聽到小莉這樣問，我心底反而莫名其妙地產生了抗拒。我輕輕捉住她肩膊推開：「我，我有咩辛苦？你知唔知道我係方舟城852係咩身份？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0rCm6YxRK
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「你講落去。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwGJz4HZZU
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她大概知道吧。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaUkMMnUe3
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「可能你唔知道，小莉……我係方舟城852之中係末日下唯三既生還者，可以話好多人都識得我，甚至鐘…鐘意我？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJgQ5W5w1v
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她不為所動，同一時間另一把聲音卻在腦中響起。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDbrq7xBSu
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「你正一死淨種啊莉莉！」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEorixMRvF
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「你地三個本來就無資格登艦，無資格生活係方舟城852！」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU28tZAlf3
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為甚麼？520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUzFpLytva
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為甚麼要做樣說我們？520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8XpdnKcLA
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小莉碧藍的雙瞳這時卻化成無限的深邃凝視著我：「咁仲有呢？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlFEWKLOiO
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「我…我…我仲係行星防衛局既星軍精銳，嵐翔部隊既副隊…呀唔係，隊長喔！方舟城既大家都鐘意我，信賴我——」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKa9iKBJKUr
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小莉同樣不為所動，而我腦中又再次……520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFe2cBER9X
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「走狗！！你地先係文明癌，你地只係黨衛軍，蓋世太保，你地只係…！！」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9RS6cA4YG
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「歧種人根本唔存在，莉莉，星軍同歧種人都只係為左維持方舟城852穩定既手段。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGetbRrbbI4
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眼前小莉的樣子叫我心寒，但馬上我發現原因不在她，而是她的瞳仁中我自己的倒影，那個茫然的樣子——不知不覺間我已沒法說下去。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hl2rj2g2q
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「你係度講你係方舟城過得幾好，幾有地位同名譽，但係你個樣完全唔開心，亦唔自豪。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI3bQ15dY4
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叫我心寒的，是小莉瞳仁中的我自己。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxOZDAhq64
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「個個叫向晴姐既人，個個叫喬大哥既人，仲有…絢香師傅，貝兒姐姐，舜兒哥哥……莉莉，你點可能無事？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwopAClTqQ
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「收…收聲…」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIKq1gzyai
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「你明明想係佢地面前證明你自己，但係佢地全部都……」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkoKPYTiGB
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「收聲啊！！」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UwcCO5SBy
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我尖叫打斷小莉的胡說八道，直到她閉上嘴後我才發現自己比想像中更激動，胸口起伏不止地在喘著氣。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9L28Gpm0v0
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向晴姐在我們面前被械人群淹沒。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPcNXJPz0U
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喬大哥被我親手斬殺後自爆而亡。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hPmihQftD
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絢香師傅雖說幸福地死在爸爸懷中，但卻絕不是甚麼善終。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRrNwWMyqj
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貝兒姐姐在末日前只剩下頭部能動，而舜兒哥哥更加是被埋於獅山十字會總部的瓦礫下。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzAZKLvt8k
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所有我想證明給他們看「我很強」「我成長了」的人，盡數都離我而去。當中大部份都是我本來，我本來有機會救下來的…！！520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgezKspSviO
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如果我真的如自己想像中強大—520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡif0qFU3loR
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「——咁你就應該救到佢地。」與我思想同步的小莉輕描淡寫地說出我的想法。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXY4X7nZAH
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「……」我沉默不語，我無言以對。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLFl02qG8Q
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我是星軍的精銳皇牌，但其實只是歧種人的演戲對手。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntnIayo9Pr
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我是方舟城的守護者，但其實只是肅清異己的劏子手。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRURaxGSbr
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我是穿過彩虹橋的生還者，但其實只是沒有資格卻擠進來的死淨種。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRc8K5Hpq0
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我是信徒們眼中的女神，但其實只是異教徒與孩子們眼中的魔女。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHJRQOv0x4
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我……根本甚麼也不是，更加多次被黎爾打敗，只能逃往過去，只想變回那個能瑟縮於爸爸，媽媽，絢香師傅，舜兒哥哥，貝兒姐姐背後的小女生，躲在她們背後，永遠永遠地躲下去。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PC2w0JN6W
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永遠永遠地躲著，永遠永遠地不要變成大人。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSJnpvFX7y
