清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSALLXixVZ
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmN6KjjUr7c
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoSTIhZ3ie
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIvNSsp8pW
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這一切的開端要從那一天開始說起；327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjNmId1VER
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuW9HToUxR
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7i3DvKqqK
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7ugnSZSia
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG99yPtvzsP
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rv3yZ6g37
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXWeclbRf0
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說，只是緊緊得抱著我。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnx0bON5BcQ
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5ra1Js76n
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4GEuzRXnw
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCHMH7jgJ0
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我不明白；既然有生，為何又要有死？327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1Bu73sa0q
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2n8xwUEOnb
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這個過程的目的是？327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyiWOUdEzc
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMm7M5Su1i
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgRl7ZJ6BG
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１９９８年１２月２４日：327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKsUMtXvLU
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeNNT4Hy7Y
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6mnl5TcBv
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只是為了生存！327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8URXSfnSTr
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y6W9RT1Vw
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpIIIKoOHf
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBRPyKtSJD
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3GSnZBIGr
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nmJFq9c8K
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVew72NTzkL
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3JbD0vKIa
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyLZdINKiY
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBuX6HWgW4
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygaPFhssDO
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgS6Ffbqody
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUpJOJEVR1
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogxNUisbIq
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5Ookq069H
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpurdRwovUf
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「喔？為何呢？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquPzZKZdhg
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpla220ExfR
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想起了雙親．．．．．．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mlOufT6OP
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36cDjXtVki
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCQCfVmyCi
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2px4hlGgf
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4awMkyQwEQ
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEuZx93kNY
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpEJE5Z8nx
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5HBVBwg7d
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「你感覺到了什麼？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsve7OMHSf
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyxk8pmply
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmwWhOahU1
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我仍是搖頭。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJKskMTSDs
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94DVxzfL9B
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wL0StOf6M
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAILObFrN4i
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1npHPqipcZ
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「．．．．．．．」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8rQqaujMQ
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7806rdYly
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjUd9qFOxN
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「是這樣子嗎？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5EwCFdzXJ
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL1AxaAQtz
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdkeIG33mr
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhYQSK4nK8
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2V1bXsDqbk
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrljweXxuyw
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlnXom2ik3
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqhTOk8k2x
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「我、我的水彩？」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaWGiB5VZL
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiTOME81Ff
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWnQ6u04oY
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYM11I6Fy9X
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrquMCqoPqe
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISzoqojJZd
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EUrmWWPeW
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmE0eGHDUa9
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS16jUV610U
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英國；327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANg1pqCOcP
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１９９８年１２月２４日；327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPRCevW4jF
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHP4EDDvASQ
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyGxNehShF
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（註：這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想，當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。）
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