1月14日,凌晨5時多。612Please respect copyright.PENANAmUZo0qlkbl
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。612Please respect copyright.PENANACKNNfEIlBf
大家都在熟睡中,612Please respect copyright.PENANAoVNuNLKuAQ
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不自覺的再次想起她。612Please respect copyright.PENANA9TDPRoupJJ
我,很想長睡下去,612Please respect copyright.PENANAVuxYCojMc0
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。612Please respect copyright.PENANAmN6uooNqRh
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。612Please respect copyright.PENANA3W37amfR6u
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。612Please respect copyright.PENANAsyi9gSywYG
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,612Please respect copyright.PENANAgobUQBocCA
血水慢慢的滲出。612Please respect copyright.PENANATIZqmc36ku
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。612Please respect copyright.PENANA1cWdwC0eoH
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。612Please respect copyright.PENANAurWgOYIHPL
起來梳洗,612Please respect copyright.PENANAmIyIoRaYvt
執拾行裝。612Please respect copyright.PENANAClWJRKnPHg
準備與朋友集合。612Please respect copyright.PENANAvEUnSyjRoM
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,612Please respect copyright.PENANA0RhAZCm0x4
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。612Please respect copyright.PENANAuxjYN5QS2s
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。612Please respect copyright.PENANA3RqHX6rQKe
或者一切都因為我的被動,612Please respect copyright.PENANAApGFGI9IXX
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,612Please respect copyright.PENANAOuMzo2O9cf
導致我的失敗。612Please respect copyright.PENANAhpoDplEJ2u
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若不是早已應邀,612Please respect copyright.PENANAtHTfQuZK45
我想,我還是留在家中,612Please respect copyright.PENANAYhKAFgNVia
白白的消磨時間。612Please respect copyright.PENANA3sSRinu5Gk
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,612Please respect copyright.PENANAz0mm72ghVh
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。612Please respect copyright.PENANAQzlhrwVzxw
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,612Please respect copyright.PENANAqVeOyZ1bl5
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。612Please respect copyright.PENANAOmha9EtGvv
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我們乘坐慢船。612Please respect copyright.PENANAOa9a429Br7
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,612Please respect copyright.PENANAi0huxcV611
然後開展我們的「賭局」。612Please respect copyright.PENANADhobyIsjLy
我們玩得有說有笑,612Please respect copyright.PENANAfe1wQtMrVf
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。612Please respect copyright.PENANAMq0E1RH3LF
我內心的景象,也是如此。612Please respect copyright.PENANARa8ErwEkPw
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,612Please respect copyright.PENANA5pmMHT64XF
尋得他們的燈光。612Please respect copyright.PENANACXjNIF7gKU
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。612Please respect copyright.PENANAs2culrEDyB
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,612Please respect copyright.PENANAAI2HZlCnMU
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,612Please respect copyright.PENANAUG3vhFc09v
玩玩聊聊。612Please respect copyright.PENANAvCXCNAUkkJ
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說612Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZfgxXPr2W
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說612Please respect copyright.PENANArrFLQIhdGM
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應612Please respect copyright.PENANAK5PHIE9OZ9
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」612Please respect copyright.PENANA1EAL7eoDHY
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。612Please respect copyright.PENANAvaZVKe9jre
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。612Please respect copyright.PENANAU4SPw84ZUK
記得,612Please respect copyright.PENANAoKnw6ruvaN
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,612Please respect copyright.PENANAdsTkqNYoIZ
四處找朋友拍照留念。612Please respect copyright.PENANAWS64DP2Jmp
我,只是一個留級的同學,612Please respect copyright.PENANAivXbB8UiZD
又不主動認識其他人,612Please respect copyright.PENANAak3wDIY8T5
沒有人找上,也正常不過。612Please respect copyright.PENANAjkYll7HmWw
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。612Please respect copyright.PENANAptG4lwheZ5
不過,612Please respect copyright.PENANA8tvfbrCoK6
她對我已經……612Please respect copyright.PENANAxV76dnIZwg
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,612Please respect copyright.PENANA5TezaexcaP
其實,612Please respect copyright.PENANAfzi43kXykG
心裡還是渴望著。612Please respect copyright.PENANArfsBOLsron
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最終,都得到實現。612Please respect copyright.PENANAjnuwJ38rO0
不過,612Please respect copyright.PENANAmW9Zgw84eG
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。612Please respect copyright.PENANAu6RgnGbdqP
我不喜在她這樣的態度,612Please respect copyright.PENANAQmQGTLRC2T
不是想說她態度欠佳,612Please respect copyright.PENANAvCddbkyywZ
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。612Please respect copyright.PENANAW1ZtmjFcUB
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眼見面前一班好友,612Please respect copyright.PENANAvBaiRSwVYb
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。612Please respect copyright.PENANA60VLnjOcwO
過了好一段時間,612Please respect copyright.PENANAK8Vo2xHwuw
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。612Please respect copyright.PENANAyARObbrWaA
偏偏在上山的時候,612Please respect copyright.PENANAzlBrCGeA0L
我突然感到一陣納悶,612Please respect copyright.PENANAL9WstzSCE4
那刻,我在想,612Please respect copyright.PENANAQKdA18gJlE
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?612Please respect copyright.PENANAtygylC0WUq
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。612Please respect copyright.PENANArtnCZbm4at
良久,終於下山,612Please respect copyright.PENANALODwLzwFNl
時間來到下午五時多,612Please respect copyright.PENANAKHlm7X19zN
我不適的感覺重了,612Please respect copyright.PENANA4UWpDXi4MP
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,612Please respect copyright.PENANAjzhpVdPCuv
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。612Please respect copyright.PENANANkERLWFXIJ
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終於舒暢了,612Please respect copyright.PENANAqnKm64zUsJ
可惜,612Please respect copyright.PENANAO9CvoIoGBr
