19841218--19日记237Please respect copyright.PENANAxH2ZIZ206F
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1218237Please respect copyright.PENANADj9ywcFNO2
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在237Please respect copyright.PENANAoFzltmLXXA
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真237Please respect copyright.PENANAGWLWEAOZlP
237Please respect copyright.PENANA9xmpfn0nI9
不知怎的。237Please respect copyright.PENANAtjRIlYXuYd
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已237Please respect copyright.PENANAMeXOPEYMX2
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到237Please respect copyright.PENANAfsQkgpUbYz
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过237Please respect copyright.PENANA3oHr5f0CGM
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时又出现了,唉!237Please respect copyright.PENANAdefWtm9oQa
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1219237Please respect copyright.PENANA5KQiCRs18o
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。237Please respect copyright.PENANAFGBJfcfOf5
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐237Please respect copyright.PENANA2NtHM5rPX6
237Please respect copyright.PENANA2rUSANP51E
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改237Please respect copyright.PENANACdmwgs0pgI
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这237Please respect copyright.PENANAOWFVBk0iVX
237Please respect copyright.PENANAazi7svHZPk
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。237Please respect copyright.PENANA6IInEElGUl
237Please respect copyright.PENANA8cmIaw6mwD
19841220--21日记237Please respect copyright.PENANAe195OlTboD
237Please respect copyright.PENANAoe87f7KqFv
1220237Please respect copyright.PENANAGQmszft0uq
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团237Please respect copyright.PENANArPCe4pCzyP
237Please respect copyright.PENANAhYZCZEq0Rp
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们237Please respect copyright.PENANAIaKFK3RNWw
237Please respect copyright.PENANAjsnPrzX4CW
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态237Please respect copyright.PENANAgPI9el7lJC
237Please respect copyright.PENANAM7I70QT2wJ
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。237Please respect copyright.PENANARvzU0l9qB4
237Please respect copyright.PENANA1FqvQ1SfyP
1221237Please respect copyright.PENANAyol69NrPzN
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交237Please respect copyright.PENANAp6RDlxrIZW
237Please respect copyright.PENANAEMm2ORUbt6
,可今天星期五了。237Please respect copyright.PENANA7HP4PaRmeA
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他237Please respect copyright.PENANAnhdhHc61Bt
237Please respect copyright.PENANAqKeUVi1cB7
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。237Please respect copyright.PENANAINQXqqQMwI
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。237Please respect copyright.PENANAiunxTfZZk7
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向237Please respect copyright.PENANAO2z16oYSv2
237Please respect copyright.PENANAeN70L0ZlEo
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天237Please respect copyright.PENANAwlSVyCuCAA
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便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几237Please respect copyright.PENANAJXz8bF7ScS
237Please respect copyright.PENANAt6SrgFaSXD
次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说237Please respect copyright.PENANAkCp3Cnf0Bo
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:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:237Please respect copyright.PENANAZN7zWMjTaG
237Please respect copyright.PENANAH1JdnhelH3
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这237Please respect copyright.PENANA8lx9eknSE4
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时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。237Please respect copyright.PENANA15IDMwqSob
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19841222--31日记237Please respect copyright.PENANAUlMrlXX0CX
237Please respect copyright.PENANAB3yryOw4Cu
1222237Please respect copyright.PENANAYEd5UqNZYN
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈237Please respect copyright.PENANAREvcXvoBL7
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何,真不知怎的。237Please respect copyright.PENANAIsLyskCMeD
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1223237Please respect copyright.PENANA8qMB43zW6b
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。237Please respect copyright.PENANAl8II2Q8Dif
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1224237Please respect copyright.PENANAAsgggn3F9m
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。237Please respect copyright.PENANAMciT82wxNy
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1225237Please respect copyright.PENANA6fKkKbfpVT
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。237Please respect copyright.PENANAi0PbDdRGUd
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1226237Please respect copyright.PENANALhyVbqcBxq
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。237Please respect copyright.PENANA2TukE5AfGy
237Please respect copyright.PENANAXhD8uxx2UZ
1227237Please respect copyright.PENANAH6WAJuMoww
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕237Please respect copyright.PENANAAolrC5KXIW
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了。237Please respect copyright.PENANAa8btJTYxrW
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1228237Please respect copyright.PENANAeHVPxnaK9o
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。237Please respect copyright.PENANAH8WGTskmgE
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1229237Please respect copyright.PENANA4A1Cm22IdF
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好237Please respect copyright.PENANAdJXXGhLE69
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父237Please respect copyright.PENANAWA0iu2k4pE
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》,却不得入梦。237Please respect copyright.PENANAUNZCKEEeQx