1月14日,凌晨5時多。697Please respect copyright.PENANANxunUJxpKX
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。697Please respect copyright.PENANAQMPZH4dLuv
大家都在熟睡中,697Please respect copyright.PENANAziChEElBD1
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,697Please respect copyright.PENANAF2gyqNdnj8
不自覺的再次想起她。697Please respect copyright.PENANAoE1gpkRvYA
我,很想長睡下去,697Please respect copyright.PENANA0sqRA6plqJ
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。697Please respect copyright.PENANAuSsl4EpFmZ
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。697Please respect copyright.PENANADbyr4XBBLb
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。697Please respect copyright.PENANAuTn3dJYFCb
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,697Please respect copyright.PENANAJjqXNwXx8b
血水慢慢的滲出。697Please respect copyright.PENANAx6IexM8DvQ
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。697Please respect copyright.PENANAhLb7S2ADJw
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。697Please respect copyright.PENANAR9jOH3pyCx
起來梳洗,697Please respect copyright.PENANAfaxgJtxj62
執拾行裝。697Please respect copyright.PENANASoj2mf0cc7
準備與朋友集合。697Please respect copyright.PENANAE9qgZSD5P0
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,697Please respect copyright.PENANAS2aVlGq4De
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。697Please respect copyright.PENANATnlSiYOz6g
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。697Please respect copyright.PENANA9G8I3sTRxR
或者一切都因為我的被動,697Please respect copyright.PENANAoOZQDA0irY
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,697Please respect copyright.PENANAmk4DdhW9W6
導致我的失敗。697Please respect copyright.PENANAg3CpNJd1Qh
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若不是早已應邀,697Please respect copyright.PENANA0JVREX1VTR
我想,我還是留在家中,697Please respect copyright.PENANAW038mrjnXo
白白的消磨時間。697Please respect copyright.PENANAL0HJIU0fYq
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,697Please respect copyright.PENANAfVCV3B8FIZ
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。697Please respect copyright.PENANA5CAN0jDSDY
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,697Please respect copyright.PENANAs6zhd3j222
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。697Please respect copyright.PENANA3h2GY1GtY0
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我們乘坐慢船。697Please respect copyright.PENANACyqnhOXU2c
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,697Please respect copyright.PENANAoZv5WFmGYi
然後開展我們的「賭局」。697Please respect copyright.PENANAnJ5yfGkiur
我們玩得有說有笑,697Please respect copyright.PENANAhuVbVTtxV2
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。697Please respect copyright.PENANAb208baVT23
我內心的景象,也是如此。697Please respect copyright.PENANAPOK6YK4z9Q
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,697Please respect copyright.PENANAG0gXREi8yk
尋得他們的燈光。697Please respect copyright.PENANAPYILxneqpP
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。697Please respect copyright.PENANAd95vRr9DjE
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,697Please respect copyright.PENANA7do4c68XPk
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,697Please respect copyright.PENANAUJhDsO8QCL
玩玩聊聊。697Please respect copyright.PENANAogel67Jgc5
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說697Please respect copyright.PENANA9p8B66t1EH
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說697Please respect copyright.PENANAeHOQqmw4UA
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應697Please respect copyright.PENANAI5HkDikbRD
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」697Please respect copyright.PENANAKoqhIQrq1e
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。697Please respect copyright.PENANAq5uPkzMHwA
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。697Please respect copyright.PENANADe8B8x8bGa
記得,697Please respect copyright.PENANAwiHfUXezez
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,697Please respect copyright.PENANA2fWYRqO4fc
四處找朋友拍照留念。697Please respect copyright.PENANA2EfNqqhH2t
我,只是一個留級的同學,697Please respect copyright.PENANAOAqjwDLNTZ
又不主動認識其他人,697Please respect copyright.PENANA8czX2Lg0mb
沒有人找上,也正常不過。697Please respect copyright.PENANAyBEAoEND6C
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。697Please respect copyright.PENANAvdRVRZt00X
不過,697Please respect copyright.PENANAU6mFlTE5U6
她對我已經……697Please respect copyright.PENANAzsAz9yOYON
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,697Please respect copyright.PENANATVMVzfVacG
其實,697Please respect copyright.PENANA7LA9QaW3Sr
心裡還是渴望著。697Please respect copyright.PENANA7DLAks8Yf1
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最終,都得到實現。697Please respect copyright.PENANAQQonaHAYdA
不過,697Please respect copyright.PENANAUrCLMNCUsB
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。697Please respect copyright.PENANA0DBz6hglIQ
我不喜在她這樣的態度,697Please respect copyright.PENANAeildQSkcsi
不是想說她態度欠佳,697Please respect copyright.PENANAALQva3OAHH
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。697Please respect copyright.PENANAI5cgexIow7
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眼見面前一班好友,697Please respect copyright.PENANAk0sfqh8lyw
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。697Please respect copyright.PENANAYThyxyatXS
過了好一段時間,697Please respect copyright.PENANAMTPEcTUkTK
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。697Please respect copyright.PENANABINrUXk4zq
偏偏在上山的時候,697Please respect copyright.PENANAH54qchOreT
我突然感到一陣納悶,697Please respect copyright.PENANAtb2anMG4Da
那刻,我在想,697Please respect copyright.PENANAAN2Arbmva0
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?697Please respect copyright.PENANAtrjYq1wddJ
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。697Please respect copyright.PENANAcZP0xOhKfp
良久,終於下山,697Please respect copyright.PENANA2C44xMTOp9
時間來到下午五時多,697Please respect copyright.PENANAe5pdYsv6e8
我不適的感覺重了,697Please respect copyright.PENANAqr2RyoPmlX
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,697Please respect copyright.PENANAAICDWtDe6T
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。697Please respect copyright.PENANAt6cFBwdDg1
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終於舒暢了,697Please respect copyright.PENANAIrSoT58DWp
可惜,697Please respect copyright.PENANAQmMmjGKQ1V
