1月14日,凌晨5時多。637Please respect copyright.PENANAXKuXMO4pbI
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。637Please respect copyright.PENANAldHEkSvqcE
大家都在熟睡中,637Please respect copyright.PENANAa0RQusAaoZ
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,637Please respect copyright.PENANA1xGsjyzIqg
不自覺的再次想起她。637Please respect copyright.PENANAQHd5hJgyFG
我,很想長睡下去,637Please respect copyright.PENANAS2lCns0qhv
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。637Please respect copyright.PENANAK0EMJk1tVG
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。637Please respect copyright.PENANAoFMRhHu4ga
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。637Please respect copyright.PENANAQQlJ8AQzSw
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,637Please respect copyright.PENANAd0heogipbS
血水慢慢的滲出。637Please respect copyright.PENANA4jgjrBO4RV
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。637Please respect copyright.PENANAMcs6e2DaoC
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。637Please respect copyright.PENANAyLh3A5GJT2
起來梳洗,637Please respect copyright.PENANAfbAciPxhcU
執拾行裝。637Please respect copyright.PENANAWBKNPJ93lC
準備與朋友集合。637Please respect copyright.PENANAKWn5nzWcxO
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,637Please respect copyright.PENANAZr23tjombU
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。637Please respect copyright.PENANALEvX9ZAR0h
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。637Please respect copyright.PENANAu1kqk30tpn
或者一切都因為我的被動,637Please respect copyright.PENANArQsr6WDrMO
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,637Please respect copyright.PENANAFWUdgqUg2i
導致我的失敗。637Please respect copyright.PENANA081CflaZOo
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若不是早已應邀,637Please respect copyright.PENANASh25xcwbFD
我想,我還是留在家中,637Please respect copyright.PENANAsIv8cT0bdt
白白的消磨時間。637Please respect copyright.PENANANgqggnPmBc
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,637Please respect copyright.PENANArzkEj7CaEv
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。637Please respect copyright.PENANAstzbphwAR9
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,637Please respect copyright.PENANA64TjvYnHp0
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。637Please respect copyright.PENANAzF2Kdb9vje
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我們乘坐慢船。637Please respect copyright.PENANAosXyW0Mkeb
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,637Please respect copyright.PENANAR5pxBtnoff
然後開展我們的「賭局」。637Please respect copyright.PENANAuzbkkbOA8S
我們玩得有說有笑,637Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8uUYac7fI
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。637Please respect copyright.PENANATMl1YnqLK8
我內心的景象,也是如此。637Please respect copyright.PENANA03Hkr9YK7U
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,637Please respect copyright.PENANAWpkGUVY6eW
尋得他們的燈光。637Please respect copyright.PENANAGvx1dvhxyn
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。637Please respect copyright.PENANAVDSsdUNHCp
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,637Please respect copyright.PENANAh7nfvVwLTA
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,637Please respect copyright.PENANAj34BT2Rd5M
玩玩聊聊。637Please respect copyright.PENANAYybnPxAzxM
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說637Please respect copyright.PENANA85wfobOvQr
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說637Please respect copyright.PENANAZsOyLBuYWw
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應637Please respect copyright.PENANAogfu6lMDY0
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」637Please respect copyright.PENANAj3K2RAwNHH
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。637Please respect copyright.PENANAWJKvLxPmr2
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。637Please respect copyright.PENANAH6LR1AQUK1
記得,637Please respect copyright.PENANAsRewlPHmAZ
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,637Please respect copyright.PENANAixTnTZad7s
四處找朋友拍照留念。637Please respect copyright.PENANAZvGAqzYAxy
我,只是一個留級的同學,637Please respect copyright.PENANAdRWWSFAVPQ
又不主動認識其他人,637Please respect copyright.PENANA47op6DZ8ZQ
沒有人找上,也正常不過。637Please respect copyright.PENANAtiMKcV3jyx
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。637Please respect copyright.PENANAXxf4ksKaPw
不過,637Please respect copyright.PENANAlU8nHbXQWP
她對我已經……637Please respect copyright.PENANARpmniA1xIo
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,637Please respect copyright.PENANAsWMAVgggpa
其實,637Please respect copyright.PENANABzaBRWMhil
心裡還是渴望著。637Please respect copyright.PENANATSzfgB17CO
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最終,都得到實現。637Please respect copyright.PENANAd42B7bDUIk
不過,637Please respect copyright.PENANAyU1TNKqlcL
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。637Please respect copyright.PENANAJXnXvrclcI
我不喜在她這樣的態度,637Please respect copyright.PENANATBAXwUGUEW
不是想說她態度欠佳,637Please respect copyright.PENANA5VCFdfqoaN
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。637Please respect copyright.PENANAaingx32CYO
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眼見面前一班好友,637Please respect copyright.PENANAEdBhYC9QDr
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。637Please respect copyright.PENANAZeOZBnPwX0
過了好一段時間,637Please respect copyright.PENANAVShyqKKdVI
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。637Please respect copyright.PENANAwICa6dAt9O
偏偏在上山的時候,637Please respect copyright.PENANARf8CQMD9cG
我突然感到一陣納悶,637Please respect copyright.PENANA7bRre5wi6M
那刻,我在想,637Please respect copyright.PENANAWrHLlQUIkT
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?637Please respect copyright.PENANArHPqXa7JIo
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。637Please respect copyright.PENANASZSY3irrIt
良久,終於下山,637Please respect copyright.PENANALnyHZdSRVE
時間來到下午五時多,637Please respect copyright.PENANAnafxWWldJm
我不適的感覺重了,637Please respect copyright.PENANA7Whk04QIg0
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,637Please respect copyright.PENANAjcwiFduHWU
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。637Please respect copyright.PENANAWCof179rwI
637Please respect copyright.PENANAuIhgrz4w89
終於舒暢了,637Please respect copyright.PENANADwy2Q4kUAw
可惜,637Please respect copyright.PENANAyKbdg40hbo
