我坐在612班房內那窗邊旁的單人位。19Please respect copyright.PENANAQTXy0m3yn2
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6樓是全校最高的樓層,我望出窗外能見到樹頂,非常好而且開揚的景觀。19Please respect copyright.PENANAtetiGLJ9fx
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靳苑星在隔壁的班房內。19Please respect copyright.PENANAqhiEOm7pHE
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1E班的班主任是陳淑貞老師,剛剛我親自去告訴她我的情況,MISS陳是很敬業的老師,她常叫我們看英文字典。19Please respect copyright.PENANAAUyq5IRkzg
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其實那是一種非常對的一個學習方式。19Please respect copyright.PENANAS9RgMXJTaN
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所以在我前世學習法文跟日文時,時常會看著電話背單詞,但這時並沒有智能電話,她永遠拿著的都是一本厚字典。19Please respect copyright.PENANAp9VTkMnODN
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她同時為我的英文老師。19Please respect copyright.PENANAm2ORfUBCQf
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中一生第一天的集會,因為什麼都不懂,通常都是登記一些校務事和選班長。19Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6f0CakQ12
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40個女孩分成上下半班,每20人一班,中文、英文和膳宿三科會各分班上 ,其餘的都是集中一起上堂的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAmp8YdJ9aXq
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中四之後才會全班集中一起上。19Please respect copyright.PENANAteVMoTlkqE
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但其實我會上的也就主三科加會計而已,其他的科目我早就跟校長說明不會浪費時間學習,但堂我還是會在的。19Please respect copyright.PENANANbmhZK2WZR
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校長也覺得無所謂,只要聯測成績報上,他不會理我如何上堂。19Please respect copyright.PENANAvxag77vJuH
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班上的同學們都好清澀。19Please respect copyright.PENANAdtbTAagXuk
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林梓琪和張翠珊的緣分老早連在一起,就是座號也是相連的。19Please respect copyright.PENANApBO2CQyZAs
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日後她們都會變成完全跟現在不同的樣子。19Please respect copyright.PENANAMFcys4fHJW
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張翠珊很早結婚,生了三個女兒,林梓琪則單守終生。19Please respect copyright.PENANAmL24KDEa3Y
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但第一眼最突出的是文歌文聲兩姐妹,因為是雙胞胎而且生的嬌小玲瓏,出奇的是男生班剛好也有一對雙胞胎,日後中四同班很是攪笑。19Please respect copyright.PENANAkwwAxeP4gT
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一模一樣的樣子,只是文歌眼下有一個小疤,性格比文聲外向,麥慶喜歡了她2年,都沒有表白,而文聲更嬌柔一點。我是那樣區分的,但終究其實並不相熟就是。19Please respect copyright.PENANAZVsH3ysTXv
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上半班的正副班長是方蔓跟梁美零。19Please respect copyright.PENANAjufcwHfIvU
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然後差不多都是她們跟段巧玲輪著做。19Please respect copyright.PENANA2G9mpZd30j
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記得自下年開始,美零已是全校歌唱比賽冠軍,直到她畢業,不但如此,她更是鹿登校花,相傳強橫到會給煩著她的人摔巴掌。19Please respect copyright.PENANARfSDavOYIj
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至於方蔓,在中四時,她是第一個因為當年排擠我而向我道歉的人,我記得自己跟她說,其實就是因為她排擠我,所以身邊的女孩也才都跟著做。19Please respect copyright.PENANA40etosv7AU
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那本書是怎麼說的:妳知道她們不是想欺負妳,只是如果不跟著這樣做,她們也許就會成為被欺負的那人。19Please respect copyright.PENANAguWwAehVE0
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方蔓說她知道,很誠懇的跟我道歉,我也真的不再在意,她經常問我對文學的見解,後期關係算不錯。19Please respect copyright.PENANAK3cGGDTKRc
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段巧玲有點高傲,一直跟她們玩在一起。19Please respect copyright.PENANAz6aH3kO3j7
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像方蔓跟梁美零這種那麼優秀的女生,竟然在畢業後不久就結婚了,成為全職太太,我原先以為她們會在職場上發熱發亮的。19Please respect copyright.PENANApqMTs04qLC
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因為方蔓的善意,之後,我的高中生活,是人生最快樂自由的日子,直到18歲。19Please respect copyright.PENANAj36Yp6CWes
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18歲那天,我哭到差點回不了家,還是多得張振邦送我回去。19Please respect copyright.PENANAFpgGyn1Dmk
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因為老師還沒有到校,這年的校園生活我過得完全隔絕世人,低調得不能再低調。19Please respect copyright.PENANAIjRvCbx8GR
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塞上耳機,一花一世界,一木一浮生,一草一天堂,一葉一如來。19Please respect copyright.PENANA28LwHeokAX
