1月14日,凌晨5時多。700Please respect copyright.PENANAFvFDrXWaVf
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。700Please respect copyright.PENANAL42Jf7HXWL
大家都在熟睡中,700Please respect copyright.PENANAPl1BrnBZAE
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,700Please respect copyright.PENANA4DiOUVc6sv
不自覺的再次想起她。700Please respect copyright.PENANAk7jtNNVdyH
我,很想長睡下去,700Please respect copyright.PENANA7VNW7r2KQZ
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。700Please respect copyright.PENANALciqNyzx7s
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。700Please respect copyright.PENANAfKvltMlJgl
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。700Please respect copyright.PENANA4JiXWCTS5H
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,700Please respect copyright.PENANAffmml3PiAO
血水慢慢的滲出。700Please respect copyright.PENANA8QrsaOUreK
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。700Please respect copyright.PENANACnrd5KXwzr
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。700Please respect copyright.PENANA4l2OIfG8R5
起來梳洗,700Please respect copyright.PENANA5A4cGXFecQ
執拾行裝。700Please respect copyright.PENANAwhJT5hFW5h
準備與朋友集合。700Please respect copyright.PENANA2KO2fGBop4
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,700Please respect copyright.PENANA9JNN8CtIQ3
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。700Please respect copyright.PENANASPkUtg85RU
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。700Please respect copyright.PENANAUwN89MvnKs
或者一切都因為我的被動,700Please respect copyright.PENANAhjBDbQEmvJ
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,700Please respect copyright.PENANAzfdT3cRDwt
導致我的失敗。700Please respect copyright.PENANAlGlMt9RacD
700Please respect copyright.PENANAbhj0PLK58K
若不是早已應邀,700Please respect copyright.PENANAmR5OmlGGay
我想,我還是留在家中,700Please respect copyright.PENANACyGJLcnrHw
白白的消磨時間。700Please respect copyright.PENANAPuRw6AIz43
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,700Please respect copyright.PENANAzRzVDdHM1G
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。700Please respect copyright.PENANA0vH0GtJ4mu
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,700Please respect copyright.PENANA3cAiSeGPpf
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。700Please respect copyright.PENANAMAl90pCRod
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我們乘坐慢船。700Please respect copyright.PENANAzxi0vwevhD
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,700Please respect copyright.PENANAIxxqXCkMwM
然後開展我們的「賭局」。700Please respect copyright.PENANAHjLqsM8QFB
我們玩得有說有笑,700Please respect copyright.PENANAWpRgJ2Uve6
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。700Please respect copyright.PENANArbq9wqipt0
我內心的景象,也是如此。700Please respect copyright.PENANAyShUobrabA
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,700Please respect copyright.PENANAaxknHUv1xq
尋得他們的燈光。700Please respect copyright.PENANAqo7kwC7I9d
700Please respect copyright.PENANAwUiEkeyQ0W
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。700Please respect copyright.PENANAS60iaPMKjV
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,700Please respect copyright.PENANAIzvV35zWgH
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,700Please respect copyright.PENANApXwocxdKET
玩玩聊聊。700Please respect copyright.PENANA0meld1TU5E
700Please respect copyright.PENANA0tDk3zBVdO
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說700Please respect copyright.PENANAwXpOEc8bt5
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說700Please respect copyright.PENANAuJCvi7NgZv
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應700Please respect copyright.PENANA22IUeHhaiL
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」700Please respect copyright.PENANA1trRywz8Vm
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。700Please respect copyright.PENANArOEDbLSb1v
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。700Please respect copyright.PENANALMpFuBVdsc
記得,700Please respect copyright.PENANAlUgLo9OnA2
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,700Please respect copyright.PENANAjeo1lUy9Bh
四處找朋友拍照留念。700Please respect copyright.PENANARMQgxtgmAT
我,只是一個留級的同學,700Please respect copyright.PENANAdnewrvrZPR
又不主動認識其他人,700Please respect copyright.PENANABnSZ9i5OL7
沒有人找上,也正常不過。700Please respect copyright.PENANArCs0Qlwp61
