最初,我哋嘅對話其實好單純,就同一般嘅網友一樣。517Please respect copyright.PENANA7o9ezbM3ib
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應該話,我哋嘅對話比一般嘅網友更單純。517Please respect copyright.PENANATqv6KvKj4J
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正常嚟講,玩得交友app,大家都知咩事。517Please respect copyright.PENANAT5a1HViabI
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雖然我以前冇玩過交友app,但都對交友app嘅生態略知一二。517Please respect copyright.PENANA4j5F5vbGbN
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喺交友app入面,即使一嚟就互flirt,或者直接約去開房,都唔會有人覺得奇怪,因為交友app就係咁運作。517Please respect copyright.PENANADHXOfWThue
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正因為咁,我同佢喺交友app上嘅對話就顯得異常純潔。517Please respect copyright.PENANAOXKsrUZidx
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一開始,我哋傾嘅話題係嘢食。517Please respect copyright.PENANAO3SsCi84iS
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開account嗰陣,我喺自己個profile度upload咗一張甜品相。佢之前都有去過同一間餐廳,於是呢張甜品相就成為咗我哋打開話題嘅契機。517Please respect copyright.PENANA7jJ5khNQmA
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佢話佢平時有整開甜品。我都鍾意整甜品,只不過出到嚟嘅成品水準好唔穩定,所以喺好長嘅一段時間入面,我哋兩個嘅對話都係交流緊整甜品嘅心得。517Please respect copyright.PENANAN9ipehABCx
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再之後,我哋開始會傾其他嘢,但進展都係好慢,間中先會傾幾句,因為佢唔係成日online。517Please respect copyright.PENANAfhJhCPInq6
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於是,由match到佢之後過咗差唔多成半個月,我先知道佢嘅職業。517Please respect copyright.PENANA4sBCxCIbY8
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當知道佢係自己創業嗰陣,我一啲都唔驚訝。雖然同佢傾得唔係好密,但平時同佢傾計嗰陣,我已經feel到佢唔係一個普通人。517Please respect copyright.PENANAdMY7YxnKoo
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最起碼唔會係嗰啲朝九晚五、安安分分嘅上班族。517Please respect copyright.PENANA3vsXfWuEuv
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因為我自己就係一個平庸嘅打工仔,但我feel到佢同我硬係有啲唔同。517Please respect copyright.PENANAUR5h58Th8j
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當然我而家咁講好似馬後炮咁,但平時傾計嗰陣,佢嘅字裏行間總會不知不覺咁滲透出自信同堅定。517Please respect copyright.PENANAwJkG1hXhWV
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同我完全唔係同一個世界嘅人。517Please respect copyright.PENANAqW3Znnno4o
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我好清晰咁意識到我哋之間嘅差距,所以我對佢根本冇任何諗法。517Please respect copyright.PENANAze4HuqeUbc
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我哋好有默契咁冇交換過其他contact。517Please respect copyright.PENANAEbBIkbc6lq
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平時佢唔online嘅時候,我就會match下其他人。517Please respect copyright.PENANACzvoiIXHeN
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其他人同我傾嘅內容就終於似返啲正常交友app會出現嘅對話,係比較flirty嘅。517Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1gdZECxWV
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不過,比起漫無目的咁flirt其他陌生人,我都係寧願同佢傾下甜品。517Please respect copyright.PENANApRerzPnOBk
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同呢個網友傾計係一件好舒服嘅事,我可以毫無保留咁話俾佢聽我前男友嘅事。517Please respect copyright.PENANAIRpwb4pOUQ
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「唔怪得你會走嚟玩交友app啦。」佢聽完我講之後恍然大悟。517Please respect copyright.PENANAlANU0YGn1W
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佢之後其實冇特別講啲咩去安慰我,但就為我提供咗一個將內心壓抑嘅情緒傾瀉出去嘅出口。同佢傾訴完,我內心的確舒服咗唔少。517Please respect copyright.PENANAKCypHWEgU8
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熟咗之後,佢都會同我講自己煩惱緊嘅嘢。517Please respect copyright.PENANABJh5qrBgJh
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佢話自己而家仲係處於創業初期,有好多嘢要處理,壓力好大。517Please respect copyright.PENANANyOmDvCny1
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我諗呢個都係佢唔會成日online嘅原因。517Please respect copyright.PENANAe245nrvQUa
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「你開甜品舖?」我本身只係講笑咁問。517Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8XOTgSxQR
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點知佢答我:「係呀」517Please respect copyright.PENANAyKn6hz9Xkb
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唔怪之得佢對甜品咁熟悉......517Please respect copyright.PENANAuBBScAtXxX
