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季慈臉色蒼白的坐在露天用餐區休息,程華則是既擔憂又尷尬地站在一旁,手上還拿著給他賠罪的香草奶昔。86Please respect copyright.PENANAV4fUtMscmS
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「還好嗎?」程華的聲音染上了自責。86Please respect copyright.PENANAy2vAVW1Mxj
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季慈擺擺手。「沒事,我……我只是頭有點暈。」他猜他的臉色很難看,因為程華很擔心的看著他,甚至蹲下來握住他的手,溫暖了他有些泛涼的指尖。86Please respect copyright.PENANA3XHmMBcB76
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「對不起,我不知道你怕高。」86Please respect copyright.PENANAoy9VI3puU6
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「沒關係。我不是怕高,我只是不太喜歡搖擺跟失重的感覺。」86Please respect copyright.PENANArR3pTZvT4r
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是的,他們剛剛坐完海盜船,立即挑戰有恐怖直角的雲霄飛車,季慈那時候僅感到些微不適,見程華開心的樣子也沒多想,更沒有阻止,下來就發生悲劇了。86Please respect copyright.PENANAyEmHpjJNUV
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「那摩天輪呢?」程華將吸管湊近季慈唇邊,他瞄了眼猶豫的看程華,對方只是笑笑用愧疚的眼神好像在說:就喝一口吧、喝一口吧。86Please respect copyright.PENANAnyPNLIvuLQ
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他順從的吸了一口,然後接過杯子。「只要底下不是透明的就可以。」86Please respect copyright.PENANARAjrYaYQlt
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程華的表情瞬間放鬆了,那模樣讓季慈忽然很想揉眼前這人的腦袋,蹲在他面前的表情像一隻忠犬,真的動手後表情更像了。86Please respect copyright.PENANA0D3kOCnw9s
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「手感好嗎?」86Please respect copyright.PENANADm8zJJtxd9
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季慈思索半晌,「還不錯。我可以了,去坐摩天輪吧?」86Please respect copyright.PENANAkuCGQqvMSN
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程華再三確認後,兩人才緩步移動到隊伍最尾端排隊。86Please respect copyright.PENANAdpV8LZbnFo
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季慈站在程華前面,努力和奶昔奮鬥,同時思緒轉了好幾圈,他知道程華站在他背後,最喜歡盯著他的腿跟臀部不放。季慈從沒對程華的這點小興趣說過什麼,雖然這個嗜好要是嚴重點就跟色狼沒兩樣,但程華的視線卻不讓他覺得不舒服,對方是用欣賞和喜歡的目光,那種眼神會讓人產生錯覺,好像在他的眼裡對方就是世界一樣的令人著迷,無法移開視線,季慈不否認自己喜歡這種感覺。然,程華聚焦所在,隨著約會次數增多,隱約變得不同,已經有好幾次他猛地一轉頭,剛好能與程華對上眼,對方總是爽朗的一笑,然後跨步與他並肩同行。86Please respect copyright.PENANAEN9vxnrxdy
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這次他單手往後探,撈著了程華的手臂,將他拉上前來。「你有沒有發現,隊伍一直沒前進。」86Please respect copyright.PENANAN8yLu1zQyy
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「……我去前面看看。」說完程華就要脫離隊伍,季慈又一把抓住他。86Please respect copyright.PENANAh7xSUk4HTK
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「再等等吧,應該是有人請工作人員轉慢一點。你看。」季慈揚高下巴,程華順勢看去,在其中一個車廂內隱約看見有個男人只剩下一顆頭,他跟女人的中間有一束艷紅的玫瑰花。86Please respect copyright.PENANAp9t2ebfYSX
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季慈的動作被旁邊等的不耐煩的人看見了,登時排隊的人潮全抬頭望向那個車廂,抱怨聲不見,取而代之的是女孩子們羨慕的聲音。86Please respect copyright.PENANAdh9slUy9Jd
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季慈仰望那節車廂,畫面裡女人捧花抱住男人,人群中傳開欣羨的喜悅對談,然後他聽見程華悄悄附在他耳邊問:「你會很期待婚姻嗎?」86Please respect copyright.PENANAg5MnGPisAP
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聞言,季慈頭猛地一轉,程華的目光變得深邃,與過往的眼神都不一樣,深棕色的眸子凝視著他,季慈聽見自己如受到蠱惑般的老實說道:「當然的。在我的想像裡婚姻跟愛情一樣重要,要有後者支持,婚姻才會幸福。可我還不明白愛情真正的樣貌,怎麼樣的感情才足以擁有婚姻、穩定婚姻呢……呃,抱歉。」突如其來的情緒宣洩後,他驚覺失態的摀住了自己的嘴,匆匆忙的轉開視線。86Please respect copyright.PENANAa3LuwOdZhE
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這番話藏在他心裡許久,跟前男友在一起時疑惑還不曾如此之重,但現在新舊傷加在一塊,愛情、忠誠與婚姻,好像怎麼排列都不對了。沒有忠誠,又背棄愛情的男人,季慈這輩子碰過了兩個,一個是前男友,一個是他的父親。86Please respect copyright.PENANAFvCPM5kwwq
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他嘆了口氣,還沒來得及確認是否收拾好莫名失控的情緒,就聽見程華說:「婚姻是對愛的實質承諾,因為愛太抽象了。」他愕然的看向程華,對方回的認真,嘴角邊不存在慣有的輕鬆笑意。86Please respect copyright.PENANAh093lD6Iou
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季慈心頭浮出一絲異樣,他張口欲說些什麼,又突兀的閉緊雙唇。程華似乎沉浸在自己思緒中,並未發現季慈的異常。86Please respect copyright.PENANAhF06tk8dIv
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眼前的人群圍繞著那對男女,他們發出歡呼聲,鼓譟新人接吻,男方喜悅高漲地吻了女方羞紅的臉頰,幸福的紅暈在好遠的隊伍裡都能看得清楚。86Please respect copyright.PENANAJw7IBXNk6d
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季慈的聲音淹沒在熱烈的掌聲中,他說:「那麼,破壞承諾的人呢?是不是就是不愛了?那些人有了解愛嗎?」86Please respect copyright.PENANAo8eqIlY5Fr
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「……你剛才有說什麼嗎?」笑容重新回到程華臉上,他轉過頭來疑惑問。86Please respect copyright.PENANAXcxPzF2pG4
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季慈搖頭,將疑惑吞回肚裡,不願多談。86Please respect copyright.PENANAjstxfo8NvJ
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「……可以上去了。」在工作人員的引導下,排隊人潮開始消化,季慈主動拉著程華前進,他需要沉默來梳理疑問。86Please respect copyright.PENANAXnJjn4U8xa
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