PENANAmUqlBaQysD
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「我在書枱上128Please respect copyright.PENANAFFruDsFS76
隨便拿起了鐵尺128Please respect copyright.PENANA0Fb8LXg3l3
便開始…弄痛自己…」128Please respect copyright.PENANASPSzw5mZFn
李湘渝回想著昨晚128Please respect copyright.PENANASxd4hyvpEk
那種痛好像又要開始了128Please respect copyright.PENANAbHA8PXDx6B
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」128Please respect copyright.PENANAJDNng8pUJk
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鍾媽媽坐近一點128Please respect copyright.PENANAexrrzAAlkH
「然後?」128Please respect copyright.PENANAMZFFsZOdPf
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「然後…又變得很痛…128Please respect copyright.PENANArfnqoKui36
全身也在痛…128Please respect copyright.PENANAsMkzylooxZ
很辛苦…」128Please respect copyright.PENANALOkdJHtGQ0
李湘渝握緊了拳頭128Please respect copyright.PENANAFVqRVzYTc8
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「嗯」128Please respect copyright.PENANAmJNvGnRuDr
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「我想…用鎅刀…128Please respect copyright.PENANABf4JXpk54T
在手腕上…割一下…」128Please respect copyright.PENANAd3R2eui15X
李湘渝哭了出來128Please respect copyright.PENANAbQgI2ogvLH
「那…我便…以後…128Please respect copyright.PENANAZVxw2fBc86
都不用再痛了…」128Please respect copyright.PENANAetYdTUNnAL
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜128Please respect copyright.PENANAB4b3dUovGe
停頓一下128Please respect copyright.PENANArb0NXvHb89
再續問128Please respect copyright.PENANAuKPB2k5yA8
「是發生了什麼事128Please respect copyright.PENANADrMzjFq54t
讓你停下來嗎?」128Please respect copyright.PENANAd8xrqwsrc7
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…128Please respect copyright.PENANA9ClljQkzEG
看到了…128Please respect copyright.PENANAe9BDEQAJmA
師兄…寫給我的信…」128Please respect copyright.PENANAhcsl7QdjVs
李湘渝激動的哭著128Please respect copyright.PENANAblrlkbuc2f
「是他…的…信…」128Please respect copyright.PENANALA28VLyvaK
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛128Please respect copyright.PENANAivBpfExbeY
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾128Please respect copyright.PENANAOhPa6kHBX4
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「你看到了天程給你的信128Please respect copyright.PENANAD12hBGCeQe
然後便停了下來128Please respect copyright.PENANA4sAb2MolB2
對嗎?」128Please respect copyright.PENANAVRJlrRNHnN
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李湘渝接過紙巾128Please respect copyright.PENANA7UWRvHGvbY
點著頭128Please respect copyright.PENANAaQT85LbZvA
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?128Please respect copyright.PENANAK71sX5Y29u
促使你停下來128Please respect copyright.PENANABYhXVMX3zm
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」128Please respect copyright.PENANAUMzkSf52F1
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「我記得…128Please respect copyright.PENANAmg9UqY5Ai0
無論我怎樣放棄自己…128Please respect copyright.PENANA8wXFoVLnvl
他都會…在我的身邊…128Please respect copyright.PENANARa5OpIJTAC
不會離棄我…」128Please respect copyright.PENANA8zl24UoZcx
李湘渝痛哭著說128Please respect copyright.PENANAqVOKe4kdCj
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…128Please respect copyright.PENANAVQvxqAhHAD
是他說…128Please respect copyright.PENANAmJnt0cpoL6
明明知道了…看到了…128Please respect copyright.PENANACIfw3o1zSq
不能什麼也不做…128Please respect copyright.PENANAxNSJaM4C3a
便讓我回家去…」128Please respect copyright.PENANA5LEHdf3nf4
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩128Please respect copyright.PENANATyqSWlws1l
感歎著愛情的力量128Please respect copyright.PENANAPL2drTOFYN
