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發現李湘渝這幾個月來136Please respect copyright.PENANA3KnTQqi4u1
都過度積極的控制情緒136Please respect copyright.PENANAGXfnJXB4m3
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少136Please respect copyright.PENANATs3zoaUsmQ
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂136Please respect copyright.PENANAtHJGumliir
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」136Please respect copyright.PENANApcl9bcxhNQ
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「每天都有…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAC0oRIlOuZm
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「比起剛出院136Please respect copyright.PENANAeTtyktfmh3
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有好轉嗎?」136Please respect copyright.PENANAyjKwawg1wr
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「好像…差不多…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAFUAlo499zn
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「十級的話136Please respect copyright.PENANABruOv94iJY
有多少級痛?」136Please respect copyright.PENANA1wudTXrbzB
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試過幾次真的很痛…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAafybES7Ed5
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容136Please respect copyright.PENANAsMaZSWzfaP
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神136Please respect copyright.PENANAmFq4DzyCVP
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是吧?」136Please respect copyright.PENANAoZMx0mkkvQ
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「嗯…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAAZKyvAUfIB
李湘渝點點頭136Please respect copyright.PENANARGIyvcn8Hv
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小時候的事136Please respect copyright.PENANAyxRoSDjd6P
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印象太深刻136Please respect copyright.PENANAB1AZFlmPyc
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彷彿提醒著自己136Please respect copyright.PENANAdGgtSqd4cT
不斷的重溫事發經過136Please respect copyright.PENANA248g0zqNcW
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著136Please respect copyright.PENANAxxkkg3pWLq
自從幻聽出現後的日記136Please respect copyright.PENANAU7SroWi3tS
看得出李湘渝心裡136Please respect copyright.PENANAivfeQAoT4O
是極度的恐慌136Please respect copyright.PENANAUL9MqdxuGC
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從字裡行間裡136Please respect copyright.PENANAQ80UPXoWPL
李湘渝透露出的是136Please respect copyright.PENANAY1VqnWOeym
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「嗯…」136Please respect copyright.PENANA5Jnehx4sqB
李湘渝低著頭136Please respect copyright.PENANArpkuxDnqXd
點了一下頭136Please respect copyright.PENANA7phXRH1cfw
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情136Please respect copyright.PENANADbm2zBLSOj
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李湘渝思考了一會136Please respect copyright.PENANAX2TSWuWzyi
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鍾媽媽溫柔的說136Please respect copyright.PENANAAVg7MSqabc
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突然低壓情緒湧了上來136Please respect copyright.PENANAgmLwgTNaHr
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累了…」136Please respect copyright.PENANA6tfRWSr8Xx
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「所以昨天136Please respect copyright.PENANAW7BPrA9e8S
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」136Please respect copyright.PENANAjTgSpwHIsY
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李湘渝點了點頭136Please respect copyright.PENANAT1rFKbSupL
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」136Please respect copyright.PENANAYmpn0vN03k
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了136Please respect copyright.PENANA4aZ3Ggka1l
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搖著頭否認136Please respect copyright.PENANA0sn4sTvO1v
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應136Please respect copyright.PENANAcFiXYIdAIQ
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只不過在鍾天程面前136Please respect copyright.PENANADyaix82HlL
不適宜直接問他136Please respect copyright.PENANAHaPIMCHfPH
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「在這裡說的話136Please respect copyright.PENANAYX76rmDYJJ
我是不會跟天程說的」136Please respect copyright.PENANACa35DfKzBY
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題136Please respect copyright.PENANAsYoAslZWyP
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞136Please respect copyright.PENANANQZkiGhE4K
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這是我的專業操守」136Please respect copyright.PENANAnjCUsqSocg
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李湘渝繼續低著頭136Please respect copyright.PENANAjGEX6C5BQ4
