好彩我今日都請左假，但都差唔多將啲AL用得七七八八，老細都開始間唔中的我入房問我搞咩...。而家夜晚六點，我訓左係床上面諗，我驚最近發生嘅事真係影響到自己，但我又抽身唔到，個心成日都諗住Nicole。呢種感覺就好似毒癮咁，你知道佢開始好影響到你正常生活，但問題係你發現你戒唔甩。我琴晚就算因為通左頂，朝早返到屋企好攰，但係我一合埋眼都係諗起Nicole。諗起佢最後係機場嘅背影，諗起佢話要我信佢究竟係咩意思，係咪佢要離婚，咁我又應唔應該等佢....不過就算唔講應唔應該，以我而家嘅狀態，我都會一直on99咁沉左係度....905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZHI21SpHf
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而家嘅我唔可以話係失戀，但同失戀冇分別。我記起上一次有呢種感覺係同Sophia分手，但嗰次更多嘅係嬲同想報復...。今次我唔會再犯上一次嘅錯，當初話要報復，想玩想搵人陪。但過左咁耐了，我得到啲咩？我唔可以比自己再係咁樣，但我都需要一個人去比我傾訴，唔係我覺得我真係會頂唔順。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww3KZBm8dd
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「我收工啦，一齊食飯？」Rachel搵我。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXT76F9PfX8
「我唔係好想出街..個人好攰」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7mxcJ8KeI
「咁..下次？」佢話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFdOTNakxv
「你介唔介意買嘢上我屋企食呀？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iinht3RRe
「嗯...都...OK嘅，但你屋企係邊頭？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEgAyNe9Il
「我send個location比你啦，你買嘢上嚟就得啦，我叫外賣」我話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdPXoy4rjw
「好啦，咁我而家過嚟啦」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYwU5AYxrc
「嗯，你差唔多到同我講啦」我話。我share左個location比佢，過左半個鐘多少少，佢打比我。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwUih2nY4f
「喂？」我話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTaAHtZ9f4
「係咪XX大廈呀？你個location唔係好準」Rachel話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkotq3eBFx
「嗯，廿六樓Ｄ，樓下密碼係1234」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1Fx5Y6Q89
「好，你差唔多準備開門啦～」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmd4p14PcW
「OK，掰～」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQSzt3L7Bz
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「叮噹」門鐘響，Rachel嚟了。我著住普通一件T恤加短褲去開門，一打開門就見到Rachel。佢好似有少少唔同左...靚左？...好似化多左妝，同埋髮型都唔同左，佢以前係齊陰，而家轉左斜陰。成個感覺就好似由一個可愛Type嘅女仔變左女神Type。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTKxoPtLEr
「點呀文少～好耐冇見啦～」佢拎住個外賣笑一笑。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZAN9rvDmC
「係呀..發生左好多嘢」我話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlP8SU9dku7
「所以我要企係度聽..？」佢講笑住咁講。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHx3MD0aaP
「哈哈，你快啲入嚟啦」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHLYXqf2bU
「哇..估唔到你呢度咁靚喎」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02GTqpy4X1
「你唔係第一個人咁講啦～隨便」我話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwKNN0amfm
「我想去一去廁所」Rachel話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuFLr3VJp0
「呢邊就係啦」我幫佢開左廁所門。佢入左廁所之後我幫佢拎左佢啲嘢食去飯枱，然後好簡單咁鋪左張枱，播左少少音樂。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFEbc9pJpy
「哇，搞到咁浪漫咁呀～」佢係廁所出嚟。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiKptyF793
「冇呀，平時自己係度食飯都會播下歌，悶嘛。同埋我都好鍾意聽歌」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUs15Ouooyq
「好啦，食完飯再聽你講你嘅嘢，我都有好多嘢想update」佢話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw86Uin1Pld
「嗯，快啲食啦」我都將我岩岩叫嘅外賣係廚房拎返出嚟同佢一齊食。食完飯我執枱，而Rachel就坐左係梳化玩手機。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nje56HHnC
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「好～你講先啦」Rachel撓住腳坐左係梳化望住坐係飯枱嘅我。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpmHzxUYgs
「唉..一言難盡，我諗我同Nicole真係冇可能」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvy1Dz9FUgJ
「點解阿...你地去旅行嘈交？」佢話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkYYCnlkzT
「我有冇同你講過佢係結左婚」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAFUldhJJu
「...........冇..」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2nz4FQqyH
「唉.......你介唔介意..？」我拎左包煙出嚟。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJkxBZODxF
「唔介意嘅...但唔太鍾意..」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCEp6Sw9zh
「好啦咁我唔食」我收返埋包煙。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJjBspZgU7
「我都唔知你有食煙..」佢有少少驚訝咁話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3dQisglGc
