這一個離島上的露營地點最不方便的地方就是在於取水處,因為沒有供水,營友們要自備樽裝水,或是到稍遠處的山水喉處載水。372Please respect copyright.PENANA5RwWFcrgoj
不過設備雖不完善,但這也有好處:安靜。372Please respect copyright.PENANAchPPBawaTx
放眼過去,只有一兩個營在營地的角落安靜地駐紮,沒有嬰兒會在半夜大哭的家庭客,沒有喝酒到半夜還在高歌的年輕男女,當然也沒有隨處便溺的旅客。372Please respect copyright.PENANAZa7DbIACW0
風聲,樹濤,海風的氣味滲透於月光之中,這樣的大自然美景…372Please respect copyright.PENANAzWeeG3qszd
「鄧鄧凳燈燈凳鄧燈凳~~鄧燈燈凳鄧燈凳~」372Please respect copyright.PENANA7EUoYPmkgG
這樣的大自然美景就這樣被電話鈴聲打斷了。372Please respect copyright.PENANAjn0J0nlojI
「嘁…喂?」372Please respect copyright.PENANAaUb2tmubot
「早晨~!」372Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7JMjZuMXc
「Erica,我呢邊係夜晚…」372Please respect copyright.PENANANLnvtQxOz4
「咁晚安~!」372Please respect copyright.PENANA9fJqDJfCjs
「唔係…我地咪分左手囉,唉。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAGQDoMO15tI
「咁係因為我去英國啫,你個日係機場話你仲鐘意我架嘛。」Erica問。372Please respect copyright.PENANAMMq9Eolcvw
「係就係…」372Please respect copyright.PENANA21Rz3iIZ0Q
「咁我仲鐘意你喎,咁即係我地仲愛對方啦!」372Please respect copyright.PENANAm6Vzfc6Qn1
「係…但我唔想LONG D,我阿媽有長期病我唔會去英國,你亦唔會返黎,我地唔好浪費對方人生好唔好?」我第不知幾百萬次解釋給Erica,「我地到此為止啦好唔好?乖。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAR44aNnk2t0
難得我想遠離那一切。372Please respect copyright.PENANAkD9vunGarS
難得我想忘記那一切。372Please respect copyright.PENANAKkGaQZ8XCs
為何就是不放過我?372Please respect copyright.PENANA2Bfi3RhE0Z
「唔好!我唔制!」Erica在電話另一邊說。372Please respect copyright.PENANAf7DEaS762l
「唉…」我放棄和她爭辯,但我卻同時沒有掛斷她的電話。別說掛斷她的電話,更別說我去封鎖她的社交帳號,我更加想看到她的每一個動態,每一次更新,每張相片,每條訊息!372Please respect copyright.PENANAfaKSahz2Ys
對,她當日還問過我,她問我…372Please respect copyright.PENANA0n25OxvRyU
她問我如果我想的話,她可以為了我留下。372Please respect copyright.PENANABDGkZjumTP
但我不會拖累她。
結果當然就是現在的這情況。372Please respect copyright.PENANAFbBNPUUAR6
「你又去左露營啊?」電話對面傳來一些水聲,她在梳洗。372Please respect copyright.PENANAPsPtvV6BkN
「嗯。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAIOfaFAWZ0l
「幾多人去?!有無女仔?!我識唔識架?!靚唔靚女?!」372Please respect copyright.PENANA92d1lDqqME
「你冷靜D先,我自己一個去啫。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAgW9flZ3KfT
「哦咁都好D…算你啦。」372Please respect copyright.PENANA2ybp2xrshm
不對,我們是分了手的對吧。372Please respect copyright.PENANA5MF0SPydNB
「呢個營無水,要去拎山水。」372Please respect copyright.PENANANWBZi4w7iP
「記得煲過先好飲。」Erica說。372Please respect copyright.PENANACjWLu3Q85E
「知啦。」我拿著兩個大水桶步向海邊,沿著海邊的步道走幾分鐘就是山水的取水處,有心人設了導水管使山水聚於一個小水池中,相當清澈乾淨。372Please respect copyright.PENANAcvjQZjqtH6
