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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2Lsezl4Ag
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeV9sH6J6ES
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69bXiOCQi2
到了下個路口181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfA7Afmzt7j
看見我一動也不動的站在原地181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHJQKUfQIq
走近才發現 我看到的景象，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv4WlABpUi
那正是我暗戀的學長181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRy8SfeQK44
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIikW5TZrN
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泰亨大步地走向我，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEywYGzlBF
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqVa9lTLpG
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gg30MB2x4
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxacUyi3oo
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXAsdA3qNl
我將他的手慢慢移開181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjeV1RKyyS
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieT4iqb2di
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGg51GPsnz8
逞強地假裝好像沒事，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrmZ7Yt9Pf
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LhBEKUDXa
已經出賣了我...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOcJFtLHZM
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我們站在冰櫃前，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrt0JVzYTtc
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFGkjS3ei1
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0SfYfHazQ
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHUNzqagOY
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLo3HvCsigf
忽然學長從門那走了進來，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jJv8iCECJ
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡho474Ld9My
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBO8GFnI09M
「學長好。」我說，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyg6N0gYE1D
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJXtcpKxjc
-181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHZHIRa7by
「共36塊。」店員說，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AfPvIhYyf
我打開錢包，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkNYxlNLRB
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2hcE6MiBX
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcX9MXGemA
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPVe65yc2V
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDlBXVMHzU
-181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFcYXpfqqf
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl80MoGpTW8
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDiP5EOINz
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMnbQYkp2B
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmCYnmUKBn
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86tCTQz5sj
他也跟著看著前方181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkejfL4y8ya
-181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahyc8UoMBM
當再次轉過來時181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3M98r3REkS
我的眼淚已直直地落下，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQU602n4qy8
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKVMABV3n1
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1l5LZGf86M
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgVfFxWgIu
感覺平時不太會安慰人...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhUjqHpdOK
-181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIq8vOw1Jz
突然我拿起手機給他看181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVJsOIB8CH
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGJeiXrs7A
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXccy57tARE
我又哭得更大聲了......181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEG5XAGlGW
看到我哭到不能自己，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEiPALZHES
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tqZqAfts3
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK13E15CWKW
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8AneVpdtF
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVWmxboh4z
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaqTLG7AcU
-181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrOWlQsvG2
「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW785o4CFFn
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXr2oCVNmd4
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EUBw1ZnFS
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTRWBPaJMq
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN7qalTAXJ
「我們都沒做錯什麼」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUq8RMms7rx
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38HQLO8x8R
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsGwHkAiGh
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqslNbViulf
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泰亨聽著我所說的，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4uoovT8vL
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRKju2mCrT
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVLDSlqYti
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3bSwgltGs
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5byRj1fbY
-181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8jjDXpbee
我又再次哭紅了雙眼181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yvJCCb2cY
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlszFJoN6i
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6t6XhPaZiC
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXe9P7UeZ9
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkdi57MkgP
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCqdYIM21w
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrnIdd9QCG
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6ll4AaMIh
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQCAom0DQZ
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiSbMpYYcr
「要不要我送你？」，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmCOjo7PSg
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJjFIkG7dS
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtx1ufnMFcW
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0T7wRol6n
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNWfvmRzhf
- - ->181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmx5WqsPEC
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohYq1CQDR6
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2MeZb1vrK
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzm25XoMUm
他們倆不解地看向房那，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepx85axR02
二哥的房門 微微開了...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07eh9oRctj
-181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ0Vu10jOF
我又趴在書桌上哭了會，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3slRaEkRNY
哭累了就睡著了，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXODYQoSszt
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENPbFSzc4x
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45aDLuKSXO
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG4sDoBawh
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyO5hgV38e
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJsWPxp5dh
長大後 看不見黑影了，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHm2q1fmDV
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiU27ixXqdx
因為一直不知道是誰給的，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36bdcI8N7r
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4HotMjoOf
-181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGaHUJrcMY
隨著年紀增長181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIh7YEc3ug
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWWLnvpiNT
假裝著自己沒事，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKN7YJMzcK
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFFPLYpZdq
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpjs19A6Uz
看著手中的棒棒糖，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6geDIPOUU
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGcy2M1vb9
- - ->181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQQ2vFD9wP
這個禮拜只要去社團練習，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwNI19csbQ
就會看見他們在那放閃，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbZVnoJtmU
對沒錯 是社對。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecWyyx1Uyf
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXM5CFITYg
假裝著自己毫不在意，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZekRYiHGDA
其實心裡破了一個洞...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKtT49kX8Q
- - ->181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88w7mVATAV
那天泰亨回去後想了很多，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EJbRopYnr
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETCqf67sWe
「哥，我想作曲」。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1yw1KQ0Ts
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmrhKpsXTi
我點進去聽了，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cqj9fJxAp
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxDSQTeRAn
閉上眼 靜靜地聽181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNFGhVtpxv
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvU9ATI3Z5
- - ->181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSD4kVgNqf
一轉眼就到了舞會當天，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukkBDPa5Ng
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ht4TNIBKi
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEf7JBGC8bC
主詞人說道，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv1zUWVZIq
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWblOVcS06
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPuWZgmaFi
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTp6oZ9kYs4
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP9JDDZsRF
-181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0s8G0Txje
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPbLsbTm8X
「我自己跳」我說，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKLuhkock8
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuwSUXgOn3
一個人也能做得很好...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMinScBZGEH
-181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBw4XWP3Q4Z
音樂即將播下，181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAamlTC7ev
我看著會場中央的大門181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx4y3PQZOf
有一絲光線射入......181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtvUEbrfJn
-181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1TPuhsNCg
-181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2rb4puER8
-待續...181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ1AAT06i1
