好彩我今日都請左假，但都差唔多將啲AL用得七七八八，老細都開始間唔中的我入房問我搞咩...。而家夜晚六點，我訓左係床上面諗，我驚最近發生嘅事真係影響到自己，但我又抽身唔到，個心成日都諗住Nicole。呢種感覺就好似毒癮咁，你知道佢開始好影響到你正常生活，但問題係你發現你戒唔甩。我琴晚就算因為通左頂，朝早返到屋企好攰，但係我一合埋眼都係諗起Nicole。諗起佢最後係機場嘅背影，諗起佢話要我信佢究竟係咩意思，係咪佢要離婚，咁我又應唔應該等佢....不過就算唔講應唔應該，以我而家嘅狀態，我都會一直on99咁沉左係度....887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3kEJhycWy
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而家嘅我唔可以話係失戀，但同失戀冇分別。我記起上一次有呢種感覺係同Sophia分手，但嗰次更多嘅係嬲同想報復...。今次我唔會再犯上一次嘅錯，當初話要報復，想玩想搵人陪。但過左咁耐了，我得到啲咩？我唔可以比自己再係咁樣，但我都需要一個人去比我傾訴，唔係我覺得我真係會頂唔順。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQNjowLiBs
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「我收工啦，一齊食飯？」Rachel搵我。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1H6EBk6QZ
「我唔係好想出街..個人好攰」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mlPQvwG4W
「咁..下次？」佢話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMVFwR2hEP
「你介唔介意買嘢上我屋企食呀？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz021V3YO89
「嗯...都...OK嘅，但你屋企係邊頭？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQKPdXOn5n
「我send個location比你啦，你買嘢上嚟就得啦，我叫外賣」我話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrjHN7k07Q
「好啦，咁我而家過嚟啦」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo2QgcELTd
「嗯，你差唔多到同我講啦」我話。我share左個location比佢，過左半個鐘多少少，佢打比我。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplI4Ky33vJ
「喂？」我話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv9XvehPZz
「係咪XX大廈呀？你個location唔係好準」Rachel話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqULRXnHyT
「嗯，廿六樓Ｄ，樓下密碼係1234」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcE4vBWgVqZ
「好，你差唔多準備開門啦～」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZi7zAWfq7k
「OK，掰～」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW1kXeqGEB
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「叮噹」門鐘響，Rachel嚟了。我著住普通一件T恤加短褲去開門，一打開門就見到Rachel。佢好似有少少唔同左...靚左？...好似化多左妝，同埋髮型都唔同左，佢以前係齊陰，而家轉左斜陰。成個感覺就好似由一個可愛Type嘅女仔變左女神Type。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwfwsjWtzQ
「點呀文少～好耐冇見啦～」佢拎住個外賣笑一笑。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCztuMucjs3
「係呀..發生左好多嘢」我話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwfytaQJ1t
「所以我要企係度聽..？」佢講笑住咁講。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfpId90yh5
「哈哈，你快啲入嚟啦」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOE5gx7ACwK
「哇..估唔到你呢度咁靚喎」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwzFvO4eoL
「你唔係第一個人咁講啦～隨便」我話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJQ0eCxtr1
「我想去一去廁所」Rachel話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHF61mZ20Mi
「呢邊就係啦」我幫佢開左廁所門。佢入左廁所之後我幫佢拎左佢啲嘢食去飯枱，然後好簡單咁鋪左張枱，播左少少音樂。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbcyPUnuze
「哇，搞到咁浪漫咁呀～」佢係廁所出嚟。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SGmGWNfTJ
「冇呀，平時自己係度食飯都會播下歌，悶嘛。同埋我都好鍾意聽歌」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JERAFsZsu
「好啦，食完飯再聽你講你嘅嘢，我都有好多嘢想update」佢話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTBedG2Knc
「嗯，快啲食啦」我都將我岩岩叫嘅外賣係廚房拎返出嚟同佢一齊食。食完飯我執枱，而Rachel就坐左係梳化玩手機。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs6uybUN0q
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「好～你講先啦」Rachel撓住腳坐左係梳化望住坐係飯枱嘅我。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFyWz6hW8J
「唉..一言難盡，我諗我同Nicole真係冇可能」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sZpIvVOLS
「點解阿...你地去旅行嘈交？」佢話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtSIbUbOMf
「我有冇同你講過佢係結左婚」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxj9nQXSIOG
「...........冇..」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPfa2Gn0vI
「唉.......你介唔介意..？」我拎左包煙出嚟。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR3GA5aDv2
「唔介意嘅...但唔太鍾意..」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfItKlrtuN
「好啦咁我唔食」我收返埋包煙。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwpsLtVSlX
「我都唔知你有食煙..」佢有少少驚訝咁話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAsWzbfB3G
「我唔食嫁..係返左香港先食」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm03NkFKoHz
「...嗯..你繼續講..」佢講。我將我同Nicole嘅嘢一五一十咁同佢講哂，佢本身都知道一部份，而家再講埋淨低佢唔知嗰啲比佢聽。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36vrKkN6SL
