第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢160Please respect copyright.PENANAmG8G6CtjMF
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記160Please respect copyright.PENANAyYEKtXP6Ik
發現李湘渝這幾個月來160Please respect copyright.PENANAuwtbBU5sSy
都過度積極的控制情緒160Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZUkdz3qPs
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少160Please respect copyright.PENANAnIvkdpLb67
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂160Please respect copyright.PENANAjKcrtaZaKI
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAwcdzo0ErdO
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「每天都有…」160Please respect copyright.PENANAFwNOqv3vNV
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「比起剛出院160Please respect copyright.PENANA6dKXgNQN7d
或上個月160Please respect copyright.PENANArIluWC1mae
有好轉嗎?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAPOELGOEACg
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「好像…差不多…」160Please respect copyright.PENANArPBiEOENpO
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「十級的話160Please respect copyright.PENANALidS66BWf8
有多少級痛?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAEnwNLC3iWo
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右160Please respect copyright.PENANA9nWmabhMa7
試過幾次真的很痛…」160Please respect copyright.PENANAwVtOKWrHIY
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容160Please respect copyright.PENANAp15UdtwTOZ
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神160Please respect copyright.PENANAR681UPWkLM
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「已持續兩個月了160Please respect copyright.PENANAo8axW3kOvc
是吧?」160Please respect copyright.PENANADQQD8axAC9
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「嗯…」160Please respect copyright.PENANAhqTy5NRsu4
李湘渝點點頭160Please respect copyright.PENANAUP7DtlxUgR
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小時候的事160Please respect copyright.PENANAz0gccZwYHo
實在記得太清楚160Please respect copyright.PENANAyNBRdSKLcJ
印象太深刻160Please respect copyright.PENANAOpWmC6N9Fa
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候160Please respect copyright.PENANA4z9ZVRt2fe
彷彿提醒著自己160Please respect copyright.PENANADVrgDUBpJx
不斷的重溫事發經過160Please respect copyright.PENANAvvIOMUP4u9
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇160Please respect copyright.PENANAEEZGtoIZVX
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態160Please respect copyright.PENANAHEi1Ymz7xZ
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來160Please respect copyright.PENANAiSAtnvgDPH
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著160Please respect copyright.PENANAnKpl5vJZoO
自從幻聽出現後的日記160Please respect copyright.PENANAmhKCJ4SKN6
看得出李湘渝心裡160Please respect copyright.PENANA4jXBfrBlsz
是極度的恐慌160Please respect copyright.PENANAjbt74kQS5T
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從字裡行間裡160Please respect copyright.PENANAWzI8i6P68F
李湘渝透露出的是160Please respect copyright.PENANAeTwWB5Dj3q
逃避現實160Please respect copyright.PENANAF1OA0lFFmQ
置之不理160Please respect copyright.PENANAgyIbAArRgc
過份抑壓情緒160Please respect copyright.PENANAfB5lhLyrqt
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「湘渝160Please respect copyright.PENANAmu8KwjAM69
欺騙誰也可以160Please respect copyright.PENANAIp9L3yQLbm
但就是不能欺騙自己160Please respect copyright.PENANA5GXtABOqAE
要對自己誠實」160Please respect copyright.PENANA3cj4TYURRU
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「嗯…」160Please respect copyright.PENANACPFkwU6cFp
李湘渝低著頭160Please respect copyright.PENANAarXiI14pAZ
點了一下頭160Please respect copyright.PENANACuBoKnJ7lZ
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?160Please respect copyright.PENANAXuIsl3Nw63
在逃避嗎?」160Please respect copyright.PENANA6e3Y7n27iJ
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李湘渝沉默著160Please respect copyright.PENANAbpC2pvMaI8
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情160Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2QGH9JMjD
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李湘渝思考了一會160Please respect copyright.PENANAx0ix4b1QyG
點了點頭160Please respect copyright.PENANAeuLLpN3cLe
「嗯…」160Please respect copyright.PENANAw9imdFxkMV