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「我改一個問法…莉莉，係未來，你過得開唔開心？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4fSCohlH2
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聽到她這樣問，我卻是鼻頭一酸，眼淚不受控制地流下來。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9Tl1hIzv9
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明明方舟城852是千年之城，理想之國，我在這時卻沒法回答年幼的自己—「我在未來活得很快樂」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJMfv5tW1C
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我不能。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuRt1Wgn9l
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我沒有活成自己年幼時憧憬的樣子，成年後的生活……活得……一塌胡塗。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubq5OH8SmC
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「對唔住…小莉…對唔住…」我垂下頭任由眼淚落到自己膝上，「我搞到自己…搞到我地既未來咁樣……」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHLrslEq2S
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面對年幼的自己，我卻只能道歉。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sHdWC6SsM
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因為我的現在就是她的未來，我卻完全搞砸了。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdyyGMWnG8
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被黎爾玩弄於股掌中，沒有令任何人引以為傲，曾說過要好好守護的方舟城更加面臨滅絕，我……沒有活成小時候憧憬的樣子。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1TPUu7CPM
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「但你知道自己要成為點既人，咁就夠。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX557hsS3kt
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與我心靈相通的小莉卻輕撫我的頭，用米寧遞上的小手帕為我印去淚水。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVNmjwYPHQ
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「成為…」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLPVOW6AFw
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「至少咁樣，你就同黎爾係同一級數。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XG3hcppYh
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「但…知道自己要成為點既人?」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCitZSMv30
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「就好像向晴姐講既咁：自己存在既方式，要由你自己去定義。」共享著我的記憶的小莉說，「你以為呢句係同個啲只係某人複製體既罪人講？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIcyKiINts
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「唔係咩？」我反問。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaH9uLbr44
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「個時你地根本未到朱月係咪？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcShFld839
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的確是這樣。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pV4VSYqZv
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「所以……向晴姐個一句，係同緊你講啊，莉莉。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlXbX4p0Lg
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我與小莉因為是同一個人，同一個大腦，所以她正共享著我的記憶。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvMzKh8Bmn
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但她有著我早已逝去的赤子之心…嗎。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsMh6xJzRz
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那時，自律炮擊車即將駛出擴音範圍，向晴姐的聲音在風中似有還無地滲進我耳朵。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzHv4Te6qO
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那時，向晴姐嫣然一笑然後鑽進在前進的自律炮擊車內。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIqNMTvpiQ
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那時，我的視野內是她。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJfZrSPw5z
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那時，她的視野內是我。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkAnveiWbv
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而且我們根本還未到朱月基地，得知世界末日與方舟城的真相。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNes1I2xxTH
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向晴姐在生命最後時刻還在鼓勵的人……是我，莉莉．楊．勒菲弗爾。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lzHJQI7Bv
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「黎爾咁強唔係因為咩自在超限，人工靈魂，而係自從米寧死後，我指米寧本人死後，佢一直都知道自己既存在方式，佢強烈定義出自己既存在。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWZ4YcNi9T
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明明連黎爾也沒有見過的小莉說道。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lyUAovCFa
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「佢由親手殺死米寧個時已經下定決心要阻止所有好似佢咁既悲劇，即使手段係毀滅一切，殺盡一切。面對佢咁既對手，你地只有普通既對抗心態係唔足夠。」小莉用著與她超不搭的成熟語氣說道。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvd3ltlCKLe
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「咁點先夠？」阿當問。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoSfhmTsoV
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「……答案唔可以由我講出黎，未來既答案就由未來既你地去搵到。」小莉望向窗外，「好夜啦。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalWK7iRU8a
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「嗯，咁今晚你就同我……」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKdDSxCt7u
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「既然咁夜，大家都應該訓晒。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdXtrdJONN
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「嗄？」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BUEvaIaad
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「莉莉，你爸爸係文雀，你亦得到佢既真傳……我有樣野想你幫我去偷。」520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShJMYQKqPX
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小莉的笑容在夜色下格外高深莫測。520Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqe566LRe6
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