第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢174Please respect copyright.PENANACWSdG3zeXa
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記174Please respect copyright.PENANArNP61QAfbK
發現李湘渝這幾個月來174Please respect copyright.PENANAZAXa1fFzS9
都過度積極的控制情緒174Please respect copyright.PENANAEmoOXDuEDI
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少174Please respect copyright.PENANA5B4DzlMUbK
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂174Please respect copyright.PENANAeWLsIJjQg6
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAzRNAHZtkt5
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「每天都有…」174Please respect copyright.PENANA3uin8hi6bo
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「比起剛出院174Please respect copyright.PENANAxxj45vHaAp
或上個月174Please respect copyright.PENANAURpoftl7Bb
有好轉嗎?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAZcEfDyZWcV
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「好像…差不多…」174Please respect copyright.PENANALmjAN60IMI
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「十級的話174Please respect copyright.PENANAJuZKCDf0UU
有多少級痛?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAVYkoKvDq77
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右174Please respect copyright.PENANAPqFN0iUCoC
試過幾次真的很痛…」174Please respect copyright.PENANATaNdLdc5En
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容174Please respect copyright.PENANA7NhmEAI0en
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神174Please respect copyright.PENANAHks5qZ5JyL
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「已持續兩個月了174Please respect copyright.PENANAaus3nxemkd
是吧?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAZWt6JXu1sQ
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「嗯…」174Please respect copyright.PENANACKhJclbxBL
李湘渝點點頭174Please respect copyright.PENANAIN7fJsS5TK
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小時候的事174Please respect copyright.PENANAypvqWDXO8C
實在記得太清楚174Please respect copyright.PENANAhDUXV6aOCA
印象太深刻174Please respect copyright.PENANAbo47YXQjsO
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候174Please respect copyright.PENANAuTLoJFwruE
彷彿提醒著自己174Please respect copyright.PENANA2U1wHFcpGQ
不斷的重溫事發經過174Please respect copyright.PENANAOtg10UwQR8
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇174Please respect copyright.PENANAi2BxMRaG2e
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態174Please respect copyright.PENANAPY48iqXo7F
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來174Please respect copyright.PENANAYRjLTzixkk
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著174Please respect copyright.PENANAufxu2kKadp
自從幻聽出現後的日記174Please respect copyright.PENANA1b4DAYaKd3
看得出李湘渝心裡174Please respect copyright.PENANAt6MZ6YBEWK
是極度的恐慌174Please respect copyright.PENANAaSNevZKATt
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從字裡行間裡174Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5bkvXHybT
李湘渝透露出的是174Please respect copyright.PENANA6dUP0KM5ys
逃避現實174Please respect copyright.PENANA43gOVELHJP
置之不理174Please respect copyright.PENANAnshcZFwHex
過份抑壓情緒174Please respect copyright.PENANABSHZLVf2zq
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「湘渝174Please respect copyright.PENANAyub07qBzbt
欺騙誰也可以174Please respect copyright.PENANAmSXg9946Ch
但就是不能欺騙自己174Please respect copyright.PENANAevBR9rEsRP
要對自己誠實」174Please respect copyright.PENANAy96pT0X3mV
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「嗯…」174Please respect copyright.PENANAqjzcufBB3Y
李湘渝低著頭174Please respect copyright.PENANAfL5apZbJGf
點了一下頭174Please respect copyright.PENANAnjpa0Vbz7s
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?174Please respect copyright.PENANAUdKzEJb8iG
在逃避嗎?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAwOTRaitYrA
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李湘渝沉默著174Please respect copyright.PENANArqDTA297KR
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情174Please respect copyright.PENANALADHS8se55
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李湘渝思考了一會174Please respect copyright.PENANAI4aiQa6wiA
點了點頭174Please respect copyright.PENANAebeMrm7OcI
「嗯…」174Please respect copyright.PENANAUUSW32MK9Y
