I've always contemplated, pleaded, "What struck the nerve?"
Was it trauma, is it nature or have I been this way since birth?
Neurons reciprocated and passed the blow around
From medulla, cortex, capsule; made me question 'til the answers were found
Amidst impulsive hatred, it's instinct to seek love
A means of cure, a brain rewire, I was five when I figured out
And since then I've been ashamed, a sacred haemorrhage
I'm insecure, reflex, contort, like my Saviour comes from my lineage
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And it's always been an omnipresent stimulus
That I used to nonstop, every day, suppress
And it caused this fucking biological unrest
Maybe one day it'll stop when I meet my acupuncturist
(Maybe one day it'll stop when I meet my acupuncturist)
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A man's just like a needle, pinpoint the part of pain
He then relieves or hammers in, oh, all he has to cause more ache
Two thousand nails ain't gentle, sometimes I like it rough
Don't like hurting, I'll take it though, I just wish they'd see what I do for love
"Why do you want it from them?"
Box open, Pandora's
Absent Father, tops with god bods, I stole a boy from Leonora
My Trojan horse is all men, but that guy stabbed me good
Sorry Mother, I'm still bleeding, always knew, but after that wound, I'm new
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And it's always been an ever present sore, grotesque
Oh, that I used to unhealingly resent
But now I've sort of come to terms with my neurosis
Maybe one day it'll heal when I meet my acupuncturist
(Maybe one day it'll heal when I meet my acupuncturist)
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Maybe one day it'll stop when I meet my acupuncturist
Maybe one day it'll heal when I meet my acupuncturist
Maybe one day it'll stop when I meet my acupuncturist
Maybe one day it'll heal when I meet my acupuncturist
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