過了不足兩小時,612Please respect copyright.PENANAufSsurqCzK
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,612Please respect copyright.PENANAAyGrXm2wuO
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。612Please respect copyright.PENANA4dhlQdAphI
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。612Please respect copyright.PENANA1vVHta4nNh
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。612Please respect copyright.PENANAfkznBlZJlS
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。612Please respect copyright.PENANAJcYpCSGqr7
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲612Please respect copyright.PENANAhF2Aip5BVV
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」612Please respect copyright.PENANAcDeL8c4oWu
「回去好好休息吧。」612Please respect copyright.PENANAgiFl33oKHZ
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。612Please respect copyright.PENANAX9rSa4HK8f
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。612Please respect copyright.PENANAP3pcIVGbcR
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,612Please respect copyright.PENANAZD7j8guL4P
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,612Please respect copyright.PENANAQonyBXqGaA
無奈已經沒可能了。612Please respect copyright.PENANA8AkfevezkX
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晚上十時多,612Please respect copyright.PENANAe6bB08QDM7
終於回到家裡,612Please respect copyright.PENANABiC7mGMH8J
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,612Please respect copyright.PENANACUMlJuVj1G
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,612Please respect copyright.PENANAyBj8ci1cn4
我,肚瀉了。612Please respect copyright.PENANAJHRZCRhn5H
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,612Please respect copyright.PENANALFeboeuFLu
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。612Please respect copyright.PENANAtVAG6pcB3d
本打算藉今天散散心,612Please respect copyright.PENANAB6YS0f0fbN
卻又嘔又瀉。612Please respect copyright.PENANAIwLTY1PT3O
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。612Please respect copyright.PENANAJAwXxHOSrZ
閉起雙眼,612Please respect copyright.PENANAt0CCfICuAd
更見黑暗,612Please respect copyright.PENANAxlAnm7aiiF
更感孤寂。612Please respect copyright.PENANAUZtEp46BVn
我,很想很想...612Please respect copyright.PENANAoxDvU63R1N
很想痛哭一場。612Please respect copyright.PENANAIg582jIqNP
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。612Please respect copyright.PENANA7EMew9Ykkr
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,612Please respect copyright.PENANALfka6acVul
但我卻無法哭一場。612Please respect copyright.PENANA5Q7jfKDiMh
味苦,612Please respect copyright.PENANAqxf0UUzrX0
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,612Please respect copyright.PENANAUS0ArnRuUA
辛苦。612Please respect copyright.PENANAJfmg09CS87
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,612Please respect copyright.PENANApUilDxkfca
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,612Please respect copyright.PENANARp9OFGz1r1
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。612Please respect copyright.PENANAqo7tjIvmCu
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。612Please respect copyright.PENANA1rmhPYHT2f
其實,我想不出一位。612Please respect copyright.PENANAvUykUSVANX
其實,我身邊都沒有。612Please respect copyright.PENANAB4Ld263F2W
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,612Please respect copyright.PENANAJPOuVOcH0J
減下痛苦。612Please respect copyright.PENANAVQC7ZCr1GS
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色612Please respect copyright.PENANA2dufryytub
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了612Please respect copyright.PENANALi7QttQhUu
你已經決定了 你已經決定了612Please respect copyright.PENANAaX4CSYAM1v
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著612Please respect copyright.PENANA9y7u6xFAhP
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了612Please respect copyright.PENANAvePIUaLC9C
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割612Please respect copyright.PENANAgE0ukb8PO2
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色612Please respect copyright.PENANAcLkt9A1iQQ
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了612Please respect copyright.PENANAz0r5vrUutE
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼612Please respect copyright.PENANARpB4ZdJkvE
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了612Please respect copyright.PENANAbWqBZx4HI2
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇612Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ya3G56Zdr
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著612Please respect copyright.PENANA5TSEHyMo2i
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色612Please respect copyright.PENANAL7Sz9RqowT
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了612Please respect copyright.PENANA6HxrSaxmfW
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼612Please respect copyright.PENANAjMFtHjE9cr
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合612Please respect copyright.PENANAYSWLCnEjZ4
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河612Please respect copyright.PENANAP6tBzChW6N
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了612Please respect copyright.PENANAkw1ZNgJJhj
然後才後悔著612Please respect copyright.PENANAd993S3rFx2
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色612Please respect copyright.PENANAv6wIC8meLb
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了612Please respect copyright.PENANAdhW5wchgu6
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼612Please respect copyright.PENANA8fOsue4DEp
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合612Please respect copyright.PENANADW2TRcN1fq
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河612Please respect copyright.PENANAIKlQ7azIru
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了612Please respect copyright.PENANA3ib8u6umZf
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色612Please respect copyright.PENANAhZsPoKx9kR
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢612Please respect copyright.PENANA74c3uMv53i
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻612Please respect copyright.PENANAy8pEX4VI0X
重新開始活著612Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3hi1pr8Wt
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《你,不是真正的快樂》612Please respect copyright.PENANA6nJyhxqbV0