聽到小莉這樣問,我心底反而莫名其妙地產生了抗拒。我輕輕捉住她肩膊推開:「我,我有咩辛苦?你知唔知道我係方舟城852係咩身份?」520Please respect copyright.PENANAO0rCm6YxRK
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「你講落去。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAmwGJz4HZZU
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她大概知道吧。520Please respect copyright.PENANASaUkMMnUe3
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「可能你唔知道,小莉……我係方舟城852之中係末日下唯三既生還者,可以話好多人都識得我,甚至鐘…鐘意我?」520Please respect copyright.PENANAmJgQ5W5w1v
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她不為所動,同一時間另一把聲音卻在腦中響起。520Please respect copyright.PENANAwDbrq7xBSu
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「你正一死淨種啊莉莉!」520Please respect copyright.PENANAbEorixMRvF
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「你地三個本來就無資格登艦,無資格生活係方舟城852!」520Please respect copyright.PENANAjU28tZAlf3
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為甚麼?520Please respect copyright.PENANAKUzFpLytva
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為甚麼要做樣說我們?520Please respect copyright.PENANAR8XpdnKcLA
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小莉碧藍的雙瞳這時卻化成無限的深邃凝視著我:「咁仲有呢?」520Please respect copyright.PENANALlFEWKLOiO
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「我…我…我仲係行星防衛局既星軍精銳,嵐翔部隊既副隊…呀唔係,隊長喔!方舟城既大家都鐘意我,信賴我——」520Please respect copyright.PENANAKa9iKBJKUr
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小莉同樣不為所動,而我腦中又再次……520Please respect copyright.PENANAtFe2cBER9X
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「走狗!!你地先係文明癌,你地只係黨衛軍,蓋世太保,你地只係…!!」520Please respect copyright.PENANAR9RS6cA4YG
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「歧種人根本唔存在,莉莉,星軍同歧種人都只係為左維持方舟城852穩定既手段。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAGetbRrbbI4
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眼前小莉的樣子叫我心寒,但馬上我發現原因不在她,而是她的瞳仁中我自己的倒影,那個茫然的樣子——不知不覺間我已沒法說下去。520Please respect copyright.PENANA5hl2rj2g2q
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「你係度講你係方舟城過得幾好,幾有地位同名譽,但係你個樣完全唔開心,亦唔自豪。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAUI3bQ15dY4
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叫我心寒的,是小莉瞳仁中的我自己。520Please respect copyright.PENANAsxOZDAhq64
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「個個叫向晴姐既人,個個叫喬大哥既人,仲有…絢香師傅,貝兒姐姐,舜兒哥哥……莉莉,你點可能無事?」520Please respect copyright.PENANAtwopAClTqQ
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「收…收聲…」520Please respect copyright.PENANAEIKq1gzyai
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「你明明想係佢地面前證明你自己,但係佢地全部都……」520Please respect copyright.PENANANkoKPYTiGB
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「收聲啊!!」520Please respect copyright.PENANA8UwcCO5SBy
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我尖叫打斷小莉的胡說八道,直到她閉上嘴後我才發現自己比想像中更激動,胸口起伏不止地在喘著氣。520Please respect copyright.PENANA9L28Gpm0v0
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向晴姐在我們面前被械人群淹沒。520Please respect copyright.PENANAHPcNXJPz0U
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喬大哥被我親手斬殺後自爆而亡。520Please respect copyright.PENANA9hPmihQftD
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絢香師傅雖說幸福地死在爸爸懷中,但卻絕不是甚麼善終。520Please respect copyright.PENANARRrNwWMyqj
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貝兒姐姐在末日前只剩下頭部能動,而舜兒哥哥更加是被埋於獅山十字會總部的瓦礫下。520Please respect copyright.PENANAdzAZKLvt8k
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所有我想證明給他們看「我很強」「我成長了」的人,盡數都離我而去。當中大部份都是我本來,我本來有機會救下來的…!!520Please respect copyright.PENANAgezKspSviO
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如果我真的如自己想像中強大—520Please respect copyright.PENANAif0qFU3loR
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「——咁你就應該救到佢地。」與我思想同步的小莉輕描淡寫地說出我的想法。520Please respect copyright.PENANAIXY4X7nZAH
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「……」我沉默不語,我無言以對。520Please respect copyright.PENANAfLFl02qG8Q
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我是星軍的精銳皇牌,但其實只是歧種人的演戲對手。520Please respect copyright.PENANAntnIayo9Pr
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我是方舟城的守護者,但其實只是肅清異己的劏子手。520Please respect copyright.PENANAWRURaxGSbr
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我是穿過彩虹橋的生還者,但其實只是沒有資格卻擠進來的死淨種。520Please respect copyright.PENANArRc8K5Hpq0
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我是信徒們眼中的女神,但其實只是異教徒與孩子們眼中的魔女。520Please respect copyright.PENANAPHJRQOv0x4
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我……根本甚麼也不是,更加多次被黎爾打敗,只能逃往過去,只想變回那個能瑟縮於爸爸,媽媽,絢香師傅,舜兒哥哥,貝兒姐姐背後的小女生,躲在她們背後,永遠永遠地躲下去。520Please respect copyright.PENANA7PC2w0JN6W
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永遠永遠地躲著,永遠永遠地不要變成大人。520Please respect copyright.PENANAJSJnpvFX7y
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「我改一個問法…莉莉,係未來,你過得開唔開心?」520Please respect copyright.PENANAd4fSCohlH2
