The sound of birds chirping brings me to the light as I open my eyes
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“Ah”
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I look around and see the bed empty with the only exception of me. I slowly slip out and walk towards the bathroom when I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror
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Naked
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“AHHH”
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I run to the bathroom and slam it shut as memories of last night rush in like a raging storm. All I know is that I got drunk, me and Ryder kissed and..had sex. Reality dawns on me as I fall to the floor and burry my hand in a towel. I’m so very dead I’m so so very dead. How can I work here now that I have became
Another one that has been laid in his sheets. Fear takes over as I rock myself back and forth. Now I know the headache I had from the fall is gone
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“pssst Sam”
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Merriam’s voice breaks through my cloud of shame as I wrap myself in a towel and slowly open the door
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“What in the-“
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I yank her inside and Merriam looks at me then gasp
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“Omg girl did you and Ryder”
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She raises her eyebrow and i shamefully nod yes. I feel the tears come down as I cry on her shoulder.
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“I can’t work here anymore. My life is ruined Merriam he can easily report me”
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I feel her gentle hands rub my back
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“Don’t worry”
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My body trembles
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“I do not have the luxury to not worry Merriam this is my life we are talking about”
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I move my head from her shoulder and look
In the mirror. I see three hickeys around my neck and a hand mark around my waist.
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“Damn he went hard”
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Merriam laughs then covers her mouth
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“Whatever”
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I laugh through my tears as we both count how much marks Ryder left on me
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“Those hickeys can be covered in fountain”
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“My makeup is in my closest. The key should be in my maid outfit”
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Merriam slips out the door and after a few minutes she comes back with my makeup bag and a new maid outfit
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“Here”
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I change into it
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“Glad to see you didn’t ask me to look away”
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Merriam winks and I shrug
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“We all are women here so it doesn’t matter”
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I sit down on the toilet as Merriam gently applies foundation to my neck
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“So was it big”
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I turn red
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“Why are you asking”
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“Because you did it girl”
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“I don’t think he would appreciate me talking about his size”
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Merriam pouts her lips
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“I’ll just see if he has a leaked video on the hub”
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After she’s done she straightens my hair and together we mop and tidy up the bedroom. We replace the sheets and I bend down to pick up the love wrappers.
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“Damn 6 my gosh Sam you is a freak”
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I fast walk to the garbage and throw them in there then close it shut
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“Let’s not talk about this”
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We exit the room and I place on my gloves and start wiping down the walls from last night. I can’t stay here after what happened. It’s just too much of a liability.
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“Merriam I can’t stay here”
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She walks to me and hands me a rag
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“Because your scared he will report you”
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I nod yes
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“Not only that but now the professional air we had has been tainted. I can’t focus without looking at him and thinking of what we’ve done. I can’t Merriam it will haunt me”
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She nods okay and rubs my shoulders
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“It was nice having you here you know. But if that’s the case then I understand”
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We both silently clean the mess and the door opens and closes. From the shadow on the floor I can see 4 people enter
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“Ryder babes you know this tour is everything”
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“I know”
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I can see Merriam’s nose flare up as she holds in her laugher and I nudge her
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“Quit it”
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I whisper quickly as I scrub
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“Who are they”
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I can hear the female voice indicating us and I sense Ryder’s stare at me
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“Maids”
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He walks away and soon the crew goes into the kitchen
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“Pfft maids I like how he says that after he slept with one”
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“Merriam”
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I shush her down and I hear Ryder’s voice
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“Make me a smoothie”
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I freeze up and Merriam stands up
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“Sure sir”
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“Not you”
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I look up at Merriam and see her quickly looking back down at me
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“I want Sam to do it”
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Dammit
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I stand up and remove my gloves then wash my hands
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“Seems everyone likes your smoothies”
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I remain my gaze down as I take out the blender
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“She’s shy babes”
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I can’t look down. It’s only going to make things awkward. I look up to see her arms wrapped around him and his arm holding her. He winks at me and I look away and take out the fruit
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“Please explain how to make this”
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I clear my throat
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“So basically you choose some fruits that compliment each other. For example my main fruit selection is strawberries bananas and blueberries”
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I take those out and place them in the blender
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“I see so what makes them compliment each other”
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I see him smirking at me and I hold in my temper
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“Well basically it’s just how they taste when they become one”
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“Become one you say”
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I nod yes and place the fruits in
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“Next you use organic sugar to get a more pure taste”
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I place the sugar in and then blend them all up. I pour the smoothie into 4 cups and the other people look at me and smile
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“What happened to your neck”
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I look at the kitchen mirror and in horror possesses my body as I see one hickey that has been skipped. Me and Merriam didn’t see this. Oh shit
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“Um I fell”
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I smile and walk away
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“Well make sure you take care of yourself”
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I continue my duties until it it’s 3pm and by now I see Merriam lounging on the couch
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“Merriam do you not care if you get fired”
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She nods
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“Of course I do but I deserve to be happy”
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She throws me a book and I look down and see the book Ryder had gifted me
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“Saw it in your closet. What a book I say”
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I turn red
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“It’s really nice so thanks”
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I place the book down and I clean the table. Alright my shift is coming to an end soon so when should I tell Ryder my plans to resign.
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“Thanks for visiting”
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I see Ryder escort his guest out then he shuts the door
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“Nice to see you lounging about doing your job Merriam”
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“Eek”
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She gets up and scrubs the table with me
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“Mister Ryder. May I talk to you in private”
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He nods okay and we walk to the bedroom and I close the door behind me
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“I need to resign”
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His look remains unfazed
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“And why so”
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I sit up straight
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“You know the reason”
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He shrugs
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“I don’t”
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I seethe and lower my tone
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“Because of what happened yesterday. It should’ve never happened and I’m sorry so I want to resign”
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He nods okay
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“I will get your resignation papers ready but I have to leave for tour today so can you wait a month and a half”
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“A MONTH IN A HALF”
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I lower my voice quickly
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“A month in a half. I can’t-“
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“You won’t see me so I don’t know what’s the issue. Do your work for a month and a half then you will see your freedom.”
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He walks away and I stand still. Can I even wait that long. This bed reminds me of the what has happened, his face reminds me, his voice and hell even his tv appearance. A month in a half is too long to endure but I can’t argue with him now. He can report me and my life is done. I walk out the bedroom and see him talking to Merriam
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“You and Merriam will sort out my luggage. Make it quick I have to leave in 20” we both nod okay and pack his stuff. I sort through the seemingly endless Gucci, Louis and Balenciaga shirts and place in some shirts that he said specifically he wants. After we are all done we drag the luggage to the living room where many people are in. I can spot security guards and managers as well as the girl from
Earlier and redhead
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“Smoothie girl”
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Redhead slumps her arm around and pulls me close
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“Smell like foundation, did he fuck you”
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I push her away and walk towards Merriam
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“I want to hide so bad”
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Merriam laughs
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“Just wave”
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We line up and wave the people goodbye and lastly Ryder comes out
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“Don’t burn my house”
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We nod and he looks at me before leaving
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A month and a half here we come
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