19841218--19日记236Please respect copyright.PENANAmnPM4ulbzL
236Please respect copyright.PENANARVuEJHnuTy
1218236Please respect copyright.PENANA1kjA5expPR
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在236Please respect copyright.PENANArMGpNSHDi1
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真236Please respect copyright.PENANAPOZPSLzLFz
236Please respect copyright.PENANAsMZT287aOK
不知怎的。236Please respect copyright.PENANAzsbsAyr2Zb
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已236Please respect copyright.PENANACoahLeIuRZ
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到236Please respect copyright.PENANA0XR9wHz89V
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过236Please respect copyright.PENANAsf9xmLSoQ9
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时又出现了,唉!236Please respect copyright.PENANAItAU5Dtww2
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1219236Please respect copyright.PENANAbDrFA6Hqz9
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。236Please respect copyright.PENANA29KIbQEpsc
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐236Please respect copyright.PENANAZe9OIrhNP2
236Please respect copyright.PENANAswAwTd0Ks7
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改236Please respect copyright.PENANA3qZKz3Qcnq
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这236Please respect copyright.PENANAgHvtvVRt0P
236Please respect copyright.PENANA99vRSCHsOy
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。236Please respect copyright.PENANAK7ZKurm1nK
236Please respect copyright.PENANAlOON2ifydY
19841220--21日记236Please respect copyright.PENANAefjxBsYUca
236Please respect copyright.PENANAjyR7ZIz8x7
1220236Please respect copyright.PENANAm6x3V3J41I
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团236Please respect copyright.PENANArJWHNWAmWH
236Please respect copyright.PENANAcHPDH52HlK
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们236Please respect copyright.PENANAw57rkeonVW
236Please respect copyright.PENANA776G5RJA2w
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态236Please respect copyright.PENANAwaym2mvvWx
236Please respect copyright.PENANA1rRDfeHHkR
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。236Please respect copyright.PENANAsySsmmO7QZ
236Please respect copyright.PENANAyZcyxmZixM
1221236Please respect copyright.PENANAP0OB99V8u6
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交236Please respect copyright.PENANA8J5s8KkYBF
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,可今天星期五了。236Please respect copyright.PENANAYQCsc3i8KX
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他236Please respect copyright.PENANAzj9ohYRbxh
236Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9Rv2a5058
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。236Please respect copyright.PENANAgwslCW1y8t
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。236Please respect copyright.PENANAwRh5p0pQCE
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向236Please respect copyright.PENANAYdhP3hQrBm
236Please respect copyright.PENANAWW2fWBJBpr
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天236Please respect copyright.PENANA9ThceAO31b
236Please respect copyright.PENANARcq3ojyTwm
便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几236Please respect copyright.PENANACbRwAcoSsp
236Please respect copyright.PENANA3X0HYs7WsS
次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说236Please respect copyright.PENANABQ4jwGIZN6
236Please respect copyright.PENANABpxZYu9pn2
:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:236Please respect copyright.PENANAdidTeydEwx
236Please respect copyright.PENANAKw2urJBIsu
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这236Please respect copyright.PENANAWA8GrG1QRU
236Please respect copyright.PENANAHNWQF43c9y
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。236Please respect copyright.PENANArQHI2xtccD
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19841222--31日记236Please respect copyright.PENANA2rFZJeyZr0
236Please respect copyright.PENANAaoo3usHjcm
1222236Please respect copyright.PENANA5lKISS2BAA
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈236Please respect copyright.PENANAycIuDNMAAe
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何,真不知怎的。236Please respect copyright.PENANAIiKpsLgV1Y
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1223236Please respect copyright.PENANATHGjAPnut1
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。236Please respect copyright.PENANA8gNnuxwlJ0
236Please respect copyright.PENANA4FaEubgOdX
1224236Please respect copyright.PENANAF3T7tEnlMi
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。236Please respect copyright.PENANAbFcK5sOXKW
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1225236Please respect copyright.PENANAkINqYJTpte
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。236Please respect copyright.PENANA0jaWf9wB8H
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1226236Please respect copyright.PENANAddj4LRCKaJ
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。236Please respect copyright.PENANA5dH6Hz1xzw
236Please respect copyright.PENANAgwBIah5SsK
1227236Please respect copyright.PENANAkwisOcWNSt
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕236Please respect copyright.PENANAugBGC5WpRh
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了。236Please respect copyright.PENANA7C2xCdBpRH
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1228236Please respect copyright.PENANA3Q3wRWXIgd
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。236Please respect copyright.PENANAuF9YIz82Cv
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1229236Please respect copyright.PENANAYu6nFzJUcI
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好236Please respect copyright.PENANARoq8JbmGa7
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父236Please respect copyright.PENANAywatZGj9Mc
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》,却不得入梦。236Please respect copyright.PENANADOfm6xO07o