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秋去冬來,中期考前卻突然被告知要在零售商業那科的報告上,必須跟李翠珊和林梓琪合成3人一組。19Please respect copyright.PENANA0oeRxsZ9E0
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MISS王要我這樣做的時候,我問為什麼。19Please respect copyright.PENANA1dwYYR5ZDR
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她答沒有什麼,就是因為我是單出來的,要我別忘了自己是學生。19Please respect copyright.PENANAqpNxwlYEYP
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好!很好!19Please respect copyright.PENANAPzEu8duWTR
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脾氣馬上飈上來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAEOAmM3SIjD
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前世,沒有發生過那樣的事,更加沒有什麼必須要交的報告,這是變數。19Please respect copyright.PENANAVww8mXOdKP
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所以即使我有意要避開林梓琪,在緣分交點的那刻,始終避不開。19Please respect copyright.PENANAMEQBBd3DCD
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不因我,我可以拒絕,最多是不合格,只是范老說得對,要是我不去接緣,緣會迫我,林梓琪予我有緣分,這是大局,會影響我之後的命運,這局破不了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAc5QkPxmGL4
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那時更可怕,你會不知道為什麼走一條正常你不會走的路或者會面對一個你完全想像不到的變數,那是塔的課題,避不開。19Please respect copyright.PENANAiJNCDeOcBp
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在老師和那個人身上,我體會得很。19Please respect copyright.PENANAdaUgoS0Mw9
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所以,我嘆了口氣,還是乖乖的拿著課本走到她們組。19Please respect copyright.PENANAAaQ697TCdF
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我來去自由,也習慣了一個人無憂無慮,但她們2位正被班上的女生們排擠,只有2人無法成組,所以MISS王才要我去硬組。19Please respect copyright.PENANADe5APzIocM
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林梓琪其實是一個很標誌的女生,身形非常好,烏髮直順及腰,貓兒眼明亮閃麗,開朗活潑,跟李翠珊學號連接,還一樣的是出自盛產運動員的藍社,中一開始已經是各大男學長的喜愛人物。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGtgMr9Io2G
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我們學校分四社,靳苑星也是藍社的,反正通常很突出的人,都出自藍社。19Please respect copyright.PENANAmRMFMG1f45
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完全沒有任何特色的,通常紅社包攬。19Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9qPAmgQzw
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日後她倆會是健康舞社的創立成員,是詩歌班的表演者,是美術科的高材生,更是長跑好手,她們2人,興趣一樣,長處一樣,完全是雙生花的情誼。19Please respect copyright.PENANAhidJCayBoX
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但不是同樣被排擠的原因。19Please respect copyright.PENANAzEcaXO7tbG
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林梓琪做人其實頂不懂隱藏的,在那個全是女生的班房,妳可以高調吸睛,但需有同伴要給力支持才是。19Please respect copyright.PENANAS126YtSjEL
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像段巧玲那些,身邊有跟自己同樣級數的人,當然不會被欺負,可李翠珊硬件比不上,拖累了她。19Please respect copyright.PENANArWieQ207Wp
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當然從前我也是其中一個拖累她的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAnxBmmr9t2E
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李翠珊家中有狗,少不免有味道。19Please respect copyright.PENANAxGk7wC7LD1
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問題在於在這情況下,她的校服竟然不是每天清洗,那味道就更濃了。19Please respect copyright.PENANASiUcrswPvA
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一般有教養的人會當聞不到,像我和之後的靳苑星王穎妍。19Please respect copyright.PENANA84lDJTnnsk
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但更多的,會嘲笑她,會故意站到離她很開或者故意在她面前掩著口鼻。19Please respect copyright.PENANAWJ81IbLMGq
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李翠珊自己也知道,所以跟林梓琪更好。19Please respect copyright.PENANAISiFIjZ9tE
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如此她們2位在鹿登完全是由中一到中五都是女生故意怱略的存在。19Please respect copyright.PENANAH5d7EYndpU
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我沒有,中二開始我已經擁有自己交友圈,可也沒有故意疏遠她們就是,因此18歲的生日會,她們都是坐上客。19Please respect copyright.PENANAvI5Xaj6DaG
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現在想起來,林梓琪跟老師的生日相同,那個人也跟月的生日一樣,所有的事情,我都好像不過是換了一個人重新經歷一遍吧了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAcDd3i1sgju
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同樣當時,如果沒有林梓琪和李翠珊,如果沒有月跟凌,我就什麼都沒有。19Please respect copyright.PENANAJoeoplpku5
