每年到考試季節,自修室總是人山人海,無論是康文署的,還是一些青年中心會所,都總有學生的足跡,即使平日不用功的學生,也會來湊湊「熱鬧」。577Please respect copyright.PENANAFY4d0eH0hH
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再者,2012年是舊制高考和新制文憑試的交替期,應考公開試的考生會是歷界最多,也意味著自修室會「大爆炸」577Please respect copyright.PENANAdOsqvdEtWa
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而我也約了呀樂和呀明他們一起溫習,常去的就是學校附近的康文署自修室,因為我發覺自己在家中好難集中,最吸引我的,不是電腦電視,而是那又軟又大又舒服的睡床!577Please respect copyright.PENANAYLh8woPnlP
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在自修室中至少能讓自己不睡,因為公開試不能再懶惰,所以即使只有自己一個,我也會獨個到自修室溫習577Please respect copyright.PENANA1jMPRLbOos
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至於呀怡,雖然我們仍然互傳訊息,但見面相處次數仍是小得可憐,所以當見面時還是會尷尬,可能在文字上交流,大家都會比較放得開577Please respect copyright.PENANAb0zqMmRjN9
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另外,有一樣東西我一直想不透,也很矛盾,就是與呀怡的關係。在我立埸,我很想呀怡可以成為好朋友,甚至更進一步,但現在卻正正是拚博時期,每個都正為公開考作最後努力,如果這段時間拍拖,必定會對公開試有負面影響,這是我卻步的原因。577Please respect copyright.PENANAwmC2w82Irm
但其實仔細想想,呀怡不一定喜歡我,何況是當我女朋友,可能這一切都可能是我最終幻想(FF)577Please respect copyright.PENANAPMzYEZWLUQ
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可能有人說,拍拖也可以專心溫習,一對戀人甚至可以每天一起溫習,互相鼓勵,多麼美好,但事實看看自修室內,來談情的多於溫習577Please respect copyright.PENANArSMMdBfkD2
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或者,「十對情侶,有兩對捱到下去」~577Please respect copyright.PENANA7os2uDhDGX
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何況現在我還未行動,已經花上太多時間去想,別人卻已完成了一個課題,我不敢再浪費時間想像,只好繼續溫習,趕上進度。577Please respect copyright.PENANAddo7X8Up5Z
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但偏偏,很多事情都事與願違...577Please respect copyright.PENANA5HD5gZEnUF
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心知公開試重要性的我,已決定自己在這後時間不可以拍拖,不可把一直的努力白費,但我又不願意突然疏遠呀怡,或者是我不捨得失去,我也不知自己想怎樣...577Please respect copyright.PENANAC49dbaIMlZ
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所以,也只是維持以往的相處方式,即是互傳訊息,但呀怡似乎不是這樣想...577Please respect copyright.PENANAmuOVgePy2D
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「訓左未呀?」呀怡在凌晨12時傳了一個訊息給我577Please respect copyright.PENANAo6V2P7QysG
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「未呀..仲溫緊書,你呢」577Please respect copyright.PENANAaA45XUBmpa
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「無呀,訓唔著,所以上網睇緊野咋嘛」577Please respect copyright.PENANA0RElpwTJuN
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「你就好..我其實好眼訓,但難得依加屋企夠哂靜,所以想溫多陣」577Please respect copyright.PENANANELBgalUGa
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「哇..你好勤力呀,比我實好快訓著。見你咁勤力,獎你食啦,嘻」577Please respect copyright.PENANAKvqQJjP4Zt
呀怡傳了一張圖片,內容是一杯朱古力味的雪糕577Please respect copyright.PENANA9jXARqeRNA
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「咁你快d速遞上黎啦,哈哈」其實我和呀怡也是住在學校附近,所以很近577Please respect copyright.PENANAWfyOJUCuSN
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「咁夜出街我會有危險,嘻嘻」577Please respect copyright.PENANA3CFOpbXdLa
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「有我保護你,唔洗驚啦,哈」577Please respect copyright.PENANAqybgIG76Le
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「係咪先,嘻嘻,咁你快d過黎啦」577Please respect copyright.PENANAC1cU8y97uu
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「點解會變左我出黎既,嘻嘻,唔得喎,明知我肚餓,你引誘完我唔比我食,肥死你!!」577Please respect copyright.PENANAoTv6BAZB5V
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「好衰呀你,咒我肥,唔理你啦,哼!」577Please respect copyright.PENANAZvO36CaUSl
雖然是傳訊息,但我幻想得到呀怡裝生氣的樣子,應該是很可愛577Please respect copyright.PENANAy2dWqm6UK4
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「講笑咋,唔好嬲啦,最多第日請你食多杯,嘻嘻」最後都是我輸577Please respect copyright.PENANAtdqm8U5SS0
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不過輸給呀怡也是開心的,哈577Please respect copyright.PENANAuSE81gdJa3
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「你話架,唔準呃我,咁你快d溫書啦,聽日再傾:)」577Please respect copyright.PENANAnAKJULjFZ6
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「哈,我一向好有信用,好啦,你都唔好太夜啦」577Please respect copyright.PENANAEXCuzhL6CG
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「嘻,知道」577Please respect copyright.PENANALdEZBUitxY
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現在回看,這些對話都是令人心微笑,當中其實也有點曖昧的味道,因為我們都是單身一族,自然很想找到另一半...577Please respect copyright.PENANAVi5Y8UHcEx
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很多人說最開心,最興奮並不是戀愛中的時候,而是這段曖昧期!577Please respect copyright.PENANAiuHxux9Or9
大家都捉不透,但又很想靠近,若隱若現,對方每一個行為都可以令你十分期待,就如熊仔頭說,實在太狂妄啦!!577Please respect copyright.PENANAQmU7L4pwjq
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但大家卻有很喜歡,很享受577Please respect copyright.PENANA4a8V5shYBV
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愈接近公開試,外出溫習的動力也會愈大,自修室的面孔也開始張張不同577Please respect copyright.PENANADhfr7Snqp0
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某一天的下午,我如常跟呀樂呀明到自修室,但明顯今天比平日跟難找位置,我們三人便在埸內走了一圈,看看有沒有位子。此時,我看見平日不出來的呀怡也出現在自修室溫習577Please respect copyright.PENANANXJzlpS3iM
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但其實也難怪,附近學校的同學大多也是會來這間自修室,但重點是,我看見呀怡身旁的,是一個男性友人...577Please respect copyright.PENANArv7NzeTpuE