第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢162Please respect copyright.PENANACZ3okgabhT
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記162Please respect copyright.PENANACkEAj3ZdvD
發現李湘渝這幾個月來162Please respect copyright.PENANAXiGMOXgYYe
都過度積極的控制情緒162Please respect copyright.PENANAa00AzygQq1
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少162Please respect copyright.PENANAvkbV4B5hcn
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂162Please respect copyright.PENANA9PsYbrB1Dt
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」162Please respect copyright.PENANAe2QcIUiKus
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「每天都有…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAgY0wdNj5AX
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「比起剛出院162Please respect copyright.PENANAN8Mz51IhvU
或上個月162Please respect copyright.PENANATNnNj2XFCC
有好轉嗎?」162Please respect copyright.PENANAtMQcyJNph1
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「好像…差不多…」162Please respect copyright.PENANA5jT68f1bZr
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「十級的話162Please respect copyright.PENANAtYWosHXu1Y
有多少級痛?」162Please respect copyright.PENANAMtdf1fNATd
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右162Please respect copyright.PENANAULprfq8F5R
試過幾次真的很痛…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAfKF1M8XE2K
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容162Please respect copyright.PENANAqnsYIOxhzz
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神162Please respect copyright.PENANAFNli8SDVKw
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「已持續兩個月了162Please respect copyright.PENANAl0ZjAkbqN2
是吧?」162Please respect copyright.PENANAkUgykFLiVa
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「嗯…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAEabQgNvFFm
李湘渝點點頭162Please respect copyright.PENANA1bELuWnMBN
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小時候的事162Please respect copyright.PENANAp4zufBv2RP
實在記得太清楚162Please respect copyright.PENANAHTS0rAwCY8
印象太深刻162Please respect copyright.PENANAHkBPoQ3MeT
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候162Please respect copyright.PENANADmKrIqYaL5
彷彿提醒著自己162Please respect copyright.PENANAceFtZ9ljIN
不斷的重溫事發經過162Please respect copyright.PENANA1D60STuda5
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇162Please respect copyright.PENANAWF9p4BaUDC
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態162Please respect copyright.PENANAOjj5FNwMQk
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來162Please respect copyright.PENANAH9NefTPJhW
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著162Please respect copyright.PENANAq1Kep3ZAE7
自從幻聽出現後的日記162Please respect copyright.PENANAX9KsRDKHV3
看得出李湘渝心裡162Please respect copyright.PENANAs6BsA3kfw8
是極度的恐慌162Please respect copyright.PENANAhxlI8cxt4J
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從字裡行間裡162Please respect copyright.PENANA7voaT16vzO
李湘渝透露出的是162Please respect copyright.PENANAVxUDQ3cpDU
逃避現實162Please respect copyright.PENANAWKQWdsfYd9
置之不理162Please respect copyright.PENANA7d20X49rKM
過份抑壓情緒162Please respect copyright.PENANAr1F3ixqcmC
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「湘渝162Please respect copyright.PENANAgVnEB0cddM
欺騙誰也可以162Please respect copyright.PENANARB2fSolWOX
但就是不能欺騙自己162Please respect copyright.PENANAkItMLZm4tF
要對自己誠實」162Please respect copyright.PENANA7xheww4dth
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「嗯…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAPqUKkxTmDu
李湘渝低著頭162Please respect copyright.PENANAwZKHvxqDz9
點了一下頭162Please respect copyright.PENANAHUzPO4XW7A
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?162Please respect copyright.PENANAmwomOggJKy
在逃避嗎?」162Please respect copyright.PENANARR1O3Apjo7
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李湘渝沉默著162Please respect copyright.PENANAoHiSC8iYr2
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情162Please respect copyright.PENANAbFgUcL5RFc
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李湘渝思考了一會162Please respect copyright.PENANAeraYe0P64M
點了點頭162Please respect copyright.PENANADhbnJ0IJmX
「嗯…」162Please respect copyright.PENANASwPBAMOXGs
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「有什麼原因162Please respect copyright.PENANAxo55px7wCQ
