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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKGoTrC4J0
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FmnPuKWUE
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMs9eCKkzGq
到了下個路口162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkJBDq8DnB
看見我一動也不動的站在原地162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzSgdFlq3m
走近才發現 我看到的景象，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRk9RQaaH8V
那正是我暗戀的學長162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96QI8eSqUB
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBeMCQJAk9
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泰亨大步地走向我，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlo92t1e5q
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUxtZ5zhWB
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjIfwxBcZ1
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S43xTlV49
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDBF1LW5Hf
我將他的手慢慢移開162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotZf2r30aX
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCitI4LN1pF
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs94WbuKk90
逞強地假裝好像沒事，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsEzJcpp4F
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHTNVqIfoU
已經出賣了我...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9Qxz8uLOm
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我們站在冰櫃前，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTcKgLj4tc
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRhKWPBDTH
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWIXd23cpX
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzhXFyzByq
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5h0XxHn5SC
忽然學長從門那走了進來，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPpHqAQV7a
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xQva6CeJl
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnMr957Pmg
「學長好。」我說，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpC8Ynts5uT
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfEeRIWd63
-162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriqGAjcYRW
「共36塊。」店員說，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnbcJlCkzN
我打開錢包，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWry91CQvmS
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoa5ywDcl1
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9MmEo7szW
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwt2S4qw08
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0iZ98YUpk
-162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZiGOnkWoY
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWroqRF5jv
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAthwbBuOi
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmExNFx4iv
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn48xSaXw9Z
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoTG7VBKoG
他也跟著看著前方162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhewpKU8Otw
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當再次轉過來時162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfhHUPzaR2
我的眼淚已直直地落下，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2tKDq2VIU
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX394Ub0Ef0
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8u1o1Rohwc
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ461XuZRNeL
感覺平時不太會安慰人...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKT6g94wDLr
-162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOy2oi3GUi5
突然我拿起手機給他看162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbINcUqaIc
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDekg1Muh5V
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCiLJFzAjH
我又哭得更大聲了......162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXogHr836cz
看到我哭到不能自己，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSCyZ4vI2i
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamqT2uogAs
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzZ7WlJepW
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL9U4vjjrf
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj40GRFg7Gp
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnO5X4LXuZZ
-162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xEguW6tVp
「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbVqBUmDsf
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVBchuXeiC
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6Uc1QC8dT
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWwq1UFork
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4I6kUUaUx
「我們都沒做錯什麼」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZezkeyJkxX
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErzPNefsWR
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL5zAnmVS0
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSA6cS0v9Z
-162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiZCLQsHFZ
泰亨聽著我所說的，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVMGccVGZo
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPV55c0WBZl
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDTtR7tZP4
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXw3rHg2kHA
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjfqxGYrii
-162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nTw9bYtMx
我又再次哭紅了雙眼162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgR8cdK4CMX
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxfD9I8Ykx
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZWClqIL4v
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgishIfiZo8
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzE2t9BQgL
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HcO9TDQYH
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFID3h02Ow
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJFRu0yFmW
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZWNE2t3K9
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPolfDypmCq
「要不要我送你？」，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMKOgirSJg
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoYnWX9X5s
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8HvSxGSPS
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayUVctLNDH
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYtaE4XbNE
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回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgT6ySRRmQO
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsrhFC7LPB
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VH8UKXNov
他們倆不解地看向房那，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQH6JUjp2BM
二哥的房門 微微開了...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhPDJ0Szal
-162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzMlzF8TDD
我又趴在書桌上哭了會，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKIcz7fgru
哭累了就睡著了，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡea2H8GMTIB
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTILJnEGR4U
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFm5RKLN6ou
-162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXD0xaB31q
小的時候 只要我傷心、難過162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh4ZdoSSio
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkBVp0harC
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHz1XXAZZf
長大後 看不見黑影了，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEf15rPdC2
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6orYhWdPk
因為一直不知道是誰給的，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu470bguJO
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eCx8dLJ02
-162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBRePywfR5
隨著年紀增長162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGe0f5Eimm
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrXLQsj8q2
假裝著自己沒事，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdPAHPyEkU
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDE3eFVOJnn
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOuaPDwYbn
看著手中的棒棒糖，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDazK7HrtLx
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLeWHOWMhw
- - ->162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO67EClUCK
這個禮拜只要去社團練習，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxV4j0TANQF
就會看見他們在那放閃，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkb19o3eIni
對沒錯 是社對。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBru8JnRaY
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcCugQfnh8
假裝著自己毫不在意，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbugT3QBf5
其實心裡破了一個洞...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxw4ondgdy1
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那天泰亨回去後想了很多，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUARGjlztj0
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrG0WA17mGO
「哥，我想作曲」。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCVBk9LzkB
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DFKCCs7HN
我點進去聽了，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbCPVenSJ3
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqO2QBq0vW
閉上眼 靜靜地聽162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n0Nn5U3y0
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKorOw8n3G
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一轉眼就到了舞會當天，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHd3hfp79u
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVpXPQOW9k
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ehKrUYjAC
主詞人說道，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyNUvaXEaJ
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9C236DBjVD
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVpgErGuIL
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0F8CPD9XX
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UtKNeqjuH
-162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI52kPxYaW3
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0St0S89D55
「我自己跳」我說，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡld5RKXAv4Z
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tTpgb762j
一個人也能做得很好...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgTxiJT7hj
-162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfaQla20v7
音樂即將播下，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdobgYFBh7
我看著會場中央的大門162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9cGdFZWcj
有一絲光線射入......162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkM4SO2A3mB
-162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKskYlicooV
-162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LAvfAEs3N
-待續...162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0iRon4q1T
