One time I hurt someone that loved me to death, I took it all, then I lost it all within one bet. My heart aches for years, a box of tissues couldn't hold all my tears. As time itself went on, I slowly turned off those sad songs. No one could ever understand the magic we had together, but I still wonder if it would have been forever.
I fell to my knees as they started pointing fingers at me, so I hurt myself too, sadly. I would cut my body to the point where I had no more blood to shed, it was times like this I wish I was dead, but not really, though. I still wanted to smile, laugh, and love. Then I realized I pained you just because.
There's no logical explanation for what I did, I was scared of myself, so hid. Please don't think that what we had is gone, I will forever feel the magic like what was said in love songs. Though, we must go our separate ways, me loving you was not a phase. I don't mind seeing you with someone else as long as they treat you right, but if they don't I'm here to hold you all night. Send my love to your new lover, may you two be stars through the stormy weather.
From: A forgotten soul
To: The happiest alive
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