我地過左咁樣嘅生活足足半年,呢半年嚟每一日都好規律,起身食早餐、返工、放工、一齊食飯。我有同朋友講過我同呀文嘅嘢,佢地都覺得我好蠢。覺得我應該爭取同呀文一齊,而唔係一直盲目咁係後面付出。但我而家咁樣真係好幸福,我唔敢再進一步,我唔想破壞我地兩個嘅關係。你問我係咪想同佢拍拖,咁緊係想...。但係同時間我都知佢心入邊仲有Nicole,我唔想係呢個時候乘人之危。我已經得到好多,至少可以每晚都同佢一齊訓,我已經好知足。403Please respect copyright.PENANACKQo5P2hmw
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我地嘅關係平平穩穩咁發展,冇咩特別大嘅事發生。我地最鍾意係夜晚一齊聽住歌,一齊唱。同佢一齊唱歌好有feel,佢唱歌好好聽,我成日都比佢迷住。慢慢我感覺到佢都嘗試放低Nicole,佢個人慢慢開朗返,唔再好似岩岩一齊住嗰陣咁down。我唔知Nicole幾時會返嚟,而我一直都等緊個時機,一個令我同呀文可以更進一步嘅機會。之後有一次,有個男仔約我出街。我有問呀文嘅意見,但當佢叫我去同個男仔出街嘅時候,我個心有啲唔舒服...。我本身諗住試探下佢,但冇諗過佢一口就叫我去。我開始搞唔清我地兩個嘅關係究竟係點,我唔知佢心入邊點諗,係咪淨係當我水泡...。我開頭當然知道自己係水泡,但我鍾意佢,我甘願做佢嘅水泡。403Please respect copyright.PENANAQQY0Fpqu9s
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之後,我甚至乎係Youtube 搵一啲關係拍拖嘅片...,我好想知道呀文嘅心點諗。然後我同左個男仔出去,其實佢比我嘅感覺都幾好,但我同佢出去嘅時候一直都諗住呀文..。我諗緊自己咁樣試探呀文會唔會好衰,定係佢唔鍾意我,一啲所謂都冇..。所以當個男仔問我食完飯飲唔飲酒嘅時候,我有啲反叛咁想試下呀文嘅反應就應承左。403Please respect copyright.PENANAF8pjn5kFs1
「小心啲呀,唔好玩太夜..」佢嗰陣wtsapp話。都好..至少佢會擔心我。403Please respect copyright.PENANAmoBBseKLzA
「嗯,知道啦,我再搵你啦,真係唔洗等我呀」403Please respect copyright.PENANAEBN4WBhnLC
「冇等你呀,我問下炸~」佢講完呢句我有少少唔開心...,我以為佢會等我。就算我話唔洗等...,咁唔通佢真係唔等...!?咁...女仔係咁嫁啦...呀文你個死蠢!403Please respect copyright.PENANAcqm6bcExSJ
「哦~好啦」我灰左咁覆佢。403Please respect copyright.PENANAPOiaatxoPJ
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我好記得嗰晚返到去佢一個人訓左係梳化飲酒,佢仲要赤裸上身咁。403Please respect copyright.PENANAgHQYLqfBv4
「你..做咩唔著衫嘅....」我問403Please respect copyright.PENANAZHqcTSyTWT
「下..熱呀嘛..得啦你換衫啦...我冇嘢」403Please respect copyright.PENANAVABWDZbTaN
「真係?..」佢應該飲左好多..403Please respect copyright.PENANA3lvJciX73v
「得啦!唔洗理我啦!」我本身想關心佢,但佢好惡咁同我講嘢...,嗰次係佢第一次咁惡對我。我唔知自己做錯左啲咩...,我嬲左佢無理取鬧。到後尾先知,原來個傻仔呷醋。403Please respect copyright.PENANAmSnR9SdFsU
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「...咁夜返嘅」佢問。403Please respect copyright.PENANA1vSTLSChdT
「嗯....飲完酒嘛」403Please respect copyright.PENANAyPwOTTLlOg
「做咩第一次見就飲酒嘅」403Please respect copyright.PENANAfelrD2r9UU
「下..佢話想飲酒..咁我咪去」403Please respect copyright.PENANAciIKOtczu0
「人地話想飲你就去?」佢開始呷醋。403Please respect copyright.PENANAGZDYMliX7N
「下..唔去得咩」403Please respect copyright.PENANAzmLvBkg50K
「咁你點知佢係咪好人,一陣佢對你做啲咩你都唔知」403Please respect copyright.PENANAET4XINF1Qm
「我唔係細路女囉..!我點會唔知...」403Please respect copyright.PENANAK3fm43r0JS
「你明明就係..仲要飲到咁夜」403Please respect copyright.PENANAi5xuBY2Tlc
然後我記得我地嘈左一陣,之後我發脾氣走左出房。嗰陣我好驚佢嬲左我...,但好彩佢最後都出左嚟道歉同氹返我。嗰陣我個心跳得好快,我地好似情侶咁打鬧。嗰刻我覺得有冇名分根本就唔重要,我同呀文開開心心就得啦。403Please respect copyright.PENANAgIhVTmh3AA
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「平時又唔見你同我出去會打扮..」佢細細聲講。403Please respect copyright.PENANALMomSZ77Ly
「..下?」我問。403Please respect copyright.PENANAyoWUZ3Y8wn
「冇嘢..」傻仔,呷個男仔醋。嗰刻我就知道,我係呀文心入面佔左個都幾重要嘅位置。我唔知我高啲定Nicole高啲,但至少,我可以confirm403Please respect copyright.PENANAcsmoYQCuif
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佢個心入面有我403Please respect copyright.PENANAyz5UH9Dfd4
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誰可使我超出估計403Please respect copyright.PENANAh4P3NzjYH4
如今腦海裡有涉及你的一切403Please respect copyright.PENANAWNU5Ap0nop
朋友亦叫我控制 說放膽愛別失勢403Please respect copyright.PENANAeegzibNIzx
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