19841218--19日记255Please respect copyright.PENANAG6NR7uLQBB
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1218255Please respect copyright.PENANAv886QJYaFd
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在255Please respect copyright.PENANAd5Cd0Afn3r
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真255Please respect copyright.PENANAIWyMMcLMo7
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不知怎的。255Please respect copyright.PENANAl5u6n6ABfq
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已255Please respect copyright.PENANAgEikColXWT
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到255Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4ylEXodsM
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过255Please respect copyright.PENANAsvbqgPYia9
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时又出现了,唉!255Please respect copyright.PENANAY0q1RxDOxo
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1219255Please respect copyright.PENANA55lSfJaoHn
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。255Please respect copyright.PENANAPSZJMAy8kF
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐255Please respect copyright.PENANAUa22nBY6PL
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锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改255Please respect copyright.PENANAh8vWduzwTH
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这255Please respect copyright.PENANAlZUyBrJPmD
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,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。255Please respect copyright.PENANAIbSPShNlIY
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19841220--21日记255Please respect copyright.PENANAxGvXrb9WSF
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1220255Please respect copyright.PENANAtIsLnmMZ8y
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团255Please respect copyright.PENANAsrU1rsNC0t
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支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们255Please respect copyright.PENANAlxQwotMD1t
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又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态255Please respect copyright.PENANAtMfEp2q4u6
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,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。255Please respect copyright.PENANArSzieZSINS
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1221255Please respect copyright.PENANAMmpyJwFrAn
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交255Please respect copyright.PENANANOOioSCGTu
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,可今天星期五了。255Please respect copyright.PENANASShrUz5RJx
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他255Please respect copyright.PENANAkZazA6nAQF
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很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。255Please respect copyright.PENANAI3ZT70Jr2N
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。255Please respect copyright.PENANANpnHtWwUs9
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向255Please respect copyright.PENANA1CKGFFyBLR
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我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天255Please respect copyright.PENANAOK98Vi9W7M
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便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几255Please respect copyright.PENANAbxvv3TuMnE
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次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说255Please respect copyright.PENANAlgJs8KknWX
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:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:255Please respect copyright.PENANAZo850JG2Iw
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“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这255Please respect copyright.PENANA0ogxagj3t1
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时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。255Please respect copyright.PENANAGX8lBFVv9A
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19841222--31日记255Please respect copyright.PENANAV3WAkFub1H
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1222255Please respect copyright.PENANAy4oSDf2l28
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈255Please respect copyright.PENANAzPjbIssQHB
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何,真不知怎的。255Please respect copyright.PENANApnsiYFzP3W
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1223255Please respect copyright.PENANAWq0nC2VpR3
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。255Please respect copyright.PENANAE2tI75A2MV
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1224255Please respect copyright.PENANAs0WMTcLK43
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。255Please respect copyright.PENANAOuz5PhoFFZ
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1225255Please respect copyright.PENANARZpfG3jE48
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。255Please respect copyright.PENANAjwblcb6AAg
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1226255Please respect copyright.PENANAqRpCPtvR51
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。255Please respect copyright.PENANADUUdwwoU60
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1227255Please respect copyright.PENANA4PtgaOWSuG
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕255Please respect copyright.PENANAh771XxMaOD
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了。255Please respect copyright.PENANAXVcLMop6WX
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1228255Please respect copyright.PENANAeygak9Ioar
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。255Please respect copyright.PENANA9FUz072xpl
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1229255Please respect copyright.PENANAcCQFCMCbfp
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好255Please respect copyright.PENANAz4cjDb5lWM
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父255Please respect copyright.PENANAsWeNoUZMad
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》,却不得入梦。255Please respect copyright.PENANAu9BYapsbpZ