清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4UF6VsYHw
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4fG9AXYUR
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZISaSGMVn
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZ0wVjZQ7m
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2963qQmAW5
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0S31fYNnn
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElcMfIWgrp
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2OK3ZY2md
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEooG3rvDy
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNMXgcwsyY
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說，只是緊緊得抱著我。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL15SSDH0h
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiaiR6mii8
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3yLMAm9IR
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerLW7wj3LP
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZMvXlf0x9
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這個過程的目的是？354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VTOUTHWFo
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJMNGwlWRJ
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4somcCnlbe
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnMLMkc112
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsK31yVVLe
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只是為了生存！354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprLWJ1E0Nz
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrbjG8E524
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqtOB7hAie
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQusvigKpId
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gXe00UpHF
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDsMpOIWHH
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMATkzeIa1J
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsevzOzz0iO
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWDHSmpgzO
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88Pda2Pnlh
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwarqYAMCe
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVI9g5AtZaG
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbzsRWVkYV
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbj9bEbIpFQ
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLB6uDAqzM
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROi7pOncJA
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「喔？為何呢？」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSDtgh3Xt0
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Eud1l3Vx4
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想起了雙親．．．．．．354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBwHAof7uW
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhlLfTTGld
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88Ys1ZSNGl
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE69BX6Ne93
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIoGqeqAay
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5U5cyV6u3
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOzbjxjOfv
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fzvZnsUld
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「你感覺到了什麼？」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtlG7v1ZRC
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPtn23ZAKC
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lGO3MDGQX
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9ZLxi6xRY
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQ0J5lhKVF
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVaxKEzu6w
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「．．．．．．．」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSgKqzqcou
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiJnbyAA5v
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8l0Z0uq5Q
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「是這樣子嗎？」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSCZFADL1D
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEr75DpM7a
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklPXse4vmq
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbYORxKmTa
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOUGWzhm2B
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFtDJFVfS3
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEq8ofowV88
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYE5x11FJ6f
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「我、我的水彩？」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbswhbvGB95
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdGFdfnoYq
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TGD9ZbH6C
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkHaF64fEK
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5U39JdFKg
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo0i69hfvz
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKrbZI0as5
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBGHqVYALk
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GhI8ey4EG
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英國；354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAbYGuf2Tl
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１９９８年１２月２４日；354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BhvV1o4WU
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUGfdLcTKa
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！354Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LVTIFOY6O
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（註：這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想，當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。）
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