收咗線之後,我仲係有少少魂不守舍咁。483Please respect copyright.PENANASrMn9gLrQR
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朋友頭先頭頭是道嘅分析言猶在耳:「你一直咁欣賞呢個人,覺得呢個人好好,好到你根本唔會對佢產生非分之想。但突然間,你發現原來呢個自己咁崇拜嘅人竟然以前一直暗戀你,個感覺就好似拉咗佢落神壇咁,你有幻想都係一件好正常嘅事嚟,」483Please respect copyright.PENANAcp2QoY8OrC
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的確,我目前對陳君儒呢個人嘅了解都只係基於中學嗰陣對佢嘅印象,回憶亦會令我過分美化呢個人。483Please respect copyright.PENANAwjmDHojGKv
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「你要諗清楚,你鐘意嘅係而家呢個佢,定係中學嗰陣曾經暗戀過你嘅佢?」483Please respect copyright.PENANAqcGQ9TQntP
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之後嗰幾日,我搵陳君儒講嘢嘅頻率減少咗,就算佢搵我講嘢我都隔好耐先覆。483Please respect copyright.PENANAD3CzsiDuA4
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我覺得自己需要啲時間沉澱一下,以釐清自己對佢嘅感覺。483Please respect copyright.PENANAay6gsRyWx8
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但老實講,喺呢幾日入面,我根本得唔出任何結論,腦海裏仍舊係一片混亂。483Please respect copyright.PENANAdo3yNpoath
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就喺呢個時候,彷彿想令我變得更加混亂咁,陳君儒又再一次約我出去。483Please respect copyright.PENANAjtGQHjQZOJ
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「下個禮拜陪我去staycation好唔好?」483Please respect copyright.PENANAZD4OfzdTly
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我覺得佢呢個邀約嚟得莫名其妙,所以冇即刻應承。483Please respect copyright.PENANA2p7XTwfwtE
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「?」483Please respect copyright.PENANAwuaa5Y8VFw
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無端端去乜嘢staycation?483Please respect copyright.PENANAh730jdmHuo
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「我下個禮拜生日呀,陪我吖。」佢講:「我啲friend唔得閒。」483Please respect copyright.PENANASuu1kQw9Qk
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「......」483Please respect copyright.PENANAMTA5M6fnFJ
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雖然好奇怪,但我最後都係應承咗。483Please respect copyright.PENANAYQBlqKDtrt
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陳君儒話佢已經book咗酒店。我本身覺得佢都幾慘,生日淨係得sp陪佢去staycation,連酒店都要自己book埋,所以就問佢要咩生日禮物。483Please respect copyright.PENANAHqsv2r8urp
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「唔使啦,你個人出現就得㗎喇。」483Please respect copyright.PENANAPSId6ukghi
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於是我就氣定神閒咁真係乜都冇準備到。483Please respect copyright.PENANAvoyNhh5VfC
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我哋只係sp,都係唔好搞咁多嘢好啲。483Please respect copyright.PENANA8J9QHVUZJE
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我提醒自己。483Please respect copyright.PENANA4ryRpm3eDT
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不過到咗staycation當日,我都係唔好意思兩手空空咁過去,就臨時去買咗個蛋糕仔。483Please respect copyright.PENANAqlUH6fyWAn
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「咪話咗唔使買嘢囉。」陳君儒見到個蛋糕嘅時候講。483Please respect copyright.PENANAxnRbGeEaOH
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不過佢個表情又好似幾開心咁。483Please respect copyright.PENANA3cUBKblQaI
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「生日吖嘛,點都要食下蛋糕嘅。」我將蛋糕放喺離床幾步遠嘅書檯上。483Please respect copyright.PENANAbWgzSIaska
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之後我諗住幫陳君儒點蠟燭,但過程中佢不斷喺度騷擾我。483Please respect copyright.PENANAFqEwTgjZnB
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喺我插緊蠟燭嘅時候,佢就從後環抱我,喺度錫我耳仔同頸側。483Please respect copyright.PENANADFUZo3Ujf0
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「喂……」我隻手震咗震,爭啲整跌咗支蠟燭。483Please respect copyright.PENANA8fcVvb6p0u
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陳君儒冇理我,繼續輕咬我耳垂。483Please respect copyright.PENANAnOX7hGAGwv
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我艱難咁喺佢嘅騷擾下點着咗支蠟燭。為咗有氣氛啲,我仲順手熄埋房入面嘅燈。483Please respect copyright.PENANAKfC7Dp5676
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陳君儒錫下錫下就錫到嚟我唇邊。483Please respect copyright.PENANAAaOPTsFtnc
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「許願先啦……」我吃力咁推咗推佢。483Please respect copyright.PENANAQcNpep1K7G
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我嘅嘴唇被佢封住,聲音變得模糊不清。483Please respect copyright.PENANA78kuMz8Jjl
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「好啦好啦我許願喇。」佢終於暫時放過我嘅嘴唇,但仍然維持住環抱我嘅姿勢,又將頭靠喺我頸側。483Please respect copyright.PENANA3F0HsMxxYW
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我擰轉頭望向佢。483Please respect copyright.PENANAkZESmSezbN
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呢刻昏暗嘅房間內只有暖黃嘅燭光散發住微弱嘅光茫。483Please respect copyright.PENANA8WYTyr1qRG
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燭光映照下,我見到陳君儒合埋眼,表情虔誠。483Please respect copyright.PENANANd0w59m7oC
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我下意識咁放輕呼吸凝視住佢。483Please respect copyright.PENANAuPnaFYch8C
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燭光微微咁顫抖閃爍着。483Please respect copyright.PENANARPPZxTkTke
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「許完喇。」陳君儒突然擘大咗眼。483Please respect copyright.PENANAEJBVBILDVC
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我呼吸一窒,嚟唔切移開目光,猝不及防咁撞上咗佢嘅視線。483Please respect copyright.PENANA2nP4RCPoQ6
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過咗好耐,又或者其實只係過咗幾秒,佢錫咗埋嚟。483Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6iXdIaOMP
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一開始只係輕柔咁吮吻,後來動作卻變得越嚟越急切猛烈。483Please respect copyright.PENANADHRmwFw180
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我被佢攬住錫住帶到去床邊,再被佢推倒喺床上。483Please respect copyright.PENANAAkghL4zpyB
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「好鍾意你……」陳君儒一邊錫我一邊講,聲音沙啞。483Please respect copyright.PENANAVfBTcYBwaZ
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「我都係……」我脫口而出。483Please respect copyright.PENANAPVeUvHqXAD