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「有什麼原因174Please respect copyright.PENANA3a7t09U9zS
令你想逃避?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAvaOERQXB2b
鍾媽媽溫柔的說174Please respect copyright.PENANAsu77C4b5Jh
「或者174Please respect copyright.PENANATyR15nPkxc
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」174Please respect copyright.PENANA3oFUPKspr1
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李湘渝低著頭174Please respect copyright.PENANA9QAbnjokIq
手按在昨天傷口的位置上174Please respect copyright.PENANAsthEFUzP7R
「我…」174Please respect copyright.PENANARl2Al3LKNh
突然低壓情緒湧了上來174Please respect copyright.PENANAVDUNv30q2N
「很…174Please respect copyright.PENANAoW0iuu1Ddq
累了…」174Please respect copyright.PENANA80ngAYGo1g
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「所以昨天174Please respect copyright.PENANAiPIypKZdQR
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAUh60kpWFWM
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李湘渝點了點頭174Please respect copyright.PENANAZiJSkURInC
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAp8bWNViMte
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了174Please respect copyright.PENANA4uwOFzXdX8
抹著眼淚174Please respect copyright.PENANAXZi92Mj2QX
搖著頭否認174Please respect copyright.PENANArvEZ2jJ9nR
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應174Please respect copyright.PENANACM9LSH8zC0
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎174Please respect copyright.PENANA9GJzdk0LOx
只不過在鍾天程面前174Please respect copyright.PENANA34KUWw03a6
不適宜直接問他174Please respect copyright.PENANAeSFwE6bDfm
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「在這裡說的話174Please respect copyright.PENANAQWFweUZeDW
我是不會跟天程說的」174Please respect copyright.PENANASHlXfFZLMc
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題174Please respect copyright.PENANATwyJRvIKi5
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞174Please respect copyright.PENANAOxy2JRMfjX
「你可以放心的告訴我174Please respect copyright.PENANAdBoxMsjur7
我有責任保障你的私隱174Please respect copyright.PENANA9IHqzQri6H
就算他是我的兒子174Please respect copyright.PENANAMtRynhNRrj
我也不可以告訴他174Please respect copyright.PENANAu6nb1WhlMX
這是我的專業操守」174Please respect copyright.PENANAERR3tixDvO
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李湘渝繼續低著頭174Please respect copyright.PENANAn3Enn9wVsE
「對不起…」174Please respect copyright.PENANA4FPbxdVzUD
為自己的撒謊而道歉174Please respect copyright.PENANArEgb2k9ror
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「乖孩子174Please respect copyright.PENANAb8VbMIcYaq
不要怕去面對174Please respect copyright.PENANAKYEwrTNzi0
要坦誠接受自己的情緒174Please respect copyright.PENANADTEeIBfnzq
知道嗎?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAdrjN63KZgy
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李湘渝沉默了一會174Please respect copyright.PENANAJwS0HhPPd9
緩緩的說著174Please respect copyright.PENANAe69OwfXFxG
「我…很怕…」174Please respect copyright.PENANAd2r41KRqX4
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「你在怕什麼?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAFO5jmbigCf
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂174Please respect copyright.PENANAovVWonnAkp
「不…不知道…174Please respect copyright.PENANA6LS8P5Dd5z
就是…很怕…」174Please respect copyright.PENANAgPrfcvbjBp
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說174Please respect copyright.PENANASHaSqkwijJ
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「真的…很討厭自己…174Please respect copyright.PENANA6WEEv21FFC
很麻煩…」174Please respect copyright.PENANAkIIYnMXqn0
李湘渝忍哭著說174Please respect copyright.PENANADyyNt3T6Q0
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來174Please respect copyright.PENANAHECiHzidKm
「我真的…174Please respect copyright.PENANAWAKtEe1oQv
一點用處也沒有…174Please respect copyright.PENANAAEkIfeK45O
我是…一個負累…」174Please respect copyright.PENANA0q6RJfsIvP
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來174Please respect copyright.PENANACTp7zVRaOT
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…174Please respect copyright.PENANAO7sL39cWmH
我也想…拋棄這個想法…174Please respect copyright.PENANAjL9QcKSUqD
可是…我…」174Please respect copyright.PENANANjFoSHuacU
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽174Please respect copyright.PENANAhWHmhR4jAq
