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2 years is not a long time. 2 years is how long it takes to get an associate’s degree, or to die via a deal with an entity.
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Seconds feel like minutes, minutes feel like hours, and time is not changing. I wonder how she’ll take me. Will she take my soul, but leave my memories behind? I don’t know yet. I haven’t consulted with the jaguar yet, but I bet he’ll just scold me. I don’t think he wants his final words to me to be something snarky. Although, I’d appreciate that more than a goodbye.
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I’ve never been good at goodbyes. I’ve never been good at hellos either. Hugging… affection… makes my skin crawl. But all I dream about is embracing the person I love.
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That alone makes me feel like shit.
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I’m in class when I get a text from her. Honestly, I’ve been avoiding talking to her, as it only makes me upset.
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Heyyy, just wanted to text you to see what’s up
How are you?
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I contemplate if I should answer her right then or later. She’ll probably think I’m ignoring her if I don’t answer now.
Just in class rn
What’s up
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I don’t mean to be bland. It’s just, saying goodbye to her feels the worst.
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I barely pay attention to the lecture for the rest of the class while I text her. I try my best to be enthusiastic in my responses, but there’s only so much energy you can put into talking to someone you’re going to leave.
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