「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」163Please respect copyright.PENANAWCYI21f7wz
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去,163Please respect copyright.PENANADowfSpa3Kv
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影,163Please respect copyright.PENANATLXtZHW7AK
到了下個路口163Please respect copyright.PENANAbgPc5jhajP
看見我一動也不動的站在原地163Please respect copyright.PENANAYC1P8IyLnw
走近才發現 我看到的景象,163Please respect copyright.PENANAvRV9m2uhxZ
那正是我暗戀的學長163Please respect copyright.PENANATTif8C52ke
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...163Please respect copyright.PENANA2jSjbCchX3
-163Please respect copyright.PENANADfJHDkUo9Q
泰亨大步地走向我,163Please respect copyright.PENANAIvP04w4LYZ
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線,163Please respect copyright.PENANAv2cyoTVhVv
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光,163Please respect copyright.PENANARjgesqmMng
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...163Please respect copyright.PENANAr8M4Vxvw5D
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指,163Please respect copyright.PENANAOhBzN7GKVL
我將他的手慢慢移開163Please respect copyright.PENANAXVcKv5KGhv
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流,163Please respect copyright.PENANA108sxA8wFM
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」,163Please respect copyright.PENANAzAyrT5J5qA
逞強地假裝好像沒事,163Please respect copyright.PENANAtprhEyiLvg
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子163Please respect copyright.PENANAK4n2D2apji
已經出賣了我...163Please respect copyright.PENANALwNNq11BHL
-163Please respect copyright.PENANAfmeEcmHTNL
我們站在冰櫃前,163Please respect copyright.PENANA2jIgp1DqPW
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語,163Please respect copyright.PENANAigPSFEku8y
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他163Please respect copyright.PENANABnykC3VijT
「給你 你的蘇打冰」,163Please respect copyright.PENANA69pKC3or1W
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。163Please respect copyright.PENANAc9rvLw2UaR
忽然學長從門那走了進來,163Please respect copyright.PENANAkBWRygOKJ4
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走,163Please respect copyright.PENANAkniq2Rwuyd
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長163Please respect copyright.PENANAKMpNCWwl8I
「學長好。」我說,163Please respect copyright.PENANARmJuSZ3WD9
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去163Please respect copyright.PENANAwiag2ARJ68
-163Please respect copyright.PENANAMuL7K8uw7m
「共36塊。」店員說,163Please respect copyright.PENANAEY9DHkRo1E
我打開錢包,163Please respect copyright.PENANAk5g2syXGbk
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額,163Please respect copyright.PENANAWU271qdAZe
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...163Please respect copyright.PENANAuVxtTv4AYu
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員,163Please respect copyright.PENANATLx9nEtaYZ
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...163Please respect copyright.PENANA12Et8sUOtC
-163Please respect copyright.PENANAwagkeKb8cE
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊,163Please respect copyright.PENANANWZGZbWIVx
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕,163Please respect copyright.PENANAnZ18zuTdyd
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。163Please respect copyright.PENANA2mqKwtEykg
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」,163Please respect copyright.PENANAxY7UqoZUuN
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。163Please respect copyright.PENANA8bbNsHJvtz
他也跟著看著前方163Please respect copyright.PENANAtlJfcFKAMb
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當再次轉過來時163Please respect copyright.PENANAKNEHF7v2C0
我的眼淚已直直地落下,163Please respect copyright.PENANAOl3h3qTw34
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭,163Please respect copyright.PENANANaVDahJ3zh
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...163Please respect copyright.PENANADFQNUACq4y
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背,163Please respect copyright.PENANAMYOWedQQX6
感覺平時不太會安慰人...163Please respect copyright.PENANAwhbU1IsnFg
-163Please respect copyright.PENANAiPBElJCa4f
突然我拿起手機給他看163Please respect copyright.PENANAxknEF2HNJC
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面,163Please respect copyright.PENANAVCKmxv3Nts
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了!」163Please respect copyright.PENANAY1ToL4DpTp
我又哭得更大聲了......163Please respect copyright.PENANAbxKYS7PoTM
看到我哭到不能自己,163Please respect copyright.PENANAKgyXmozB87
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。163Please respect copyright.PENANAtrPSEaMDAA
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚,163Please respect copyright.PENANAoBdS4V2uAJ
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...163Please respect copyright.PENANANftt384ICh
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉,163Please respect copyright.PENANAS4k10qAfXO
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...163Please respect copyright.PENANAyEtNQyWI91
-163Please respect copyright.PENANAUe5Toxc5n4
「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我,163Please respect copyright.PENANAYpGy7NELCM
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時,163Please respect copyright.PENANAdJumikJ7d3
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」163Please respect copyright.PENANAgwsUZZGclQ
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」163Please respect copyright.PENANAnEZ1ghCnxL
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」163Please respect copyright.PENANAqT1xghva4i
「我們都沒做錯什麼」163Please respect copyright.PENANASaQ9L1fB6S
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」163Please respect copyright.PENANACsyeHIu0bt
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」163Please respect copyright.PENANA3LCTxa4VL1
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...163Please respect copyright.PENANAeH0qGZRnfU
-163Please respect copyright.PENANAauB90iv6D9
泰亨聽著我所說的,163Please respect copyright.PENANABxQi6kr87t
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...163Please respect copyright.PENANAzy9nNpi69D