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「有什麼原因160Please respect copyright.PENANA7Wk68XHKQq
令你想逃避?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAYHin1XEwTh
鍾媽媽溫柔的說160Please respect copyright.PENANAtuBynP3u9D
「或者160Please respect copyright.PENANAxgcjVh21ye
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAcZahfGsErB
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李湘渝低著頭160Please respect copyright.PENANAJAv9WeXb9b
手按在昨天傷口的位置上160Please respect copyright.PENANAjtSDEioXYH
「我…」160Please respect copyright.PENANA8FJkQjHokH
突然低壓情緒湧了上來160Please respect copyright.PENANAGAO70oTxr4
「很…160Please respect copyright.PENANAvSaoKUprFI
累了…」160Please respect copyright.PENANAKRwmtRX3gj
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「所以昨天160Please respect copyright.PENANAKOpruYI7y3
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAIokQbKFgOx
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李湘渝點了點頭160Please respect copyright.PENANA0WDmKa38i4
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAHlA2PU7ruJ
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了160Please respect copyright.PENANAq6IQrySUOK
抹著眼淚160Please respect copyright.PENANAnnsHKpRivZ
搖著頭否認160Please respect copyright.PENANAwrPsvwKJnN
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應160Please respect copyright.PENANAhfgKDljED6
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎160Please respect copyright.PENANAscXeD9opKO
只不過在鍾天程面前160Please respect copyright.PENANALsax9dtwGj
不適宜直接問他160Please respect copyright.PENANA8FhrbzqH3W
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「在這裡說的話160Please respect copyright.PENANAaPWL7bwkiH
我是不會跟天程說的」160Please respect copyright.PENANAiIOsJwA7RA
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題160Please respect copyright.PENANAvOUkg24Mve
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞160Please respect copyright.PENANAOeu9y2bH58
「你可以放心的告訴我160Please respect copyright.PENANAOa2kLKkX7e
我有責任保障你的私隱160Please respect copyright.PENANAnpgYu2aQVs
就算他是我的兒子160Please respect copyright.PENANAl2UDlbLIsc
我也不可以告訴他160Please respect copyright.PENANAkQ5FqAfJwJ
這是我的專業操守」160Please respect copyright.PENANAPSzfneDtzG
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李湘渝繼續低著頭160Please respect copyright.PENANAURJLpcIazk
「對不起…」160Please respect copyright.PENANALIxmsReqsp
為自己的撒謊而道歉160Please respect copyright.PENANAYrSBI7g1l5
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「乖孩子160Please respect copyright.PENANAa9rOH3EU7R
不要怕去面對160Please respect copyright.PENANA6BtcIq2haP
要坦誠接受自己的情緒160Please respect copyright.PENANAYhpWkgfqNx
知道嗎?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAmSBEaGMPD3
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李湘渝沉默了一會160Please respect copyright.PENANAmZUGFmlfL5
緩緩的說著160Please respect copyright.PENANAXku4rwlopo
「我…很怕…」160Please respect copyright.PENANAvhDYgc291U
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「你在怕什麼?」160Please respect copyright.PENANARm5mH962tZ
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂160Please respect copyright.PENANA9nGm4l1S9p
「不…不知道…160Please respect copyright.PENANAN7iZYJMz0K
就是…很怕…」160Please respect copyright.PENANAxXFQ3YUNs4
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說160Please respect copyright.PENANACwJ4SXYjnV
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「真的…很討厭自己…160Please respect copyright.PENANAl6GVYq2ReK
很麻煩…」160Please respect copyright.PENANA2lHYknJAjk
李湘渝忍哭著說160Please respect copyright.PENANAEXntiSskvR
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來160Please respect copyright.PENANAw84Bdsvumo
「我真的…160Please respect copyright.PENANAVoaWOQGXpn
一點用處也沒有…160Please respect copyright.PENANAgGLOXz5fiT
我是…一個負累…」160Please respect copyright.PENANAv7h70V020M
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來160Please respect copyright.PENANA9V2fgr2gWg
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…160Please respect copyright.PENANAUHPDkre6Rx
我也想…拋棄這個想法…160Please respect copyright.PENANAVZixLdZ1qd
可是…我…」160Please respect copyright.PENANA7mleiWBvkI
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽160Please respect copyright.PENANAxXuSTDyUX3