「今日我地又去食唐餐呀,但係都係無香港個D咁好食。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAJwEAIuW3g9
「你唔係鐘意食西餐既咩?難得去到英國反而要食唐餐?」372Please respect copyright.PENANA7VvsubB5yJ
放下水桶,山水嘩啦嘩啦地流進水樽之中,每樽有兩升,應該夠今晚和明天用吧。372Please respect copyright.PENANARhsoloEvDT
「呃~唔知呢,掛住香港掛,可能!」372Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZcreCpZ29
「哦…」372Please respect copyright.PENANAY3HHQoUOUe
「特別係掛住你!」372Please respect copyright.PENANAUcbjqKfmBB
「Erica…」我沒好氣地說,但這樣下去會影響她發展的。372Please respect copyright.PENANACa3MfoLdYY
看樣子,山水還要大概還要個十分鐘才載滿吧。我轉身扶著海邊小徑的欄杆,於漆黑的海面對面是不知那個海邊的高級屋宛,但當中的人當然不知道我正在遠眺著他們。372Please respect copyright.PENANA9Y9Vk4BOBb
浪濤拍岸,萬賴俱寂。372Please respect copyright.PENANAbFQyMPzyrn
在香港,有這樣的良辰美景,安靜夜空,也不枉我這樣長途拔涉。372Please respect copyright.PENANAjFGN9M6cZW
「阿友,你望下個天。」Erica突然說。372Please respect copyright.PENANAJwkGYXxiD1
「嗯?做咩?」372Please respect copyright.PENANARPaUKiD45v
「我睇返日厝,今日香港應該有月光。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAZdHSN0Pngh
「有啊。」正因為一輪明月在天,我出來取水也沒有帶頭燈,路面樹頂通通一片銀白,甚至地上已經出現了我自己的影子。372Please respect copyright.PENANAG9tRM9u17X
「我呢邊雖然係日頭,係咪?」372Please respect copyright.PENANARofLgU96sx
「係?」372Please respect copyright.PENANAbQyo7PDr7a
「但係月光,其實都係陽光黎,所以我地係望緊同一個太陽架!」372Please respect copyright.PENANAHRk6LMS9c7
「乜鳩…」我失笑地說,這女生一如以往地愛胡思亂想。372Please respect copyright.PENANAB1V9myG9CJ
「咩喎!你唔覺得好浪漫既咩!」Erica於耳機中向我說。372Please respect copyright.PENANAEBCEEoIWpx
「係~係~好浪漫~哈哈哈…」372Please respect copyright.PENANAYycTOYLM8R
山水流到水樽內的聲音漸漸變得又高又急,水樽已經接近滿溢。372Please respect copyright.PENANAICkTelX4RQ
「你眼訓未?」她問。372Please respect copyright.PENANAhteOLVcnPi
「下?有排…」372Please respect copyright.PENANAwOSrSIZcBD
「但我要出門口返學啦。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAv2V2qpKD0I
「哦,路上小心D啦。」我說。372Please respect copyright.PENANAK38y1aYznM
「但我唔想CUT線。」她鬧別扭。372Please respect copyright.PENANAVSnu4Bs3qB
「乖啦,返學要緊。」我說,「我起身你應該落堂,我到時再打俾你好無?」372Please respect copyright.PENANA5YqzCvughU
「拿!你話架!」Erica高興地說,「咁我出去啦,拜拜~」372Please respect copyright.PENANAED0Z9zfeeN
「拜拜。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAEqPvqDzB0k
這樣下去真的會沒完沒了。
但我希望可以沒完沒了。
Erica把電話掛斷,我收好耳機,兩手剛自提起一個水樽,靜靜地享受著海風走回營地。372Please respect copyright.PENANAYXWXjW61Gm
海邊就只有一個空無一人的碼頭在那兒看著海,這島在假日也是一天只有早,午,晚三班船,這也是這樣安靜的原因,而島上唯一的補給點就是碼頭旁邊的那間士多,也沒甚麼景點,所以來這島的人實在不多。372Please respect copyright.PENANA4SeRGPlTcw
