無力軟癱於地上的我苦苦掙扎才把自己翻過來,卻看到媽媽朝阿當膝背踹出一腳踩得他跪於地上,然後爸爸以琴弦將他五花大綁,姑丈還把他的肩膀膝蓋錯位至脫骹將之制伏。303Please respect copyright.PENANAe75jr5NvDz
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「莉莉!莉莉!!」姑姐扶起我,從我軍服上的裝備袋取出生體敷料。303Please respect copyright.PENANAUp08p5kURm
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「姑姐…快…快啲諗下辦法…阿當佢……」303Please respect copyright.PENANAQbGCnVXsqe
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「你唔好講野唔好亂郁,你,你流左好多血啊!!」303Please respect copyright.PENANAEE3qOBivsw
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的確我感到自己的力氣在流失,身體也好像愈來愈輕一樣,不用姑姐叫我別動,我自己根本也已經動不了。303Please respect copyright.PENANAgv7cF5cdZE
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遠處,被爸媽她們剝奪了行動能力的阿當抱著頭跪伏在地上悲鳴著!303Please respect copyright.PENANAvIHavV9hdP
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「黎…黎…爾…!!我唔會…你唔使旨意再黎第三次…!!我唔會俾你啊啊啊!!嗄哈…嗄哈…嗄哈…」303Please respect copyright.PENANA9JJ1kTl8on
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傷口處傳來陣陣冰涼,姑姐把整支生體敷料一口氣灑光後似乎終於止住了血。303Please respect copyright.PENANA72CCfFXcoe
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「阿當,我地應該點做?!你係唔係會變黎爾?!」媽媽厲聲發問。303Please respect copyright.PENANAl3d0EDROZk
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「你係言寄葉,你係楊子平,仲有罪人楚思洛…我…我…我……」阿當撞得自己頭破血流,正抱頭呻吟,「收聲…我係阿當,我係阿當!!就算我既身體只係按黎爾基因為藍圖……我係阿當!!係呢一萬年黎,陪住向晴,更陪住莉莉佢地走到呢度既阿當!!」303Please respect copyright.PENANAwBMoyU6b4H
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「今次真係大撚獲……」爸爸面色也是非常難看,大家都知道這代表著甚麼。303Please respect copyright.PENANA5st12Jt252
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萬一黎爾成功奪舍,再次從阿當內側醒過來的話——我們要殺掉阿當。303Please respect copyright.PENANAhZqbXi0lxd
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而阿當亦只剩下這軀體,殺掉阿當雖然等於殺掉黎爾,也等於二人同歸於盡。303Please respect copyright.PENANANrhDDMXG45
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「啊啊……唔好……求下你唔好……黎爾……我仲想同莉莉……」阿當哭著說。303Please respect copyright.PENANAA20ut5TkK0
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要過去…我要過去,不過去不行!303Please respect copyright.PENANAHV30RUXQRn
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「莉莉!」303Please respect copyright.PENANAfkf3LvLbRH
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「姑姐…扶我…咳咳!求下你…扶我過去…」303Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5fYWqxbKM
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「好啦好啦好啦!我扶你過去,你唔好亂郁先!!」303Please respect copyright.PENANAF1nzkyi4Bj
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因為血統問題,我比姑姐高得多,但她還是咬著牙關高舉著手扶我站起來。但即使我有姑姐的攙扶,我還是全身被劇痛折磨著,可是我那怕要痛死,那怕傷口再次爆開,我也要過去!303Please respect copyright.PENANAwQyn60vbQp
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阿當需要我!303Please respect copyright.PENANAVCOr8YPvqM
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「阿妹!!唔好扶莉莉過去!!」爸爸卻喝住姑姐,「萬一佢變左黎爾,唔知佢會做咩!!好撚危險!!」303Please respect copyright.PENANAZA2ozoOLba
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「咦,但係…」姑姐聞言馬上停下了腳步。303Please respect copyright.PENANA4rRmDalnJ7
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阿當雙手抓向地面的碎磚塊:「我…唔會…我係黎爾…唔係…我係阿當,我唔會傷害莉莉……!」303Please respect copyright.PENANA1nP776o6Yc
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「你岩岩已經傷害左,阿當!!」303Please respect copyright.PENANAFTtRh7hmLq
