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寫文之前，我有參考了這兩兄弟的生平記載，不過畢竟是以美男吸血鬼作為同人文的出發點，文章內容和史實可能多少還是有點出入😆179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAZTcvJnLW
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所以我儘量努力在兩者之間取得平衡，請各位太太們在賞文之餘不要太鞭(抹汗)179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTIHjOirqF
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會有第三篇，敬請期待179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9VJohM12c
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以下，故事開始179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSC0HgCKMY
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大浴池裡蒸氣氤氳，水氣迷離，濃厚詭譎的尷尬曖昧在彼此視線之間流轉，西奧一臉羞窘、眼神飄移，而文森依舊表情淡定，無法捕捉任何情緒。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSC48j9Agq
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兩兄弟就這樣沉默駐足、對視。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkUcOMLYTT
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最後，在這場充滿無形壓迫感的對峙中退怯敗陣的，是西奧。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ2tIzkgzq
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已經無法再多承受任何一點來自文森的目光，西奧撇頭、越過文森，沉默無語的隨意將大浴巾胡亂纏上腰間，一把抓起衣物，低頭快步離開大浴池。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbS5yxPosyd
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門扉方向傳來低沉喀噠聲響後，徒留一室靜謐。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWST5hKwAqX
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文森喉結滾動，明明該說點什麼，腦子裡的一片混亂讓他什麼都沒能說出口。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SKc66Vqxa
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過去的回憶喧囂翻湧，喜怒哀樂，一幕幕、一篇篇，都有西奧的身影。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXoQZQUkHD
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童稚時期，村裡的孩子們欺負自己，勃然大怒的西奧不管不顧，衝上前去就是一頓痛揍，絲毫不在意當時個頭和年紀都小對方許多。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQK9XnxyRe
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流血的嘴角、擦傷的膝蓋和破皮的手肘，都無法瞞過媽媽，兩人一起被罰站時，西奧紅著眼、噙著淚，勇敢的說不疼，要一輩子保護哥哥。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlusNV3W9Ut
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年輕氣盛的青春時期，因為自己的固執、兩人大吵一架，最後是西奧拉下臉，選擇跟自己和好。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gRr1kZWc2
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一直以來，他的人生歷程並不順遂，傾盡全力支持自己繪畫創作的，也是西奧。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sd3xX3NmX
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愛在許多日常生活的細枝末節層層疊疊、醞釀發酵，不經意時，已然悄悄漫延。文森驚覺到自己對西奧抱持的感情已經傾覆歪斜時，已經太遲。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeYxnsiUgG
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西奧看向自己的灼灼目光那麼熱烈，揉滿崇拜與愛慕，像是一心一意、渴望陽光眷顧的向日葵，滿滿青春洋溢的年少情懷和燦爛笑顏，本該恣意奔放追尋生命真諦才是，西奧卻自始至終只選擇望向自己、一意孤行。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FhZewGKmy
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西奧太過耀眼，天生擁有的領導才能，氣宇軒昂、自信而霸氣，他才是太陽、光、和熱。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZTZ1G3eBT
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文森只能選擇離開。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXo1mjjnvei
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跟高更同居，部分原因是景仰高更的繪畫能力，主要卻是想藉由高更來忘掉西奧，也好讓西奧對自己死心。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KJoFxZn9E
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但文森無法容忍高更的自大與狂妄，高更自始至終也並沒有以平等的態度對待他。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvikk1EbYHQ
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與高更之間爭執不斷，文森不時想起西奧，那個義無反顧、一廂情願、自始至終呵護著自己的弟弟。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupvD0MjHvb
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明明是自己擺出毫無所謂的模樣推開西奧，卻又下意識貪戀攫取西奧的一切、無法割捨，文森覺得，這樣的自己跟本是個卑鄙小人。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFhwj4i6X2
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自己何德何能去接受西奧純粹又美好的愛？179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7F7JAYsGPd
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後來，文森瘋了。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrmkFYtJ74
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他瘋狂的做畫，油畫顏料在畫布上堆疊，一層又一層，鮮豔、繽紛，每一朵向日葵都是他對西奧沉默的愛，星空裡靛藍漩渦讓他想起西奧的眼眸，所有作品裡，都埋葬著自己內心最真實、卻無法說出口的感情。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBDgNvmg5h
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他愛西奧。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VgBJ8mOT3
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愛的癲狂、愛的癡迷。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjoatXvYWt
