聽到小莉這樣問，我心底反而莫名其妙地產生了抗拒。我輕輕捉住她肩膊推開：「我，我有咩辛苦？你知唔知道我係方舟城852係咩身份？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhOjRMtRiF
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「你講落去。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5HwNPFxCU
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她大概知道吧。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9ayLPBvhf
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「可能你唔知道，小莉……我係方舟城852之中係末日下唯三既生還者，可以話好多人都識得我，甚至鐘…鐘意我？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SFcc38WqX
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她不為所動，同一時間另一把聲音卻在腦中響起。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCM1ZEFOM7
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「你正一死淨種啊莉莉！」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeKvld6y5g
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「你地三個本來就無資格登艦，無資格生活係方舟城852！」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7WZQCBTWv
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為甚麼？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82BV0qGUi7
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為甚麼要做樣說我們？519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFrPFygBRb
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小莉碧藍的雙瞳這時卻化成無限的深邃凝視著我：「咁仲有呢？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6Os9N97SC
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「我…我…我仲係行星防衛局既星軍精銳，嵐翔部隊既副隊…呀唔係，隊長喔！方舟城既大家都鐘意我，信賴我——」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbMb1i6UpM
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小莉同樣不為所動，而我腦中又再次……519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfhdwGnDZT
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「走狗！！你地先係文明癌，你地只係黨衛軍，蓋世太保，你地只係…！！」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlwv6Jdq6L
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「歧種人根本唔存在，莉莉，星軍同歧種人都只係為左維持方舟城852穩定既手段。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFQwdEMWES
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眼前小莉的樣子叫我心寒，但馬上我發現原因不在她，而是她的瞳仁中我自己的倒影，那個茫然的樣子——不知不覺間我已沒法說下去。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpr1tCi7FpJ
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「你係度講你係方舟城過得幾好，幾有地位同名譽，但係你個樣完全唔開心，亦唔自豪。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QILUPUvom
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叫我心寒的，是小莉瞳仁中的我自己。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqLuGLKt31
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「個個叫向晴姐既人，個個叫喬大哥既人，仲有…絢香師傅，貝兒姐姐，舜兒哥哥……莉莉，你點可能無事？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNdGfhJlEr
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「收…收聲…」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENfZQXr7oH
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「你明明想係佢地面前證明你自己，但係佢地全部都……」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaME2xbnFG
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「收聲啊！！」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsqGoQE9rK
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我尖叫打斷小莉的胡說八道，直到她閉上嘴後我才發現自己比想像中更激動，胸口起伏不止地在喘著氣。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GkuyU8ODr
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向晴姐在我們面前被械人群淹沒。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3i7pTeHNk
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喬大哥被我親手斬殺後自爆而亡。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYJIrfwaJk
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絢香師傅雖說幸福地死在爸爸懷中，但卻絕不是甚麼善終。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rS0jjzikM
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貝兒姐姐在末日前只剩下頭部能動，而舜兒哥哥更加是被埋於獅山十字會總部的瓦礫下。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CauYIIoPt
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所有我想證明給他們看「我很強」「我成長了」的人，盡數都離我而去。當中大部份都是我本來，我本來有機會救下來的…！！519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUSATMnsxs
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如果我真的如自己想像中強大—519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbkgr2uLDm
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「——咁你就應該救到佢地。」與我思想同步的小莉輕描淡寫地說出我的想法。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqM5XVXuUQ
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「……」我沉默不語，我無言以對。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0yc4Kic19
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我是星軍的精銳皇牌，但其實只是歧種人的演戲對手。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwA3TVIg6w9
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我是方舟城的守護者，但其實只是肅清異己的劏子手。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PCAyzPLKU
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我是穿過彩虹橋的生還者，但其實只是沒有資格卻擠進來的死淨種。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gsAEcFXUg
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我是信徒們眼中的女神，但其實只是異教徒與孩子們眼中的魔女。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqOuNXf4tp
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我……根本甚麼也不是，更加多次被黎爾打敗，只能逃往過去，只想變回那個能瑟縮於爸爸，媽媽，絢香師傅，舜兒哥哥，貝兒姐姐背後的小女生，躲在她們背後，永遠永遠地躲下去。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Gy3hZao3i
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永遠永遠地躲著，永遠永遠地不要變成大人。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisotRUdPG6