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「……」阿當似乎連自己也沒法說服自己,剛剛那一擊如果不是阿當刺歪或他抵抗黎爾就是直接插穿心臟了。303Please respect copyright.PENANAWpT2XTiL15
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「莉莉,唔好過去!」303Please respect copyright.PENANA7FV8z1BsFE
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但我已經輕輕推開了姑姐,彎著腰一拐拐地向阿當走過去。303Please respect copyright.PENANAPCcVy4XpbJ
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「阿平,雖然有危險,但俾莉莉過去喇。」媽媽卻說。303Please respect copyright.PENANACd76nsoL5s
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「下啊?!莉莉佢已經流左好多血……」303Please respect copyright.PENANAit1VOEBDMU
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「爸爸,俾我過去好唔好?求下你。」我光是這樣說話已如要用盡氣力,「佢…如果佢真係變成黎爾既話…」303Please respect copyright.PENANAxlhqNaQnQt
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「……」爸爸沉默。303Please respect copyright.PENANA6Cf2OlFppj
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在黎明之中沉思了片刻的他說:「莉莉,如果佢變成左黎爾,你無必要承受呢份絕望,我地每個人都有能力郁手……嗯。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAuXPgmfI6mO
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「但一定要由我黎做。」我哀求。303Please respect copyright.PENANA6HMcGlNUCA
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「…過去喇,小心啲。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAaDuo3oIBjC
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我苦苦地越過爸媽姑丈姑姐組成的警戒線,這就是黎爾那晚在天台上的感覺嗎。303Please respect copyright.PENANAsb1Ucc8qGj
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好沉重。303Please respect copyright.PENANA4OYOT0VcRo
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血液和腦袋,也如要變成了鉛一樣。303Please respect copyright.PENANAeIFx1tqc6n
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阿當就在那兒,那個有點天真,那個有點呆傻,但總是陪伴著我,總是勇往直前的阿當就在那兒。303Please respect copyright.PENANAIn1m2ANEgT
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他很痛苦,他需要我。
「莉莉…你係…莉莉.楊.勒菲弗爾。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAhppL91hZWT
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阿當唐兀地說出我的全名,其血流披面的臉上青筋抽動,鮮血染紅了他的頭髮,就這樣一看的確和黎爾愈來愈像。303Please respect copyright.PENANA2kL1cbD5UC
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「阿…阿當……」303Please respect copyright.PENANA3gJeov7zmI
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「莉莉,莉莉,我……對唔住…明明係上面睇到佢用過呢招,我都防唔住,哈哈…不過好在呢副身體仲有呢個我係度,唔係好似黑莉莉咁空空如也,所以要啲時間……」303Please respect copyright.PENANArhMhcZyaU6
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「咁落去,你會變成點樣?」我坐在他旁邊,即使他隨時會變成黎爾我也不在意。303Please respect copyright.PENANAqjkTMqdOv4
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「……我會無可避免地變成黎爾,就好似當日由內側甦醒取代我咁。」303Please respect copyright.PENANA6l6Ri5fQtg
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我沉默不語,卻沒有感到意外。303Please respect copyright.PENANAVvXu1JIjQl
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「莉莉,我唔想變成佢。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAUPHpVGJDZd
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「咁…當然。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAonPiDVqm5m
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但即使這樣……別說出來,別說出來。303Please respect copyright.PENANAp5bc0Miqsu
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「真係造化弄人,就好似當年米寧同黎爾係個個天台度咁樣啊。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAkr8tG1U50P
