正當我回身望向個女仔嘅時候,佢已經落荒而逃,擰轉身跑走咗,身影瞬間消失喺轉角之內,我想追出去都已經太遲。
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我都唔知子瑜個傻妹做咩又要跟住我,但見到我又要避開我,或者佢真係好唔想見到我,咁其實我都明嘅,我欠佢嘅嘢實在係太多。
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呢個時候我褲袋又傳嚟電話震動,我拎出嚟一睇,來電顯示係曉琳,我不自覺地輕嘆一口氣,然後撥橫接聽。
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「你今日點啊,無咗我會唔會好唔慣?」曉琳喺電話另一邊嬌嗲嗲咁問。
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「還好啦。」其實我應該起碼要講啲咩無咗你真係好唔慣嘅說話氹吓曉琳,但係呢刻我又真係無咁嘅心情。
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「做咩你好似無厘神氣咁嘅?」曉琳再問。
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「唔係啊,可能係有啲攰...」
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「好啦好啦,你攰就早啲返屋企休息啦,我仲諗住...」曉琳欲言又止咁,而我又點會唔知其實佢係想我去接佢放學吖?
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「諗住咩?」我提一提精神,再故意挑逗吓曉琳。
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「無嘢呀無嘢呀~」曉琳你個傻妹吖。
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就係咁,我帶住疲倦嘅身軀返到學校,再拖住曉琳送佢返屋企。當我重踏歸家路上時,我不停咁反思如果頭先喺天橋上面,子瑜轉身跑走嗰陣我都追埋上去,之後嘅事情又會點呢?
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當面同子瑜道歉講對唔住?定係可以當無事發生好似平時咁同佢嘻嘻哈哈?不過我諗諗吓無論點都好,個結局最終都係會因為曉琳嘅一個電話,然後重演返上一次喺子瑜屋企發生嘅事情,結果都只係會再次搞到子瑜唔開心。
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後來我都諗過,點解子瑜喺運動場見到我個表情會咁錯愕,我推斷係雖然佢俾社長叫過嚟,但係事前無同子瑜提及會有咩人在場,再加上社長都未必知道我同子瑜個關係,自然唔會多此一舉專登提起我,我反而覺得如果子瑜事先知道我都會喺度,就未必會應承社長過嚟。
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數數手指,我同曉琳已經一齊咗一個月有多,距離陸運會只係得返幾日,呢個幾禮拜同兩個師兄一齊練跑都增進咗唔少感情,同社長就無辦法,始終心裡面有條刺突破唔到,而子瑜就自從嗰晚喺天橋上消失之後,我都無機會可以再見到佢。
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呢排黃子俊都無打過電話俾我,唔知係咪子瑜收埋咗部電話等佢細佬無得偷嚟用,定係佢見我整喊子瑜從此對我不抱期望。諗返起,有時候呢粒豆釘硬係好似有意無意咁幫我同佢家姐鋪橋搭路,但依家連呢條引線都不復存在。
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「喂陳佑男,做咩發晒吽哣啊?」餐廳飯枱上,芯玲批咗我一下手肘,等我終於可以從紊亂思緒之中抽離。
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「肯定喺曉琳今日忙到陪唔到我哋食晏,搞到佢食唔安瞓唔落。」圓框眼鏡妹妹仲幫我諗埋解釋。
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「咁恩愛真係好。」短髮妹妹露出羨慕嘅眼神。
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「你都可以㗎,最近見你喺堂上面同坐前面個男仔都玩得好開心㗎喎。」圓框眼鏡妹妹打蛇隨棍上。
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「你講鄒家樂呀?咪玩啦,我同佢大纜都扯唔埋啦,何況佢仲咁鍾意黃子瑜。」唔知點解我注意到短髮妹妹啱先眼神略過一絲閃縮。
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「咁你幫人哋醫吓失戀囉...」圓框眼鏡妹妹笑說。
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餐廳嘅四人枱上,我同芯玲並排坐,另外兩位圓框眼鏡妹妹同短髮妹妹坐我哋對面,同樣都係四個人嘅食飯組合,以前係子瑜、曉琳同家樂,如今已經人面全非,有啲人曾經喺你生命中出現過,留低過痕跡,但唔代表佢哋每個都可以陪你走到最後。
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食完晏飯返學校嘅嗰程路上,兩位妹妹仲喺度爭論緊應唔應該幫家樂醫治失戀,傾到面紅耳赤,反而芯玲一直置身事外,我亦自覺不便參與呢場討論,咁啱我同芯玲兩個就不謀而合,處於同一步伐。
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「做咩啊?夾咗喺兩個女仔中間好煩惱呀?」芯玲突然間一句毫無預兆嘅說話,嚇到我目瞪口呆。
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「你...你講咩呀?」
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