Chapter seven
REALIZATION
The word " promise " is just a broken word.
PROMISES
The words " I Promise " I never allowed myself to get excited about, at least not any more.
I have heard those words so many times on birthdays, and Christmases but I never saw one thing yet that I was promised, that's why I always tell people never make a promise that you can't keep, especially to kids cause if you do, your kid is most likely to end up like me.
I don't get excited anymore, for anything, cause I've been let down so many times, and let out so many silent cries, that I had to say my goodbyes to excitment, that was the only way I could protect myself from getting hurt.
As a kid I enjoyed the word promise, cause I knew that they weren't suppose to be broken, as a kid that's the closest you will ever get to commitment, but as I got older the word " promise " became a broken word, so I stopped allowing people to bring my hopes up just to let me fall.
I don't believe in promises but there's this kid inside me that that's still waiting for one to be kept, but I guess that isn't in my reality, all that taught me was to never expect anyone to do anything for you, cause they just might not keep there promise, always have a back up plan, and never make promises you can't keep, be an independent individual.
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