「我…做不到…」174Please respect copyright.PENANAeoEQO9Oyp1
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白174Please respect copyright.PENANAVCpwhyUizM
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「我…真的…174Please respect copyright.PENANAue5xpxvrSO
很累…了啊…」174Please respect copyright.PENANAlNqsHB39eY
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「可以告訴我嗎?174Please respect copyright.PENANAhqC1SW8Vzu
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAu7HjvEsjGH
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李湘渝愣了一下174Please respect copyright.PENANAafAH1DqmVA
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他174Please respect copyright.PENANAktOG2DWWOO
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAyhRUoOeLQE
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「昨天…傷口很痛…174Please respect copyright.PENANABDCFIckey6
痛了很久…174Please respect copyright.PENANASxpwQVKn3g
整個下午都在痛…174Please respect copyright.PENANA1H4GyiT8D2
痛得…174Please respect copyright.PENANAGPyHelAPOU
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」174Please respect copyright.PENANAmgEU4Ayra2
李湘渝慢慢的說出來174Please respect copyright.PENANAMjOJ2Ybzc5
哽咽著174Please respect copyright.PENANAyV23etZXnR
「我…真的…174Please respect copyright.PENANAVJk4nyGjgs
忍受不了…174Please respect copyright.PENANAXE0dg3bYR4
不想再忍受下去了…」174Please respect copyright.PENANAmZJhD7TRTB
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAHlJQkuLk7E
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「我在書枱上174Please respect copyright.PENANAQb7cOt2ZDq
隨便拿起了鐵尺174Please respect copyright.PENANAzRNojvRwEU
便開始…弄痛自己…」174Please respect copyright.PENANAr3lpOhMSME
李湘渝回想著昨晚174Please respect copyright.PENANA7Mi6afqMEZ
那種痛好像又要開始了174Please respect copyright.PENANALfTb3LZNuM
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」174Please respect copyright.PENANAz5Ua3zfPPI
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鍾媽媽坐近一點174Please respect copyright.PENANARcY4IFuv9W
「然後?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAYTwlqlFDYu
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「然後…又變得很痛…174Please respect copyright.PENANAp00DrvLloe
全身也在痛…174Please respect copyright.PENANAEv2LaAM6Pi
很辛苦…」174Please respect copyright.PENANAvIPvMUcZHZ
李湘渝握緊了拳頭174Please respect copyright.PENANAbhhxZLwXEC
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「嗯」174Please respect copyright.PENANAbNNAGUMbjs
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「我想…用鎅刀…174Please respect copyright.PENANA1vZ91JiOXy
在手腕上…割一下…」174Please respect copyright.PENANAqkwT2lDchM
李湘渝哭了出來174Please respect copyright.PENANAvnkpdFOXo5
「那…我便…以後…174Please respect copyright.PENANABKBiqW9qqY
都不用再痛了…」174Please respect copyright.PENANAycuiN4Z72r
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜174Please respect copyright.PENANAyXOF8hEotH
停頓一下174Please respect copyright.PENANAp7rgdlOlE3
再續問174Please respect copyright.PENANAnsTTIyWvU0
「是發生了什麼事174Please respect copyright.PENANAWwVRMydzUD
讓你停下來嗎?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAHfqgZXCpWz
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…174Please respect copyright.PENANAAHT5nohAL6
看到了…174Please respect copyright.PENANAyUatljcsOa
師兄…寫給我的信…」174Please respect copyright.PENANADfoBglL8Ev
李湘渝激動的哭著174Please respect copyright.PENANA2jICO7b8zY
「是他…的…信…」174Please respect copyright.PENANAZNnMwIYdmK
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛174Please respect copyright.PENANA54ChZV7hg0
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾174Please respect copyright.PENANAKaMAIgIkWG
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「你看到了天程給你的信174Please respect copyright.PENANAErBxL7wrhM
然後便停了下來174Please respect copyright.PENANAPeRtqEQTP1
對嗎?」174Please respect copyright.PENANAfLNhgRpr0e
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李湘渝接過紙巾174Please respect copyright.PENANAcVbdxgWij8
點著頭174Please respect copyright.PENANA3fQnLWdeUs
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?174Please respect copyright.PENANAaOLqbznbK9
促使你停下來174Please respect copyright.PENANAW5iR0jc52h
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」174Please respect copyright.PENANASsC6XREIgf
