Today was not such a great day. I had a bad dream about arguing with a friend I had cut out last year. And I decided to let 'THE PAGES AHEAD' be. If it has to go , it could and if it has to stay , then fine. Sure I had put in 2 years but I can't waste anymore time. Its been more than 15 days since my vacation started. I still have to get this done, mail that and do a billion things more. 132Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8g5GD8uMMV
I was so sure of this time being like the absolute dream. But I guess I put up many expectations. Do have to start from square one , with a bit more of effort but its okay. At least I get to have this. I can't imagine how I went through the previous school year, my last school year.
There were tests every Sunday, projects , practicals , mock tests. And that last set of exams. God , they were the worst. I could not eat on the mornings of those tests cause I was so anxious. My lips are still chapped due to me picking on my skin. Get nightmares of giving the tests and finding out the results.
I do waste a lot of my time though , always end up not doing the things I was supposed to do. But its okay for me and my not existence to do list. I don't bother writing that anymore. I am usually a very driven person. I think its just a burnout that's been due since the summer of 2021. So, everything is fine and under control.
I am currently starting up the work of making a vest for myself. Just so that I have something on my portfolio to start with. I will start posting everyday so that I am a tiny bit more productive with my time.BYE .
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