過了不足兩小時,637Please respect copyright.PENANAsVEsns6QIo
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,637Please respect copyright.PENANA8IVUFs0sG8
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。637Please respect copyright.PENANAmfU1XdtKT7
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。637Please respect copyright.PENANAcApZIszFG5
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。637Please respect copyright.PENANA3oDq11ezoE
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。637Please respect copyright.PENANAzZTRGYeK0l
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲637Please respect copyright.PENANAxbC9wYQxLn
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」637Please respect copyright.PENANA3AZUtMUPVk
「回去好好休息吧。」637Please respect copyright.PENANA4HZ5Mu8ZG1
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。637Please respect copyright.PENANACbiR9oUYGX
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。637Please respect copyright.PENANAFVDtjjjNjX
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,637Please respect copyright.PENANAD3VpN2LW4t
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,637Please respect copyright.PENANA71RwlCaBNo
無奈已經沒可能了。637Please respect copyright.PENANAABYhxdwOEo
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晚上十時多,637Please respect copyright.PENANACe7VFiEayZ
終於回到家裡,637Please respect copyright.PENANAydHWfrHqnQ
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,637Please respect copyright.PENANATaCx3CYRfb
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,637Please respect copyright.PENANA4AJ0q2ZP77
我,肚瀉了。637Please respect copyright.PENANAHFiIXC3MIF
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,637Please respect copyright.PENANAJmM93H0bdk
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。637Please respect copyright.PENANAiGAgZucnGh
本打算藉今天散散心,637Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8Vp7lb0U1
卻又嘔又瀉。637Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8XhMnamod
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。637Please respect copyright.PENANAn7g0rSPHN6
閉起雙眼,637Please respect copyright.PENANAFitqnFVNcn
更見黑暗,637Please respect copyright.PENANAH8Y2Z8iPMu
更感孤寂。637Please respect copyright.PENANAA68yhXSMvW
我,很想很想...637Please respect copyright.PENANAOuCPih2fmR
很想痛哭一場。637Please respect copyright.PENANA1jJJC6utTY
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。637Please respect copyright.PENANACKSAC3D0qf
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,637Please respect copyright.PENANAh2zrdDMYdc
但我卻無法哭一場。637Please respect copyright.PENANAoBkhAtj2ZW
味苦,637Please respect copyright.PENANAItMsd1alch
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,637Please respect copyright.PENANAjDtRt4MvdQ
辛苦。637Please respect copyright.PENANAXG4hsrM7dk
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,637Please respect copyright.PENANAjpG5VG2ed2
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,637Please respect copyright.PENANAeFGYrfWShu
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。637Please respect copyright.PENANAJjsIC7wU8X
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。637Please respect copyright.PENANAZCNgA7bhP9
其實,我想不出一位。637Please respect copyright.PENANAqIb2ek5scp
其實,我身邊都沒有。637Please respect copyright.PENANAm14VPXVbX3
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,637Please respect copyright.PENANAccAYcTBKgS
減下痛苦。637Please respect copyright.PENANAnJW8ZcBsvp
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色637Please respect copyright.PENANAjecHMDOD89
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了637Please respect copyright.PENANAKimFkf8buW
你已經決定了 你已經決定了637Please respect copyright.PENANAdAzsEzTsWz
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著637Please respect copyright.PENANAHp0uXuPD7w
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了637Please respect copyright.PENANAgNCn3diAO0
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割637Please respect copyright.PENANAnXQrDzG9ki
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色637Please respect copyright.PENANAtrO3KIwplN
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了637Please respect copyright.PENANAoXKJqVeqxa
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼637Please respect copyright.PENANAe5RfWn079S
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了637Please respect copyright.PENANA9grG7EvRhU
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇637Please respect copyright.PENANAZATGHFvfzJ
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著637Please respect copyright.PENANAaX93KC6rcz
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色637Please respect copyright.PENANA1Yf4FqYqDZ
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了637Please respect copyright.PENANAazsWCl9OHc
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼637Please respect copyright.PENANABj34zWfsoG
637Please respect copyright.PENANAIrVjxfZKwS
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合637Please respect copyright.PENANAgLtJ8goTeP
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河637Please respect copyright.PENANA95FtfVYPRr
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了637Please respect copyright.PENANAVifacAhfiB
然後才後悔著637Please respect copyright.PENANAzFjqYA5I8C
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色637Please respect copyright.PENANA53kh984bho
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了637Please respect copyright.PENANAkYTkWctgWw
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼637Please respect copyright.PENANAyiWhR8dHh5
637Please respect copyright.PENANAr4k3MKpEmx
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合637Please respect copyright.PENANA84IC63Tf08
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河637Please respect copyright.PENANACdBzcjK4h9
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了637Please respect copyright.PENANAkgeXMEM4IK
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色637Please respect copyright.PENANA0UC60bggQe
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢637Please respect copyright.PENANAfGeHcKOFCk
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻637Please respect copyright.PENANAelVm6tviZw
重新開始活著637Please respect copyright.PENANAPCEW1QL1g3
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《你,不是真正的快樂》637Please respect copyright.PENANAk7yHcBboBi