清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJMI91ZLMw
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOWoQQFKKu
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVvpgCIdlG
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMN4hEb0sXZ
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqum6W4QqF
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCbigFzrn1
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiW2WUM6Io
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXc1lAQOTF
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyXFYIEGnE
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNw2g8Bydw
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24kHGh2mNV
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9votAlDFz
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8NOUgoe7I
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我不明白；既然有生，為何又要有死？329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfDm49xRDA
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxErfPYBr4z
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這個過程的目的是？329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6Eao0bcTb
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfKqqPoRfC
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXjhpFkvGL
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LTslyBaly
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXMzn2vRma
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只是為了生存！329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oj8cw6uZP
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHm8fSxon3
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo6yblHLpC
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4UCjv7ZO1
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqB0JN0ySiQ
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOrJrWLoHU
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKs1w7RRDw
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwZCwEP0rd
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBhsavkgv3
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDLLOpLIL1
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyVUBENHWk
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTK1yE9qbV
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0eLXhhaW0
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfvXKLk0uL
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUUvM060gr
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRC6SuMAby
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「喔？為何呢？」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzSMfUo7Y8
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbecqp4Xx1
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想起了雙親．．．．．．329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJ3L104mt4
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiELXGEGQX
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5xeYpiRR0
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HRSaS76Ai
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBELcYhbVh
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AW9el1Afo
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgOYqchluy
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHSJ3e3SAb
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「你感覺到了什麼？」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPeKW5z0dw
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0Mtyq8mnZ
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtAZT91yCf
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我仍是搖頭。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaY9CMmGKMQ
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMjxfbFnJJ
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiga3sqDJpz
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JSMr4iW3t
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoG0ac1HAX
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「．．．．．．．」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9r0NTatwsx
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPafwLEfCUz
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9KjevVNvm
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「是這樣子嗎？」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VCQMSW1un
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9WREBLzk8
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9MAr5bM8w
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyshTBfLE8d
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwLHImc6wI
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxf7ahyXBs
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRDH3TEJQl
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7c4gMd2bz0
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「我、我的水彩？」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6E0w6QlIK
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1vYSwSX5a
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm08togkT5k
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqBLGGcV2y
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlXDGv3jXb
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcodZ8C8SD
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyYZ5E0xib
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1sfBKF4qn
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M6uU6Fhcv
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英國；329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡog7TwuM4Xv
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１９９８年１２月２４日；329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusGJpZdnlE
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kSbC5QFtU
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！329Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAuVyRix3b
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（註：這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想，當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。）
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