「我唔食嫁..係返左香港先食」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9J7YM2o6z
「...嗯..你繼續講..」佢講。我將我同Nicole嘅嘢一五一十咁同佢講哂，佢本身都知道一部份，而家再講埋淨低佢唔知嗰啲比佢聽。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuj4BZBSme
「哇....我真係冇諗過係咁...好似電視劇..」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSsBCWXv3t
「你覺得我係咪好蠢...明知係冇結果嘅但係都鍾個頭埋去」我話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq5AWEljQs
「又唔係嘅...我覺得如果係我..真係咁鍾意一個人嘅時候，就算得1%機會會可以繼續發展，我都會試。因為我會覺得唔試我一定後悔..」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4acUbdg9Gw
「我嗰陣就係咁諗...但我今朝揸車返嚟嘅時候有一刻諗過，如果我冇咁沉佢...或者而家就唔洗咁痛...。我一直都以為自己唔會後悔我做嘅決定，但點解今次我真係有後悔嘅念頭。係..我同Nicole一齊好開心，但每次開心都係好短暫...。如果要我傷心幾個月去換幾日嘅開心..我真係唔知值唔值得..。你知唔知最心痛嘅地方係邊？」我話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98AjSfCdPI
「唔」佢擰頭。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwieecjPctW
「係我接受唔到有另一個男人日日係佢身邊佔有佢，仲要佢對Nicole咁差。但我只係好似一個旁觀者咁咩都做唔到，你話我係咪冇撚用」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIupk4smAv
「你唔好咁諗先啦..」佢嘗試安慰我。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdNrmylaQm
「點樣唔咁諗....我根本冇資格同Nicole一齊...」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFS6O9UL49
「....本身我諗住講我近排發生嘅事...點知你比我更加需要人安慰..」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2ZUfMFNHe
「唉算啦唔好講我了，我再講自己都就嚟癲，你講下你啦」我話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IqnCVWP7f
「我...前排咪跟左啲FD去Shisha飲酒嘅..」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81pSp1gh14
「嗯..你唔好同我講你比人食左...」我話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNR1ZzcNSK
「.....」Rachel無言。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO1UXuxPlI
「下！！真嘅？」我有啲激動。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxddMLSi29j
「又...唔算係食左...」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3E8HTtjgVC
「咁姐係點..」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRW7RJQ508
「姐係...冇食...但係.....又.....點講呢..」佢話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UYPyKRd62
「有摸有錫咁？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJpgkIOqmR
「....嗯..」佢dup低頭唔敢望我，好似做錯事咁。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEBFe7p7H7
「....唉............」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDLR8YAdyk
「咁我嗰陣醉醉地...個男仔係咁話陪我..我見佢個樣正正常常...」佢話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xATzFCKmG
「但之後你地冇做啲咩嘅？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡescGHJCtIN
「之後佢想帶我去酒店..但我拒絕左，就返左屋企..」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhfyfnYzhl
「..咁都好啲..」我話。如果佢比人食左，我真係會鄧佢唔抵...比啲撚樣食..咁不如比我食算啦.....。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FI84fOWk5
「但係佢拎左我wtsapp....近排係咁搵我想約我出嚟」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4IV9t3db4
「但你覺得佢點先？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ825W6ohbJf
「佢...點講呢..我又唔係鍾意佢，但又唔係特別抗拒..。可能係我之前未試過同呢種男仔相處...佢比到少少新鮮感我..但我又諗，既然都失左戀..咁有機會嘅話咪試下...」佢話。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnubeyZ8PJ
「你諗清楚呀，好多人都係失左戀是但搵人一齊，最後九成分手收場。如果你好彩遇到個好男仔，都算。但好多時遇到啲仆街，你到時喊都冇用」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5icd2jWmil
「我..唔知..」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hHBNJTRTv
「唉...估唔到到你面對呢啲問題了...」我話。之後我地沉默左一陣，我諗緊應該點幫佢解決...應該放手比佢試下跌下，定係保護佢等佢唔洗感受咁多愛情帶嚟嘅苦...。但聽完Rachel講，其實我自己都有少少反思。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJ3XOehGvQ
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愛情好似永遠有個輪迴走唔出去905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPP0oXu0DrT
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相遇、相戀、失戀、放縱、又再相戀...。呢個世界究竟有幾多人困住左係呢個輪迴入面，當你好彩走得返出嚟嘅時候已經浪費左好多青春。你發現自己已經唔再年輕，冇本錢比你再去揮霍，冇青春比你再去虛耗，冇機會比你再去尋覓一個人。但更多人去到中年仍然沉淪係呢個輪迴，結婚、生育、離婚、再婚，屢見不鮮，甚至乎害左自己嘅下一代。我好似睇得好通咁，但我知道今晚訓教嘅時候..一樣會諗起Nicole，只不過我唔想再傷害人，覺得向全世界女人報仇實在係太幼稚了。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50vnAJDDn3
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沒有另一半也願身邊各人都安好905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMBzvA8EDA
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