1月14日,凌晨5時多。664Please respect copyright.PENANAloUFVgDNOE
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。664Please respect copyright.PENANAHvrvYrdDf7
大家都在熟睡中,664Please respect copyright.PENANA33alyZzVHv
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,664Please respect copyright.PENANA9JEHQ6JBoS
不自覺的再次想起她。664Please respect copyright.PENANA8jU1XUay7d
我,很想長睡下去,664Please respect copyright.PENANA8plV1avDSG
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。664Please respect copyright.PENANAbtSYRV9qvU
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。664Please respect copyright.PENANAwtba44okqH
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。664Please respect copyright.PENANA4U764MzUcS
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,664Please respect copyright.PENANAgACoNva4Ko
血水慢慢的滲出。664Please respect copyright.PENANADZFXNoafyM
664Please respect copyright.PENANAmElltlx5po
暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。664Please respect copyright.PENANAw0hErtMlyN
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。664Please respect copyright.PENANA4R4Py4G9Tx
起來梳洗,664Please respect copyright.PENANAy2bfT4jSiT
執拾行裝。664Please respect copyright.PENANAXTCfi3pM7q
準備與朋友集合。664Please respect copyright.PENANAs7UHhpDGVb
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,664Please respect copyright.PENANAP4VrnY9GGg
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。664Please respect copyright.PENANAg41kvHXO9W
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。664Please respect copyright.PENANAItaMWxpsL3
或者一切都因為我的被動,664Please respect copyright.PENANAZWz6ee3fUV
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,664Please respect copyright.PENANAzuswqDr0Ct
導致我的失敗。664Please respect copyright.PENANApmzLjPVqQ4
664Please respect copyright.PENANAbOO8Q3OOEr
若不是早已應邀,664Please respect copyright.PENANAQXbF8DBFwE
我想,我還是留在家中,664Please respect copyright.PENANAjg4rlTCdIt
白白的消磨時間。664Please respect copyright.PENANAB1euLCPIVz
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,664Please respect copyright.PENANAla7MnJfeXa
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。664Please respect copyright.PENANAil5tTAgV1T
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,664Please respect copyright.PENANAMkjbFfc5xz
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。664Please respect copyright.PENANAXDWwf02Xzy
664Please respect copyright.PENANA0fKnz7MWr6
我們乘坐慢船。664Please respect copyright.PENANAHLdTMy7SnN
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,664Please respect copyright.PENANA0GiUUBQptD
然後開展我們的「賭局」。664Please respect copyright.PENANA2NhO59ySyA
我們玩得有說有笑,664Please respect copyright.PENANAzzICZEXezl
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。664Please respect copyright.PENANAGQ7nfeqNt1
我內心的景象,也是如此。664Please respect copyright.PENANA3XsoPFQ9W1
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,664Please respect copyright.PENANArf97x7VJGo
尋得他們的燈光。664Please respect copyright.PENANA649aWDsrGk
664Please respect copyright.PENANAJaBioMElwT
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。664Please respect copyright.PENANAer8CQAEwZ1
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,664Please respect copyright.PENANAYEie34xpHn
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,664Please respect copyright.PENANA7G30wCDjuo
玩玩聊聊。664Please respect copyright.PENANAtRbBH6lDtC
664Please respect copyright.PENANA0KOIIstfkx
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說664Please respect copyright.PENANAz94P17dQTg
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說664Please respect copyright.PENANAT7ThhRgl09
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應664Please respect copyright.PENANAl0EAjpf3AY
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」664Please respect copyright.PENANAPwvYow3gQW
664Please respect copyright.PENANA3Aob4hQQDs
就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。664Please respect copyright.PENANAInZSn9VTPq
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。664Please respect copyright.PENANA0o4njwWGSl
記得,664Please respect copyright.PENANAkuUELhUXU2
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,664Please respect copyright.PENANAvr192lB730
四處找朋友拍照留念。664Please respect copyright.PENANA11MG9KR4R7
我,只是一個留級的同學,664Please respect copyright.PENANAg2Hs8o6VDW
又不主動認識其他人,664Please respect copyright.PENANAoIGmeMJTcJ
沒有人找上,也正常不過。664Please respect copyright.PENANAG9gVESOi6F
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。664Please respect copyright.PENANAjQnRSEgQgt
