We looked at each other, Estelle and me. Neither of us spoke a word, but we knew exactly what this meant. The second Megan stepped away from out of sight, Estelle jumped me and kissed me so hungrily I thought she’d bite me. Her tongue tried to find every place on my lips and inside my mouth, my hands felt up everything I reached. She pushed me on my back and crawled on top of me.
"I want you, Ally…" she said, breathing heavily. She leaned in and kissed me again. She moaned against my lips when I grasped her ass and squeezed it. She kissed me again, then my cheeks, then my neck. I almost yelped when her lips danced on the skin on my neck. She pecked and licked my neck, then moved to the front, just under my throat.
She unbuttoned the first two buttons on my shirt and pulled it downwards enough to reveal my bra. She kissed my chest hungrily and her hands danced around me. I moaned softly and wrapped my legs around hers.
"Estelle…" I breathed out softly. "Estelle, I want you too. I want you so badly…!" I said and wrapped my hands around her neck and pulled her closer. She buried her face between my boobs and licked me. It felt so good. It felt so good to be needed, to be wanted.
I slipped my hands under her shirt and caressed her back, then followed her bra straps to the front and feel my way around her boobs. My fingers found her hard nipples, and I flicked them gently. She gasped aloud and fell on top of me. I kissed the top of her head and squeezed her closer with my legs. I managed to slip my fingers under her bra and felt her boobs. She was so soft, so unbelievably soft skin. I felt myself getting excited from touching her.
She pulled on my bra and managed to slip my boob out of it, then she beelined for my nipple and sucked on it. "Haa…" I gasped out aloud. I swallowed and my eyes rolled upwards. Her lips and her tongue on my nipple felt heavenly. I rocked my hips against her and wrapped my hands around her back. I just wanted to fuck her so badly. I wanted to tear our clothes away and just eat her all up.
We heard the toilet flush and jumped up. I buttoned my shirt, Estelle was trying to get her boobs back in her bra. I straightened my skirt and Estelle her pants. Megan stopped at the doorway and put her hands on her hips. "Alright. Spit it out, you two!" she said. "What IS up with you? You look like two elementary schoolers who have just been found out with candy in their mouth and the wrappers in their hands."
I looked at Estelle, who was blushing almost as much as me. Her hair was messed up and her bra strap was visible from under her shirt. She grinned at me sheepishly. I put my face in my palms.
Alright, maybe it’s time, but this is going to get really embarrassing. I might as well get it out when Estelle’s here… I looked at her and nodded. She raised her eyebrow at me and looked questioningly towards Megan.
I nodded. "Yeah, might as well do it now, she’ll notice soon any way…" I said and put my face back into my palms. "You do it. I can’t."
I heard Megan make a questioning grunt. "Huh?" she said. "What are you going on about? What will I notice? Alanna Miles, talk some sense!" she said. I heard Estelle shift. I felt my ears getting hot and I must’ve looked redder than a bottle of ketchup.
"You know, Meg," she said, and I heard the grin. My god her self-esteem was so much higher than mine. She could do something like that without sounding so awkward, unlike me. "I warned you," she said. "I told you, you should’ve believed me. I wasn’t joking," she said and chuckled.
"What? Warned me about what? What is going on?" Megan said and stepped closer. She was standing behind the table that was in front of the couch. I felt Estelle move, and she sat right next to me.
Oh god. This is it. I’m coming out as gay to my sister. And her friend is going to tell her about us. Oh god oh god oh god. Is this what they mean when they say gay panic? This is what they mean when they say gay panic. Oh god.
Estelle put her hand over my shoulders and pulled me closer. "I told you I’d steal your sister…" she said. I heard Megan gasp and slap her hand over her mouth.
"Este…" she said. "You don’t mean…" she said and sat down on the couch opposite of us. "Oh, my goddess… And you…?" she said.
I felt Estelle nod. "Yeah. I’ve…" she said and took a deep breath. I moved my hand on top of hers and squeezed it slightly, then leaned on her. "I’ve liked your sister since I saw her four years ago. And then occasionally on the video calls. And what you told me about her. I realize this is just what you talked about earlier and it wasn’t your cup of tea, but I’m crazy about Ally. I think I love her, Meg," she said.
I bolted up, then looked straight into her eyes. Love, she said? I mean I’ve fancied her for a long time too and she seems to be really wonderful, but love…? Her eyes were so tender, her expression so gentle. Her lips slightly curved upwards. In that single moment, she looked more beautiful than I’ve ever seen anyone look. I thought ‘fuck all this, I think I love her too’, leaned in and kissed her gently.
"Our feelings are mutual, Megan," I said and felt Estelle shudder as she squeezed my hand tightly. "I know we’ve only known each other for a short while, but she’s… she’s everything I’ve ever wanted. She exactly my type, she’s—-" I said but Megan interrupted me.
"Okay hold up," she said. "You have a ‘type’? Since when? I mean this wasn’t something Estelle made you do?" she said. I heard Estelle chuckle, and I turned to face Megan. She was looking so confused, so lost. I almost felt sorry for her.
"Definitely not," I said. "Megan. I’ve been gay for years. Why do you think I never got a boyfriend? I’m not a supermodel, but I’m not half bad looking. It was by choice, Megan. I don’t want a boyfriend," I said and put my hand over Estelle’s back. "I want her, Megan," I said.
"Oh. My. God," Megan said and slumped down on the sofa. "I have a gay friend, yeah. I can handle that. But you tell me I have a gay little sister? And you... you... oh my god, I can’t believe I’m saying this aloud. You... fancy her? Estelle? You want to... ah, no, not gonna happen. I’m not saying that aloud," she said and looked more awkward than Estelle and I did a moment ago.
"Just accept it, Meg," Estelle said. "Like you and Thomas, Ally and I wanna do the naughty," she said and grinned at Megan. She was enjoying this entirely too much. I must admit now that I’ve gotten it out, and I saw her getting more embarrassed than me, I was starting to enjoy it too.
"I’m not a child, Megan," I said to her. "You don’t have to save me from this. This is my own choice. I want her, Megan. Please don’t reject me, or us." I chuckled. "We’re not going to run to your bed and fuck like bunnies if you were afraid of that."
"Yeah, we’ll do that in my room," Estelle said without dropping a beat. I heard Megan gasp and jump up.
"I can’t take this now!" she said and stood up. "I’m going to my room for a bit. I’ll be back soon, please don’t... don’t.. urgh. Just.. just. Nevermind. Just clean up afterward," she said and walked away.
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