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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUIz0Mk7yU
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTZhMv3IDS
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraSU0j32x1
到了下個路口161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawvFYDqRYF
看見我一動也不動的站在原地161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVilbVYO2pk
走近才發現 我看到的景象，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiLuW9m2n9
那正是我暗戀的學長161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx5V1Q0CHN
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqXVeXwIBd
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泰亨大步地走向我，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKlXiW35Tq
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQa4P1rIGK0
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9xtwICIix
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumVWg6xjMM
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyUNmvhVpI
我將他的手慢慢移開161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFLCcYT1A9
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qhCwclhia
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeinU6LUIGZ
逞強地假裝好像沒事，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEcosokfdZ
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNwcO5Eeuu
已經出賣了我...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkLwGHs0Xx
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我們站在冰櫃前，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6d9zVdO31
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcls9n7qBUx
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntQismvyf7
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oz8BCbCQK
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmly6Tlvqg
忽然學長從門那走了進來，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotByDAUJmA
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHS7JFoJhi
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMk8RtBE6c2
「學長好。」我說，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aO5dxJDVJ
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFLeGsqo1J
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「共36塊。」店員說，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFTUWPzDuA
我打開錢包，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvUfSBhTE5
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAZZQu8eDB
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzVgHASs8i
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWcZ1EwBpz
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtUCD9mpsH
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我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2PhoaEUN7
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbSJGAoKxk
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDIlZu3BX4
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9kVXg4Y49
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qG8XnwqIH
他也跟著看著前方161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCSuqQ3WYJ
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當再次轉過來時161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDQqRvCuws
我的眼淚已直直地落下，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFufzUmRMl
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ452v4VXhD7
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCX9zaoXrs
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4uczMEOpY
感覺平時不太會安慰人...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR8QusyfQV
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突然我拿起手機給他看161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3R6YXv0YL
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxmWgqfHyd
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15Riroucug
我又哭得更大聲了......161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdUiiHwfJr
看到我哭到不能自己，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzWfiF7yyB
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxGd6hNY4D
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn86N7Z95m2
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbvL2jnj1v
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzAT0wwO1W
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBqedXIaAa
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「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiM8TRY5ma
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWQOtjbOui
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcfBitJC33
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9gSydsefR
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfeFqL16W8
「我們都沒做錯什麼」161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBU9L8TOlt
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAdGUXIJCt
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCsm6AxNAw
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCY959t6vPA
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泰亨聽著我所說的，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVkxxtLm37
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEUwJ51GTz
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8RSkcwMSO
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTQvTvJVY4
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzDZ7CYBUr
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我又再次哭紅了雙眼161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0j3T2dqxl
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhETYOmvTD
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7u3GExAxH
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF16c1RT7ih
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN8fMz792z
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2iwKovn4R
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul6ZIuEEfP
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIeq4Kia4N
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXmTEJstfe
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvyEN7P9Wt
「要不要我送你？」，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwNAjFx4A2
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZYP5gnMyy
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5fNpp8Gps
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVmckEF6jp
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeWVTeqMiM
- - ->161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1deKXwBUxF
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVZiVRBGxM
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjj9Ky0g1p
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rFjp7gnE7
他們倆不解地看向房那，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROWqgrkybE
二哥的房門 微微開了...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPID4SIQ7ze
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我又趴在書桌上哭了會，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsEKiJcXNf
哭累了就睡著了，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3d18AqcVJ
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLu2HjA5lR7
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXH7RukkHuk
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjh8Xbtnnod
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNx3go8yRw
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkYPvvHrFb
長大後 看不見黑影了，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5ucnGaDyM
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbWztYEgpg
因為一直不知道是誰給的，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwjfJCOZNM
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uKtpxYz3i
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隨著年紀增長161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGXtkZsxSJ
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXgGtP2u7J
假裝著自己沒事，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92XkdaF9ho
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKVrWj1U3E
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjsoWjPSMr
看著手中的棒棒糖，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcSxfy909z
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhqeiOXTA0
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這個禮拜只要去社團練習，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpatwxsnkm
就會看見他們在那放閃，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdd8ue2gHM
對沒錯 是社對。161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLqWQMAIZp
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ySQ4dweDS
假裝著自己毫不在意，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡismKm0K2SM
其實心裡破了一個洞...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqu7IGZzqKf
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那天泰亨回去後想了很多，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdVSOBplUT
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCSgVNQDEO
「哥，我想作曲」。161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJczhI4bWI
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFj1TV3hr0
我點進去聽了，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQOJnA7kyx
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBVMaGd0v2
閉上眼 靜靜地聽161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOkPNy4DCx
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQHwgGMQty
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一轉眼就到了舞會當天，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNeeiVsiDq
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMt4mpHleK
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKTVAGZmIx
主詞人說道，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4oialpyRT
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfG7BDFpXts
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjEoDOiTku
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWHmLA2BtY
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ye2bU5eHY
-161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCooMCNvZM
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLY0P7Tuma
「我自己跳」我說，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56n8Bcsx8v
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXY5nGndHJb
一個人也能做得很好...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ238Lrt1Wyu
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音樂即將播下，161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vPvJI8mOf
我看著會場中央的大門161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbatWrqzwO
有一絲光線射入......161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvxN4IYRxX
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-待續...161Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7AQqfCQXd