過了不足兩小時,697Please respect copyright.PENANA1PolAn3GwM
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,697Please respect copyright.PENANAxc9WGHmQXW
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。697Please respect copyright.PENANAcJjk1bMsgO
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。697Please respect copyright.PENANAVEXGx2zlWx
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。697Please respect copyright.PENANACKfJ3WY5Z3
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。697Please respect copyright.PENANAaDp02CdyVI
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲697Please respect copyright.PENANArJzmRC115F
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」697Please respect copyright.PENANARWLJyjph2t
「回去好好休息吧。」697Please respect copyright.PENANAuMvWD1nP8l
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。697Please respect copyright.PENANAQoaosZfsaU
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。697Please respect copyright.PENANAnPPAvIlFVN
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,697Please respect copyright.PENANAwBgDfig8vf
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,697Please respect copyright.PENANAPfSc3QfUTi
無奈已經沒可能了。697Please respect copyright.PENANAww12kjbm3U
697Please respect copyright.PENANAJeIyTKAZqQ
晚上十時多,697Please respect copyright.PENANAL0FhSV7b3R
終於回到家裡,697Please respect copyright.PENANA1A7dKdYvqw
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,697Please respect copyright.PENANAtgX5u6VPuM
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,697Please respect copyright.PENANAX1NYkAtG4i
我,肚瀉了。697Please respect copyright.PENANAyJVZ8CHXna
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,697Please respect copyright.PENANAQZMU7yJPWa
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。697Please respect copyright.PENANAi4h3NvqmkT
本打算藉今天散散心,697Please respect copyright.PENANA5bESstFosm
卻又嘔又瀉。697Please respect copyright.PENANAdnzRIvmnCA
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。697Please respect copyright.PENANAQNWPfbM7AQ
閉起雙眼,697Please respect copyright.PENANAfvrItMpHTN
更見黑暗,697Please respect copyright.PENANAssHP8NCGwG
更感孤寂。697Please respect copyright.PENANAeCTktxqJL0
我,很想很想...697Please respect copyright.PENANAkhYACWxnuQ
很想痛哭一場。697Please respect copyright.PENANAANht29FemB
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。697Please respect copyright.PENANAb8QVbKmrlb
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,697Please respect copyright.PENANA0PElfifmt0
但我卻無法哭一場。697Please respect copyright.PENANA9lxUimgNP0
味苦,697Please respect copyright.PENANASwYu3GjXNV
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,697Please respect copyright.PENANAophlXbl6rs
辛苦。697Please respect copyright.PENANAPOcO6FidUO
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,697Please respect copyright.PENANAMEjQtgVH0n
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,697Please respect copyright.PENANANSslDgpj7P
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。697Please respect copyright.PENANARTs1mo3Xgb
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。697Please respect copyright.PENANARyOI8GsBQb
其實,我想不出一位。697Please respect copyright.PENANAAEV6pJnzrx
其實,我身邊都沒有。697Please respect copyright.PENANA6uWVYF5J3p
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,697Please respect copyright.PENANAIRCFxbRX3K
減下痛苦。697Please respect copyright.PENANAW8kviWRxBF
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色697Please respect copyright.PENANAS2MLJa1UJ5
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了697Please respect copyright.PENANApmV1bCQTZu
你已經決定了 你已經決定了697Please respect copyright.PENANAQdenANHmAA
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著697Please respect copyright.PENANARVgL7atOA8
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了697Please respect copyright.PENANAjB0dX2uJY2
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割697Please respect copyright.PENANApvh1zr7XCq
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色697Please respect copyright.PENANAmqLqRsrl0n
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了697Please respect copyright.PENANADnMEZKKVJE
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼697Please respect copyright.PENANAbBma8DcNvT
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了697Please respect copyright.PENANAWYwpLSoQya
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇697Please respect copyright.PENANAyGdemauxMT
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著697Please respect copyright.PENANA5WA6tNHmlm
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色697Please respect copyright.PENANA1RGMCMGabs
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了697Please respect copyright.PENANArlJDN27EL2
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼697Please respect copyright.PENANA8o4j8r6ATF
697Please respect copyright.PENANAKnpDJh3ZpQ
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合697Please respect copyright.PENANAUrLwMheJU4
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河697Please respect copyright.PENANAbBfwnUmjx8
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了697Please respect copyright.PENANAkXtDg1Zlwl
然後才後悔著697Please respect copyright.PENANATXW60pbvjd
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色697Please respect copyright.PENANAi4wvJatqgV
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了697Please respect copyright.PENANAp9kULBe3RX
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼697Please respect copyright.PENANA3NxzXRqk39
697Please respect copyright.PENANASGFcH1MiE1
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合697Please respect copyright.PENANA15oPBnp2k9
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河697Please respect copyright.PENANAIbkCT8ix1H
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了697Please respect copyright.PENANAyJ4QnimFJ7
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色697Please respect copyright.PENANAIRzR0luql8
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢697Please respect copyright.PENANAw9kl1LSv2Z
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻697Please respect copyright.PENANAJeHSHT0Zkm
重新開始活著697Please respect copyright.PENANAvk7O9HCOfj
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《你,不是真正的快樂》697Please respect copyright.PENANAnCQSCF9DWW