「我…做不到…」160Please respect copyright.PENANAjcLKpY1lE9
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白160Please respect copyright.PENANALhbqbYSKhq
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「我…真的…160Please respect copyright.PENANA4oYtF6S1D3
很累…了啊…」160Please respect copyright.PENANARFdhtUWDPE
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「可以告訴我嗎?160Please respect copyright.PENANAObT6v25l5b
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAbzvE8fEifz
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李湘渝愣了一下160Please respect copyright.PENANAL0IjKdfOJU
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他160Please respect copyright.PENANAqfQdmt3ztH
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAMxpErKvnru
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「昨天…傷口很痛…160Please respect copyright.PENANA5VEq7lPEIB
痛了很久…160Please respect copyright.PENANAGtpd9aVkqo
整個下午都在痛…160Please respect copyright.PENANAnJPPgXGHcW
痛得…160Please respect copyright.PENANAld3VJqMdxQ
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」160Please respect copyright.PENANANgRqdkGrND
李湘渝慢慢的說出來160Please respect copyright.PENANAcEAzzEadZY
哽咽著160Please respect copyright.PENANAfS15K4YqAG
「我…真的…160Please respect copyright.PENANAAwRZoij0sT
忍受不了…160Please respect copyright.PENANA3Qb3Lyf0td
不想再忍受下去了…」160Please respect copyright.PENANArlCkUzdaBk
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAQPProYu6nr
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「我在書枱上160Please respect copyright.PENANAOOe0v75N31
隨便拿起了鐵尺160Please respect copyright.PENANADlFEgoSbJE
便開始…弄痛自己…」160Please respect copyright.PENANACwsd7bPpZy
李湘渝回想著昨晚160Please respect copyright.PENANAoKx2CGLh96
那種痛好像又要開始了160Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZwUPTTpOY
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」160Please respect copyright.PENANA6K7nvSocn2
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鍾媽媽坐近一點160Please respect copyright.PENANA2TA31UtQJD
「然後?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAMV0dMuTy3o
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「然後…又變得很痛…160Please respect copyright.PENANAA3zjVvr06S
全身也在痛…160Please respect copyright.PENANA8tk3O2kuC9
很辛苦…」160Please respect copyright.PENANA36kNg8C1dy
李湘渝握緊了拳頭160Please respect copyright.PENANAHewKoZRvEo
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「嗯」160Please respect copyright.PENANA0rPyEagqhP
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「我想…用鎅刀…160Please respect copyright.PENANAk9iW76Ve0V
在手腕上…割一下…」160Please respect copyright.PENANAoUPF9pPxsQ
李湘渝哭了出來160Please respect copyright.PENANAuvxvuCFRq4
「那…我便…以後…160Please respect copyright.PENANAEx68l7SkHB
都不用再痛了…」160Please respect copyright.PENANAOiMwldEC1K
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜160Please respect copyright.PENANAkUN5ra4Ihi
停頓一下160Please respect copyright.PENANAf0thR7vbIp
再續問160Please respect copyright.PENANADms7GwNSu6
「是發生了什麼事160Please respect copyright.PENANABGjRhgFGrJ
讓你停下來嗎?」160Please respect copyright.PENANA5t6LcKyckt
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…160Please respect copyright.PENANAWLIIuVR6Nt
看到了…160Please respect copyright.PENANAla0XRLGiml
師兄…寫給我的信…」160Please respect copyright.PENANAElIGVvrWFW
李湘渝激動的哭著160Please respect copyright.PENANAOS9YcbGci1
「是他…的…信…」160Please respect copyright.PENANAfanNPd4w2m
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛160Please respect copyright.PENANAGZcKnLGmH0
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾160Please respect copyright.PENANAKan06vmqtE
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「你看到了天程給你的信160Please respect copyright.PENANAPB8JKvy3gJ
然後便停了下來160Please respect copyright.PENANAn6syoaabuy
對嗎?」160Please respect copyright.PENANAvEQOze7Gcr
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李湘渝接過紙巾160Please respect copyright.PENANAtWKhU0zdV4
點著頭160Please respect copyright.PENANA267F02QHW1
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?160Please respect copyright.PENANAWEyyJ4YiW8
促使你停下來160Please respect copyright.PENANAGWbn2qZU3Q
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」160Please respect copyright.PENANAVeh3Uk6kU4