影響力實在很大128Please respect copyright.PENANAFbesUBXMaX
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幸而鍾天程的愛128Please respect copyright.PENANAzpdgFQjlVI
能夠承載著這個重擔128Please respect copyright.PENANAjx7MmJJ9B5
分擔著李湘渝的壓力128Please respect copyright.PENANA82fN5hh8R6
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡128Please respect copyright.PENANAueCFBqloDV
得到了很強的力量128Please respect copyright.PENANAUKfeFPfz2R
有了寄託128Please respect copyright.PENANAWpFCxtyc5K
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要不然128Please respect copyright.PENANAYJ9KqmcrTM
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前128Please respect copyright.PENANAckTLSXHk1c
已經離開了這個世界128Please respect copyright.PENANAEZMHvTcCit
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「我知道…如果那個時候…128Please respect copyright.PENANAViWusTRWIn
他在我的旁邊的話…128Please respect copyright.PENANA6XE3RYExbY
他會毫不猶豫的…128Please respect copyright.PENANA7tRUOPXa3H
抱著我…128Please respect copyright.PENANAPyXMTjTgOn
不讓我傷害自己…」128Please respect copyright.PENANA479v0nPWkc
李湘渝仍在痛哭著128Please respect copyright.PENANANrFOJ2qylF
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊128Please respect copyright.PENANAarYiwHJc8N
握著他的手128Please respect copyright.PENANABssvwbo6f4
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「我還記得…128Please respect copyright.PENANAdwdWFpYhDM
在天台那時…128Please respect copyright.PENANAyJNgcmf25L
他…128Please respect copyright.PENANAXR2Jo9r2BT
他……」128Please respect copyright.PENANAoSafksvKA9
李湘渝泣不成聲128Please respect copyright.PENANAgKoO1a0GW9
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程128Please respect copyright.PENANAY8ks3ZGPrt
不斷的哭著128Please respect copyright.PENANAAzTFJd5vAq
哭得難以呼吸128Please respect copyright.PENANAezUt1nAdrp
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛128Please respect copyright.PENANAkBBjNskPEg
輕掃著他的背128Please respect copyright.PENANAeJ3YFJ7suV
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一會128Please respect copyright.PENANAWfDRPUzKVt
待李湘渝情緒平伏後128Please respect copyright.PENANAxXlkntrIZ0
鍾媽媽溫柔的說128Please respect copyright.PENANAXBpIC4YeO0
「謝謝你對我誠實128Please respect copyright.PENANAXtarmTtvri
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」128Please respect copyright.PENANA8qeS6f9Dyx
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李湘渝低著頭128Please respect copyright.PENANAAKbM7NvrAj
擦著眼睛128Please respect copyright.PENANAiDxHCuqvQ2
「不…我…128Please respect copyright.PENANAqtKKZ9zIfj
很沒用…」128Please respect copyright.PENANANesQ86y8DL
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「湘渝128Please respect copyright.PENANAx1ZN8CmIwh
你真的很勇敢128Please respect copyright.PENANAATijyD1jzQ
而且128Please respect copyright.PENANAAhjWcZMUx0
你也有很堅強的信念128Please respect copyright.PENANAzU9vq0yn4m
只是一時有點迷失128Please respect copyright.PENANAdqWiXIz5Yo
加上幻覺痛128Please respect copyright.PENANASXJleDfpdC
令你軟弱了」128Please respect copyright.PENANABAjaGFSrg5
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭128Please respect copyright.PENANANzNK2bO6cc
「我非常欣賞你的堅強128Please respect copyright.PENANAtyGBAHsfWq
因為這是真的不容易啊」128Please respect copyright.PENANAkiibOVVodc
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣128Please respect copyright.PENANAm28eZuBnYZ
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「這件事128Please respect copyright.PENANAqDhCGet5xF
你有跟天程說嗎?」128Please respect copyright.PENANAsDbAUEsRtm
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