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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記136Please respect copyright.PENANALHETyMxUWb
發現李湘渝這幾個月來136Please respect copyright.PENANAz2nnxvypB6
都過度積極的控制情緒136Please respect copyright.PENANAAq6wWeiFY3
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少136Please respect copyright.PENANABctM0kFIWM
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂136Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1xBInIZEV
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」136Please respect copyright.PENANAQIbdPdb8cj
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「每天都有…」136Please respect copyright.PENANA34TTK0mQa2
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「比起剛出院136Please respect copyright.PENANAg9XgbOE66s
或上個月136Please respect copyright.PENANAyqgLZIiokr
有好轉嗎?」136Please respect copyright.PENANALddb2uU9uP
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「好像…差不多…」136Please respect copyright.PENANADzes65RYyj
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「十級的話136Please respect copyright.PENANAmevGfXRsPX
有多少級痛?」136Please respect copyright.PENANAjXzpK3sRwN
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右136Please respect copyright.PENANAFrOaVanXHw
試過幾次真的很痛…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAZqiyT660c4
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容136Please respect copyright.PENANApGzQOUqrHn
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神136Please respect copyright.PENANAMGXf0V9pC4
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「已持續兩個月了136Please respect copyright.PENANARXentsDnPa
是吧?」136Please respect copyright.PENANAXuAyrniXES
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「嗯…」136Please respect copyright.PENANA0Y8jVCuJau
李湘渝點點頭136Please respect copyright.PENANARtvrzxlc3s
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小時候的事136Please respect copyright.PENANAIeFFfBJMjF
實在記得太清楚136Please respect copyright.PENANAwFy1jHMl2f
印象太深刻136Please respect copyright.PENANAi3puJbv8VI
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彷彿提醒著自己136Please respect copyright.PENANAARI17gm6Y2
不斷的重溫事發經過136Please respect copyright.PENANAFkDpJ34itW
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇136Please respect copyright.PENANA6wCKsQZPnQ
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態136Please respect copyright.PENANAeX7gf8hc1R
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來136Please respect copyright.PENANAEczJuyyLLl
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著136Please respect copyright.PENANAxeMjnlzfXL
自從幻聽出現後的日記136Please respect copyright.PENANAbEVioNQuTT
看得出李湘渝心裡136Please respect copyright.PENANAUpihKkzhLn
是極度的恐慌136Please respect copyright.PENANAIPEVeN08fJ
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從字裡行間裡136Please respect copyright.PENANAKWQyh0euCR
李湘渝透露出的是136Please respect copyright.PENANAF2ricKZVf1
逃避現實136Please respect copyright.PENANAhqTL2jIDIo
置之不理136Please respect copyright.PENANAzcNUV6Q7l6
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「湘渝136Please respect copyright.PENANAonHGcl6K1W
欺騙誰也可以136Please respect copyright.PENANA9EDhVIs85l
但就是不能欺騙自己136Please respect copyright.PENANAnONZajATkO
要對自己誠實」136Please respect copyright.PENANAfqiS6mD6nV
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「嗯…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAS67K1dBUWy
李湘渝低著頭136Please respect copyright.PENANAqatXqj00ev
點了一下頭136Please respect copyright.PENANAC0T6cPJzMd
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?136Please respect copyright.PENANA81P986R4Fq
在逃避嗎?」136Please respect copyright.PENANAGWhquvB9p1
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李湘渝沉默著136Please respect copyright.PENANAXx6QFHBAgw
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情136Please respect copyright.PENANAlVt5BfhIUA
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李湘渝思考了一會136Please respect copyright.PENANALpks5T6QhE
點了點頭136Please respect copyright.PENANAiHwb1h5Bat
「嗯…」136Please respect copyright.PENANANfaUB8BEh7
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「有什麼原因136Please respect copyright.PENANAo0hW1OHGb6
令你想逃避?」136Please respect copyright.PENANAJI2Wi5ltV6
鍾媽媽溫柔的說136Please respect copyright.PENANAUhz2JtUTYx
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最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」136Please respect copyright.PENANA7MdvRecMfe
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李湘渝低著頭136Please respect copyright.PENANAmffZBWmEhs
手按在昨天傷口的位置上136Please respect copyright.PENANAoMkq5A1DXh
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突然低壓情緒湧了上來136Please respect copyright.PENANAWHUGgPE533
「很…136Please respect copyright.PENANAlKqJGYIvIe
累了…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAl6lcVGlMDR
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「所以昨天136Please respect copyright.PENANAprtT74Dm9j