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那個人老說自己一無所有,我有一段時間不明白對方的意思,後來經歷了很多無常的我想通了,不是他一無所有,而是他,或是我,都同樣接受了所有事情都不會完全不變的事實。19Please respect copyright.PENANAXaYsiNnCAA
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簡單而言就是,誰都會有機會突然間一無所有。19Please respect copyright.PENANAg3shC2Bps5
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在群體的社會內,孤獨不可悲,可悲的是你怕孤獨。19Please respect copyright.PENANAFlq20P2bC8
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如果你不怕,叫獨善其身。19Please respect copyright.PENANAOEusUYqEjy
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友情其實跟愛情一樣,悲哀的時候同樣可以很悲哀,尤其,跟愛情有關的友情。19Please respect copyright.PENANAkz8EI3kxz4
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而命運將我指派為紅社,同樣也為這個字留下伏筆。19Please respect copyright.PENANAehvUbLrhbL
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我面對林梓琪時,簡直連笑都勉強。19Please respect copyright.PENANA1SE2lFLAzK
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前世上體育堂時,總要2人一組,她們倆的選擇從來沒有我,不是你的世界又夾硬不離開不過因為我沒有選擇。19Please respect copyright.PENANAEwvI4BgSmX
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而今世,我根本連體育服都沒換過,也不需要用特等生的身份,只要一張醫生紙証明我有低血糖和貧血,不適合體育運動就行,至於什麼為之運動,林SIR倒不敢用學生的身體打賭。19Please respect copyright.PENANA3mCUShtVPW
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知道嗎?如果你夠強,所以的規矩都不是規矩,因為規矩都是強人訂的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAbEa4TmDQkV
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李翠珊也知道我是被迫的,所以在討論上經常打圓場,我也知道事情跟她們無關,可前世種種的背叛,並不是一句「麻煩妳」就可以抹去的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGHyiqI90Yq
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我不喜歡落井下石,但我記仇,雖然不會給討厭的人下絆子,但,卻是用刀扛在我頸上都不會跟對方合作的人。19Please respect copyright.PENANAo6qqy1PAeV
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什麼一笑泯恩仇,癈話。19Please respect copyright.PENANA8IWPEKBuwm
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正如我不恨那個人,但也不會原諒他。19Please respect copyright.PENANAx5ni46MDVz
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要是我跟她們當朋友,還是一樣會遇到那情況的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAq3Hp19x6Mq
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我第一次知道被背叛的感覺,就是來自她們2人,來自我所以為的2個最好的好朋友。19Please respect copyright.PENANARunABigGQV
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我記得那時是中二,我們一直都會習慣性的一起外出午飯,但走到二樓時,她們說銀包忘記拿,著我在原地等她們。19Please respect copyright.PENANAWQqNi1UJyp
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我當然照做了。19Please respect copyright.PENANA3XSVoDCuU7
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轉過眼,卻看到她們穿過3樓,偷偷的走到地下,從後門離去。19Please respect copyright.PENANA14242PVLk5
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我看著她們離開的身影,沒有生氣,更加沒有問為什麼。19Please respect copyright.PENANAPQY8eBHRgr
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沒必要。19Please respect copyright.PENANAboAsxn7nET
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為什麼要遺下妳,很簡單,她們覺得沒有妳更好。19Please respect copyright.PENANAn7d1kOHmv0
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我對重視的人從來不吵鬧,對老師如是對那個人如是。19Please respect copyright.PENANAUUcxh3ViKr
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我一個人躲到洗手間哭了很久。19Please respect copyright.PENANA99dOGlkpj1
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她們回來後說找不到我,所以才自己走的。19Please respect copyright.PENANA03xmrPUziq
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謊天下之大話。19Please respect copyright.PENANAJVVzxRl0Nx
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可是我沒有說破。19Please respect copyright.PENANAcmEb6ZtY5L
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我沒說話。19Please respect copyright.PENANAurONRyRX61
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中四分班後,除了在上人類生物學,否則我們基本不聯繫,真相,我從來沒有告訴她們我知道。19Please respect copyright.PENANAcouUCZGLGD
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這幾天的雨都下得綿密,她們上音樂堂時我沒有去圖書館,反而坐了在操場的長椅上看雨,我非常喜歡雨的聲音,細碎得像分離了整個世界。19Please respect copyright.PENANANV7Daxa4ps
