CHAPTER SIX647Please respect copyright.PENANAbwBMuUSqRv
REALIZATION647Please respect copyright.PENANARLPtLTNDLX
Life can be such a terrible game......647Please respect copyright.PENANAgErqM6zOFk
....... It messes with your head sometimes.647Please respect copyright.PENANARQhnEn3Z4s
NO ONES PERFECT647Please respect copyright.PENANAPaIttTLbKz
I am not sitting down under a tree, by my window, or in a restaurant this time. I'm standing in front of my mirror thinking about how fucked up a humans brain can get over one little action of the past.647Please respect copyright.PENANAbRHut5QleQ
I'm not going to write these chapters acting like I know it all, cause I don't, those chapters that I write on life about how " you should live it to the fullest, and be happy, and that life is to short to be miserable",....blah, blah, blah, I write it because its true, because its always on my mind ( LIFE ) , it's how I would like my life to be. I also write it because it encourages other people to be happy. 647Please respect copyright.PENANAIutxpYsJyQ
So, this is me being real with you, I'm messed up, broken, scared, weird, what ever the fuck you want to call it, but I'm not perfect, no one is, and I take back what I said about always being happy, you don't have to ALWAYS be happy, its okay to be sad, mad, frustrated, etc. Its okay to be emotional, cause the moment you hold that shit in its going to break you mentally, and trust me when I say, " I have bin there ", and I'm still there.647Please respect copyright.PENANA1JD12S4f8W
Am I happy with my life?, I am going to tell you straight up, " no I'm not ", I have way more sad days that happy, but you know what I'm getting my shit together slowly but surely, and I'm not writing this for you to feel sorry for me, NO, I'm writing this to send a message, to tell you that, IT'S OKAY, and that, NOBODY'S PERFECT!!!!647Please respect copyright.PENANAEcw4qd297T