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聽到她這樣問,我卻是鼻頭一酸,眼淚不受控制地流下來。520Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9Tl1hIzv9
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明明方舟城852是千年之城,理想之國,我在這時卻沒法回答年幼的自己—「我在未來活得很快樂」520Please respect copyright.PENANAVJMfv5tW1C
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我不能。520Please respect copyright.PENANAFuRt1Wgn9l
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我沒有活成自己年幼時憧憬的樣子,成年後的生活……活得……一塌胡塗。520Please respect copyright.PENANAubq5OH8SmC
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「對唔住…小莉…對唔住…」我垂下頭任由眼淚落到自己膝上,「我搞到自己…搞到我地既未來咁樣……」520Please respect copyright.PENANAtHLrslEq2S
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面對年幼的自己,我卻只能道歉。520Please respect copyright.PENANA1sHdWC6SsM
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因為我的現在就是她的未來,我卻完全搞砸了。520Please respect copyright.PENANAFdyyGMWnG8
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被黎爾玩弄於股掌中,沒有令任何人引以為傲,曾說過要好好守護的方舟城更加面臨滅絕,我……沒有活成小時候憧憬的樣子。520Please respect copyright.PENANAx1TPUu7CPM
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「但你知道自己要成為點既人,咁就夠。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAX557hsS3kt
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與我心靈相通的小莉卻輕撫我的頭,用米寧遞上的小手帕為我印去淚水。520Please respect copyright.PENANAsVNmjwYPHQ
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「成為…」520Please respect copyright.PENANASLPVOW6AFw
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「至少咁樣,你就同黎爾係同一級數。」520Please respect copyright.PENANA4XG3hcppYh
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「但…知道自己要成為點既人?」520Please respect copyright.PENANAUCitZSMv30
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「就好像向晴姐講既咁:自己存在既方式,要由你自己去定義。」共享著我的記憶的小莉說,「你以為呢句係同個啲只係某人複製體既罪人講?」520Please respect copyright.PENANAKIcyKiINts
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「唔係咩?」我反問。520Please respect copyright.PENANAGaH9uLbr44
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「個時你地根本未到朱月係咪?」520Please respect copyright.PENANAFcShFld839
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的確是這樣。520Please respect copyright.PENANA8pV4VSYqZv
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「所以……向晴姐個一句,係同緊你講啊,莉莉。」520Please respect copyright.PENANASlXbX4p0Lg
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我與小莉因為是同一個人,同一個大腦,所以她正共享著我的記憶。520Please respect copyright.PENANAfvMzKh8Bmn
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但她有著我早已逝去的赤子之心…嗎。520Please respect copyright.PENANAOsMh6xJzRz
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那時,自律炮擊車即將駛出擴音範圍,向晴姐的聲音在風中似有還無地滲進我耳朵。520Please respect copyright.PENANAxzHv4Te6qO
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那時,向晴姐嫣然一笑然後鑽進在前進的自律炮擊車內。520Please respect copyright.PENANAoIqNMTvpiQ
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那時,我的視野內是她。520Please respect copyright.PENANAJJfZrSPw5z
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那時,她的視野內是我。520Please respect copyright.PENANANkAnveiWbv
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而且我們根本還未到朱月基地,得知世界末日與方舟城的真相。520Please respect copyright.PENANANes1I2xxTH
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向晴姐在生命最後時刻還在鼓勵的人……是我,莉莉.楊.勒菲弗爾。520Please respect copyright.PENANA4lzHJQI7Bv
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「黎爾咁強唔係因為咩自在超限,人工靈魂,而係自從米寧死後,我指米寧本人死後,佢一直都知道自己既存在方式,佢強烈定義出自己既存在。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAZWZ4YcNi9T
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明明連黎爾也沒有見過的小莉說道。520Please respect copyright.PENANA1lyUAovCFa
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「佢由親手殺死米寧個時已經下定決心要阻止所有好似佢咁既悲劇,即使手段係毀滅一切,殺盡一切。面對佢咁既對手,你地只有普通既對抗心態係唔足夠。」小莉用著與她超不搭的成熟語氣說道。520Please respect copyright.PENANAvd3ltlCKLe
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「咁點先夠?」阿當問。520Please respect copyright.PENANAQoSfhmTsoV
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「……答案唔可以由我講出黎,未來既答案就由未來既你地去搵到。」小莉望向窗外,「好夜啦。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAalWK7iRU8a
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「嗯,咁今晚你就同我……」520Please respect copyright.PENANAiKdDSxCt7u
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「既然咁夜,大家都應該訓晒。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAPdXtrdJONN
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「嗄?」520Please respect copyright.PENANA4BUEvaIaad
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「莉莉,你爸爸係文雀,你亦得到佢既真傳……我有樣野想你幫我去偷。」520Please respect copyright.PENANAShJMYQKqPX
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小莉的笑容在夜色下格外高深莫測。520Please respect copyright.PENANAFqe566LRe6
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