其實，冷名知道她在胡鬧，只是她不想停下來，也沒辦法停下來。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu85cZdvlRA
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當她看見有誰被欺負了，會義不容辭的挺身而出，大家都以此稱讚她真的是當英雄的料。然而，事實並不是那樣的。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWeTL5Gu0w
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如往常般來到雄英建築的高處，冷名站在上頭，讓髮絲隨風飄蕩，就如同心一般不安定。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTcuazySgX
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「完全不理解他的狀況，自以為是的是誰？擅自覺得自己比較高貴，做著同樣的事卻還要制裁他人，傲慢的又是誰？」358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKCLF5MR9s
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爆豪說話的模樣，在她的腦中揮之不去。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHf5LygHu84
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他說得沒錯，她根本沒有顧慮綠谷的心情，只是因為自己「覺得」他需要被保護，所以她才積極的想去守護他，不要讓他受到傷害，特別是來自言語的。可結果，自己不但做了多餘的事，還多傷害了一個人。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKBnl67cwt
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「『噁心的個性』？『欺凌他人凸顯自我價值』？妳難道忘了自己說過什麼嗎？」358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8xBO5ZEYY
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爆豪的話再一次讓她意識到，她變回自己最討厭的那種人了。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtP12o3m7Hd
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掩著嘴，冷名閉上了眼睛。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFD9LHGa7y0
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她討厭爆豪，因為她討厭跟過去的她如出一轍的樣子。可為什麼，明明同樣是被言語傷害著，綠谷卻依然這麼積極正向，為什麼沒有被打倒呢？358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVfc7a9uni
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是因為綠谷本來就是個正面的人嗎？還是因為有人救贖了他呢？又或是因為爆豪的心思夠細也夠了解綠谷，所以明白這些話對他還不構成傷害呢？358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxROmno6F3K
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無論是哪一個，都只讓冷名不禁覺得——真幸運。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzVrP5A1ev
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明明不可以這樣想的。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uGtPfAaGY
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當爆豪說完那些話時，冷名腦中那成堆的記憶再次被攪起、翻騰，令她瞳孔一縮，呼吸一屏。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wsw8HaWSH
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那是小學五年級的夏日，被爽約了的冷名提前折返就為了看看到底發生什麼事時，她親眼目睹了曾經深愛著的青梅竹馬跳樓自殺。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTER3y4OvU
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就在她的眼前頭破血流。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcaJdpl56C
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在青梅竹馬的房間裡，找到了成堆的垃圾紙條。打開來看後，上頭寫的全都是「對不起，我是廢物。」的字眼。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnO2YbETuBw
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那個總是溫柔笑著的青梅竹馬，寫下的紅字字跡是如此潦草而用力，許多張紙都被劃破、撕裂。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qObtYzs9c
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冷名記得很清楚，在他自殺的前一天，他曾問過她一句話。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xib0kJAzO
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「小冷，妳的個性果然很棒啊！跟妳比起來，我的個性……很沒用嗎？」他輕聲問著，口吻一如既往的柔和。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN2cTk4rKx
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微微張開眼，冷名不知何時已走到邊緣，腳底有一半已經懸空。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2WbN9MTyH
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她當然也記得自己怎麼回答他的。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKki64OpwZ
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「當……當然！你的個性廢的簡直一點用處都沒有！」因為突然被喜歡的人誇了，所以緊張的胡亂脫口而出，還是小學生的冷名雙手抱起了胸來，「可是沒關係！你再怎麼沒用我都會保護你的！我說到做到！」358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLcyEVAbHi
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「是嗎……」微微一笑，他露出了完全看不出端倪的笑容，「謝謝妳。」358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2Dyw5R3Ec
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那一聲謝謝，在日後回想起來格外的諷刺。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ObjbQfUkW
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踮起的腳尖緩緩離開地面，騰空、下墜，伸出的手彷彿要抓住天空，卻只是離藍天越來越遠。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYMuY0v7pq
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「是我殺了你……夏季……」358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbX0BZdepjf
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自高樓跳下，冷名背對著地面望著明明澄清但在此刻卻灰濛迷茫的天空，任憑自己的身體墜落。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiFIJ7jjaG
358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhCFMb2cWY
在向下跳之前，一道巨幅的水流包覆住了她，吸收了所有衝擊力。最終，她在自己個性聚集而來的流水緩衝下安全的落地了。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXd4EC9f5o
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踉蹌的站起身並解除個性，冷名手一揮，將濕透的自己身上的水分抽離後，雙手掩住了臉。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcDMgj2cne
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「即使如此我也沒有那個勇氣自殺啊……」358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwOZvSfqEG
358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2dX5tqZlf
跌跌撞撞的邁開步伐，冷名就這麼在路上慢慢的調整自己的心情，直到能恢復的像平常那般冷淡，她才回到了班上。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLaMbTYmzY
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她一直都是這麼過的。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0HNDgh87p
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每當夏季的死令她心裡痛苦難耐時，她就會試圖去感受當時他面對的死亡究竟是什麼感覺。可是，冷名總在半途因為害怕而卻步，因此她從來沒有成功過。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXLbCJssUK
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每一次躍下的時候，她都感到無比恐懼，所以她更無法想像夏季選擇墜樓的時候，是懷著怎樣的壓力與傷痛才能義無反顧的跳下去的。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mqQqLH6Q9
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夏季的死，讓冷名對他的感情從愛變成了愧疚。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCpLgvEeyI
