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I woke up and looked around. I was on Yael chest naked. The night before played in my head I don't even know how it happened one minute we were talking then his ass kissed me and that's all she wrote. I didn't regret shit though I was grown and haven't had sex in five years sue me. Shit it was good too.. real good. I got up to pee and got dressed to go home. Yael shit up.
"You were gonna just leave?" He asked.
"Yeah you're sleep so I was gonna head out." I said.
"I'll drive you." He said getting up in all his naked glory God damn this man was fine as hell. He went and got dressed and came out with some money.
"Fuck is this?" I snapped.
"Your payment." He said putting the money on the dresser. That shit pissed me off I just left that shit there. I don't know why it did but it pissed me off. Had me thinking I was confusing this role with real life and maybe I needed to back off.
It took me a few days before I called my therapist because emotionally I was at wat with myself. Yael has called me a million times in three days. Sent me a text today saying if I didn't answer the phone today that he was breaking in my house. His ass was off like fuck.
"Then on top of everything he wired the money so I couldn't send it back." I said.
"Beauty I don't see the problem did you not get hired for a role?" She said.
"I mean yes I did but I don't know it just made me feel cheap." I shrugged.
"Because you like this guy?" She asked.
"Why are you asking so many questions." I asked.
"You haven't been in a relationship in five years. When are you gonna stop taking care of everyone around you and take care of you?" She asked and I didn't say nothing. She had me there. I did like Yael but it went against everything I believed in. This was a role I don't know why I was having trouble sperating myself.
It was three in the morning and I had another one of my nightmares when I woke up. I turned on my light and opened my window so I could breathe. When I turned around there Yael was sitting at my ottoman.
"I told you if you ain't hit me back I was gonna come over here. Now why have you been ignoring me." He said.
"I have been busy." I shrugged and went out on my balcony.
"you been ignoring me on purpose not taking the money I owed to you. Making me wire transfer it. What is wrong with you."
"Oh you mean after we fucked like I was some common whore." I snapped.
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