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Its a normal day at my elementary school we are learning basic things and the kid in the corner is eating glue as elementary schoolers do. I had this friend named Emily. She was really nice and I remember how she would always color me giraffes out of all the coloring books. Giraffes were my favorite. I remember she liked ladybugs and my grandmother ways told me that ladybugs were good luck. I associated her with good luck and called her my lucky charm. One day it was snack time and we were outside. Me and her played Oreo which was rock paper scissors but you had to pretend to try to kiss or go out with the person of the winners choice. I won. I told her me, she was laughing and kinda said that I wasn't being serious. I said a game is a game and so she picked the kiss option and she got closer to me and she was going to stop I think but then I kissed her. She was surprised and looking back I'm surprised I kissed her. I tend to be a bottom. But this is in elementary school so I barely knew what a kiss meant. She was continually nice to me and I when we were in 4th grade i started to wonder if I had a crush on her. But when she told the story people started to make fun of us. She stopped talking to me and didn't want or like that reputation. I told myself it was weird to want to kiss a girl and belittled myself for it. I don't anymore. I learned a lot from that experience about myself.
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