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愛的萬劫不復。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PSC4H4YEZ
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復甦之後，文森很快得知，在自己死後不久，西奧也相繼離世，那讓他痛徹心扉。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDaMzfVnOF
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所以在西奧獲得重生的那一刻起，文森便下定決心成為一個好哥哥，為了彌補前一世的虧欠，他願意傾盡全力，用偽裝來守護西奧對自己的那份真情。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmyNmtGaWi
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他必須成功演繹一個溫和善良的哥哥角色，瞞過所有人，包括自己的弟弟。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJT2WMoFIxx
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所有負面情緒統統被消失。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWghsNlawl4
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輕聲細語、溫柔微笑，不動怒、體貼、善解人意。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeEgq0QEr0
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呵護、寵溺、縱容，關於西奧的一切。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDKGHJSMU0
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只有文森知道，理由再怎麼充分，自己徹頭徹尾仍然是個騙子。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemCoBBnuPO
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純潔？天使？都是假象。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPht5iEDKRj
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那個被自己稱為弟弟的男人，在他體內流淌的，是跟自己完全相同、承傳自父母、至親的血脈，自己卻忝不知恥，妄想佔有他、褻瀆他、吞噬他。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUmzvJsY1H
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多少夜裡，他在腦海裡恣意親吻西奧每一寸肌膚，舌尖朝聖般的虔誠滑過西奧身體上每一個細微隱晦的角落，他想讓西奧因為他的吻而呻吟喘息，想在探索彼此身體最深處時凝視他的雙眼，告訴這個被他稱為弟弟的男人，自己有多愛他。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSv5AENowE
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文森不知道相當於永恆的生命究竟會有多長，畢竟他的人生在三十七歲那一年曾經畫下休止符。但是文森知道，永恆即是詛咒，而他也已經做好背負這個祕密直到永遠的覺悟。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJvmeYwZG9
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直到方才，在大浴池裡撞見了藏在西奧心底的秘密。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVDmpRUVRA
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昏亂的呢喃、激情的喘息，以及壓抑的啜泣。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaD58T2U2t
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還有那一句話，彷彿高速擊入心湖的石子，盪起一圈又一圈漣漪。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjhg7gRpUx
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…對不起…哥哥…179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmT1AQeKPa
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…對不起…可是…我真的…好愛你…179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTcTcx2K4Q
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一切，都明白了。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS46pceKHB5
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文森釋然，笑了。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqRbikdwkJ
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起初只是嘴角淡淡笑意，隨著憶起過去兩人相處的種種、逐漸在腦子裡串聯起來，嘴角上揚的弧度也愈發明顯。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcG9VW2z96
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佔滿過去人生的晦澀幽暗與心中的傷痛，此時此刻正逐漸淡去，僅僅剩下對彼此最純粹誠摯的情感。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv951tffcfW
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愛的初衷經過前一世的輾轉磨難，最終淬鍊成繽紛鮮豔的顏料，在復甦後的重生畫布上，構築出一幅色彩鮮明、愛戀繾綣的動人畫作。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmTCAx64Qw
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兜兜轉轉了一世，最後總算回到彼此身邊。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3GXlfkNJ8
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文森再也無法壓抑，輕笑出聲，眼角卻噙不住淚水，熱辣辣的恣意流淌，濕了臉頰。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOYZrYrYMN
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家人、愛人，稱謂、定義。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6WLPyj5UB
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如何界定彼此，已經不再重要。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjsqtaj9tD
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漫長歲月間。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDX6tsEvh9H
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時空洪流裡。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NSVeezDvs
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若僅能一人與我並肩同行，我只願那個人是你。179Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGFdpLsGYj
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