我喜歡。372Please respect copyright.PENANAIdPzQxZVVk
「阿友…」372Please respect copyright.PENANAd3tBAFE3FN
…咦?372Please respect copyright.PENANAy5R1zP1XwK
耳邊只有風聲,我不知道剛剛是不是我自己的幻聽。372Please respect copyright.PENANATSSTZASB1l
但馬上—372Please respect copyright.PENANAtcXkpQdnOt
「…阿友…」372Please respect copyright.PENANARC35NzqnfA
風中,有人聲。372Please respect copyright.PENANAyONWzBaywn
風中,有Erica的聲音。372Please respect copyright.PENANAEwWbGpYbNr
「Erica?做咩又打返返黎…」372Please respect copyright.PENANA7QlllDjCeN
但我把手摸向耳珠,那時卻空無一物。當然了,幾十秒前的剛剛,我才親手把耳機收回放到衣袋中。372Please respect copyright.PENANATZCtPqweuK
咦那麼…372Please respect copyright.PENANAah3vHoj4n2
「阿友,呢邊呀…呢邊呀…」372Please respect copyright.PENANAwTYSe6321A
身後,清晰的,傳來Erica的聲音。372Please respect copyright.PENANAF3X5H6NyiG
這…372Please respect copyright.PENANAcC4UszxyO5
我把頭往側轉了個九十度,馬上找到了聲音的來源:Erica。372Please respect copyright.PENANADkrg65aGrv
「Erica…?」372Please respect copyright.PENANAp5lMHt5zV5
不,不,不,這這這…這不可能呀!我剛剛才和Erica,她,她不是在英國嗎?這,這…為甚麼…372Please respect copyright.PENANAgtyw87zmuN
Erica就在那兒,面露痛苦表情的半跪於地上,那是一條通往另一個僻靜石灘的掘頭小徑,她就穿著那天我在機場和她分別的那套衣服,坐在海岬其中一塊石頭上痛苦地看著我,似乎不知那兒受了傷。372Please respect copyright.PENANAhBuxPJOQpR
「阿友,我…我好痛…」372Please respect copyright.PENANA89NWJjRzCu
我頭腦好像被炸開一樣,這到底是怎麼一回事?!我完全沒法動彈,但是眼前的無疑就是Erica,打扮,舉止,面貌,身材,完全一模一樣,這到底是…372Please respect copyright.PENANArb6ZMrVi0C
「你,你係乜野,依加乜乜乜乜事先!!」372Please respect copyright.PENANAiFr5mm3vud
她只是望向我,我已經嚇至猛然往後縮,因為我心知肚明:Erica現在在英國!!再說了,Erica不喜歡郊外,她喜歡行博物館,行商場,而非這種荒郊野外!這個絕不可能是Erica,她絕不是…372Please respect copyright.PENANAWHdTOA0vmL
「你媽媽最近病情點樣?」372Please respect copyright.PENANAIXJLjwTmjh
嗡——372Please respect copyright.PENANADU11TOgefz
一點也不誇張,我耳邊直接耳鳴了。372Please respect copyright.PENANAYqEHd5eTd7
因為我沒有向太多人說我媽的事,主要都是不希望其他人擔心。但Erica身為我的女朋友…前度,所以她自然知道這件事。除了她外,就只有我的家人知道這件事,這…372Please respect copyright.PENANAnxCFzSs8bZ
這個…這個只能是Erica吧?372Please respect copyright.PENANAP5D1VMb7zO
那麼剛剛和我在電話中聊天的人是誰?!想到這兒,我連忙把手上的水扔下,山水嘩啦地撒了一地,但管它啊?!我掏出電話解鎖,即使Erica出了門去上學,在路上也應該能聽電話的吧!雖然說她說過不喜歡在路上等公眾地方聊電話,但是現在管不了這麼多了!372Please respect copyright.PENANA3JL5dkKH49
電話撥出。372Please respect copyright.PENANAaX9tNoQgxN
「鄧鄧凳燈燈凳鄧燈凳~~鄧燈燈凳鄧燈凳~」372Please respect copyright.PENANARaTI34TCkx
我卻聽到了電話鈴聲,還是Erica專登設定和我一樣的電話鈴聲。372Please respect copyright.PENANAg763qneJYc