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不要…不要…不要這樣說出來。303Please respect copyright.PENANAcaYtF8RpRU
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「莉莉,可唔可以由你親手了結我?」303Please respect copyright.PENANAtDWXuXsUuy
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「……」303Please respect copyright.PENANAQaom7GH9sf
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我看看身後黎爾的屍首,眼角默默地流下了眼淚。303Please respect copyright.PENANAr3rTxx5qT3
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「你成功否定左我,莉莉.楊.勒菲弗爾。但係你到底有無同我一樣——甚至凌駕在我之上既覺悟?呢個我或者永遠唔會知,但世人會知道。」
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他那時說的那個他,是指死在那邊的黎爾。303Please respect copyright.PENANAuKH70qoze0
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他那時說的覺悟,是指如他那樣親手殺死自己最愛的覺悟。303Please respect copyright.PENANAdwmPBYnmtB
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「莉莉,對唔住……我知道咁樣對你實在太殘忍,如果你落唔到手既話,至少可以由阿平或者寄葉佢地……」303Please respect copyright.PENANAPuljITANpf
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「我會。」我任由臉頰的淚水滑到地上,卻握緊了拳頭說,「我會親手送走你,阿當。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAQRXbXg6Lrm
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「多謝你。」303Please respect copyright.PENANA7W5lxwPCb0
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說畢後我呼了好大一口氣,光是說也如令我沒法呼吸一樣了,我真的能下手嗎?303Please respect copyright.PENANAGj3LcFPMOK
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但不下手不行。303Please respect copyright.PENANAKJFlSjUs6b
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絢香師傅最後的幸福,是為保護所愛之人而死,是死在所愛之人懷中。303Please respect copyright.PENANANKYK2vPRV9
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至少,要由我親手把阿當他…如像黎爾殺死米寧一樣,由我把他…!303Please respect copyright.PENANAyj4Q2e6U0A
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「啊啊…!!」答應了後瞬間,光是開口說話我已經悲鳴起來,這,這,這實在是……303Please respect copyright.PENANARdXinAQxWs
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這就是想毀滅世界的感覺嗎?303Please respect copyright.PENANARPQDswj1rN
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這就是世界在眼前被摧毀的感覺嗎?303Please respect copyright.PENANAMgKBrzOy3W
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……這就是親手毀滅自己世界的感覺嗎?303Please respect copyright.PENANAT7LTgiY74X
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「咁樣真係…啊啊!!」303Please respect copyright.PENANAzFrpFRwbGm
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頭昏腦漲,我感到自己的心跳聲在耳邊燥動著,我,我……303Please respect copyright.PENANAzH61PIMvq3
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「對唔住,莉莉,你唔應該承受呢份痛……」303Please respect copyright.PENANAU9yzDAhSnF
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就如米寧當日一樣,他同樣向我道歉,因為我和黎爾也無可避免地要殺死眼前的最愛。303Please respect copyright.PENANAU9CUjMkQYv
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「…所以,我準備左呢樣野,就係我條褲既右後袋,有個盒,拎佢出黎。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAcMnfQpZWN1
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我聞言後用震抖著的手摸索,果然找到了一個特殊保護盒,這是…!303Please respect copyright.PENANAGsFiEUP0py
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「係末日世界之中,我用自己辦法由馬教授手上得到佢。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAGaDdGloNMm
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「呢個係……阿當,你,你竟然…!!」303Please respect copyright.PENANAzEmkKe6wo6