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「我改一個問法…莉莉，係未來，你過得開唔開心？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XVVNLtGRR
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聽到她這樣問，我卻是鼻頭一酸，眼淚不受控制地流下來。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNVLcxwTO3
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明明方舟城852是千年之城，理想之國，我在這時卻沒法回答年幼的自己—「我在未來活得很快樂」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAOtSRd8dd
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我不能。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK8b1kGJ07
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我沒有活成自己年幼時憧憬的樣子，成年後的生活……活得……一塌胡塗。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEL1T9BIci
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「對唔住…小莉…對唔住…」我垂下頭任由眼淚落到自己膝上，「我搞到自己…搞到我地既未來咁樣……」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwCgqXi6Kr
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面對年幼的自己，我卻只能道歉。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4pShPpMdb
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因為我的現在就是她的未來，我卻完全搞砸了。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaTzY5dEiu
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被黎爾玩弄於股掌中，沒有令任何人引以為傲，曾說過要好好守護的方舟城更加面臨滅絕，我……沒有活成小時候憧憬的樣子。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe6jTXPpv8
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「但你知道自己要成為點既人，咁就夠。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrgOWapX5D
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與我心靈相通的小莉卻輕撫我的頭，用米寧遞上的小手帕為我印去淚水。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuq8n0Qv24p
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「成為…」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8VoUozzKS
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「至少咁樣，你就同黎爾係同一級數。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcSCPlX1UW
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「但…知道自己要成為點既人?」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmZ50vsoVL
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「就好像向晴姐講既咁：自己存在既方式，要由你自己去定義。」共享著我的記憶的小莉說，「你以為呢句係同個啲只係某人複製體既罪人講？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4jGdZfslz
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「唔係咩？」我反問。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMpzioOEY9
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「個時你地根本未到朱月係咪？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JoSWtvqk4
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的確是這樣。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArGvrOLFQU
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「所以……向晴姐個一句，係同緊你講啊，莉莉。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4dBu4co7j
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我與小莉因為是同一個人，同一個大腦，所以她正共享著我的記憶。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfjOclmrna
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但她有著我早已逝去的赤子之心…嗎。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSj1XO2Nc1Y
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那時，自律炮擊車即將駛出擴音範圍，向晴姐的聲音在風中似有還無地滲進我耳朵。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvHo7nfYMS
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那時，向晴姐嫣然一笑然後鑽進在前進的自律炮擊車內。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWf37nYGsy6
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那時，我的視野內是她。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXZIQRVEyK
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那時，她的視野內是我。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bzBtwhulu
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而且我們根本還未到朱月基地，得知世界末日與方舟城的真相。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKl6mfcN9q
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向晴姐在生命最後時刻還在鼓勵的人……是我，莉莉．楊．勒菲弗爾。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEiA0X94hq
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「黎爾咁強唔係因為咩自在超限，人工靈魂，而係自從米寧死後，我指米寧本人死後，佢一直都知道自己既存在方式，佢強烈定義出自己既存在。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiU19btXOM
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明明連黎爾也沒有見過的小莉說道。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3RhJpe7Ke
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「佢由親手殺死米寧個時已經下定決心要阻止所有好似佢咁既悲劇，即使手段係毀滅一切，殺盡一切。面對佢咁既對手，你地只有普通既對抗心態係唔足夠。」小莉用著與她超不搭的成熟語氣說道。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdEEDYgWFq
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「咁點先夠？」阿當問。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1NFnkKlj7
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「……答案唔可以由我講出黎，未來既答案就由未來既你地去搵到。」小莉望向窗外，「好夜啦。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7wK3jv8uA
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「嗯，咁今晚你就同我……」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRvV2mWBoO
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「既然咁夜，大家都應該訓晒。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIhB8JBnqh
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「嗄？」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvA3fpTULw
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「莉莉，你爸爸係文雀，你亦得到佢既真傳……我有樣野想你幫我去偷。」519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdguKkFaQQ
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小莉的笑容在夜色下格外高深莫測。519Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGPCMBVo7B
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