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I don't think I loved you, but I was close to it
Am I too complaisant, too much of your antithesis?
I don't think I loved you, but now I wish I did
The world sat in my hands and generosity got rejected
Selfless acts are ruthless in strife of homeostasis
The world sat in my hands and crumbled with cathexis
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I don't think I loved you, but I'd begun to fall
Off the side of my earth, oh, now that you're just visceral
I don't think I loved you, start the reappraisal
Heart beat's perpetual, so what the fuck is real; what's fictional?
Selfish acts are useful, plummeting lackadaisical
Heart beat's perpetual, so not even death's final
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I don't think you loved me, but I'd re-reignite
Our lantern, our light and try my best to keep alive
I don't think you loved me, maybe that's why I cry
And it's fuel to my flames, gasoline, so masochistic tonight
But it put yours out, right?
Tell me, in me you can confide
And it's fuel to my flames, catastrophic in hindsight
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Is holding on just arson?
Am I being punished?
God, is love a sin?
No, then why did I have to lose him?
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I don't think you loved me, why am I too pretty?
I don't see what you see, incense is insecurity
I don't think you loved me, it's time to get skinny
Maybe I can love me, there's no spark, either way I'm still burning
I'm softer than cinder, how could it be me you envy?
Maybe if you love me, I'll stop being a Phoenix
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I don't think you loved me, but I wish that you did
Maybe it's the distance or maybe you don't give a shit
I don't think you loved me, two months go by so quick
But since the day you left it's been an eternity; hell handpicked
Each hour gets harder, the volcano's never dormant
But since the day you left the eruption's been constant
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I don't think I loved you, you've been such a dragon
The smoke comes from within, billowing I didn't smell it
I don't think I loved you, but I loved the idea
Of a relationship, which turned into magma all of my tears
My friends call me spineless, am I the one mythological?
When everything's timeless, reference what was the ideal
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Is holding on just arson?
Is he being punished?
God, is love a sin?
No, then why did it sting to lose him?
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I don't think I loved you, just sought stability
Conflagration succeed-ed, in a cycle never free
I don't think you loved me, I don't think you loved me
Just wanted to scorch me, was forever a possibility?
Stuck in some inferno, I should stop watching the blaze grow
You just wanted to scorch me
Forever was never a possibility
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(You just wanted to scorch me)
(I don't think forever was ever a possibility)
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