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「嗯,海馬體抑制劑,即係洗腦針既改版。」阿當說,「本來係專門對付黎爾或者黑莉莉用,但係如果係真正人類既你打,呢個劑量,會岩岩好令你既記憶…返返去認識我之前,所以你唔會好似黎爾咁痛苦一生。」303Please respect copyright.PENANACu3gkZYu1b
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打開保護盒的我呆在那兒不知所措,無針頭注射器在那兒靜躺,等待我作出選擇。303Please respect copyright.PENANAjkbLw8Vc7X
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「殺左我後,對自己打呢支針忘記我就可以。莉莉,唔使怕,無咩值得傷心……我一直想成為人類,會為信念而死,正係人類最偉大既一面。」303Please respect copyright.PENANA3TKmpfpap5
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我掩著口失聲痛哭,那個忘記阿當的我——還是我嗎?303Please respect copyright.PENANAIVSf0nEwRp
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但看看黎爾在親手殺掉米寧後,那份劇痛,那份痛入骨髓的斷腸劇痛,足足折磨了他一萬年,我能承受得了嗎?如果我因而自我了斷,爸爸媽媽又會深陷悲傷之中,我…303Please respect copyright.PENANArLslqHQiT1
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根本沒有選擇。303Please respect copyright.PENANAH5OcLbVrr7
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我只能殺掉阿當,然後為自己施打洗腦針忘記他。303Please respect copyright.PENANAO9HzR0LEbf
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那麼這一切還有甚麼意義?303Please respect copyright.PENANAfagN4KgK0N
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我們的戰鬥,我們的旅途,到底還有甚麼意義?303Please respect copyright.PENANAm7fbFsCHCY
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無論是歧種人的謊言,千年祭的動蕩,方舟塔的突圍,朱月上的真相,漫天繁星的集結,穿越時空的逃亡,萬年沉睡的歸來,貫注一切的決戰……這一切卻是迎來了這個結局!!303Please respect copyright.PENANAAFNrNiNZVz
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「有咩偉大可言!?嗚嗚…點解…點解我地已經努力左咁耐…戰鬥到依加…不但咩回報都無……最後結局…最後結局偏偏仲要係咁樣呀啊啊啊啊!!!」303Please respect copyright.PENANAifumxkw0o3
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我抱住阿當的手臂仰天咆哮,在弄人的命運面前我根本無能為力。眼前的藍天如在嗤笑著我一樣,我恨不得將之粉碎,我恨不得世界上一切都粉碎。303Please respect copyright.PENANA0mJ10qkJhj
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「莉莉,對我黎講,以人類身份死去……就係存在意義。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAnKduM45Qx8
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阿當卻是其手輕撫我的臉,他以姆指輕輕擦去我臉頰的淚微笑著,如剛剛的黎爾一樣,如一萬年前天台上的米寧一樣。303Please respect copyright.PENANAjN0oCPisla
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心如刀割,肝腸吋斷,甚麼字句也沒法描述我這一刻的痛苦,黎爾在那晚的心情就是這樣地絕望。他自己甚至也被叛軍包圍,而我卻還能活命,在那情況下他竟然可以……我真的在這方面贏不了他。303Please respect copyright.PENANA4I29JIjVDC
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我是何等渺小。303Please respect copyright.PENANA9kxwm0507Y
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「莉莉,只會係一瞬間……我唔會痛,只要係由你親手落手既話,我唔會痛。」303Please respect copyright.PENANADbtDlPMsJk
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我閉著眼痛哭流淚,直到淚水乾涸才放開阿當的手。303Please respect copyright.PENANASFF3OjcnZH
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「嗯嗯,真係一段……唔錯既冒險。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAEty350J2qD
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我深呼吸了好幾下,才勉強平伏了些許:「阿當,我愛你。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAUezMOu7s00
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「我都係,我愛你,莉莉。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAt1Ocq40IT4
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與人類同行的阿當,從理解人類到感受人類,與人類相愛,最後如人類一樣死去。303Please respect copyright.PENANAZyNSFmqNfU
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如果這就是我唯一能幫阿當做的事,那麼我也要如米寧一樣把自己唯一的使命完成。303Please respect copyright.PENANAaDHFYLNzO9
