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~~~~~~ LEVERS-- BY ROLAND FAUNTE ~~~~~~
I really like artists that are know on a lesser scale.So they can be my little secret.It used to be Aurora once,but she is known to the world now.I still love her.As for Roland, I really like his writing and the community he has created.It is admirable how bravely he has talked about where his depression had taken him.This could end up being long.so we'll be here for a moment.
If you ever watch the live session of him playing Liveres.You would know what I'm talking about when I say'' shows all his channeled raw emotions.And the vulnerability when he starts to cry at the end.''
'' No matter these thoughts, and these words, so inviting.
I can't say goodbye just quite yet I'll keep fighting it
People who love me would never stop hurtingFrom something so simple yet something so permanent.''
I think music since ancient times was used to convey what all is inside, in the head, to other.The lines above speak what minds of those who stand on the verge of giving up think.When everything in your life holds you by the neck,pulling and dragging you down.People come on earth and throughout their life,find things-humans-other beings to connect them to this world.Like a flower crown,each flower intertwined into the other.Each belonging to the other.At that moment of eternal darkness,the end of the tunnel.You know it's temporary, but the wall.The wall makes you hopeless,suffocates every piece of happiness out of you.To the point that any form of joy feels foreign to the body.''Broken boy who must keep hoping243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kjpD3Ot9U
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Or things will heal in time243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1vf5AIWWv
This breathing ghost that never died243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlqcuJTKzj
These bits and pieces all left over243Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UGQ7eQ61n
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I know there’s warmth but I can’t find it.''
Love how the human mind ,the body operates.At the end it's all chemical(s) ,it's all flesh and bones.The path fades and you still keep hoping,searching for the trails.The past,a distant memory.One could feel nostalgia towards pieces of memory that in reality aren't even the full truth of that moment.But that's the thing that keeps you going.Going when you are predicted to die with this 4th stage cancer eating away your body.When the oxygen pipe burns your insides but you don't mind,cause your son just said his first words.
One must have gone through it to speak about it so rightly.You might be a different shade,a different race,but you are you,you are human.And that's what connects us all.This song reminds me of it.Love this piece of art.I hope you love it too.
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