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她後悔所有對夏季說過的話。當她以為自己是世上最了解他的人時，她才知道自己是離他最遠的人。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRj5KSuY5FT
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開始不怎麼說話，也不與他人交心，儘管渴望著，但冷名不想再害任何人變得跟夏季一樣了。她寧願讓自己冷的像塊冰，也不希望自己再去傷害他人了，她只是想保護所有可能會受傷的人們。正因為如此，她才無法對爆豪的所作所為視而不見。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnedo5UKkDS
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萬一綠谷總有一天變得跟夏季一樣怎麼辦？萬一爆豪就是下一個她又該怎麼辦？萬一悲劇一再上演該怎麼辦？358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuLeC847En
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那她該做的並不是厭惡爆豪，更不是像傷害夏季那樣去批評他，而是了解前因後果之後去引導他才對。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhq6NtPqi5
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「在那之前……先道歉吧……」閉上了眼睛，冷名的思考慢了下來。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZAGzvQbae
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她累了。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAtjHVx9NH
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黃昏時分，雄英的學生一個個都離開了學校，一年級生當然也不例外。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIetbJEJvgP
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一如往常獨自拎起書包離去，在爆豪走出了建築以後，一個身影映入他的眼簾，令他停下了腳步。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBLLInH2ta
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「讓開，『前輩』，妳擋到我的路了。」臉色沉了下來，爆豪對於她的印象一直都很差，完全不打算給她好臉色看。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHTxZxZU1P
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但冷名可沒有要移動的意思。她望著爆豪，接著低下了頭來，無法好好正視他。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25nlq3KSX7
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好好道歉……和他好好道歉……358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlOfDG2hb3
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擰起了眉，雙手抱起胸來，冷名的唇在顫抖，根本沒辦法好好說話。跟被她傷害的人道歉這種事，她根本沒有做過。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h8HxGOnti
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因為夏季在她能對他道歉之前就已經過世了。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnI9iBAJfxL
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同樣蹙起了眉，爆豪見她一直不打算說話，不耐煩的打算直接越過她。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunmVL1c0Fa
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然而當他與冷名擦肩而過之際，他聽見了她向他開了口。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2UzCqVOmq
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「對不起……」358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPykIe3Js2
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在她身旁停下了腳步，但爆豪並沒有看向她。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvZSd1ddZG
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「對不起……用水潑你……說你的個性噁心……是我太過分了……」別過頭去，冷名抱著手臂的手指掐緊，「你說的對……我太自以為是了……綠谷出久並不需要我保護……而且辱罵你的我也沒資格說話……」垂下眼簾，冷名的眸子閃動著，「讓你受到傷害了吧……對不……」358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Gql8VwK45
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「呿……所以我說妳自以為是不是嗎？」358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJ1Uh3hVhu
「……什麼？」358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSMxSxJv3P
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側過頭來，爆豪看向了冷名那滿是愧疚的低落表情。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JV7H3bXXN
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「誰說我會因為那些話就受傷的？我可是要成為第一的人，這點話我根本不痛不癢啦！」瞇起眼睛盯著冷名，他低沉的說著，「倒是妳，不是被叫做什麼女王嗎？別開玩笑了啊！看看妳這副落魄的蠢樣！」358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOCftvzYIq
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自己突然開始被訓了一頓，冷名眨了眨眼，但也說不出什麼，只覺得自己應該要好好聽完。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhK7T2Otlr0
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「女王這種東西是站在頂端的人用的吧？妳根本不配！」別過了頭，爆豪邁開了步伐，「要站在頂點的人會是我！不會是妳這種像是喪家犬的包子頭！如果妳還想成為英雄的話，就別老擺出那副快哭的混帳樣子！看了很煩啊！」本來是要就這麼離去，但他忽然又想到什麼似的回過了頭，「還有，我討厭在體育祭上放水的傢伙！不出全力的傢伙都去死吧！」358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79U0iVKnKY
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冷名看著手比倒讚的少年兇巴巴的又對她吼了幾句以後，才甘願離開，她低下了頭來，看著自己空無一物的手掌，而後又望向那逐漸遠去的背影。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yN7vW3XPm
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「……好粗暴的原諒方式啊。」358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftIrRdYO2Y
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她感覺到，爆豪勝己這個人，比她想得更加觀察敏銳、心思細膩。但他的應對態度讓她產生了個疑惑，因此她決定採取行動。358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQlnkWSfm9
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之前在角色介紹那裡寫的危險習慣358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcKzKLp8y6
指的就是跳樓這件事358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudu2Eu7dGr
好孩子請不要模仿( ﾟдﾟ)358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oRkoTFun4
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老是很想把爆豪的經典台詞「去死」塞進情節裡358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76WSFGH2DZ
今天終於有機會啦！358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesOxyDt3DY
結果因為是硬塞的那句害我修改了好多次XDD358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpD3x0iUuA
不加個罵人嗆人的話358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJ1hm67V6w
整個句子都有種不是爆豪說的感覺358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXdw6MXa3L
翻漫畫的時候還有看到他說渣滓358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWj8eYQi7Oa
但之前有描寫過爆豪看體育祭影片這件事358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oNz2g6IU1
也把冷名的實力描寫的不俗358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaDt42N8rY
所以在這邊不讓爆豪對冷名這麼說358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbRsJ9LnDw
算是實力上的認可吧
358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPJoeM2sTG
那麼今天就到這裡了358Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIP6VJBk7zY
感謝觀看的各位！