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。700Please respect copyright.PENANAh2LT1AhJHR
不過,700Please respect copyright.PENANA74AohmSrT8
她對我已經……700Please respect copyright.PENANA8cymWmGgOa
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,700Please respect copyright.PENANAjkAIDW2DeA
其實,700Please respect copyright.PENANAmHRzBXfDUf
心裡還是渴望著。700Please respect copyright.PENANA5LudUAzX2q
700Please respect copyright.PENANAMAq81Xxzsk
最終,都得到實現。700Please respect copyright.PENANANUOlAWkAic
不過,700Please respect copyright.PENANAsySDtSjrLu
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。700Please respect copyright.PENANAwhJVcxLLzG
我不喜在她這樣的態度,700Please respect copyright.PENANAfvGbM6dP5h
不是想說她態度欠佳,700Please respect copyright.PENANANkgQIS7ggU
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。700Please respect copyright.PENANAllZkIlGQj7
700Please respect copyright.PENANAycNt6D7snX
眼見面前一班好友,700Please respect copyright.PENANAwiAjpBtkib
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。700Please respect copyright.PENANAkqy574lYRs
過了好一段時間,700Please respect copyright.PENANAHWF1GD1DuU
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。700Please respect copyright.PENANAJpjNhCYDcx
偏偏在上山的時候,700Please respect copyright.PENANArrBfQib4By
我突然感到一陣納悶,700Please respect copyright.PENANAOoA8NON3PX
那刻,我在想,700Please respect copyright.PENANAWrl9Xlk7so
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?700Please respect copyright.PENANAp7ZZ39gQTb
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。700Please respect copyright.PENANAMjuw3rj4nx
良久,終於下山,700Please respect copyright.PENANASNMOn2pfxM
時間來到下午五時多,700Please respect copyright.PENANA7DtR5fbipQ
我不適的感覺重了,700Please respect copyright.PENANAgI3HGO6lpi
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,700Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9VofHlETc
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。700Please respect copyright.PENANApxkzI0H49A
700Please respect copyright.PENANA4A9I7EF8EF
終於舒暢了,700Please respect copyright.PENANAh62BolIam5
可惜,700Please respect copyright.PENANATkA8huhV4s
過了不足兩小時,700Please respect copyright.PENANAgjaFYADGi5
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,700Please respect copyright.PENANAhpynznJuLW
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。700Please respect copyright.PENANAyr3sBZNSLr
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。700Please respect copyright.PENANAOk0rn8qmGy
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。700Please respect copyright.PENANAGdWrPb1twA
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。700Please respect copyright.PENANAMRrIRyy2I0
700Please respect copyright.PENANAJfw4nD0G7A
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲700Please respect copyright.PENANAYeVd4ZV6DZ
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」700Please respect copyright.PENANAtRwg81F0lS
「回去好好休息吧。」700Please respect copyright.PENANATrNrXmVhsY
700Please respect copyright.PENANAYqpYyz24jc
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。700Please respect copyright.PENANAupNt2dRCCE
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。700Please respect copyright.PENANAytU8MsRHBf
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,700Please respect copyright.PENANAOtFwF8uNVl
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,700Please respect copyright.PENANAooHMWxCoJW
無奈已經沒可能了。700Please respect copyright.PENANAlMyQtao1VJ
700Please respect copyright.PENANAcBQjMnyHvT
晚上十時多,700Please respect copyright.PENANAYuaSoLYoY6
終於回到家裡,700Please respect copyright.PENANAWu15Ov94Wv
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,700Please respect copyright.PENANADerPdC8kVA
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,700Please respect copyright.PENANA5va7Hsrvkt
我,肚瀉了。700Please respect copyright.PENANAjBimjYIhAy
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,700Please respect copyright.PENANALbn36f941p
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。700Please respect copyright.PENANAE8st08lHRO
本打算藉今天散散心,700Please respect copyright.PENANA1nCR5XKz9n
卻又嘔又瀉。700Please respect copyright.PENANASHjEf5n9LA
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。700Please respect copyright.PENANAqCTsFdhkk1
閉起雙眼,700Please respect copyright.PENANAHJcEc0W6gw
更見黑暗,700Please respect copyright.PENANA6uDjf6Vxe1
更感孤寂。700Please respect copyright.PENANAq9oH1K1G3W