令你想逃避?」162Please respect copyright.PENANAvnvsERrtLI
鍾媽媽溫柔的說162Please respect copyright.PENANAuEeAQJApmA
「或者162Please respect copyright.PENANAm74M3yoPGV
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」162Please respect copyright.PENANAlqjYRbiL3N
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李湘渝低著頭162Please respect copyright.PENANAK84wSgT9RA
手按在昨天傷口的位置上162Please respect copyright.PENANAc5lRWTEZsn
「我…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAEdOJHjInVN
突然低壓情緒湧了上來162Please respect copyright.PENANAvb7XqMb5ZQ
「很…162Please respect copyright.PENANAffje94R0lz
累了…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAbMwBXtYO7W
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「所以昨天162Please respect copyright.PENANAYJ01H7X4fr
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」162Please respect copyright.PENANAro3mnhGzS4
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李湘渝點了點頭162Please respect copyright.PENANAejv2IzWp5l
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」162Please respect copyright.PENANAhJsnoUW610
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了162Please respect copyright.PENANA3oSZ26oq5s
抹著眼淚162Please respect copyright.PENANARLmvqTqqj0
搖著頭否認162Please respect copyright.PENANA0287i4j8zl
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應162Please respect copyright.PENANAZLje7uYxia
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎162Please respect copyright.PENANA1RvV3tPNmP
只不過在鍾天程面前162Please respect copyright.PENANAAJoDNRem6w
不適宜直接問他162Please respect copyright.PENANAUEtCpMG3yE
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「在這裡說的話162Please respect copyright.PENANAjMsnE1Vl8g
我是不會跟天程說的」162Please respect copyright.PENANAJbO2pMzvlw
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題162Please respect copyright.PENANAZPEmvwLjxh
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞162Please respect copyright.PENANAh0fwimTzRK
「你可以放心的告訴我162Please respect copyright.PENANAlaYHBvJkom
我有責任保障你的私隱162Please respect copyright.PENANAzFHZFGMJuj
就算他是我的兒子162Please respect copyright.PENANAhsWcstx8M3
我也不可以告訴他162Please respect copyright.PENANAhSwtJ11cTa
這是我的專業操守」162Please respect copyright.PENANAbu2GK6KTno
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李湘渝繼續低著頭162Please respect copyright.PENANA561XK9DlR9
「對不起…」162Please respect copyright.PENANApgKwxyIV5a
為自己的撒謊而道歉162Please respect copyright.PENANAMji1hbX2H1
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「乖孩子162Please respect copyright.PENANAfIMK064Jel
不要怕去面對162Please respect copyright.PENANAgfb7SW0QzM
要坦誠接受自己的情緒162Please respect copyright.PENANADyYn1hmvgE
知道嗎?」162Please respect copyright.PENANA3TkwsDBky0
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李湘渝沉默了一會162Please respect copyright.PENANARo85VhhUlP
緩緩的說著162Please respect copyright.PENANAXqFIyNI9WG
「我…很怕…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2Y0t487Sa
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「你在怕什麼?」162Please respect copyright.PENANAJilRKmwXwi
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂162Please respect copyright.PENANADjNLAstoqt
「不…不知道…162Please respect copyright.PENANAQRM0aA4B6f
就是…很怕…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAoR7EIn3mKU
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說162Please respect copyright.PENANAjxP5UQEMPh
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「真的…很討厭自己…162Please respect copyright.PENANArnWWm3qqGQ
很麻煩…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAFs5SfEhFB1
李湘渝忍哭著說162Please respect copyright.PENANABzJEmR6zft
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來162Please respect copyright.PENANAfR5e5C4Fxc
「我真的…162Please respect copyright.PENANATLSmDCW7eZ
一點用處也沒有…162Please respect copyright.PENANA9jqUeeFneO
我是…一個負累…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAZNjUZRF7PD
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來162Please respect copyright.PENANAWVYwiCwFbU
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…162Please respect copyright.PENANAQyHZR18Dqa
我也想…拋棄這個想法…162Please respect copyright.PENANAqV6OvnhvLf
可是…我…」162Please respect copyright.PENANALVpqIcFGVV
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽162Please respect copyright.PENANAVNRJWcCi1J
