1月14日,凌晨5時多。677Please respect copyright.PENANAQQmnND45UB
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。677Please respect copyright.PENANAusBqTJ7TQZ
大家都在熟睡中,677Please respect copyright.PENANAgIqgE0GObm
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,677Please respect copyright.PENANAsC8pIS1SqQ
不自覺的再次想起她。677Please respect copyright.PENANABdrMwEoKxz
我,很想長睡下去,677Please respect copyright.PENANArGpAib0DnQ
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。677Please respect copyright.PENANAIuUbeqY46w
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。677Please respect copyright.PENANAF9xNaGIuX5
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。677Please respect copyright.PENANAgXmzv2QSPI
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,677Please respect copyright.PENANABkWsnP2b4x
血水慢慢的滲出。677Please respect copyright.PENANAQY6EZh95FL
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。677Please respect copyright.PENANAWpT7QYhXox
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。677Please respect copyright.PENANApGl7XUF5c8
起來梳洗,677Please respect copyright.PENANAuInfSXGi1A
執拾行裝。677Please respect copyright.PENANAcX7GjHkCNt
準備與朋友集合。677Please respect copyright.PENANAUPFt1uI0Xc
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,677Please respect copyright.PENANAt7kfxH68HH
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。677Please respect copyright.PENANAe4QmtopEAV
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。677Please respect copyright.PENANAdBFn6FTsLs
或者一切都因為我的被動,677Please respect copyright.PENANAtsRg372Cxb
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,677Please respect copyright.PENANA96dXAw8aAV
導致我的失敗。677Please respect copyright.PENANAcXhwZIk2hV
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若不是早已應邀,677Please respect copyright.PENANAdMQkPbu0PI
我想,我還是留在家中,677Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4dGBE8DVc
白白的消磨時間。677Please respect copyright.PENANAtDIi6kWcia
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,677Please respect copyright.PENANAgNd6qtUVfO
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。677Please respect copyright.PENANAVYeRZKrMEk
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,677Please respect copyright.PENANA1DgWTSOk8A
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。677Please respect copyright.PENANARZ6KbVaX4v
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我們乘坐慢船。677Please respect copyright.PENANAsqPIqxewFl
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,677Please respect copyright.PENANA70AbBb4H7q
然後開展我們的「賭局」。677Please respect copyright.PENANADbcgtYSXch
我們玩得有說有笑,677Please respect copyright.PENANAHFkPNfrr8B
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。677Please respect copyright.PENANArnLwHwIz4p
我內心的景象,也是如此。677Please respect copyright.PENANArcLJiHhzZ7
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,677Please respect copyright.PENANAMef8PlRMnA
尋得他們的燈光。677Please respect copyright.PENANAsYxavsA5Tf
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。677Please respect copyright.PENANAkE1rxDxS92
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,677Please respect copyright.PENANAGCyy9Cg6Co
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,677Please respect copyright.PENANAHmOMuNeUQM
玩玩聊聊。677Please respect copyright.PENANANSygmypJL6
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說677Please respect copyright.PENANAva99Ecogcj
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說677Please respect copyright.PENANAErkNWWnjoe
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應677Please respect copyright.PENANA96QdY3QojQ
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」677Please respect copyright.PENANA5QOksVuOpu
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。677Please respect copyright.PENANAKGI6kidU8K
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。677Please respect copyright.PENANAXXl3RIibsG
記得,677Please respect copyright.PENANAn5rbmvz62n
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,677Please respect copyright.PENANAOwcvNnlN3R
四處找朋友拍照留念。677Please respect copyright.PENANA8Gal8XaeaI
我,只是一個留級的同學,677Please respect copyright.PENANATv5Nm7WFMt
又不主動認識其他人,677Please respect copyright.PENANARhSNJSsNZC
沒有人找上,也正常不過。677Please respect copyright.PENANACYVqNieHfZ
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。677Please respect copyright.PENANA0N97c72p5F
不過,677Please respect copyright.PENANAGs5XQYQbgs
她對我已經……677Please respect copyright.PENANARSe9y3Be8M
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,677Please respect copyright.PENANAkKXKychfRV
其實,677Please respect copyright.PENANARod96wcJyQ
心裡還是渴望著。677Please respect copyright.PENANAJkv7GhvWjT
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最終,都得到實現。677Please respect copyright.PENANAFtKy0mGpzA
不過,677Please respect copyright.PENANAedZe2p0zh4
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。677Please respect copyright.PENANAsyaiJJbucu
我不喜在她這樣的態度,677Please respect copyright.PENANA0bFX4JfiJs
不是想說她態度欠佳,677Please respect copyright.PENANARnjIv7NkzA
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。677Please respect copyright.PENANAYj2NLq8LSY
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眼見面前一班好友,677Please respect copyright.PENANA7qolyo2Ht8
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。677Please respect copyright.PENANAshGtr7S4tI
過了好一段時間,677Please respect copyright.PENANAjqEMi6CjmB
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。677Please respect copyright.PENANAt1AunsX6Hm
偏偏在上山的時候,677Please respect copyright.PENANAB2fT9NGh1w
我突然感到一陣納悶,677Please respect copyright.PENANA9KJtzS2bBD
那刻,我在想,677Please respect copyright.PENANA0kFeHuAkum
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?677Please respect copyright.PENANA5MIPyE5lSF
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。677Please respect copyright.PENANA2eqUb8xTnN
良久,終於下山,677Please respect copyright.PENANAdlrBgJwQ1T
時間來到下午五時多,677Please respect copyright.PENANAqL76VTkcCh
我不適的感覺重了,677Please respect copyright.PENANANg1zOnp7b2
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,677Please respect copyright.PENANAo19fViABhD
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。677Please respect copyright.PENANA5bULn6rvEL
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終於舒暢了,677Please respect copyright.PENANAJBXerwTnCh
可惜,677Please respect copyright.PENANAfouImrdAKq
