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身為唯一的主唱,金鐘雲一早就跟著導演line跑了一遍技排,將要中午的時候李東海也到了,硬押著他吃了半盒酪梨雞胸沙拉才肯鬆手。153Please respect copyright.PENANAOR87vipt0W
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金鐘雲走出場館,甩動著被捏疼了的手臂,覺得李東海再練下去遲早有人要進急診室,迎面就碰見急需治療的崔始源。153Please respect copyright.PENANAajty0duvVG
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「…藝聲哥早,要出去吃飯?」153Please respect copyright.PENANA0qsKY99vfw
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「吃過了,有個試鏡得離開一下... …始源吶、」153Please respect copyright.PENANA9xXI6iagzi
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「嗯?」153Please respect copyright.PENANASlr8ppiNUR
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看著崔始源頭上陌生的黑線不斷萌生、纏繞,金鐘雲皺眉,拿住他的手腕想找個角落細問,卻瞥見腕錶上的分針,只能停下腳步。153Please respect copyright.PENANANwiro8zqkN
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「我去去就回,一會兒有話跟你說,好好待著。」說著拍了拍崔始源,感覺掌下的臂膀前所未有的單薄。153Please respect copyright.PENANAnuLtaOUT2O
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金鐘雲常說等待是自己的長項,這天在製作公司卻等得火起,不斷後悔沒有拖個五分鐘先處理崔始源的異狀,一個擁抱也好。斟字酌句地傳了幾個訊息都是未讀,不知道是手機不在邊上、還是狀態不在軌道上,愈發擔心。153Please respect copyright.PENANAe6Fxlape1f
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好不容易完成試鏡衝回體育館,彩排時間已近,成員、舞群、造型師、各方工作人員在梳化間通往舞台的走廊來來去去,金鐘雲踮起腳巡了一眼,轉身望向正在梳化的利特:「始源哪兒去?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAxSmX30NRz8
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「做採訪吧,轉角那間休息室。」153Please respect copyright.PENANArqmkQcMfeD
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金鐘雲拔身就要走,李東海伸過頭來插話:「他排我前面早做完了,應該是跟昌珉在一起吧。」153Please respect copyright.PENANAdtOugxXfyp
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金鐘雲掏出手機剛滑到沈昌珉的名字,目標顯著的兩根柱子晃進梳化間:「始源呢?說好沙發區見的怎麼等不到人?手機也不接!」153Please respect copyright.PENANAI70KL0KEAe
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金鐘雲跟利特無聲對望,朝後者微一點頭:「我大概知道會在哪,找到了text你。」153Please respect copyright.PENANAyKHuf1pAVA
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後臺能躲人的畸零角落不少,還好金鐘雲只需要關注天花板,前後繞了繞、跟門衛確認崔始源沒離開場館,金鐘雲登上舞台極目四望,立刻發現三樓的裊裊煙霧。153Please respect copyright.PENANAK0FEso7B1K
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『找到了,不用擔心。』153Please respect copyright.PENANAS5rYJLvxGc
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迅速爬上三樓,金鐘雲邊喘氣邊按下傳送鍵,崔始源蹲坐在牆拐的背脊出現在他的眼前,微妙的既視感。153Please respect copyright.PENANAVxrjKFTeE4
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歪頭瞧了瞧崔始源的手機螢幕,金鐘雲伸手就朝他的後腦勺招呼:「現在看評論幹嘛?找堵嗎?」153Please respect copyright.PENANA7yArYhHYva
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崔始源轉過臉來,眼底虛浮、聚焦在十萬八千里之外。153Please respect copyright.PENANADzkJowBhs0
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「好奇怪,我選了個沒人找得到的地方,卻又知道哥一定會找來。」153Please respect copyright.PENANADCsWMNfbkG
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知道什麼啊知道,真知道還不嚇死你這個基督徒!153Please respect copyright.PENANAwApmay8lo7
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支著崔始源的肩頭,金鐘雲盤腿坐下,扭身向後伸展著腰椎:「叫你好好待著玩什麼躲貓貓?浪費我體力!」153Please respect copyright.PENANAWNlLV7z3Iv