「哇....我真係冇諗過係咁...好似電視劇..」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0HbOds5hO
「你覺得我係咪好蠢...明知係冇結果嘅但係都鍾個頭埋去」我話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWO8gXaVLg
「又唔係嘅...我覺得如果係我..真係咁鍾意一個人嘅時候，就算得1%機會會可以繼續發展，我都會試。因為我會覺得唔試我一定後悔..」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcmskpLVJI
「我嗰陣就係咁諗...但我今朝揸車返嚟嘅時候有一刻諗過，如果我冇咁沉佢...或者而家就唔洗咁痛...。我一直都以為自己唔會後悔我做嘅決定，但點解今次我真係有後悔嘅念頭。係..我同Nicole一齊好開心，但每次開心都係好短暫...。如果要我傷心幾個月去換幾日嘅開心..我真係唔知值唔值得..。你知唔知最心痛嘅地方係邊？」我話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FrFVPzonT
「唔」佢擰頭。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMvvRGWhPH
「係我接受唔到有另一個男人日日係佢身邊佔有佢，仲要佢對Nicole咁差。但我只係好似一個旁觀者咁咩都做唔到，你話我係咪冇撚用」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSkYVirM8a
「你唔好咁諗先啦..」佢嘗試安慰我。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3c0b5SKcc
「點樣唔咁諗....我根本冇資格同Nicole一齊...」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfH2anAgpOi
「....本身我諗住講我近排發生嘅事...點知你比我更加需要人安慰..」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7we0mP1wc
「唉算啦唔好講我了，我再講自己都就嚟癲，你講下你啦」我話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIofAzV9HUI
「我...前排咪跟左啲FD去Shisha飲酒嘅..」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqCvXmoB0L
「嗯..你唔好同我講你比人食左...」我話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8DMn0b0NW
「.....」Rachel無言。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSonVIqlE9A
「下！！真嘅？」我有啲激動。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Jy0BckhyK
「又...唔算係食左...」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLjug3xWBg
「咁姐係點..」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMaWTCb2V9
「姐係...冇食...但係.....又.....點講呢..」佢話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkKG6zfKqW
「有摸有錫咁？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNthu5EAJk1
「....嗯..」佢dup低頭唔敢望我，好似做錯事咁。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14DgS6oTX9
「....唉............」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTgLdy9vMs
「咁我嗰陣醉醉地...個男仔係咁話陪我..我見佢個樣正正常常...」佢話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGcscAKG2x
「但之後你地冇做啲咩嘅？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcytWuaOTj
「之後佢想帶我去酒店..但我拒絕左，就返左屋企..」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXMdipWGc5
「..咁都好啲..」我話。如果佢比人食左，我真係會鄧佢唔抵...比啲撚樣食..咁不如比我食算啦.....。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jLUIMliku
「但係佢拎左我wtsapp....近排係咁搵我想約我出嚟」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ350OunGvU4
「但你覺得佢點先？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQV0cCYi3w
「佢...點講呢..我又唔係鍾意佢，但又唔係特別抗拒..。可能係我之前未試過同呢種男仔相處...佢比到少少新鮮感我..但我又諗，既然都失左戀..咁有機會嘅話咪試下...」佢話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4JVS4aKxk
「你諗清楚呀，好多人都係失左戀是但搵人一齊，最後九成分手收場。如果你好彩遇到個好男仔，都算。但好多時遇到啲仆街，你到時喊都冇用」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oyHkd1Kym
「我..唔知..」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZdeuS9Nr8
「唉...估唔到到你面對呢啲問題了...」我話。之後我地沉默左一陣，我諗緊應該點幫佢解決...應該放手比佢試下跌下，定係保護佢等佢唔洗感受咁多愛情帶嚟嘅苦...。但聽完Rachel講，其實我自己都有少少反思。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVVbs7caI7
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愛情好似永遠有個輪迴走唔出去887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDymZsH69KR
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相遇、相戀、失戀、放縱、又再相戀...。呢個世界究竟有幾多人困住左係呢個輪迴入面，當你好彩走得返出嚟嘅時候已經浪費左好多青春。你發現自己已經唔再年輕，冇本錢比你再去揮霍，冇青春比你再去虛耗，冇機會比你再去尋覓一個人。但更多人去到中年仍然沉淪係呢個輪迴，結婚、生育、離婚、再婚，屢見不鮮，甚至乎害左自己嘅下一代。我好似睇得好通咁，但我知道今晚訓教嘅時候..一樣會諗起Nicole，只不過我唔想再傷害人，覺得向全世界女人報仇實在係太幼稚了。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCC15SP0DDf
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流淚行勝利道887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvjbzc6JrH
別再做愛情奴887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs5mlTPZk9
沒有另一半也願身邊各人都安好887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsIBpzMTqP
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流淚時要自傲887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexkrVBXmrT
別再為瞬間的愛情跌到887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnpWgsflok
寧願叫蒼生有明早887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXIG35qM6c
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