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我唔止一次咁諗過,如果可以同佢一直維持住而家咁嘅距離,得閒同對方傾下甜品、吐下苦水,可能都係一件唔錯嘅事。517Please respect copyright.PENANA958GLW47cz
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呢段日子有佢嘅陪伴,失戀嘅痛苦彷彿都變得冇咁難捱。517Please respect copyright.PENANA0VcouLBt9a
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不過我心知肚明隔住網絡建立嘅感情係好脆弱,可能到某一日佢就會突然間消失。517Please respect copyright.PENANATLDghgleJ1
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直到某一晚。517Please respect copyright.PENANAlusbhbgict
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嗰晩我放工返屋企之後,一沖完涼就即刻返咗上床碌電話。517Please respect copyright.PENANA1o5r8pKXCK
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亦係喺呢個時候,我收到來自佢嘅message。517Please respect copyright.PENANAMxpfWQWwXX
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原本仲諗住碌一陣電話就瞓嘅我頓時變得精神。517Please respect copyright.PENANAWiprsiL7SI
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距離上次傾計已經係兩日前。517Please respect copyright.PENANAiol9z9bFwh
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我即刻㩒入個message,帶住些許隱秘嘅期待。517Please respect copyright.PENANA554UEu8fyG
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點知入到去,我只見到佢send咗份document俾我。517Please respect copyright.PENANAJHBzBLUrjT
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「Sorry send錯,唔使理」佢好快加咗句。517Please respect copyright.PENANARUa02MhuuA
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但當佢send呢句嘢俾我嘅時候,我已經手快快㩒咗入去。517Please respect copyright.PENANAgirENFverC
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係一份問卷嚟,當中大部分問題下面都有0-5分嘅評分選項,而另一啲就係開放式問題。517Please respect copyright.PENANAE8q1yNFsDN
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一開始,我以為份問卷係同佢間舖頭有關,可能係關於顧客滿意度之類。517Please respect copyright.PENANAfYhxA2ZUyR
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但當我認真再睇入面嘅問題,卻發現啲問題同我想像嘅有啲唔同。517Please respect copyright.PENANAOXp1ZyGpa8
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「你對於口頭羞辱的承受程度?」517Please respect copyright.PENANAZGSjF4IVWe
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「你對於痛楚的承受程度?」517Please respect copyright.PENANAvLvzwk1Itb
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「你不可接受的體罰內容?」517Please respect copyright.PENANAEV8tJry6jU
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「你最頻繁的性幻想?」517Please respect copyright.PENANABpHV6RCcqI
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越嚟越赤裸嘅一條條問題展現喺我面前,我塊面變得越嚟越滾燙。517Please respect copyright.PENANA1Wlbh9KWZY
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份問卷連對於safe word嘅偏好都有埋。517Please respect copyright.PENANAuCXBHFN8Y2
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好奇怪,明明send錯嘢嘅人係佢,而家覺得羞恥嘅人卻係我。517Please respect copyright.PENANADdfrfjiBJw
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即使我嘅性知識有限,我都可以分辨出份問卷嘅問題全部都同SM有關。517Please respect copyright.PENANA1uOERRrbwq
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喺今日之前,我從來都未試過對呢個網友有過性方面嘅幻想。517Please respect copyright.PENANAfCCidLxfzL
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喺我心目中,佢只係一個認真上進又獨當一面嘅人,某程度嚟講算係我嘅榜樣,係我渴望成為嘅人。517Please respect copyright.PENANAFWo4l2GEaS
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呢刻強烈嘅思想衝擊令我久久不能言語。517Please respect copyright.PENANA9If2YolmlS
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我無意中又睄咗眼啲問題,兩頰嘅溫度又再開始上升。517Please respect copyright.PENANARI9lHWEZNj
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我頭先根本唔應該咁手賤打開份文件......517Please respect copyright.PENANAF0rSi7sbxF
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其實都好小事啫,大把人有更加奇怪嘅性癖好添啦。517Please respect copyright.PENANAvsgbwTVQ2v
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我嘗試平復自己嘅心情,希望自己唔好咁大驚小怪。517Please respect copyright.PENANAJYiToSrLmn
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呢個時候,我部電話又響咗一聲,又係來自佢嘅message。517Please respect copyright.PENANAahL1IE9oKi
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