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼,163Please respect copyright.PENANANmiu8Z1EOI
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避,163Please respect copyright.PENANAvajm9PXj7V
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...163Please respect copyright.PENANAKe6zFdrUki
-163Please respect copyright.PENANA8nVaJjXTWL
我又再次哭紅了雙眼163Please respect copyright.PENANAwxrVqsUPCK
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)163Please respect copyright.PENANA4mc7EKkhyv
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠,163Please respect copyright.PENANA1myVdESEYS
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。163Please respect copyright.PENANAADVPC37ef5
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...163Please respect copyright.PENANAgA65g3h32T
-163Please respect copyright.PENANAqCySeJI6Qy
又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方,163Please respect copyright.PENANAQltP7uuawm
「要喝酒嗎?」泰亨問,163Please respect copyright.PENANA2G5PBL93Hv
「瘋了嗎?我還未成年啊」我回,163Please respect copyright.PENANAZnOyx11UOB
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說,163Please respect copyright.PENANAh59bZYd7af
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」,163Please respect copyright.PENANAFxO6Y8rV2y
「要不要我送你?」,163Please respect copyright.PENANA4fBhC7pkZr
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」,163Please respect copyright.PENANADseuV8Mu3G
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」,163Please respect copyright.PENANAQmkupl3I7W
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開163Please respect copyright.PENANAYHEREwGXxq
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...163Please respect copyright.PENANANwYOjBKZpb
- - ->163Please respect copyright.PENANApeusBmO6Dl
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門,163Please respect copyright.PENANAK5OEehYrWX
「善允是不是心情不太好啊?」大哥問,163Please respect copyright.PENANAe17dJir0r5
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎?」善皓說,163Please respect copyright.PENANA0GEKthwj3U
他們倆不解地看向房那,163Please respect copyright.PENANAiAfYld4P8s
二哥的房門 微微開了...163Please respect copyright.PENANAW82t4KMwZV
-163Please respect copyright.PENANAxRB2CCdBHo
我又趴在書桌上哭了會,163Please respect copyright.PENANAeetPqrIKXa
哭累了就睡著了,163Please respect copyright.PENANAOFdC6QbFhj
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖,163Please respect copyright.PENANARVe6SUeNGi
「棒棒糖妖精!?」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說163Please respect copyright.PENANA9n5Xh4C653
-163Please respect copyright.PENANADLYonwKk6l
小的時候 只要我傷心、難過163Please respect copyright.PENANA4H5bc9qXqB
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時,163Please respect copyright.PENANAwOquOa1VfS
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。163Please respect copyright.PENANAqtaZneX3W9
長大後 看不見黑影了,163Please respect copyright.PENANAJxBYw00dJt
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。163Please respect copyright.PENANAIXrEOhbk0e
因為一直不知道是誰給的,163Please respect copyright.PENANAiOpOBSKmyO
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”163Please respect copyright.PENANACAkCUQ6zH8
-163Please respect copyright.PENANAlalJ5iPZhn
隨著年紀增長163Please respect copyright.PENANAp5eyNp5v2w
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容163Please respect copyright.PENANAjfleqJSfIv
假裝著自己沒事,163Please respect copyright.PENANA3KbDbsPaIz
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了,163Please respect copyright.PENANAgPJZAMyH6x
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...163Please respect copyright.PENANAv3yI4UbwCI
看著手中的棒棒糖,163Please respect copyright.PENANAXTcA1gyomW
這次我笑了,是真正發自內心的笑了163Please respect copyright.PENANAQMjQtadWvv
- - ->163Please respect copyright.PENANAKunDLUwO31
這個禮拜只要去社團練習,163Please respect copyright.PENANA8MsKFEEkNl
就會看見他們在那放閃,163Please respect copyright.PENANAOczlvrMdkK
對沒錯 是社對。163Please respect copyright.PENANAdXaTI0QzJQ
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話,163Please respect copyright.PENANAimOiKv6lv5
假裝著自己毫不在意,163Please respect copyright.PENANAKbMub0acUF
其實心裡破了一個洞...163Please respect copyright.PENANAIDnUYhlqmB
- - ->163Please respect copyright.PENANAaBsxHzPQNb
那天泰亨回去後想了很多,163Please respect copyright.PENANAjVDGkOKMpc
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門163Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2nRyroqx2
「哥,我想作曲」。163Please respect copyright.PENANAlOXWlhzp0g
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲,163Please respect copyright.PENANAAb3xlffKtk
我點進去聽了,163Please respect copyright.PENANArrAlRQw5yP
心底有股暖流緩緩上升,163Please respect copyright.PENANA35wXeOqdLj
閉上眼 靜靜地聽163Please respect copyright.PENANAADieMut4lz
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑163Please respect copyright.PENANAZiBIptIHNr
- - ->163Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZbmOeguEz
一轉眼就到了舞會當天,163Please respect copyright.PENANAAxqG2vMhZj
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。163Please respect copyright.PENANAKbNSUiYNwa
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演!」163Please respect copyright.PENANAYRgrmhp7pm
主詞人說道,163Please respect copyright.PENANAJsvl8eJMRI
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備,163Please respect copyright.PENANA58Km9HqMSr
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。163Please respect copyright.PENANADghapJ2uDA
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的,163Please respect copyright.PENANAraEbRA49e1
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。163Please respect copyright.PENANA7wlp5V5cCk
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「另一個人呢?」主持人問,163Please respect copyright.PENANAFNe5zwp7DY
「我自己跳」我說,163Please respect copyright.PENANA4vUSFAeNKq
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好,163Please respect copyright.PENANAIkczR9ht6G
一個人也能做得很好...163Please respect copyright.PENANA19Nr1TW1Io
-163Please respect copyright.PENANA4syxnB59aH
音樂即將播下,163Please respect copyright.PENANAVesUtE5aRa
我看著會場中央的大門163Please respect copyright.PENANANtKwLKkqUI
有一絲光線射入......163Please respect copyright.PENANAK6r2A40FkP
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-待續...163Please respect copyright.PENANALAtyNSBGGW