「我…做不到…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAxai6ezfXOG
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白162Please respect copyright.PENANAojqnjrsJwL
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「我…真的…162Please respect copyright.PENANAGTL2sMI39o
很累…了啊…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAfQCgSDlA5f
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「可以告訴我嗎?162Please respect copyright.PENANAWBxFM6Utlb
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」162Please respect copyright.PENANAcfqDfhWBly
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李湘渝愣了一下162Please respect copyright.PENANAGdweX4nF9Z
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他162Please respect copyright.PENANAIHRNiqIn9J
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」162Please respect copyright.PENANAN34fLDcrKH
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「昨天…傷口很痛…162Please respect copyright.PENANAQKhLj0UESG
痛了很久…162Please respect copyright.PENANALiaimLNShv
整個下午都在痛…162Please respect copyright.PENANAaghJDN04XZ
痛得…162Please respect copyright.PENANATtqej6wjqJ
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」162Please respect copyright.PENANA6ycunkfKm4
李湘渝慢慢的說出來162Please respect copyright.PENANAuDZUEYM4Jx
哽咽著162Please respect copyright.PENANASw6EGW2eCE
「我…真的…162Please respect copyright.PENANAHMOSknsnAe
忍受不了…162Please respect copyright.PENANAV1V6AbuG0p
不想再忍受下去了…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAHzH68e0oCm
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」162Please respect copyright.PENANAvxUqO0v4Vu
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「我在書枱上162Please respect copyright.PENANACdACrF2kQg
隨便拿起了鐵尺162Please respect copyright.PENANARy1Ie3fwR3
便開始…弄痛自己…」162Please respect copyright.PENANALmKRYJ35gq
李湘渝回想著昨晚162Please respect copyright.PENANA8eKhFd5Toa
那種痛好像又要開始了162Please respect copyright.PENANAmnAxF8hNMr
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」162Please respect copyright.PENANADD5Id5qwJy
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鍾媽媽坐近一點162Please respect copyright.PENANAKDBhCgj3pE
「然後?」162Please respect copyright.PENANAE3e30merWW
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「然後…又變得很痛…162Please respect copyright.PENANAubYs1fXroR
全身也在痛…162Please respect copyright.PENANAMapGyDIflv
很辛苦…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAmubq3fQkS2
李湘渝握緊了拳頭162Please respect copyright.PENANAtpS0iCj2PO
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「嗯」162Please respect copyright.PENANAiJhZurBOto
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「我想…用鎅刀…162Please respect copyright.PENANAWxUH9N4u6L
在手腕上…割一下…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAY8mjwuV1WX
李湘渝哭了出來162Please respect copyright.PENANATrZnZp5uOs
「那…我便…以後…162Please respect copyright.PENANAGh0bBrQQCv
都不用再痛了…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAuVwwKegLs6
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜162Please respect copyright.PENANAB7vgkSSEdA
停頓一下162Please respect copyright.PENANAWmlssP8ZY5
再續問162Please respect copyright.PENANAEWHGpSTXml
「是發生了什麼事162Please respect copyright.PENANA0AvimwDQ5d
讓你停下來嗎?」162Please respect copyright.PENANA1NTlAbflDg
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…162Please respect copyright.PENANAy6kZnyh7Ow
看到了…162Please respect copyright.PENANAwN0Mm4jhyf
師兄…寫給我的信…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAlyvSbCShvS
李湘渝激動的哭著162Please respect copyright.PENANAUA07LRFxIs
「是他…的…信…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAKVFJKqYyWx
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛162Please respect copyright.PENANAlEvlB6W0A7
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾162Please respect copyright.PENANAcWpwVCpEWX
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「你看到了天程給你的信162Please respect copyright.PENANA0UfvIlUsnj
然後便停了下來162Please respect copyright.PENANAwPLrhxP2eC
對嗎?」162Please respect copyright.PENANAzVGWOjYxDR
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李湘渝接過紙巾162Please respect copyright.PENANAPzP8BnJVgq
點著頭162Please respect copyright.PENANAxTqVqnfLKm
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?162Please respect copyright.PENANAXJVUSsPIyv
促使你停下來162Please respect copyright.PENANAgnXbrE8C3z