過了不足兩小時,677Please respect copyright.PENANAKBEBNLIs5s
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,677Please respect copyright.PENANAiYgrIwbMJj
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。677Please respect copyright.PENANAwegTsKG9Pd
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。677Please respect copyright.PENANAJP4QlX2NIq
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。677Please respect copyright.PENANA9TgbiDsw5u
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。677Please respect copyright.PENANAX0KpUr9EWi
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲677Please respect copyright.PENANAOI2l2TQPPC
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」677Please respect copyright.PENANATxQnd9wpvy
「回去好好休息吧。」677Please respect copyright.PENANAVtBZI0nS3h
677Please respect copyright.PENANARIbimYJBqw
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。677Please respect copyright.PENANAYmG9aoMHAy
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。677Please respect copyright.PENANAa8CqDHofr3
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,677Please respect copyright.PENANAHJV4LC7nPy
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,677Please respect copyright.PENANAmCztup9qw4
無奈已經沒可能了。677Please respect copyright.PENANAmAjCDeQUH8
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晚上十時多,677Please respect copyright.PENANARh0TGQjxt0
終於回到家裡,677Please respect copyright.PENANAim1XTTLfmw
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,677Please respect copyright.PENANAHNCcKDfOf0
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,677Please respect copyright.PENANAtrjWUTctrw
我,肚瀉了。677Please respect copyright.PENANApFJibBsdBU
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,677Please respect copyright.PENANAjEP0OfaSiT
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。677Please respect copyright.PENANAKMUUgQqdz7
本打算藉今天散散心,677Please respect copyright.PENANA8wOCdxlOni
卻又嘔又瀉。677Please respect copyright.PENANAbHHhUIckTo
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。677Please respect copyright.PENANAF32Akns2JN
閉起雙眼,677Please respect copyright.PENANA7qpd0MS9Ah
更見黑暗,677Please respect copyright.PENANAbbE9ppjsqJ
更感孤寂。677Please respect copyright.PENANA3pzFVsWq4G
我,很想很想...677Please respect copyright.PENANAn4jIReFz8v
很想痛哭一場。677Please respect copyright.PENANAo7q9rpZ61E
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。677Please respect copyright.PENANAZnVta3hvA8
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,677Please respect copyright.PENANAwRoITlvxTc
但我卻無法哭一場。677Please respect copyright.PENANAursEsgMEB7
味苦,677Please respect copyright.PENANAzhzWH532Uq
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,677Please respect copyright.PENANADsDGSA1JiX
辛苦。677Please respect copyright.PENANAfv6mWZbGCt
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,677Please respect copyright.PENANAT3oqg0luTl
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,677Please respect copyright.PENANA4JsKnhEEue
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。677Please respect copyright.PENANA4DD6o7SZaL
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。677Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3xVO4verb
其實,我想不出一位。677Please respect copyright.PENANA1CVBWYithg
其實,我身邊都沒有。677Please respect copyright.PENANAPMK3tfYpXM
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,677Please respect copyright.PENANALd0AZWiu4V
減下痛苦。677Please respect copyright.PENANAgPFP0srMwj
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色677Please respect copyright.PENANAE6wOCqH01U
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了677Please respect copyright.PENANAfW9lATqetj
你已經決定了 你已經決定了677Please respect copyright.PENANAY798azAqZG
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著677Please respect copyright.PENANASz1ydSXZSg
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了677Please respect copyright.PENANAdJJe5Mqt4V
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割677Please respect copyright.PENANAlk3JDsEQoC
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色677Please respect copyright.PENANA1uWDP8Rcxf
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了677Please respect copyright.PENANA4fgdap5bBp
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼677Please respect copyright.PENANAmd6xPPNy0a
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了677Please respect copyright.PENANApXsYteSt4c
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇677Please respect copyright.PENANAVbTiQ0dupM
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著677Please respect copyright.PENANAcEHA8ND2d1
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色677Please respect copyright.PENANAsZEtgHpgvD
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了677Please respect copyright.PENANAzBfhdpfqxw
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼677Please respect copyright.PENANAsDe5E65ltg
677Please respect copyright.PENANAB5dKPH8EJJ
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合677Please respect copyright.PENANAS4LIzamhnt
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河677Please respect copyright.PENANAl6RR2t34SA
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了677Please respect copyright.PENANA2IbjkUbrnI
然後才後悔著677Please respect copyright.PENANAyXbUglJ0KV
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色677Please respect copyright.PENANAznMwRvOpB2
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了677Please respect copyright.PENANAxRUGYo9X9O
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼677Please respect copyright.PENANAJpa1pfUznx
677Please respect copyright.PENANAHk0YAb8Vrn
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合677Please respect copyright.PENANAMPgJedlZYg
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河677Please respect copyright.PENANAM503ct06gq
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了677Please respect copyright.PENANAUqu2MoiufJ
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色677Please respect copyright.PENANAikkwk7y9uQ
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢677Please respect copyright.PENANAqyQKNmpNx2
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻677Please respect copyright.PENANAOf3vItlmPt
重新開始活著677Please respect copyright.PENANAbqYlsOAG1f
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《你,不是真正的快樂》677Please respect copyright.PENANAx7YwvY55XY