不過,664Please respect copyright.PENANAXnueCMIYtI
她對我已經……664Please respect copyright.PENANAg34xyc2FTd
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,664Please respect copyright.PENANAdSV4h2xrOM
其實,664Please respect copyright.PENANAMQsMkEB3ic
心裡還是渴望著。664Please respect copyright.PENANAcL0OepJXxX
664Please respect copyright.PENANAMHbvbT02jX
最終,都得到實現。664Please respect copyright.PENANA8YSiaLIQuQ
不過,664Please respect copyright.PENANAjzp6CshXVC
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。664Please respect copyright.PENANABJZbyOjObF
我不喜在她這樣的態度,664Please respect copyright.PENANAZEP0NjNA8n
不是想說她態度欠佳,664Please respect copyright.PENANAzPCTM52ReC
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。664Please respect copyright.PENANA23cLJViL7g
664Please respect copyright.PENANALoDDfhYRvI
眼見面前一班好友,664Please respect copyright.PENANAWcoS5qoilf
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。664Please respect copyright.PENANACR57x1gl2I
過了好一段時間,664Please respect copyright.PENANAfcMuMUoPlA
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。664Please respect copyright.PENANAZjvmK8h7eM
偏偏在上山的時候,664Please respect copyright.PENANAFjxAkQzb3q
我突然感到一陣納悶,664Please respect copyright.PENANACAMSTnW3Lo
那刻,我在想,664Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3C1zr2Wpk
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?664Please respect copyright.PENANAuY2rmWvVXp
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。664Please respect copyright.PENANAH68NnEHluH
良久,終於下山,664Please respect copyright.PENANAkme29lkOh5
時間來到下午五時多,664Please respect copyright.PENANAsWlYARzwxX
我不適的感覺重了,664Please respect copyright.PENANAMTDdnpBuem
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,664Please respect copyright.PENANAU7xoT6D38Y
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。664Please respect copyright.PENANAw4zEFtR4NA
664Please respect copyright.PENANATYGUvxp3qb
終於舒暢了,664Please respect copyright.PENANAIRLnlboUJR
可惜,664Please respect copyright.PENANADmsgGuTYe2
過了不足兩小時,664Please respect copyright.PENANAXftrlj1dsA
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,664Please respect copyright.PENANAE2DsJvsi0F
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。664Please respect copyright.PENANAbvN9DnQXcb
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。664Please respect copyright.PENANA8e2pjTvKd4
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。664Please respect copyright.PENANAbP1hgxQK5E
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。664Please respect copyright.PENANAP4RZm6DxGI
664Please respect copyright.PENANAnEI7Ioqp5m
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲664Please respect copyright.PENANAoeSNcmie7I
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」664Please respect copyright.PENANAKbbfu0WM6E
「回去好好休息吧。」664Please respect copyright.PENANApnuj4HZ82M
664Please respect copyright.PENANA12AIosJHen
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。664Please respect copyright.PENANAmKwQWIVyD3
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。664Please respect copyright.PENANA3GBhKQHBBv
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,664Please respect copyright.PENANARwMoTP7Xbl
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,664Please respect copyright.PENANAzGUKxWBkwA
無奈已經沒可能了。664Please respect copyright.PENANAF67Kw1o9JO
664Please respect copyright.PENANAUzB2QTNo9l
晚上十時多,664Please respect copyright.PENANASuNLrABomY
終於回到家裡,664Please respect copyright.PENANAWvUc11CsQh
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,664Please respect copyright.PENANAMLtLWEQDwj
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,664Please respect copyright.PENANAPljaK2bN5i
我,肚瀉了。664Please respect copyright.PENANA1c3oNcKAJc
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,664Please respect copyright.PENANArwSCJpvm5l
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。664Please respect copyright.PENANAipOqPTYHLq
本打算藉今天散散心,664Please respect copyright.PENANAq5kBT3CaiB
卻又嘔又瀉。664Please respect copyright.PENANABAP6ms1kcX
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。664Please respect copyright.PENANA62KGbPyoXy
閉起雙眼,664Please respect copyright.PENANACzbmXeEitJ
更見黑暗,664Please respect copyright.PENANAWgKqsqmZoQ
更感孤寂。664Please respect copyright.PENANARphfqovMHG
我,很想很想...664Please respect copyright.PENANA7kgZOGAeiT
很想痛哭一場。664Please respect copyright.PENANALyLWMOs9AY
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。664Please respect copyright.PENANAjzvqe3Plv0
