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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jTNbM9DmV
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMs5gLDWNb7
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIYAc7QDN4
到了下個路口178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLX9PK30Wz
看見我一動也不動的站在原地178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VmXzWtVKP
走近才發現 我看到的景象，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WATXKrChh
那正是我暗戀的學長178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm73wtdf9sv
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyrA61Qk5m
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泰亨大步地走向我，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYZdSxrple
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjTVaGOPok
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhOECpe2g2
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9nxyb2I7O
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmIR8Gez5m
我將他的手慢慢移開178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6XG8yZbuS
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡai0Rwj2JIN
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5bIk7JLi3
逞強地假裝好像沒事，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWuk4ZB0wp
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUmXPTDP27
已經出賣了我...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkwuKymdr7
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我們站在冰櫃前，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO4767sTic
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmYKVTHp4V
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3qZOqqqga
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75mUwlh37w
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4mhhyCEyJ
忽然學長從門那走了進來，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZVOwjLxCe
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcdRPMcQQq
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamIQJmOb48
「學長好。」我說，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa2WiaUxA4
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0OjaYKb7p
-178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsC7zEINPql
「共36塊。」店員說，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3DPGROguY
我打開錢包，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmosLa9F1N
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBv4E7RIRH
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7L44kBrUN
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBVradWjgv
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUq1OcYOjYG
-178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJpArOB90e
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3riJ9xHWeu
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DJTAcHy5r
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYAUhifCdR
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KsBIKzCy8
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1szNuWBdx2
他也跟著看著前方178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXprI72zza
-178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZRmbGnqkM
當再次轉過來時178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb5f0PtSvw
我的眼淚已直直地落下，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscF01EBlM0
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLilSnPe60
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChaE0uOZne
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5ydL5FsWS
感覺平時不太會安慰人...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsrO7TezOM
-178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0UOh48Oxi
突然我拿起手機給他看178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DqQ8A5MaY
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDPzi4sGLI
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yedF7iLTy
我又哭得更大聲了......178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOj7JWyAWNU
看到我哭到不能自己，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8MnjUnxYi
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfLG4wIyJN
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz21e0Fq2DG
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhszj22JfJW
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZMnfWoymz
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUQzH9XfQZ
-178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3Ns42OobJ
「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3AYrY0Is0
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwskxbpFCvD
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAx28GCjPMS
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqA1Aq9EW2G
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWifLBOuVQ
「我們都沒做錯什麼」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVCGAY8KGJ
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYsX3EBhvh
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfScZkKtGDC
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYsxm6F3bC
-178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSFTqYHflp
泰亨聽著我所說的，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2vPypcsGE
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiUEmlejXf
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLWn11xa9r
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTHOtY3qy7
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbiZ3NqD7o
-178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyS0BYNIIh
我又再次哭紅了雙眼178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ekr40JMEm
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBBTa0nx3j
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81KhiCF7SA
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipLz8yiv0f
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aL3y4WPHA
-178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7acuO02dc
又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87AHZR4DMP
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrAoRHA1VC
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2Ijr0Q0o3
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvzgCsfboq
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKd4QGaaQt
「要不要我送你？」，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmPGYHXoHG
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1pMI7aqFJ
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68YpvTgMfq
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSfTz1HSCr
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zBaNF0akW
- - ->178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8r6OPzBcu
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrqhPc0tQi
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxowpZSSec
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1z3njnCq6R
他們倆不解地看向房那，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFifjTz2sPQ
二哥的房門 微微開了...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWls3Tv3Qmh
-178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZpkTi5pkG
我又趴在書桌上哭了會，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgYxtr5ydM
哭累了就睡著了，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzbKAGW9Lr
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsDpXW0Shv
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlImiLdLrl
-178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAosBYCqiku
小的時候 只要我傷心、難過178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbNyXTE6kk
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdUTulC5NF
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5tBb6IGJC
長大後 看不見黑影了，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVGClkHspL
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcQgIZN972
因為一直不知道是誰給的，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcbFLMFz59
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKRlj9p1Be
-178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSNZNMh2la
隨著年紀增長178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO2LqirAfy
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErZupf3IrC
假裝著自己沒事，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46DHYIHbO2
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl66whTxADl
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBz5113J00K
看著手中的棒棒糖，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pasWnzJ5Z
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANXRVh2Djh
- - ->178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjjXtjj9bY
這個禮拜只要去社團練習，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRJb4kzXWe
就會看見他們在那放閃，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Yoivt3uu0
對沒錯 是社對。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g65cFNNWN
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSK2DOcAYN
假裝著自己毫不在意，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCW8bq4R1Qw
其實心裡破了一個洞...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2p32A8bIW
- - ->178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ub4sOFaMV
那天泰亨回去後想了很多，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7xrmUkFYI
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAxxXTPfcn
「哥，我想作曲」。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuNwiJooOX
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyqg6ghyWf
我點進去聽了，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoEW9PxVSM
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUU7yKlP12
閉上眼 靜靜地聽178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSL0HFPdaH
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndfsejWpWM
- - ->178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuL68C2HbzW
一轉眼就到了舞會當天，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOat0oMEhxP
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlr3ytyfkkG
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVimcE75vK
主詞人說道，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeB6qdE9ij0
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0S2zcn7HB
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SnKuLidIK
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJHTZeZHIS
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJHEHjVkGJ
-178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4abaBuXO4p
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HzyZgcAGc
「我自己跳」我說，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQc8ssZ5uDn
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyYQUHHatP
一個人也能做得很好...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGdb8RBmPA
-178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonAXyswfIs
音樂即將播下，178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mZCo3VeIw
我看著會場中央的大門178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaZ6EssszQ
有一絲光線射入......178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfS5lt68a0U
-178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnD6cATPiG
-178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLL7w9RHuH
-待續...178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDOzIq1EH7