「對不起…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAheMor6mc7X
為自己的撒謊而道歉136Please respect copyright.PENANAjHyBv2oWSj
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「乖孩子136Please respect copyright.PENANA4v9eGhgK7n
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知道嗎?」136Please respect copyright.PENANAIvwknkTF8S
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李湘渝沉默了一會136Please respect copyright.PENANAvGX6cbp2bY
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂136Please respect copyright.PENANASXzH3fNGb2
「不…不知道…136Please respect copyright.PENANAxAOHSPQO3A
就是…很怕…」136Please respect copyright.PENANA1r9Eq4wR1i
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說136Please respect copyright.PENANA0TC9dcnpYO
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「真的…很討厭自己…136Please respect copyright.PENANAD8uBtgfBNG
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李湘渝忍哭著說136Please respect copyright.PENANA2EfoSCIH4h
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來136Please respect copyright.PENANAPBkQNQLV76
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一點用處也沒有…136Please respect copyright.PENANA3Add2gEy60
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李湘渝愣了一下136Please respect copyright.PENANAOivAkud0RR
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他136Please respect copyright.PENANA8tA5yZITZA
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「昨天…傷口很痛…136Please respect copyright.PENANAf9CjVYzvTN
痛了很久…136Please respect copyright.PENANAhHChYyOKEE
整個下午都在痛…136Please respect copyright.PENANACcUmYoB4Uv
痛得…136Please respect copyright.PENANAtXKDNk4EVg
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAlim3ZalGid
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李湘渝回想著昨晚136Please respect copyright.PENANA8gJ1zVhh0Q
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「然後…又變得很痛…136Please respect copyright.PENANA0Nv62rQI9W
全身也在痛…136Please respect copyright.PENANAG10m8YbFQf
很辛苦…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAI1JJM2vEku
李湘渝握緊了拳頭136Please respect copyright.PENANAqgiZFHpcZy
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師兄…寫給我的信…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAi8dSqgL5XQ
李湘渝激動的哭著136Please respect copyright.PENANAnHU0Vm7MNG
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛136Please respect copyright.PENANAgUrsgDJesC
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對嗎?」136Please respect copyright.PENANA4KiPYcvk1l
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李湘渝痛哭著說136Please respect copyright.PENANABFlGT3RhKG
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便讓我回家去…」136Please respect copyright.PENANA1HifGBMnNO
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感歎著愛情的力量136Please respect copyright.PENANAVUh8Oj8vgu
影響力實在很大136Please respect copyright.PENANAsXK5O5SoqZ
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分擔著李湘渝的壓力136Please respect copyright.PENANAn6C6owRfkM
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得到了很強的力量136Please respect copyright.PENANAV37p4P6u3Z
有了寄託136Please respect copyright.PENANAjTI7GMqXD3
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要不然136Please respect copyright.PENANAvT4O8qRj4s
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前136Please respect copyright.PENANAOlVOgU5SW1
已經離開了這個世界136Please respect copyright.PENANAv615FLg4EO
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他會毫不猶豫的…136Please respect copyright.PENANAsuwELo3fGy
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握著他的手136Please respect copyright.PENANA014f9yfCsv
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他…136Please respect copyright.PENANA8RLtAbTF1n
他……」136Please respect copyright.PENANAi2T21OzanV
李湘渝泣不成聲136Please respect copyright.PENANAeWsmiqOi6v
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛136Please respect copyright.PENANAmQArqa8VxV
輕掃著他的背136Please respect copyright.PENANAULD3b8BcIi
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一會136Please respect copyright.PENANA0yEyiLmlQs
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李湘渝低著頭136Please respect copyright.PENANAT5LG2pko8c
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加上幻覺痛136Please respect copyright.PENANAVSMlrDTdvx
令你軟弱了」136Please respect copyright.PENANAwL9QEuEtLa
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭136Please respect copyright.PENANAPMFizpApyD
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因為這是真的不容易啊」136Please respect copyright.PENANAo4gs7woqUA
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