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」136Please respect copyright.PENANA0b3JY5bhSc
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李湘渝點了點頭136Please respect copyright.PENANAMxPvKoq7WO
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」136Please respect copyright.PENANAala1HjqDk0
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了136Please respect copyright.PENANAvUJ5rybTvh
抹著眼淚136Please respect copyright.PENANAfXXS5MK7Eq
搖著頭否認136Please respect copyright.PENANAcv1RGn2Dgu
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應136Please respect copyright.PENANAxdUryOlUZB
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只不過在鍾天程面前136Please respect copyright.PENANA60efeY2aYh
不適宜直接問他136Please respect copyright.PENANAszhHCLDAyZ
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「在這裡說的話136Please respect copyright.PENANAIEnWyt8dy8
我是不會跟天程說的」136Please respect copyright.PENANAzwGVTtYVy0
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題136Please respect copyright.PENANA7gvVYwy0g5
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞136Please respect copyright.PENANA2VZO1WeFQq
「你可以放心的告訴我136Please respect copyright.PENANA7s6i8zF9gN
我有責任保障你的私隱136Please respect copyright.PENANAq0oVlw3GcX
就算他是我的兒子136Please respect copyright.PENANA8N03oddJwb
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這是我的專業操守」136Please respect copyright.PENANAdA3OVRTmg7
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李湘渝繼續低著頭136Please respect copyright.PENANA1eUjn0Dmb7
「對不起…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAWjddlzCi9h
為自己的撒謊而道歉136Please respect copyright.PENANACb5A42T5Su
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「乖孩子136Please respect copyright.PENANAQFXZHe7HY6
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要坦誠接受自己的情緒136Please respect copyright.PENANAfpSokvZcyW
知道嗎?」136Please respect copyright.PENANAm7EDQXQMmB
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李湘渝沉默了一會136Please respect copyright.PENANAZoL4VvPGPu
緩緩的說著136Please respect copyright.PENANAUF4mXRRtDl
「我…很怕…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAztuTiNJDgW
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「你在怕什麼?」136Please respect copyright.PENANA9iZSt3H1Ja
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂136Please respect copyright.PENANA7GKeVmUm08
「不…不知道…136Please respect copyright.PENANAAY70yXMi6h
就是…很怕…」136Please respect copyright.PENANA0qIpzbUHMx
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說136Please respect copyright.PENANAPUXEaEJRVo
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「真的…很討厭自己…136Please respect copyright.PENANALzASuPL0Ma
很麻煩…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAoQkQuAxpKE
李湘渝忍哭著說136Please respect copyright.PENANAEJSImvC0lC
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來136Please respect copyright.PENANAE4JX5BtuKy
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一點用處也沒有…136Please respect copyright.PENANAgmggKf3raJ
我是…一個負累…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAY4lJPdje6u
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來136Please respect copyright.PENANAMylwLphNKO
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我也想…拋棄這個想法…136Please respect copyright.PENANAqrB4tnC68A
可是…我…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAvJB9kfTmrf
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽136Please respect copyright.PENANAboCZj7RIoz
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昨天的經過是怎樣的?」136Please respect copyright.PENANAcE5C5NJiTF
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李湘渝愣了一下136Please respect copyright.PENANAHrbejRR8kA
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他136Please respect copyright.PENANAGm2pYq2MJ9
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」136Please respect copyright.PENANASz4VSimpuJ
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「昨天…傷口很痛…136Please respect copyright.PENANAGScOzNhb8f
痛了很久…136Please respect copyright.PENANAfG6acpZMTj
整個下午都在痛…136Please respect copyright.PENANAy8yWJMu7ad
痛得…136Please respect copyright.PENANAp9XUISEHkM
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAmEOtXsrAuN
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哽咽著136Please respect copyright.PENANAf33PcxBJbx
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「我在書枱上136Please respect copyright.PENANAbwq7IMjln8
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李湘渝回想著昨晚136Please respect copyright.PENANAFZ9itv8DAi
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「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAFnfPUEJwtT
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「然後…又變得很痛…136Please respect copyright.PENANAokc0KBN9HQ
全身也在痛…136Please respect copyright.PENANA9Iz6Kdb6Vb
很辛苦…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAGPPlO61RPs
李湘渝握緊了拳頭136Please respect copyright.PENANATbFA1OBaYc
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李湘渝哭了出來136Please respect copyright.PENANAKicr7C7888
