或許可以說是心軟,也可以說是犯賤,我沒多說什麼,只問了她身處的位置,便駕著小綿羊在往找她的途上。沿路,我想起在自己的座椅下,還是留有她的那個專用頭盔;彷彿,它已成了小綿羊的一部分。也彷彿,駕著小綿羊的我,跟駕著別人車子的我,就是不一樣。66Please respect copyright.PENANACBrL7ShKWT
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我在維園靠近天后的出口找著她;一個人,穿上普通得很的汗衣和牛仔褲,揹著個小背包,頭髮紮了條馬尾,活像個中學生似的。我就把小綿羊停在她跟前,沒有下車,只扭頭看著她。她先是微笑,及後大概因著我沒有下車而收起了笑容,帶點怯懦地看著我。66Please respect copyright.PENANA2uaMyF1PnL
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「阿臣。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAhH0bXdpVkX
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「尚小姐。」66Please respect copyright.PENANARSL1fGk4yN
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「我們,可以一起吃飯嗎?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAU2jQhPaAst
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我看著她的臉,竟然覺得自己在欺負一個弱質女流。微笑,雖然她應該看不到,我下了車,從座椅下拿出她的專用頭盔,遞到她的跟前。接過了的她,一臉孩子氣地把頭盔戴上,然後便垂下手,呆呆凝視著我。我也伸手,把頭盔的扣子替她繫好,才再坐到車子上。66Please respect copyright.PENANAooWdA6oalH
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「阿臣。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAHGw57RGgQw
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「唔?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAWDLuWfcyIR
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「我還可以摟著你的腰嗎?」66Please respect copyright.PENANALkUSbvYkTn
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我看著她像個做錯了事,處處緊張,事事害怕的模樣,忽然覺得很好笑。拍了拍肚子,「上來吧!」我向她笑,笑得眼睛都彎了,無非就是讓她看清楚。這確實管用,她臉上立即便露出燦爛的笑容。上了車,摟著我的腰,緊緊的,臉枕在我的肩上。66Please respect copyright.PENANALGfAkg6GNR
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我沒讓她說什麼,就駕著小綿羊,揚長到了北角碼頭。把小綿羊隨便停泊在一旁,把她的頭盔放回座椅下,鎖上安全鏈,便拎著我自己的頭盔,大步往街市的方向走。直到走了數步,發現她還是站在車子旁等著,才走了回去。66Please respect copyright.PENANASvRuBKfz5I
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「沒本事請你吃西貢海鮮。不過,東寶的也不失禮。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAiJVI1pwol5
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「阿臣。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAkv9KPat0cJ
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「要不,上酒樓吧!海鮮沒那麼好吃,但有冷氣。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAvc3JA5QrQc
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「阿臣。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAbdOTT8kS3O
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「其實,一餐半餐西貢海鮮我還是付得起的。現在就去吧!」66Please respect copyright.PENANAy3Zi8umKt4
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「阿臣!」66Please respect copyright.PENANAPiloM11rWd
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她這稍稍帶怒氣的呼喚下,我才不再插話,定眼看著她。她眼睛裡的哀怨。而我,沒啥去回應她這份哀怨。66Please respect copyright.PENANAJccaI3u1AS
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「你生我的氣,是不是?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAZdGWMqKtgJ
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「生氣?」我不禁冷笑,「有什麼要讓我生你的氣呢?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAU8ZfjSDEsX
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「沒有嗎?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAYvznbObn8e
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「我們之間有什麼嗎?尚小姐。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAJPxkMhIBLe
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「你覺得沒有嗎?」66Please respect copyright.PENANA6kUzfkn5fW
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「我只是個司機。尚小姐。」66Please respect copyright.PENANARrewl2Hyjr
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「司機又怎樣?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAKk4YTJtCxw
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「就是一個沒怎麼樣的司機。連一輛可以讓你車震的車子都沒有的司機。可以了吧?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAuLsWrwJNpe
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是的。再沒有身份、資格,我還是生氣了!生一個人的氣,從來不需要身份、資格;只需要對那個人在乎。不是麼?只不過,一個沒身份、沒資格的人,生氣只讓人覺得可笑罷了!66Please respect copyright.PENANAQbc8qpGEOA
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「對不起。」說來,帶著哭腔。66Please respect copyright.PENANAMbw0bMBdYt
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「你不用說什麼對不起。你沒什麼對不起我的。」66Please respect copyright.PENANACnNw1cQEYC
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「我不應該...」66Please respect copyright.PENANAyJ59vlOxQ0
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「我也和另一個女人上床;所以,大家都只是彼此彼此而已。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAPJZEzWeLsu
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「你...」66Please respect copyright.PENANA8WL5UhkyJu
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「所以,你無需在意。」顯然,我的口吻並沒因為這而顯得真不在意任何事。66Please respect copyright.PENANAD9G244VKFJ
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然後,她撲進我懷裡,緊緊地摟著我。她哭了!我猜不到因由。只能以沒拎著頭盔的那隻手,輕撫她的髮。66Please respect copyright.PENANAroLPIiEPow
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「我和他沒有感情。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAnhEX673YXT
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「我猜得到。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAuvv23oivKt
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「我喜歡你,阿臣。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAoFcXlxdt89
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良久,我就只能這麼輕撫著她的髮,隨她在我懷裡無聲地哭著。雖說,我不算是個很有情緒的人,但我也有我的底線;觸動了這條底線的話,那湧上來的情緒可以把一切扭轉過來。我會比誰都能傷人;比誰都能傷害自己。如今,我們正正踏在這條底線上。66Please respect copyright.PENANAyp9qcwPNMA
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「我也喜歡你,尚小姐。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAsr3Ay9hG9B