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It was noon, I had something up my sleeve. I had won tickets to a rock concert that had been announced recently. It had something to do with a radio contest. But I had been saving them for Saki. 158Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiSvYigqZZ
I walked over to Saki, as she was sleeping on the couch, while The Nirvana MTV Unplugged session was playing on the TV, it was on Youtube.
I placed a pair of jeans and a nirvana smiley face shirt. I had my stuff on. When I was 18, I was pretty fat But I had been hitting the gym, And while I'm not buffed out, I'm skinnier. Lankier. I didn't go on any diets, because when Saki started falling apart when she was alive. I starved myself. Then she got rid of Delores, and I ate my last meals, A McDonald's Cheeseburger, A Large pizza from Freddy's, and two tacos that my mom made. Then I went to my room, and I Overdosed. Not on Heroin, But on my sleeping meds. I swallowed the pills, and I drank a bottle of Sailor Jerry's spiced rum. I turned on my MP3 player to play the Doomer wave cover of Nirvana's Dumb. and I wrote my mom and Saki a note.
While I was dying mind you. It read:
To mom, I apologize for my actions, Don't forget who I was before I fell apart like I did. Remember me being the rambunctious 5 year old, playing games at Freddy Fazbear's Pizzeria. Tell the others that I am happy now. Tell My teachers that I am going to a better school. Tell Aingiel that she won't have to see my face.
To Saki, I forgive you, you weren't in control, SHITFACE was the one behind the wheel. I hope we see each other in heaven, or the Flipside. I don't know if Delores will be there. She could be in Heaven I hope. Tell Shitface to fuck himself. Tell your parents not to bother showing up at the funeral. And tell yourself that I'm okay.
Icant escapethe sadness that Ihave bred inmY heart. I am not myself anymore. We couldvebeen happy...We could've been HAPPY..WE COULD HAVE BEEN HAPPY WE COULD HAVE BEEN SO FUCKING HAPPY! Why did you leave me like this, You didn't look like you, Iwasnt trying to kill you. whatelse do you want from me? what else do you want, you looked like you weren't in control, I'm sorri, I'm sooo sorri mommy, I am so sorry that I couldn't talk u out of this whole mess. I am sooo sorrii that you couldn't see my human side...I'm soooooooooooooooooo sorriii that you lost your home.
To Canyon, I am sorry that you've seen me die. you aren't even real, why should you care. To Pixie, feel free to piss on my corpse.
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU ALL! FUCK YOU SCHULYER! FUCK YOU HAYATO! FUCK EVERYONE WHO NEVER CARED!
I remember calling out for my mom, asking if she could get Saki for me, Little did I know that Mom was outside smoking a cigarette, And Saki was probably in Vegas high as a kite and getting ready to go higher. I lay there for 15 minutes before anyone came to check on me.Pixie ended up in my room somehow, and she was actually rubbing against me. She knew that I was dying, because I was laughing, and I was vomiting up every meal from that day.
Mom finally came in, She saw me...And she cried. My last sentences of my past life were.
"If you make me clean this up. Put bullet in my head. I am in no condition for anything as you can tell. And If Saki is here, tell her to leave. I don't care....I love you mom, and I love her....She shouldn't see me like this, dying faster and faster. So again, don't make me clean this up"
I saw my mom smile, and I said my last words.
"I love you mom.."
Then I died. Then It was blackness for awhile. And I woke up in the Pizzeria. It was abandoned. The animatronics were broken down and deactivated. So I walked out into the sunlight. Where I saw a familiar face.
"So, your girlfriend OD yet?" he said in a familiar monotonic voice.
"Kurt Donald Cobain, I had a feeling you didn't go to hell. How are you doing dude?"
Kurt looked at me and smiled.
"Better than how I was when I arrived. When I got here I still had a chunk of my face blown off."
It was at that moment I felt like I was gonna puke.
"You should throw up in a bush, I'm fresh out of barf bags."
I didn't even listen, because I was already puking my guts out in a bush.
I looked around, and I saw cars zooming past.. I smiled weakly.
"I'm alive... how am I not dead?"
Kurt lit himself a cigarette and said in a pitch perfect impression of 1977 Chuck E Cheese.
"You aren't, You're dead Nitwit."
I grinned.
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