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都不用再痛了…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAlagegenubS
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜136Please respect copyright.PENANAmjrPXmEDZ6
停頓一下136Please respect copyright.PENANAiPL3ZNaFIo
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讓你停下來嗎?」136Please respect copyright.PENANA7SXe6d0gxU
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…136Please respect copyright.PENANAWup5q09jAa
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師兄…寫給我的信…」136Please respect copyright.PENANACsY71YczpE
李湘渝激動的哭著136Please respect copyright.PENANAxb86l7Ec6D
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛136Please respect copyright.PENANAfwEpZE8LxM
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾136Please respect copyright.PENANAKwRN6gu6fq
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「你看到了天程給你的信136Please respect copyright.PENANApU3nD13QlB
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對嗎?」136Please respect copyright.PENANA0AxTl1Fvl0
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李湘渝接過紙巾136Please respect copyright.PENANA7dyoZyBFOc
點著頭136Please respect copyright.PENANArSrxy8iTeS
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令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」136Please respect copyright.PENANAyiXuRbFZlI
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他都會…在我的身邊…136Please respect copyright.PENANA3EwwZXRddX
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李湘渝痛哭著說136Please respect copyright.PENANAxX0n1HVNZX
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…136Please respect copyright.PENANAOCqy3qadQH
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便讓我回家去…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAmD8pOZbMKh
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩136Please respect copyright.PENANAxvCjrr3UaX
感歎著愛情的力量136Please respect copyright.PENANABhh83WngLq
影響力實在很大136Please respect copyright.PENANAOxR80ZTzbh
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幸而鍾天程的愛136Please respect copyright.PENANAN30TyHrxbj
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分擔著李湘渝的壓力136Please respect copyright.PENANA0n56IltfOK
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡136Please respect copyright.PENANALA5oSmVuTA
得到了很強的力量136Please respect copyright.PENANAkxZ7cJiI7W
有了寄託136Please respect copyright.PENANAhtVeYDFUsF
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要不然136Please respect copyright.PENANAIrNp9XVD4Z
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前136Please respect copyright.PENANACdPL34TCAU
已經離開了這個世界136Please respect copyright.PENANA1F0X4yuXwt
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他會毫不猶豫的…136Please respect copyright.PENANAd745W5WX87
抱著我…136Please respect copyright.PENANARpaCIF8sbu
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李湘渝仍在痛哭著136Please respect copyright.PENANArtXgJxOXsP
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握著他的手136Please respect copyright.PENANAKOq34pdgu3
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「我還記得…136Please respect copyright.PENANATN2Zk9ARfN
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他…136Please respect copyright.PENANAxlbHsgFcb6
他……」136Please respect copyright.PENANAbIh0gBAdAE
李湘渝泣不成聲136Please respect copyright.PENANADBLj7fsYEE
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程136Please respect copyright.PENANAROZYbMbXiX
不斷的哭著136Please respect copyright.PENANAxCHqh7ACh7
哭得難以呼吸136Please respect copyright.PENANALcNLMbEGce
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛136Please respect copyright.PENANAeenMenzE7w
輕掃著他的背136Please respect copyright.PENANAU4Ps4xEtKR
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一會136Please respect copyright.PENANAPwsUytXgvJ
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鍾媽媽溫柔的說136Please respect copyright.PENANAxL8N2lhDOU
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亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」136Please respect copyright.PENANAkjm7nNhlcP
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李湘渝低著頭136Please respect copyright.PENANAIFpgEnOitA
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很沒用…」136Please respect copyright.PENANAocQdabdMA7
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你也有很堅強的信念136Please respect copyright.PENANARqrlmupeak
只是一時有點迷失136Please respect copyright.PENANAH2zfrbIQ1a
加上幻覺痛136Please respect copyright.PENANA7y3LkjL6iL
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鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭136Please respect copyright.PENANAdbohXXgUXr
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因為這是真的不容易啊」136Please respect copyright.PENANAAqauVfHNF9
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣136Please respect copyright.PENANAzAIfOAO8cZ
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