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笑意從崔始源的眼角滑過,又來了,總是用撂狠話代替關心的我們藝聲哥。153Please respect copyright.PENANA7cnz2aLSfw
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挨得近了發現崔始源正在看自己的café,金鐘雲朝螢幕努了努嘴,「公司不是不讓你發SNS?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAxIxFPAfcq9
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「我在數留言。」崔始源說著話,發紅的眼睛眺望舞台上忙碌的工作人員,頭頂上又開始長出黑線,糾結纏繞。153Please respect copyright.PENANAAbUHlpcTUk
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「有496個留言覺得我應該盡量低調、不苟言笑,有513個留言希望我放下私人情緒、盡情演出。我想投機取巧服從多數,結果elf們選了半半口味,說真的,我不知道站上去該怎麼辦。」153Please respect copyright.PENANAyCdQYNuslb
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崔始源的工作原則很直白,成為觀眾想看到的崔始源。一路走來這個目標不難達成,無論是陽光真誠性感帥氣他都消化得很好,直到出現歧異的此刻,最糟糕的是,這些相反的聲音不是來自路人甲乙丙丁,而是同一群真誠地愛著他的人。153Please respect copyright.PENANAq78oY22Xgs
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「所以呢?你打算左臉笑右臉哭嗎?別人不好說,獨特一定很喜歡這個個人技。崔始源,成功!」153Please respect copyright.PENANA4kvHlQCBep
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笑話很難笑,崔始源勉強牽了牽嘴角,金鐘雲嘆口氣,掐住他的下顎,強迫他轉過頭來看著自己:「你把重點擺錯了。」153Please respect copyright.PENANAnanavUKuEQ
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「Elf才不需要你這樣那樣,他們只想保護你不被輿論攻擊,至於怎麼樣輿論才會滿意?你也看到了,有人愛鹹有人愛辣,根本沒有標準答案。所以幹嘛管不滿意的人?應該要看著開心的人啊!你一站上台就有五千人開心,一笑又有五千人開心,不笑另外五千人也開心了,真是太簡單了太幸福了,不是嗎?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAsRKBuiR8nU
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金鐘雲今天試鏡的角色是新晉的物理治療師,cody只給他上了基本的底妝跟眼線,冬季標配的長羽絨下是淺藍色大學T跟休閒褲,無菌室般乾淨、透明,看著這樣的他,崔始源覺得自己混亂的思緒好像也被漂白了。153Please respect copyright.PENANAVZhrtfqxvG
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金鐘雲忽然想到了什麼,開始在身上東摸西找。153Please respect copyright.PENANApI7zssWdmb
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「怎麼了?」崔始源不明所以,只見金鐘雲找出手機埋頭猛按。153Please respect copyright.PENANAkNNScFnJrt
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「我剛剛說了很厲害的話吧?對吧對吧?這麼有道理的話我要趕快記下來、下次採訪的時候可以用,嘿嘿嘿。」153Please respect copyright.PENANA659DmMXAvT
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笑容久違地回到崔始源臉上,太久了,他甚至覺得臉頰有點痠痛。153Please respect copyright.PENANA45ybykYE6V
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金鐘雲、我們藝聲哥,真的是一個非常特別的人,特別的很可愛。153Please respect copyright.PENANA1iVIVE9Wg6
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用眼角瞟了瞟撐著下巴朝自己露出微笑的崔始源,金鐘雲一邊輸入一邊覺得不好意思:「說的很會的樣子,其實我也做不到,畢竟,光看到我上台就無條件開心的,大概只有三百人吧?但是就算這樣我也一直沒有放棄舞台,所以今天就跟我一起努力吧,OK?」153Please respect copyright.PENANAi8XplgWOwt
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場館啟動了送風機,上旋的氣流吹亂金鐘雲長長的瀏海,橫在眼前、越過嘴角,崔始源下意識地想要去拂,剛伸出手,擴音器的聲音喀喀響起。153Please respect copyright.PENANAYsOJd4QmhM
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「嗚~嗚~,各位大哥,再不開始彩排我們要裸奔上場了,快回來吧~ 네가 아니면 안 돼~ 안 돼~~」153Please respect copyright.PENANAKJCLbzKnk7
「李赫宰!我說過沒有攝影機的時候不准學我講話!」153Please respect copyright.PENANAFOxp8D5gGX
金鐘雲匆匆起身,嘴裡朝著手機罵人,腳步卻不曾停歇,崔始源拾起隨身物品跟上,莫名地,回身又朝剛剛坐著的地方看了一眼。153Please respect copyright.PENANAeuODvxx3dl
네가 아니면 안 돼:藝聲的名曲It Has To Be You (너 아니면 안돼)的歌詞,意思是不是你的話就不行,非你莫屬。153Please respect copyright.PENANAeB3ww4fbB0