I'm done with caring. Done with hating, loving, crying. Just done. I see him, but now he's just somebody I used to know- someone I don't want to know, someone I'll never let in again. Someone who helped force me to build a wall. Someone who destroyed my trust in everyone. Someone I can never trust again. Someone I miss, but who is long gone. Someone who will never come back.
But at least I can deal with it now. Sure, it took a little while, but I'm finally done with him. First real crush, first real heartbreak. First real stopped caring. Sure, I still want to punch him sometimes. That's the way I feel with most of the boys in my grade.
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