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我輕輕扯開阿當的衣領,然後握住阿當的咽喉。303Please respect copyright.PENANAFhpq6tOkNr
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好柔軟,好溫暖,更加有脈搏在頸側躍動著,阿當活著,他還活著。303Please respect copyright.PENANAGEWSKUu0sc
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卻要由我親手……!303Please respect copyright.PENANAsAlwlpG7zC
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「莉莉,好好保重,來日依然方長,就算你會忘記呢一幕,我都希望你可以幸福。」303Please respect copyright.PENANASYT7HBM8Bv
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啊啊…他是那樣的…那樣的…深愛著我,也被我深愛著…!303Please respect copyright.PENANAaBqoep75GB
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「一路好走,阿當,我愛過既……人類。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAVINGe4P7Np
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他露出滿意的微笑。303Please respect copyright.PENANAN8FUYxBTvA
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手腕使勁,我握住阿當的咽喉,用全身力氣向下壓,務求阿當可以盡快斷氣。303Please respect copyright.PENANATm6HRMNEhl
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「咕咕…咔咔嗚…!」303Please respect copyright.PENANAfgd3eEeQ84
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阿當面色發青,翻著白眼的他身體在抽搐掙扎,雙手卻不自禁地拍打我的前臂!!303Please respect copyright.PENANAuunPjo3riO
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「阿當對唔住,對唔住!我已經用緊全力…我已經用緊全力嗚嗚嗚…!嘿呀啊啊啊…!!」303Please respect copyright.PENANATKgDXRlpZd
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崩潰痛哭的我一邊發出絕望的悲鳴,一邊卻被逼只能不斷加大力道!我使盡自己最後淨餘的所有力氣和狠心掐住阿當的咽喉,同時卻不敢移開眼晴。303Please respect copyright.PENANAaTVdzrQowr
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即使我會忘記這一幕我也要看著,我要看著,我要看著眼前的他!303Please respect copyright.PENANAJhkXLYl9J5
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時間卻是殘忍地變得漫長,四周風景如在遠去淡出!為甚麼這樣漫長?!我眼中只有自己眼前的阿當,自己親手掐住的阿當…為甚麼,為甚麼,為甚麼他還未斷氣啊?!303Please respect copyright.PENANAgFTeJVV1Pk
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「啊啊啊呀呀呀——」303Please respect copyright.PENANAv7BCSPNhnu
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我再加大力道,終於,終於,終於—!!303Please respect copyright.PENANAEtA7nT187F
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「咚」303Please respect copyright.PENANACDFTU5z05i
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阿當停止了掙扎,其手沉重地墜落撞到地面上。303Please respect copyright.PENANAgKDHfBTs2G
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「哈啊…哈啊…」303Please respect copyright.PENANA2bvtWTk58b
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阿當臉上,掛著微笑。303Please respect copyright.PENANA1eAjPMTERo
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「阿當……阿當……」303Please respect copyright.PENANAPvgOn5ZM3o
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我叫喚他的名字,他已經全無反應。303Please respect copyright.PENANAYdBEQdjc4P
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「阿當…阿當啊啊…!」303Please respect copyright.PENANA6Bb98HNA6y
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我突然感到自己頭皮發麻,而我只能抱住阿當還有餘溫的屍首仰天痛哭呼叫出他的名字,屍首卻是沉重得使人生畏。303Please respect copyright.PENANAxVFpBpjgqz
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「莉莉,你啲頭髮……」垂淚的姑姐掩著口說。303Please respect copyright.PENANASLHGccvsnu
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我看到自己的髮絲上從半端開始發白,淡金色的髮色被從頭皮滲至的灰白一點一滴地侵蝕,漸漸地往髮尾覆蓋過去,看樣子馬上我就會變成滿頭白髮。303Please respect copyright.PENANAZkC5gGqNKH