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「我記得…174Please respect copyright.PENANAMGHeF9w2GA
無論我怎樣放棄自己…174Please respect copyright.PENANAVGriyb3wpM
他都會…在我的身邊…174Please respect copyright.PENANAd4KyItH1Tc
不會離棄我…」174Please respect copyright.PENANASlsSdiHIZK
李湘渝痛哭著說174Please respect copyright.PENANADkQljSXkDI
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…174Please respect copyright.PENANA7WZZP3v4Lp
是他說…174Please respect copyright.PENANAmWE7VTWCPi
明明知道了…看到了…174Please respect copyright.PENANAUL97rwk7e9
不能什麼也不做…174Please respect copyright.PENANAF6GfhxAhMC
便讓我回家去…」174Please respect copyright.PENANAfCcqXuMDbA
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩174Please respect copyright.PENANAyRgh3BaE6r
感歎著愛情的力量174Please respect copyright.PENANA6q8xmkxdlt
影響力實在很大174Please respect copyright.PENANAr0xWAqAGmE
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幸而鍾天程的愛174Please respect copyright.PENANAkb9oTt348F
能夠承載著這個重擔174Please respect copyright.PENANAsNj5YGnk6v
分擔著李湘渝的壓力174Please respect copyright.PENANAxmDzV32A5b
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡174Please respect copyright.PENANAdHMxBc8J2x
得到了很強的力量174Please respect copyright.PENANABtdsyg9Q4H
有了寄託174Please respect copyright.PENANAJOyZXneeBb
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要不然174Please respect copyright.PENANADcilLXfFRK
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前174Please respect copyright.PENANARbldSZlqLs
已經離開了這個世界174Please respect copyright.PENANAaF3X976mwz
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「我知道…如果那個時候…174Please respect copyright.PENANAM0bbLz1Mx0
他在我的旁邊的話…174Please respect copyright.PENANAoeK0tqRCOz
他會毫不猶豫的…174Please respect copyright.PENANAMDwfDR17zV
抱著我…174Please respect copyright.PENANAnPK3zSnNcp
不讓我傷害自己…」174Please respect copyright.PENANANd8uIyld1O
李湘渝仍在痛哭著174Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZM2M9kGYw
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊174Please respect copyright.PENANAQcW5YdLC6J
握著他的手174Please respect copyright.PENANAZNaShzQL4h
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「我還記得…174Please respect copyright.PENANAOcFUWqim6G
在天台那時…174Please respect copyright.PENANAYdcCMTFwpn
他…174Please respect copyright.PENANA0HHLpaCtP9
他……」174Please respect copyright.PENANAwflEbeyp1T
李湘渝泣不成聲174Please respect copyright.PENANA01OoE4ZKK6
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程174Please respect copyright.PENANAkihPlnbWi2
不斷的哭著174Please respect copyright.PENANAfyR66FTyZA
哭得難以呼吸174Please respect copyright.PENANAeHXzYO3Mon
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛174Please respect copyright.PENANAHgO6XdBZq8
輕掃著他的背174Please respect copyright.PENANA9mn6gTdja0
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一會174Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3b1QtdNBy
待李湘渝情緒平伏後174Please respect copyright.PENANAoDPAYfFyQp
鍾媽媽溫柔的說174Please respect copyright.PENANARypUQfooC3
「謝謝你對我誠實174Please respect copyright.PENANAsebe8HJHCL
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」174Please respect copyright.PENANAdSwF4DrCuL
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李湘渝低著頭174Please respect copyright.PENANA3snyPMQ2MR
擦著眼睛174Please respect copyright.PENANA8nFldHisvj
「不…我…174Please respect copyright.PENANAXS2rcBxxqy
很沒用…」174Please respect copyright.PENANAOKjUAgVEEe
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「湘渝174Please respect copyright.PENANACkskFYnUfw
你真的很勇敢174Please respect copyright.PENANA3ov8ucOplO
而且174Please respect copyright.PENANA85v56vKRBo
你也有很堅強的信念174Please respect copyright.PENANAl80vZAkDiE
只是一時有點迷失174Please respect copyright.PENANANUF2GOv6Om
加上幻覺痛174Please respect copyright.PENANAK5LHtfzl0H
令你軟弱了」174Please respect copyright.PENANAyqMI5TcEOw
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭174Please respect copyright.PENANASQYtjPZMGL
「我非常欣賞你的堅強174Please respect copyright.PENANAbsl9egqXLs
因為這是真的不容易啊」174Please respect copyright.PENANADvVOMOIjqx
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣174Please respect copyright.PENANA46cY5K7UrS
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「這件事174Please respect copyright.PENANAeX4x9jfJcn
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