鈴聲,從眼前的Erica身上發出。372Please respect copyright.PENANAT40hSXFh94
「阿友,雖然我講過話我唔鐘意公眾地方講電話…但依加我整親隻腳行唔到,可唔可以過黎扶我?」眼前的Erica接通電話,聲音聽起來也是一模一樣,就是那個Erica。372Please respect copyright.PENANAH656bLD7Dj
「你,你唔係!你你你痴撚線架!!你咩咩怪物呀?!你痴撚柒線架!」372Please respect copyright.PENANAWtBftIcq5m
不對勁!!跑!!372Please respect copyright.PENANAK5wj0Q9yHB
我水也不管了,馬上轉身拔腿就跑!秋日的晚風這時卻帶著酷寒,我全身雞皮疙瘩,毛骨悚然,那傢伙,為甚麼會知道我媽的事?!為甚麼會知道Erica不喜歡公眾地方說電話?!為甚麼我打電話給Erica她的手機會響?!372Please respect copyright.PENANAK1R6b9rabI
這…可能性只有一個吧:她就是Erica。372Please respect copyright.PENANArjVtvwYOke
所以這是惡作劇?以為人在外國,卻靜悄悄地回來再出現在我面前的那種無聊惡作劇!那個真的是Erica?372Please respect copyright.PENANAyJV9YHx19L
不可能吧!剛剛才說過昨天去了吃唐餐!372Please respect copyright.PENANA2yYQ5rO9MJ
咦但也只是片面之詞,說不定…372Please respect copyright.PENANAwxAhB3WMJ5
「阿友,你唔想見我?」372Please respect copyright.PENANAGKMUr7pVvq
即使我跑了多少步,聲音卻緊緊追在我身後,我鼓起勇氣地回首看,Erica還是坐在那兒,但按道理這距離下除非她用盡全力大吼,否則我根本沒可能聽到她的聲音。372Please respect copyright.PENANAcp4BsujPfW
她的聲音卻好像直接在腦中響起似的。372Please respect copyright.PENANAHffVBRAFON
「阿友,你明明就想我留係度唔去英國,依加我就係度,點解你要咁對我?」Erica神色黯然地說。372Please respect copyright.PENANATIUYPSJCH7
「……我…」372Please respect copyright.PENANAmE6679KzFN
「你係咪已經唔鐘意我?」372Please respect copyright.PENANAVJDGn8aM6S
不是。372Please respect copyright.PENANAKoNRNDLug4
我怎會不喜歡她。372Please respect copyright.PENANAXsG7zHHwk3
我喜歡她到不得了。372Please respect copyright.PENANAeZni3HJTGy
「……你明明就仲鐘意我。」Erica說,「點解要呃自己?」372Please respect copyright.PENANA90FZJuw6wh
「我…」372Please respect copyright.PENANAjfWG0Xk6nu
腳尖不知不覺間向著Erica的方向前進。372Please respect copyright.PENANAImFp1kzRVv
「我真係好想見你,阿友,所以我先專登黎搵你,阿友,我地已經半年無見過對方喇。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAJOm1Vfw69R
不可能的。372Please respect copyright.PENANAOouBWPBlBS
這是錯的地方。372Please respect copyright.PENANASuHGMusqIQ
這是錯的人。372Please respect copyright.PENANA1Thbq7Gxtg
Erica這個人,絕不可能在這時間,出現在這地點。372Please respect copyright.PENANAEjRuQDrgWi
但是—372Please respect copyright.PENANAnZmHXBDirK
腳還是不自覺地往Erica的方向走去。372Please respect copyright.PENANAkkXe1Hgrhx
「Erica,但係你明明…」372Please respect copyright.PENANAPkBIcJH2Ag
嘴上雖然這樣說,但我還是走向她。372Please respect copyright.PENANAL4V6xGfgUl
我們都想看到自己所相信的事。372Please respect copyright.PENANAvuvPQv0xbN
即使明知那不可能,明知那是未知的危險怪異,但還是被自己的夢幻泡影蒙蔽理智。372Please respect copyright.PENANA0Co1XwOcuE
一步又一步,我漸漸走向Erica。372Please respect copyright.PENANAgynDQlrwwi