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」162Please respect copyright.PENANAo5nvBjBliq
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「我記得…162Please respect copyright.PENANAqkdBvCQQ4Q
無論我怎樣放棄自己…162Please respect copyright.PENANAv2hLWrvK3P
他都會…在我的身邊…162Please respect copyright.PENANAvEG7BwIASs
不會離棄我…」162Please respect copyright.PENANALOc2lSAUsS
李湘渝痛哭著說162Please respect copyright.PENANAX4UHdkSQwu
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…162Please respect copyright.PENANA6stiSvBXnu
是他說…162Please respect copyright.PENANAlYPj9iFfTO
明明知道了…看到了…162Please respect copyright.PENANAm9ZYrwSmXx
不能什麼也不做…162Please respect copyright.PENANAVWCzL4XNff
便讓我回家去…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAM6eSHwCoKW
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩162Please respect copyright.PENANAtMCAGSFxPs
感歎著愛情的力量162Please respect copyright.PENANAj7jM09bsRO
影響力實在很大162Please respect copyright.PENANAEj0XTKAg1E
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幸而鍾天程的愛162Please respect copyright.PENANAxt4diELCiT
能夠承載著這個重擔162Please respect copyright.PENANA78pcEhddCW
分擔著李湘渝的壓力162Please respect copyright.PENANA1osbWMt9IT
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡162Please respect copyright.PENANAj0OdT24C87
得到了很強的力量162Please respect copyright.PENANAKOP8nkOtMs
有了寄託162Please respect copyright.PENANAWsjhc4Ram7
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要不然162Please respect copyright.PENANAZKhJEYLD3Q
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前162Please respect copyright.PENANA332VXAT6Pp
已經離開了這個世界162Please respect copyright.PENANAvBdnE9oiGQ
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「我知道…如果那個時候…162Please respect copyright.PENANA9HF1vy9oS3
他在我的旁邊的話…162Please respect copyright.PENANAUEVgEwkb5F
他會毫不猶豫的…162Please respect copyright.PENANAymQvg0vW00
抱著我…162Please respect copyright.PENANAuiU4BErjej
不讓我傷害自己…」162Please respect copyright.PENANAJHmkNTfwKA
李湘渝仍在痛哭著162Please respect copyright.PENANAQjtpy6V4Ph
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊162Please respect copyright.PENANA7zCduioY7P
握著他的手162Please respect copyright.PENANAwAYnBMUXfD
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「我還記得…162Please respect copyright.PENANAa15dcWUPOx
在天台那時…162Please respect copyright.PENANA2EEeeA7xiC
他…162Please respect copyright.PENANA9abQh1oCgT
他……」162Please respect copyright.PENANACH6gYRgG4L
李湘渝泣不成聲162Please respect copyright.PENANALElvEDQV7A
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程162Please respect copyright.PENANA52isSm6K53
不斷的哭著162Please respect copyright.PENANA7fORQPaWNv
哭得難以呼吸162Please respect copyright.PENANAlBm5UkVhJ3
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛162Please respect copyright.PENANAicaWnZYpky
輕掃著他的背162Please respect copyright.PENANAoV318YyCcV
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一會162Please respect copyright.PENANAiCkgmLAwx3
待李湘渝情緒平伏後162Please respect copyright.PENANA5V4VxYyatW
鍾媽媽溫柔的說162Please respect copyright.PENANAawKBKFtN8c
「謝謝你對我誠實162Please respect copyright.PENANAaWQl0C1O0h
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」162Please respect copyright.PENANASmyo05AIRH
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李湘渝低著頭162Please respect copyright.PENANAFOBCtgQK3s
擦著眼睛162Please respect copyright.PENANAhb2rCnNXeX
「不…我…162Please respect copyright.PENANArLUtyvrIns
很沒用…」162Please respect copyright.PENANANDtMzTtKwl
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「湘渝162Please respect copyright.PENANAQB4CSwRdBU
你真的很勇敢162Please respect copyright.PENANAiTKbb8VD16
而且162Please respect copyright.PENANAgU06CJxqZH
你也有很堅強的信念162Please respect copyright.PENANAie6f45q7OZ
只是一時有點迷失162Please respect copyright.PENANAcrX64mNLFw
加上幻覺痛162Please respect copyright.PENANAfCvq5HayR8
令你軟弱了」162Please respect copyright.PENANAINO4NCUCfj
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭162Please respect copyright.PENANAdRnpJOLPO4
「我非常欣賞你的堅強162Please respect copyright.PENANAxcy1kSqIh7
因為這是真的不容易啊」162Please respect copyright.PENANAThwBq9ctxs
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣162Please respect copyright.PENANAaHbgB2hYp8
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「這件事162Please respect copyright.PENANANbnM6TKCej
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