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「我記得…160Please respect copyright.PENANAFjnKPxiWX8
無論我怎樣放棄自己…160Please respect copyright.PENANASJgXr5HsEH
他都會…在我的身邊…160Please respect copyright.PENANAw2e2rI3J0G
不會離棄我…」160Please respect copyright.PENANAkl7SY4I94e
李湘渝痛哭著說160Please respect copyright.PENANAT9zt8zhkSN
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…160Please respect copyright.PENANAaUDbfDNR6d
是他說…160Please respect copyright.PENANAe0OfZrUCHZ
明明知道了…看到了…160Please respect copyright.PENANArxoAlcmcnr
不能什麼也不做…160Please respect copyright.PENANAAc0XIubH4M
便讓我回家去…」160Please respect copyright.PENANA3iDpYCQfqS
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩160Please respect copyright.PENANArclm5jzo4H
感歎著愛情的力量160Please respect copyright.PENANAlQcYzHZhlv
影響力實在很大160Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ye0lxUY9U
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幸而鍾天程的愛160Please respect copyright.PENANA8GMa1IGh3D
能夠承載著這個重擔160Please respect copyright.PENANAWEHGdvfJkp
分擔著李湘渝的壓力160Please respect copyright.PENANAHO4Vuzq96P
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡160Please respect copyright.PENANAqkK39WcL7m
得到了很強的力量160Please respect copyright.PENANAa81xJ3uxH4
有了寄託160Please respect copyright.PENANAN9ywPnqqCw
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要不然160Please respect copyright.PENANAnjQhrBGGdv
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前160Please respect copyright.PENANAAFyedIaBO8
已經離開了這個世界160Please respect copyright.PENANAuNuzUZX0qv
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「我知道…如果那個時候…160Please respect copyright.PENANAgdDC3Ufjen
他在我的旁邊的話…160Please respect copyright.PENANAcyqNqtkUZb
他會毫不猶豫的…160Please respect copyright.PENANAhJ8JWdmGm0
抱著我…160Please respect copyright.PENANA9mqy9obEFF
不讓我傷害自己…」160Please respect copyright.PENANAgMtOGHCFk7
李湘渝仍在痛哭著160Please respect copyright.PENANAWk1LIuI7ew
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊160Please respect copyright.PENANAPMeCzdZ49K
握著他的手160Please respect copyright.PENANA7BshkQjCYW
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「我還記得…160Please respect copyright.PENANAyZFBehng26
在天台那時…160Please respect copyright.PENANAjxnXplW3qC
他…160Please respect copyright.PENANA5aGf8tAphE
他……」160Please respect copyright.PENANAxI1OdL27Lk
李湘渝泣不成聲160Please respect copyright.PENANAoBculfxHy3
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程160Please respect copyright.PENANAAwYG3kmZb7
不斷的哭著160Please respect copyright.PENANAzUwFQYj9D2
哭得難以呼吸160Please respect copyright.PENANAwXMTHXGD2U
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛160Please respect copyright.PENANAfxjQdTxRjD
輕掃著他的背160Please respect copyright.PENANARBDDbi5CMn
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一會160Please respect copyright.PENANATf36jl1PTw
待李湘渝情緒平伏後160Please respect copyright.PENANAI9fneT7Zmt
鍾媽媽溫柔的說160Please respect copyright.PENANAjhuXs9URr0
「謝謝你對我誠實160Please respect copyright.PENANA4N6uMT12fa
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」160Please respect copyright.PENANAS7jFKHDo0a
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李湘渝低著頭160Please respect copyright.PENANAYdH2VrQl4r
擦著眼睛160Please respect copyright.PENANAUTsOHnp6OV
「不…我…160Please respect copyright.PENANAz4diJeA4vR
很沒用…」160Please respect copyright.PENANAsDUsYxg0mG
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「湘渝160Please respect copyright.PENANAShKcJFxpMI
你真的很勇敢160Please respect copyright.PENANAURLZuo8rx7
而且160Please respect copyright.PENANAeIac3gcEyB
你也有很堅強的信念160Please respect copyright.PENANAKniTy1tkdr
只是一時有點迷失160Please respect copyright.PENANAwtS5uPhh10
加上幻覺痛160Please respect copyright.PENANAyXh9rbj7wR
令你軟弱了」160Please respect copyright.PENANASgrFalelck
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭160Please respect copyright.PENANAYpqB3lsEhM
「我非常欣賞你的堅強160Please respect copyright.PENANAMs6zPpd3Vq
因為這是真的不容易啊」160Please respect copyright.PENANA5pbU3bUH4H
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣160Please respect copyright.PENANACHT8Ga6yie
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「這件事160Please respect copyright.PENANAc2idipe73C
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