那是一塊在海邊的礁石,就在海灘盡頭的小海岬處,由於海流的問題,海岬下的沙床往往會被離岸流淘空,導致變成突然深水的陷阱,加上半夜正在漲潮,那礁石所在無疑是最危險的。372Please respect copyright.PENANAhFyteohzny
那又怎樣。372Please respect copyright.PENANAdQRZ0m1JVX
Erica就在我眼前。372Please respect copyright.PENANA90e178Ok37
熟悉的她,一如以往動人的她,就在我眼前。372Please respect copyright.PENANAGMheKun2Ex
呵呵呵呵…Erica…終於回來了……372Please respect copyright.PENANA54MtZFm3SW
「阿友…」372Please respect copyright.PENANAe361aLzeie
「Erica…」372Please respect copyright.PENANAMfUvHhxl3H
「醒喇,柒頭。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAjXOzJPcql2
「砰!」372Please respect copyright.PENANA9jmgNqSyZa
「哎呀!」372Please respect copyright.PENANA62XcHqRsEw
後腦被叩了一記,我回一看,一個叼著香煙的大姐正拿著一支那種游水的浮棒,看樣子剛剛就是用這玩意來打我。372Please respect copyright.PENANATaHc5tLA3r
「邊撚個啊?!」372Please respect copyright.PENANAdMFtEMjM2G
不知不覺間,水深已及膝。372Please respect copyright.PENANARTYHonURXl
「你救命恩人,今日我先係小賣亭賣過燒賣俾你咁快就唔記得?」她說,「個塊石頭上面,你望到有人係唔係?」372Please respect copyright.PENANASUwrAhndmH
「佢係Erica,我既…前度…」372Please respect copyright.PENANArng7N7QOU2
「海面倒影入面有無佢?」372Please respect copyright.PENANApKexSR8I8e
「咩無佢,倒影入面點會…」372Please respect copyright.PENANA5PKNMztFfi
沒有。372Please respect copyright.PENANAJDx0CQGeHD
「咦…?」372Please respect copyright.PENANABxLUB1LGvA
在海水的倒映中,那只是一塊空空如也的礁石,但把視線從海面往上掃視,Erica卻好好的坐在那兒凝視著我。372Please respect copyright.PENANAHbAIsCb03I
「已知體,賽蓮。」372Please respect copyright.PENANA6jI1rW95P9
「咩已知體…」372Please respect copyright.PENANA0cDhO7LRQ4
「你眼中你既女朋友,身上所有情報都係舊既係唔係?雖然我睇唔到,但佢應該著住你見過衫,髮型,咩都好,全部都係你見過野,完全無新野係咪?咁就係所謂既已知體,佢係基於你回憶中既人而投影出黎既幻影,基於所有你已知既事實。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAGkEfXPEv0V
的確。372Please respect copyright.PENANAITR6vdMnRq
Erica穿著和我於機場分手時的衣服,連手機鈴聲也是當日我為她設定的那一首,已知體,基於我的回憶而成立的幻影嗎?372Please respect copyright.PENANAtzUPN8UDwr
「佢唔係你前度,佢叫賽蓮,係呢個島既自然現象。」老板娘說,「跟我黎啦,唔好再行過去,佢就係想引你過去,今晚會好漫長。」372Please respect copyright.PENANArIkReic9jp
Erica的臉色變得很差,但還是坐在那礁石上。372Please respect copyright.PENANAOGsEGvsgZW
看腳下的水流,只出幾步我就會墜入那被離岸流掏空的水下空穴被捲走吧。372Please respect copyright.PENANAXjfJMO4MSm
「佢…佢係鬼?」我回頭涉水跟著老板娘往岸上走去。372Please respect copyright.PENANAXHJxJtjXxM
但Erica沒死,我不可能見到她的鬼魂才對。
「嗯,可以咁講,賽蓮佢…算係呢個島上既獨有自然現象,但係講到尾,佢係你既心魔。」老板娘說,「你啊,你應該都唔係咩好人,哼。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAzvsDnNkgKM
如果現身的是我的心魔—那麼我們可能完蛋了。
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