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,664Please respect copyright.PENANAQQhMJYbjQN
但我卻無法哭一場。664Please respect copyright.PENANAwpfGJTUpbh
味苦,664Please respect copyright.PENANAUZPtbEFmjM
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,664Please respect copyright.PENANACVgtx1PN6b
辛苦。664Please respect copyright.PENANAwhJhnHaM9Z
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,664Please respect copyright.PENANAbygFVmTpjU
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,664Please respect copyright.PENANAhWFqtsc105
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。664Please respect copyright.PENANAwgTGkpx4VL
664Please respect copyright.PENANAhrSFJLMgis
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。664Please respect copyright.PENANAfh6m1hZpic
其實,我想不出一位。664Please respect copyright.PENANA5IXKvl4fZN
其實,我身邊都沒有。664Please respect copyright.PENANAjrN5sFz7Nb
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,664Please respect copyright.PENANA4dW2MXo5ec
減下痛苦。664Please respect copyright.PENANA7pSKA8smNV
664Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7G32cNGLr
664Please respect copyright.PENANAH953gPGLAz
664Please respect copyright.PENANA4xc9Go0aww
人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色664Please respect copyright.PENANAZiGQOVbXMC
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了664Please respect copyright.PENANAVsBdHQvIeW
你已經決定了 你已經決定了664Please respect copyright.PENANAxjxw1VS7OF
664Please respect copyright.PENANAxd50PZ9H8M
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著664Please respect copyright.PENANAvDohaqk0x5
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了664Please respect copyright.PENANA5rME895kqd
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割664Please respect copyright.PENANARqPU0e3wrM
664Please respect copyright.PENANAxqfr3NIZEF
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色664Please respect copyright.PENANAPscUdwLHPy
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了664Please respect copyright.PENANAQRX5bHioyJ
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼664Please respect copyright.PENANAPE4S9RXLcz
664Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZaV8eX8UE
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了664Please respect copyright.PENANAfcBJRyYj4o
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇664Please respect copyright.PENANALLzXyVe9NF
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著664Please respect copyright.PENANAfze1BO96N9
664Please respect copyright.PENANAUBwxko8gSr
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色664Please respect copyright.PENANAfBOm2Q81SM
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了664Please respect copyright.PENANAx9yqwC8QHs
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼664Please respect copyright.PENANAzJ53cXg1lV
664Please respect copyright.PENANAAnKsUZWL6v
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合664Please respect copyright.PENANAXXnGz5POcK
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河664Please respect copyright.PENANA9mox8CDTGw
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了664Please respect copyright.PENANAago8F3h0Io
然後才後悔著664Please respect copyright.PENANAxXGDc4i3si
664Please respect copyright.PENANACzv9AK57l8
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色664Please respect copyright.PENANAGQt1wHmAW9
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了664Please respect copyright.PENANAaQqdQGbnxs
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼664Please respect copyright.PENANAZIYBxkrnZC
664Please respect copyright.PENANAxODwHOZPyk
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合664Please respect copyright.PENANA2ChxJd95jA
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河664Please respect copyright.PENANAi423PUf0Cv
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了664Please respect copyright.PENANAgGEaN216ct
664Please respect copyright.PENANALgEZBapzVU
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色664Please respect copyright.PENANAgFSHsjDQ8A
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢664Please respect copyright.PENANAwBsUrIvI2K
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻664Please respect copyright.PENANAByufsiGnya
重新開始活著664Please respect copyright.PENANAKGKQlyzzSD
664Please respect copyright.PENANAUPeP2Db6dx
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664Please respect copyright.PENANAdm3sHMbI3R
《你,不是真正的快樂》664Please respect copyright.PENANAGrmOCRVetc