清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzE2ysY0Bz
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatS91HjBK9
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvdzxjBNxk
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvLmVHxxBY
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這一切的開端要從那一天開始說起；337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcC4EUUZ53
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGtWLfbqBZ
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJUNT01tSp
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3Lt57IMSM
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK6VSZSxvE
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD6ZoMxZHY
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGZHT8U5bl
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說，只是緊緊得抱著我。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXUzKHYu3U
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhHSIT5DY5
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgatHLOStL
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsv879YUnZ3
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我不明白；既然有生，為何又要有死？337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJ2mYp0q7Y
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaMGsTJ7fO
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這個過程的目的是？337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYRYcTQINg
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvd1hD9rctu
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yQEcVdGWL
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１９９８年１２月２４日：337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugGdBburaB
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GvfG65Rz2
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0XYokiFTk
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只是為了生存！337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqiWJFgxPT
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq11pfEWzHB
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tFeHszlUK
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmnmSTcAex
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEF1FPEyas
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wXJt8KJkl
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqT82nXkW6J
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz20bGCBD5j
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSryLmk0HQ
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u9eply6Sb
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIAtfj7Uai
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrFmYcKUB8
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHmIfrPd2O
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5IiIj3V2j
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzO5wQyfwD
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdT2MHVkAF
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「喔？為何呢？」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfSipvWH9M
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbwjL4KK5a
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想起了雙親．．．．．．337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD19C1dAG9e
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKIzmdbPox
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1pwJXIc57
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTfLGvp60n
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0UzWhWoAQ
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbUZPwnlMY
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwmwLWy8H7
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjNkWMCw0A
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「你感覺到了什麼？」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsla8okz81
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk8CC6xbnA
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJGEh1mSy8
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我仍是搖頭。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHPhRtzalj
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVm4BThRCv
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8oRJSd1Q2
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXkDh89KQ3
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwqFtN9hlV
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「．．．．．．．」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmw7tlNbQqC
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOfRvypCKk
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv83Zlo166
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「是這樣子嗎？」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6ZIt5q9NP
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY46Kh7OEfE
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaY8XgcOOu
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHMArVq67p
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKqRiKL9Uz
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxClZcJMyd
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWs6koSJTN
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YaSZts8SS
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「我、我的水彩？」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDlzyUjJbN
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCG4MeVhUIA
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJQjkYvSxd
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPviAX8DPIu
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDpS2gE0HD
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytohPndtZY
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzLbInyzxS
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgW4PtS3gi
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDxsSlprUl
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英國；337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9tN69Yiqi
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１９９８年１２月２４日；337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3mZxiWsTh
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaiGVh6Qpm
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！337Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6dZzrA9iC
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（註：這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想，當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。）
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