Sooooo heyyy everyoneeeeeeee this issue is gonna be a horrible excuse why I really haven't been updating or being on Penana lately.476Please respect copyright.PENANAXzWQu5lsdM
So a "little" life update and yes, yes I am listening to Atlantis sped up version on an hour loop as I write this.
So I really haven't been on here as we all can see but yeah I really haven't done anything but I did move so I've been busy with that and as I stated on a stream post but I'm often on Instagram so you can find me there @jadalations._ if you'd like to stay in contact. ( although I'm gonna go mia pretty soon )476Please respect copyright.PENANA5eKlp2JJ2W
I've started writing sonnets and just free verse poems on paper, it's not really a big deal honestly but I was writing them as drafts at first. But yeah I think I'm going back into a numb state of mind and depression, I haven't really been feeling life lately.476Please respect copyright.PENANAH873D5ORq7
I made a couple of new friends but I've decided to "ghost" this one guy I befriended it honestly wasn't him it was me but he was a nice guy who needed someone to fill the void for the time being, let's switch up the topic a bit.
I wrote a new poem yesterday as an attempt to be productive so it should be published shortly after this so that's cool I guess. Also school starts back in 10 days here where live so that's fun, but after several years of practically begging to go back in person my dad still isn't letting me go so I'm pretty bummed out about that.476Please respect copyright.PENANAwkWB92MBEm
Life has been pretty boring I honestly didn't do anything all summer but yeah I haven't talked to my boy best friend in a week so I really don't have anyone to talk to, but for some reason my best friend from elementary constantly reappears in my dreams and I haven't talked to her since middle school so that's pretty weird.476Please respect copyright.PENANAaG5NYM2wGF
I'm not sure what else to write so byeeee!
This is honestly a ton of words in which I wouldn't feel like reading if I wasn't the one who wrote this, so if you made it this far thanks for reading.
Even if you didn't I still appreciate that you decided to read this rant of mine.
Enjoy your day!
:)
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