我,很想很想...700Please respect copyright.PENANANfF5LEXJlr
很想痛哭一場。700Please respect copyright.PENANA8ef28CP4rs
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。700Please respect copyright.PENANA7co6QqhJDZ
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,700Please respect copyright.PENANAY48hhtUU3Y
但我卻無法哭一場。700Please respect copyright.PENANAclT3ZZhVNS
味苦,700Please respect copyright.PENANAkxxV4VLSWk
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,700Please respect copyright.PENANAqU249sbBkh
辛苦。700Please respect copyright.PENANAc2i8cqvphn
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,700Please respect copyright.PENANAAEtSeRgMmA
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,700Please respect copyright.PENANAKjBmpG2BoF
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。700Please respect copyright.PENANA9gKoKvehGW
700Please respect copyright.PENANA5orOfDnerd
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。700Please respect copyright.PENANAARNyNuDrs6
其實,我想不出一位。700Please respect copyright.PENANAqcgkOHEWcL
其實,我身邊都沒有。700Please respect copyright.PENANAeWOKlQ1Rjs
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,700Please respect copyright.PENANAMiNdRDeZNs
減下痛苦。700Please respect copyright.PENANAkZdwCzgQwy
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色700Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8Vn6KORk0
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了700Please respect copyright.PENANAwRIj18nvLZ
你已經決定了 你已經決定了700Please respect copyright.PENANAP3vtfmZsQu
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著700Please respect copyright.PENANAeJkRJB0Jmq
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了700Please respect copyright.PENANAgFK9w47gTk
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割700Please respect copyright.PENANAM8POiBGSyh
700Please respect copyright.PENANAsXuvHgxpld
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色700Please respect copyright.PENANA9b0AEW8Uqv
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了700Please respect copyright.PENANAvDPNsFQ9pz
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼700Please respect copyright.PENANAFHS3ZxyUuR
700Please respect copyright.PENANAseVeinLv6S
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了700Please respect copyright.PENANAerrGj7Cju8
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇700Please respect copyright.PENANAQzZczMDbSo
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著700Please respect copyright.PENANAEKYjDe2YZ8
700Please respect copyright.PENANAFJTxzslqUD
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色700Please respect copyright.PENANA5JTUXOm0ec
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了700Please respect copyright.PENANAG42gKRjvU6
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼700Please respect copyright.PENANAS2VkqiLP1R
700Please respect copyright.PENANABIyCHI7yEm
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合700Please respect copyright.PENANAlzuDuIWuCs
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河700Please respect copyright.PENANA6r6vHCT8Sf
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了700Please respect copyright.PENANApnyp7fFiKW
然後才後悔著700Please respect copyright.PENANALuEzKhKiKn
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色700Please respect copyright.PENANA9EPuNfDoEZ
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了700Please respect copyright.PENANAAWJ5BpeiRW
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼700Please respect copyright.PENANAhEK3UH0Vr6
700Please respect copyright.PENANAX1JqzQ3KEV
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合700Please respect copyright.PENANAcIi4QQqMyS
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河700Please respect copyright.PENANAfN6u1ycHlb
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了700Please respect copyright.PENANAMcaVjb6MSp
700Please respect copyright.PENANAFzFPemplZg
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色700Please respect copyright.PENANAIceIq3VNvV
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢700Please respect copyright.PENANAlE3iVmNns0
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻700Please respect copyright.PENANAGk8EKwWIn9
重新開始活著700Please respect copyright.PENANAHMoDj48mFC
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《你,不是真正的快樂》700Please respect copyright.PENANAVcCh6kjSH6