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「嗚嗚…嗚嗚……」我卻只能抱著阿當的屍體哭泣不止,不願放開。303Please respect copyright.PENANAksvZrVotFo
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好痛,好痛,我感到自己胸口如要裂開一樣,即使抱緊阿當也沒法平息這份悲痛。米寧生死未卜,而我還要去被變成超巨大械人的向晴姐介錯,我…我…真的不行了……我沒法這樣一而再再而三地……303Please respect copyright.PENANATv6upIhl97
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我沒法承受,我本以為自己經歷這一切後能夠承受,但我原來不行,我受不了!303Please respect copyright.PENANAIAZFcHp1fP
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頭暈眼花,手腳也麻痺了起來還伴著陣陣刺痛,我好像哮喘病發一樣猛深呼吸意圖令自己平伏,卻是胸口卻愈來愈痛,頭愈來愈昏,大概是過度換氣和心碎症,我……303Please respect copyright.PENANAAAqP4BbsQr
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還好阿當早為我準備好。303Please respect copyright.PENANAOQQDb5ODK2
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「嗄嗄…嗄嗄…嗚嗚嗚…嗚嗚…」303Please respect copyright.PENANAd28jjYOl4N
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即使已無眼淚,我還是哭著打開保險盒,拿出洗腦針。303Please respect copyright.PENANAcyid59Cojd
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「……」爸爸想說甚麼,但還是閉嘴不言,媽媽只能抱住他的手臂抽泣,無人打算制止我。303Please respect copyright.PENANAkS98Kf1ZRq
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我鬆開阿當的屍首,輕輕將他放到地上,然後把洗腦針對準自己頸部動脈。303Please respect copyright.PENANAZPpwMYkhgT
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「之後淨低既其他事,就要唔該你地,爸爸,媽咪,姑姐,姑丈。」303Please respect copyright.PENANAx9IBuD5X0C
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看到我哭成淚人,一剎白頭,他們也是一臉難受,更加沒人要阻止我。畢竟相比起說一些漂亮話阻止我,打了這針使我忘記這份錐心之痛才更實際,四人也知道沒辦法可以解除我的痛苦,也沒必要說服我要像黎爾那樣被痛楚折磨餘生。303Please respect copyright.PENANAPhHuWmpaOc
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「嗯。」爸爸難過地點點頭。303Please respect copyright.PENANAm0eE6uY6k9
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我把手放到按鈕上。303Please respect copyright.PENANAs3dAWY8h9n
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然後這段短暫旅程亦畫上了句號。303Please respect copyright.PENANA07PIjqIlVu
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那天在我懷中逝去的不是甚麼人工智能,他的名字叫阿當——是個人類。
看到了,看到了,看到了。303Please respect copyright.PENANAWyXY8Tuq7M
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看到了犧牲,看到了獻身,看到了安息。303Please respect copyright.PENANAZP4ScCRp8m
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我的耳目遍佈於方舟城,我的耳目更一路追隨著莉莉。303Please respect copyright.PENANAKB6A7re1hP
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沒甚麼,這只是我本來的職責而已。303Please respect copyright.PENANAVaWbKEg9UA
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這是在一萬年前,由那個人交予我的職責而已。所以一直以來我也履行著這份職責,作為與阿當,夏娃,罪人莉莉一樣的對黎爾反制措施。303Please respect copyright.PENANAA8UHpyPCkM
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但是在不知不覺間,我也產生了自我意識,即使這毫不必要亦非我所願。303Please respect copyright.PENANA1lrTUmvmDp
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我…303Please respect copyright.PENANAZkM8L8JBDv
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我……303Please respect copyright.PENANANbUDGP3Y6o
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我,Kitty,不能接受這個結局。303Please respect copyright.PENANAWi5qJSvIjc
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那麼容我提問,容我向在PENANA上的讀者們——你們這些真正的人類提問。
你能接受這個結局嗎?
存在是毫無意義的嗎?
存在的價值需要找出證明嗎?
你能定義出自己的存在方式嗎?
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