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「喂。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmY3ArXnkc
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLK0TkhfhEx
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rMgtYidne
「我失戀了......」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQvUsHMvfC
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHf2iUBxlae
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcUtt1fL3L
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689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5dN6NMC1b
姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgfyVG7Y9c
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXMsX99hQ5
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689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6wxGEoimJ
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3voTRMF8H
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVd9vBerfSq
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauPcU757kx
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689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKOXPugaav
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiMYmd6cIY
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv64lo8tEN
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyp1NfsylO
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniHElErypd
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRomd8YFDhe
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6Mr7WI7Qa
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4CsDaZWz8
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLkvBesIEN
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg41klaz9zH
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekgoUcWdkc
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKa7ZuV4JQ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVw9nITgak
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzqqRnr68L
「我要一杯威士忌！」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cp2Z2lITG
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZwXsq2p4t
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmm7aZl9MK
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklxv9mKZy2
「先生你的威士忌。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8Qr9jqUkL
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0I7yQIuinh
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylk72WNoZv
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHHfa1i2ZG
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9VJNjKpSU
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmI5BRf04r3
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIaaYoFshQ
不妙，他超生氣的…689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJluDAVZAC
唰。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcX4CtyKcYw
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdu3AgzLor
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gY5z9dSXn
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT6bJljCkN
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqdbzzy97F
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkcSmFEoBz
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUG9MSFxbvV
「威士忌。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDtGINUnzA
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCIuONWgFg
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgSyC8hE0d
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UYeLz9a5S
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRdahzWS5V
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAR0WyhryfU
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR58bwywxFZ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5CpL8gTAx
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaza3HEa2z
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMv05jmYHm8
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItkIjjmzJp
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689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHqP1UHXTM
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vz2CoyS2a
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3OQ2a9He4
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBMXSotTQP
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLmmDX9dZu
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8eekm4o5v
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcQUQg96OM
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrTJrbgQ6y
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMTT9XyfIp
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AE2thYle1
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYM8f4sQHB
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtV871KBPdB
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpUX2ctXip
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53VkHL5k71
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAcobS5qbj
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPB67NqHIpL
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT19TM2NRV2
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5ZgAsLjP2
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOzARSB0pe
「嗚哇！」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIo5OJ1y2I
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzhf5RLUkg
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1VA5aySpY
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oe6rzhrjr
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8hZkm2OuK
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC24G1IxnYp
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡod2xTNO7Ie
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBlUpc5JqI
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JexTeOsvS
哇，眼睫毛好長…689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx023zqfOZ1
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iFsFUjHUd
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoVnxfafER
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z0xTgtFN9
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXo9YXV7Apx
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTV0eUP2A8a
…咦？689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53oR1cjDWp
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5z0IAj6GM
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCORoNwYNO
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQp86fwOkB
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFkcD7nW85
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbyQMh2yZi
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3L6R0Ygl1
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBeDTmjmQj
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyihXK5xf6
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMy7tj3t0I
「愛你，不可以嗎…」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglQKqV9xYi
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TBoZUB6kj
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYIYSOT1Z8
…他把我，誤認成誰了？689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6RrxRKalC
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M4FXvB849
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7f2iJNWfHS
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrACOPOaOD
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiX2LPyVYO
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wbvgA0J1R
他，沒有挽留。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgYPG6sIK0
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcy910VTekM
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5IytkBeau
□689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lbbeQVAEq
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2OrW5rPlH
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0ezXU50nK
我喜歡姜幸宇。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDqM4vBopN
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAY66CLUSC
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDC6D1Ug2s
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUySkjURHEp
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6iAScYub2
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBjEffVdBS
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2N7zmIb7af
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2LausSDQV
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCS3525u5JW
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7A7HJeUDsw
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUjtw5gyPh
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPmYVHlpjh
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xIwx05Vv7
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosikg3Y5zR
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsHYnZfNGZ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84wEugP42E
我愛上了姜幸宇。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgXvt8H2nR
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRd48qdgRhO
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PyGTdck2H
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegDfmgxiWY
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzqEcIy9Z8
□689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec453RnO0R
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEarBX2iTd
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6uSLCRnyL
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGxQ18zajo
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoXmQOHVJG
但，這並不是自己想要的…689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡib1NVFcORK
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1p6eG7wJ0
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigtEcTWS53
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUlh2kLO2p
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuahGTQqyJE
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IWxr805nx
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsuk0SanSx
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCVy3mbzaR
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Dle5sRE6O
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXk0XmqRxoP
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1SOXSLutd
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvhfpDRbnU
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFb8tE0HWo
「啪！」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzqJFUDUof
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyz5Akwq71
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6NMIKC3r8
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTHSc4cQZu
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iaNp6UMod
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
ns 15.158.7.108da2