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李健偉叫著了我。19Please respect copyright.PENANAvG1rgpOCiO
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【妳怎麼坐在這裡?】他拿著一大堆文件走過長廊,見到我有點驚訝。19Please respect copyright.PENANAsVPr3Jau4X
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【逃學。】我說,看了他一眼。19Please respect copyright.PENANAcKzvN3HrEX
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他是不是我會喜歡的那種人?當然會是,高佻英偉,年輕俊秀,在學校是很多女生傾慕的對象,因為生得好看,所以如果不是在鹿登,大概我也真的會跟他試試看,可老師在,我不想節外生枝。19Please respect copyright.PENANAQtjQeSEAVV
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他眼中閃著微光,側著頭的微笑,而我懶懶的靠在牆上,像一隻瞇著眼的貓,但他很快快步的離開了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAAh2h3jRqpL
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大概過了5分鐘左右,李健偉的聲音再次出現在耳邊:【請妳喝東西。】19Please respect copyright.PENANA4L33ufIQKS
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他放下了一包豆奶在我身旁。19Please respect copyright.PENANAEHz16IeJM5
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【我可以認為你是搭訕嗎?】我摸了摸額頭,問。19Please respect copyright.PENANA7sPEAPV9E8
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他眼中探究的色彩更甚了:【老實說妳一點都不像中一新生。】19Please respect copyright.PENANA5UoGMdZDOv
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【那麼李先生覺得我像多大了?】19Please respect copyright.PENANAbzXeC9z4Mz
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他點了點頭:【你知道我?】19Please respect copyright.PENANAS8LZN0KQHI
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【這裡誰不知道你?】我又把注意放回雨中,我喜歡雨,最好是每天都這樣纏綿的下著。19Please respect copyright.PENANA2mv1Jo8LCR
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他坐了在我身旁,跟我一句沒一句的搭話,直到他離開,也沒有問我的名字是什麼。19Please respect copyright.PENANADIwcyLyYX2
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而那包豆奶,我帶了回家給弟喝了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAOLzEiuHrlu
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一星期後的分組報告交了後,我直接衝去校長室。19Please respect copyright.PENANA7NAjlViuFZ
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我問校長,當初的承諾還算不算數。19Please respect copyright.PENANAwPb6rGn4j4
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校長說當然,然後我就把MISS王迫我的這件事告訴他。19Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6qZrrmSfU
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他很愕然,因為MISS王不算是強硬派的老師。19Please respect copyright.PENANARX2A0OMPi0
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對,相較於朱佩玲老師,她簡直是綿羊,可她就是迫我了。19Please respect copyright.PENANA5XZrTLP8kM
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還以為我是小孩子嗎?自從我在那個人的陰影中爬起來後,誰都迫不了我!你盡管惹我生氣,保證你吃不完兜著走!19Please respect copyright.PENANAQM9xzQ0y3z
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我不高興了,既然反抗不了,那就魚死網破吧。19Please respect copyright.PENANAukJFKS9DVq
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校長說會找她談談,我說不用了,沒意思,我拿二個方便就可以了。19Please respect copyright.PENANA4AbxJKd7BZ
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校長示意我說說。19Please respect copyright.PENANAfeBLpu3vaL
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第一,我希望可以跟風紀一樣不要排隊進校,太多人一起迫來迫去,我覺得煩。19Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6kN9sRFRk
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校長說可以呀,他找校工告知一聲就行,好簡單。19Please respect copyright.PENANAKgpZwxzkmF
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第二,遇到我覺得需要思考的題目時,請讓我有獨立思考的空間。19Please respect copyright.PENANAG4Qt4s6ZFZ
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【什麼意思?】校長不明白。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGbXNnfucKP
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【就是我希望自己能選擇隨時缺席課堂。】那是藉口,目的校長自己會想得到。19Please respect copyright.PENANArt1YfF5DVA
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校長想了想,很快便笑了起來:【妳是一級特等生,當然能有自己的思考時間,不要太過分就好。】19Please respect copyright.PENANA7Y9CUG6FP4
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識時務者為俊傑。19Please respect copyright.PENANAqlxo1laYGi
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我不習慣控制自己的脾氣,也沒打算控制,有這個身份,妳以為妳是老師,我是學生就低妳一頭嗎?其實妳還不就是打工的。